Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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Lu You hasn't seen Qi Zhengyun in the past few days—it's not appropriate to say that he hasn't seen him, because the psychological test in his class has not yet ended, and Qi Zhengyun has not left at school. He has seen men from a distance in school several times Once, Qi Zhengyun greeted him through the crowd.But they never spoke face to face again, and there was no way to bring up the agreed conversation.

Even if Qi Zhengyun had sent him home and had breakfast with him at the same table, Lu You didn't feel so familiar with him.It's just that school life is really monotonous and boring, so I still think of Qi Zhengyun from time to time—psychological counseling is only for more than an hour after school every night, what does that person do during the rest of the day?

For some unknown reason, Lu You never mentioned the matter of meeting Qi Zhengyun and the agreement with Yuan Xiaoxiao a few times.Even though Yuan Xiaoxiao thought it was funny and secretly sneaked into the psychological counseling team of his class, although Teacher Liang who was holding the list easily found out, he still got the questionnaire and met Qi Zhengyun. When gossiping, Lu You didn't disclose his contact with Qi Zhengyun outside the consultation room.

Probably because he didn't want to mention the content of the agreed conversation—this is the explanation Lu You gave himself in his heart.If you let Yuan Xiaoxiao know, maybe you will feel worried and insist on following, so don't tell her.Instead, he talked about the recent illusion that he was being watched by something all the time, and then Yuan Xiaoxiao thought of a way: when he came home from school, he was far behind him more than 20 meters away, so that he would pretend to be as soon as he felt this way again. Raising her hand to touch her shoulder, she took the opportunity to look around and find the peeping person.

Lu You felt that Yuan Xiaoxiao's proposal was just for fun...he did it anyway.Along the way, because the spirit was extremely tense, it seemed that there were eyes from all directions. Perhaps passers-by felt that the two of them were acting sneaky, and turned their heads to take a look when they passed by.Finally arrived home after a lot of awkwardness. None of the objects that Yuan Xiaoxiao suspected on the way appeared a second time, so he had to confirm the failure of the battle with regret.

On Wednesday, a notice from the class teacher finally replaced the unidentified peeping eyes, which were not even sure whether they were real, and became Lu You's main worry on the way home: the parents' meeting is really going to be held, and it will be after school this Friday back.Although the ostensible reason was to report on the teaching situation, everyone knew that it was actually because of Zhou Wei's suicide before—several parents have come here on their own these days to ask the teacher about the situation.Yuan Xiaoxiao mentioned this matter last week. Lu You thought she had made a mistake after a few days of silence, but in the end she had to admire how well-informed she was.

...By the way, she also went to check on Qi Zhengyun.Aunt Zhou allowed her to play on the computer for half an hour every day. She didn't play games or watch anime, but just browsed around on the university's website and forums.On weekends, I secretly brought my mobile phone to school and showed Lu You a photo of Qi Zhengyun and his mentor.At first, Lu You thought she was a nympho - among the girls in his class who had gone to psychological counseling, Qi Zhengyun had become a new talking point with his looks and height.Lu You was sitting in the corridor by the window. When the curtains were closed, people in the corridor would often forget that there were people behind the window. He was forced to listen to several versions of delusional remarks full of girlish hearts, which felt like a school idol drama.When they talked about it, they probably didn't realize that the cause of the psychological counseling was Zhou Wei's suicide, and Zhou Wei's "boyfriend" played a role in it.

But Lu You soon realized that he was wrong.Yuan Xiaoxiao does not follow the usual path.After showing the photo to Lu You, the girl sighed in disappointment. "I thought he was a liar with a fake identity." She said in a regretful tone that Lu You couldn't understand, "I didn't expect it to be true."

"... Where do you think he's a liar?" Lu You noticed that he didn't seem to have thought about it—not counting the brief meeting on the stairs in front of the house at first, it seems that from the time he met Qi Zhengyun in the school consulting room For a moment, he subconsciously labeled the other party as "trustworthy".

Yuan Xiaoxiao's "subconscious" reaction to him was to curl his lips. "You're too credulous—don't say it's an 'assistant' who came out of nowhere, there are scumbags who plot against students among the experienced old teachers." She saw Lu You raised his eyebrows and said, "What do you want to imply? "What" expression, realized that he was pulling away, and silently brought the topic back, "I just saw that person popping up suddenly, and I feel a little suspicious. When my mother mentioned it, she was also vague. He saw It doesn't sound too serious..."

Not serious?Lu You thought, is there any?He also felt that Qi Zhengyun was quite serious most of the time.Unless "serious" specifically refers to "a dull and simple honest person", then Qi Zhengyun really doesn't look like it when he smiles...

Yuan Xiaoxiao flipped through the phone's photo album, and showed Lu You the photos that were taken on the computer screen. "Actually, I still think there is something wrong with that person—you know my intuition is very accurate." She tapped her chin with her finger, and Lu You suspected that she had assumed the role of a detective herself, "Although I found his information, But there are still too few, and they are all updated in the past few days. It’s really weird.”

Maybe there really is a "disharmony" between people, Yuan Xiaoxiao enthusiastically participated in this "secret digging" action.It's just that the follow-up development disappointed her: she found more and earlier information one after another—if she knew that the suspected object was actually eavesdropping, she would definitely not go to the hospital every time she found something suspicious and didn't verify it. Come and share with Lu You.

If she realizes that her babbling about "Qi Zhengyun is like this" and "Qi Zhengyun is like that" all day long makes Lu You, who is forced to be a listener, feel more familiar with this person, and even feel a little guilty about prying into privacy, Probably never started this topic from the beginning...

Yuan Xiaoxiao has not realized at this moment that she will play a role that tries hard to set up obstacles but keeps assisting for a long time in the future. As soon as the news of the parent meeting is confirmed, what she is worried about is the situation of Lu You's family .Lu You's mother is now busy with business in another city with her husband who married half a year ago. Although it is only a few 10 minutes away from the high-speed rail, would you like to come back for such a parents' meeting... Yuan Xiaoxiao's prediction is not very optimistic .

When school was over that day, it was rare that Lu You packed up his things to find her first, and then went to the head teacher's office.Yuan Xiaoxiao waited for a few minutes in the corridor outside, and saw Lu You coming out with the notice requiring parents' signature. "How?" she asked carefully.

"The teacher asked me to stay and help, arranging seats, taking notes and so on." Lu You said, "By the way, stay and listen to what the parents have to say." His attitude seemed to be very sure that his mother would not come.

So if someone asks "Where is this classmate's parents?", how should you answer?Yuan Xiaoxiao thought about it, but she didn't ask in the end—she didn't want Lu You to experience it in advance. "Will you call and tell your mother when you get back?" she asked.Lu You was silent for a while, then nodded, and she had nothing to say.

Qi Zhengyun was listening not far away, and was going to go to the next door and ask Zhou Chen to call if Lu You didn't make this call when he got back.Although he wished that Lu You would leave the family, it would be more convenient for them to build their two-person world in the future, and the "future" situation also showed that it would be like this, but... Lu You still looks a little sad, so if it is possible to repair it, he will Decided to give it a push.

However, Lu You did not give Qi Zhengyun the opportunity to interfere.With the mentality of cutting through the mess with a sharp knife, he made the call as soon as he got home before dinner.My mother is usually busy with business affairs, and she is in a hurry when she makes regular contact to explain the situation. The way to express her concern is to send money to him-it doesn't take time.Today is probably preparing for dinner and I have a little time, so the connection is very fast.

Lu You held the notice in his hand and folded it back and forth, nervously and with a little anticipation, he told about the parent-teacher meeting.There was a moment of silence on the phone after listening. "Does Youyou want mommy to go to the parent-teacher meeting?" she finally asked with a tired female voice after busy work.

"...No need. I've already told the teacher. In fact, it's nothing important. It doesn't matter if you don't come." Lu You said, tightening the microphone slightly, "Just to talk to you."

There were a few "hmm" on the phone, followed by a short period of awkward silence.After a few still awkward questions and answers, the call ended in an awkward atmosphere.Lu You listened to the monotonous "di-" sound after the call was hung up by his ear, and took the receiver away from his ear and put it back after a while.

again...

He actually knew how this recurring situation was caused.He expects his mother to say "I'll be back" without asking, and her mother expects him to ask.But even if he knew that as long as he said "yes", even if it was just such a trivial matter as the parents' meeting, his mother would be willing to put down work and come back, but every time this happened, he always couldn't say anything.

Perhaps he himself had some kind of fear of visitation.He always remembers the way his mother looked at him when he remembered the past...

Lu You has no appetite to make dinner.He climbed onto the sofa, wanted to lie down for a while, and fell asleep without paying attention.As a result, he woke up from hunger after ten o'clock in the evening, messed around with something to eat, and fell into the predicament of insomnia after finishing his homework.In this silent night where thoughts are churning, someone close at hand is accompanying him without being noticed, silently waiting for the dawn to come.

In the past few days, apart from continuing to sneak around Lu You, eavesdropping on Yuan Xiaoxiao's doubts about his identity and making up for the loopholes, Qi Zhengyun also did one thing, that is, took the time to track down the person who appeared next to Lu You several times. Also tried the motorcycle man who broke the door.In view of that guy's sloppy appearance, and his big-mouthed grandma who knew that Lu You was a child living alone, Qi Zhengyun had every reason to suspect that he was planning something bad.

The results of the investigation failed to verify Qi Zhengyun's guess—although they could not deny it either.People in reality will not talk to themselves about their evil plans when they think they are alone like in the comics, so the conspiracy will be exposed, and Qi Zhengyun doesn't want to leave Lu You's side for too long.He went to the place where the man lived that night. As soon as he got home, the man took the wine and started drinking, fell asleep after drinking, and refused to reveal anything in a drunken madness... After the next two times, what he saw was only Daily life like a little gangster.

What may be regarded as unusual is that Qi Zhengyun did not see his girlfriend who was "unavailable" to his grandmother, although there were clothes and daily necessities in the room of that person who were obviously left by a woman.Qi Zhengyun also saw the cat climbing frame and the cat food bowl on the balcony, both dirty and dusty, but he didn't see the cat either.

Both the cat and the woman were gone.Qi Zhengyun thought of the little black cat that haunted Lu You and appeared earlier or at the same time as the motorcycle man several times.Living beings are not only deliberately polluted and assimilated by monsters, but sometimes they turn into monsters themselves due to strong emotions... The catalyst is usually "death".He seemed to have caught a glimpse of the thread linking these things.

However, there is still a lack of evidence.If he can't secretly kill people who may pose a threat to Lu You every time in the future without arousing any suspicion, then don't do it once.Otherwise, he always felt that sooner or later, he would not be able to help getting rid of that annoying little girl next to Lu You... On the other hand, he didn't want to be someone who just "pretended to be human" in front of Lu You, but actually It's just a monster with a layer of human skin lying to him.

Lu You's class had an activity class on Thursday, Qi Zhengyun pretended to come out to relax, and "met" with Lu You at the side of the stadium, had a conversation, and the two played badminton together for half a class.After going back, Lu You was "interrogated" by Yuan Xiaoxiao. The little girl barked like a shepherd dog who only found a wolf wandering around the sheepfold, showing her fangs. Lu You was so frightened that she was even more determined not to tell Her agreed decision.

Then, there is the parent-teacher meeting on Friday.Lu You stayed after school as instructed by the class teacher, and helped the art committee write "Welcome" and draw those little flowers and grasses on the blackboard at the back.Before the parent-teacher meeting, Aunt Zhou specially came to find him from Yuan Xiaoxiao's class next door, and asked him to go back together after the parent-teacher meeting was over.

Lu You moved his desk and chair away when arranging seats, and put it in the back of the classroom together with Zhou Wei’s empty desk, and sat side by side with the literary and art committee members who also stayed behind—the literary and art committee members didn’t really want to sit on Zhou Wei’s desk and chairs, Lu You gave her his own.Lu You's grades were not good enough to be praised, nor bad enough to be criticized. During the entire parent meeting, Lu You was not called by name, but he escaped the expected inquiries and stares when the parents were found absent.

After the parent meeting, Lu You had almost forgotten what he heard.He originally thought he was calm enough, but when Aunt Zhou came to pick him up and let him have dinner at home, the feeling that something was stuck in his chest became heavier and heavier.After dinner, he returned home, wanted to do his homework but couldn't calm down, dawdled for more than an hour with extremely low efficiency, and finally decided to go out for a few laps to relax.

The nearby park is too dark at night, but there is a small square and the night market next to it are very lively.It's not too late now, and there are still people exercising and walking their dogs in the community.Lu You locked the door and went downstairs. When he opened the anti-theft door downstairs, he smelled a choking smell of smoke.He looked down at his feet: there were a few cigarette butts thrown along the roadside, and one of them was still sparking.

Lu You stomped out the still burning cigarette butt and kicked it aside.He put on the hood of his coat, exhaled lightly, and ran slowly along the side of the road.