Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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When Lu You arrived at school in the morning, he saw someone walking back and forth in the teaching building with his head lowered, pointing at the ground, and there was someone looking down at the railing upstairs, thinking that something had fallen on the ground. But nothing was seen.After entering the classroom, only the squad leader led the reading alone on the balcony, and there was a buzzing discussion below, almost everyone was whispering to each other, and there was an atmosphere of tension and excitement.

Lu You simply washed the soiled schoolbag yesterday, dried it overnight, and finally dried it with a hair dryer. That's why he came a little late today, and almost everyone in the classroom is here.He walked to his seat, feeling like sneezing from the smell of detergent that filled his nostrils, and along the way, people stopped talking and peeked at him, looking at him inexplicably.

When Lu You walked to the side of the seat, he found that his desktop was clean, and the sticky and smelly stains he touched yesterday had been wiped off by someone.The floor of the classroom also looks extraordinarily smooth, just like the state after it was carefully scrubbed with a brush during the general cleaning at the beginning of school.Another thing caught Lu You's attention: Zhou Wei's seat behind him was still empty, but there was a bouquet of white wild flowers on the table, and a bottle of strawberry yogurt that she used to buy every day.

A strange feeling rose in Lu You's heart.Countless details hint at what happened.He just sat down and was about to take homework out of his schoolbag when the classmate in front of him turned his head with an expression that he couldn't bear to talk. "Don't you know yet?" He said mysteriously, and at the same time slightly raised his chin to gesture to Lu You's back.When he saw Lu You's bewildered face, he lowered his voice and said, "Zhou Wei committed suicide by jumping off the building!"

Lu You reacted for a while before he digested the meaning of this sentence and connected it with the abnormalities he saw before.He couldn't help but look back: the bunch of small white flowers on Zhou Wei's table was already a little wilted, and the petals were drooping on the table.The classmate in the front seat probably finally ran into someone who knew less than him, and regardless of whether Lu You was interested or not, he said in an inexplicably excited tone: "It seems that she jumped from this floor, she is lucky." Too bad, I still broke my neck after jumping from such a low place... People who came early said there was a lot of blood on the ground and saw the police, but it was all cleaned up when I arrived."

He looked at Lu You's expression, and seemed to think that Lu You, sitting in front of Zhou Wei, might know something inside: "Tell me, why did she die?"

"...I don't know." Lu You said.He thought of the figure of the long-haired girl walking past the window when school was over last night, and the silent classroom with a strange smell when he came back to pick up things, and an uncomfortable feeling surged up.The students in front wanted to say something more, when the head teacher came in through the front door.The people who were chatting quickly shut their mouths, and the classmates in the front seat of Lu You also quickly turned back. Only then did everyone remember that they were in the morning reading class, and they all went to the table or their schoolbags to get their textbooks.

The squad leader behind the podium was chanting "I am [-] years old" as if no one else was around, and was still a little dazed when the head teacher tapped his shoulder with a lesson plan to signal to stop.The head teacher asked him to return to his seat, and looked around the classroom calmly. Several students who pretended to read along with him closed their mouths guiltyly, and finally there was no sound in the classroom.

The gray-haired old teacher put the lesson plan on the podium and coughed lightly. "The misfortune that happened to Zhou Wei, it seems that the students already know about it." He didn't seem to plan to talk about it, but simply said, "The final exam is coming soon, I hope everyone will focus on studying during this time." Lord, don't be distracted by other things, and don't spread unfounded rumors. If you want to leave something to Zhou Wei, you can write it down and hand it to the monitor, and the teacher will pass it on for you."

He nodded slightly to the squad leader, who quickly nodded to express his understanding. "This afternoon's activity class has been canceled and changed to a psychological lecture. Students, remember not to leave the classroom." The head teacher continued, as if he hadn't heard the sudden buzz of complaints in the classroom, "Okay, continue with the morning reading Bar."

Everyone dragged their feet to open the textbooks, and the sound of reading was heard in different levels, but it was obvious that almost no one put their minds on it.The classmates in front of Lu You kept writhing in their seats, but because the head teacher had been standing behind the podium, he didn't dare to turn around and talk to him blatantly.It wasn't until the bell rang for the end of morning reading that the head teacher went out with the lesson plan—his first class was not in Lu You's class—the atmosphere in the classroom suddenly relaxed.

The classmate in the front seat couldn't wait to turn around, before he could speak, Lu You rushed ahead of him and asked, "Why did you go back early yesterday?" He was absent for the whole afternoon, but he didn't look sick at all when he came here today.Not only him, but several other students in the class who took sick leave also came to class today.

The classmate was taken aback by Lu You's question, and reached out to touch his stomach. "At noon, I suddenly had a stomachache... It hurt me to death. I almost thought I was going to have an operation, but I went to the hospital and found nothing. I slept all night and recovered." He said depressingly, "I still I want to take another day off."

"Xu Cheng!" The team leader in charge of collecting homework called him from the front, "Where's your wrong book?"

Xu Cheng, who was about to bring the topic back to Zhou Wei's suicide, froze for a moment, then his face turned blue, and he hurriedly rummaged through his schoolbag.Lu You couldn't get rid of the gossip because there were other people chatting and looking at Zhou Wei's empty desk.In the corridor outside, there were students from other classes running over to watch, they got together and exchanged "information" mysteriously, until they were scolded and driven away by the passing teacher.

When the second class was over, Zhou Wei's parents came to the classroom.Both of them looked tired, but their attitudes were a bit perfunctory when they packed Zhou Wei's things. They didn't see how sad they were, and even politely said to the teacher, "The child is causing trouble to the school."Sitting close, Lu You saw with his own eyes that Zhou Wei's mother picked up a small decoration from her desk, frowned slightly, and threw it into the trash can at the back of the classroom.The textbooks that Zhou Wei left on the table were useless to them, so they didn't take them away in the end.

Yuan Xiaoxiao came over to have dinner with Lu You at noon, and brought a complete version of the incident pieced together from various rumors.It is said that Zhou Wei's parents dislike her as a daughter, and she is not a character who can act like a baby to please others, so the relationship between the two parties has always been very cold.Last year, the couple had a second child and finally had a son as they wished. Since then, they only know how to turn around the youngest son.Zhou Wei is at a sensitive age, and because she always likes to belittle others to show her sense of superiority in school, she has no close friends.Perhaps it was precisely because of this loneliness of not being needed by anyone that she chose to come to the school at night when no one was around, and fell over the railing outside the classroom to the ground.

As for Zhou Wei's boyfriend that no one has ever seen, it seems that Zhou Wei is just a fabricated character.The little gadgets she took out to show off the sweetness of love were bought with the living expenses she saved on the excuse of losing weight and skipping lunch.

"I think she is so pitiful." Yuan Xiaoxiao muttered, poking the white-cut beef on the plate with his chopsticks, "But I met her a few times in your classroom before, and I really feel very difficult to get along with..." She Sitting with Lu You by the window in the small cafeteria, their school built a new restaurant and started using meal cards last year, and the stainless steel tabletops and seats are still brand new.

Lu You didn't respond to her words, but saw her poking around but didn't pick it up to eat, and asked, "Is your appetite not good?"

"I'm on a diet." Yuan Xiaoxiao replied casually, suddenly remembering that Zhou Wei had also used this excuse, her face became a little unnatural, and she stuffed the beef into her mouth like eating rubber and began to chew hard.Lu You, who was sitting across from him, was slowly scooping up soup with a spoon. He didn't eat much himself, and his expression seemed to be lost in thought.Yuan Xiaoxiao stared at him for a while, then suddenly remembered: When Lu You left with her after school yesterday, he once said that he saw Zhou Wei in the classroom.

"...Lu You?" Yuan Xiaoxiao kicked Lu You's foot under the table, and said cautiously, "Even if the person you saw in the classroom yesterday was really Zhou Wei, she must have left later, and what's more I came to school again at night. Didn’t you see no one when you came back to pick up your schoolbag?”

Lu You came back to his senses, and said with a little hesitation: "It's okay... I wasn't thinking about it." Although he did consider that if he went back to the classroom to see if it would make some changes, what did Zhou Wei's death say? It has nothing to do with him, at most it is a little regretful.He just always felt that there was something weird about this matter, which made him feel that something was wrong.

Seeing Lu You's reaction like this, Yuan Xiaoxiao believed that he was blaming himself even more.She quickly wanted to find a topic to divert her attention, so she brought up a gossip that she had just heard and hadn't confirmed yet.

"Psychological counseling?" Lu You asked suspiciously, "Our class teacher only said that there will be lectures in the afternoon."

"I just heard about it too. The lectures are for everyone to listen to, and the tutoring should only be available in your class." Yuan Xiao smiled and said, "We are in the same class as Zhou Wei, and the school must be worried that it will affect it... Now it is not only worried about students talking If you are in love, you have to worry about the student pretending to be in love. And..."

When she said this, she realized that the topic she had chosen might indeed divert Lu You's attention, but in a worse direction.But having said everything, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue: "Also, there will be a parent-teacher meeting in two days."

Lu You responded with a normal "hmm", only showing the distressed expression that all students would have when they heard that parents were invited. "Let's talk about it then," he said, putting the spoon on the plate. "Aren't you going to eat? Then let's go."

The source of Yuan Xiaoxiao's news seems to be quite reliable. In the first class after the lunch break, the head teacher who came to class really talked about psychological counseling.However, there is only one psychology teacher in the school, and it is not a small workload to talk to more than 40 students in the class one by one, so it can only be done in batches.

The homeroom teacher probably thought that Lu You was sitting in front of Zhou Wei, and the relationship between the two of them might be deeper than the other students, and the impact of this incident would be greater, so Lu You was selected in the first batch, including two students who were in Zhou Wei's class. Wei put yogurt and flowers on the table as a condolence to the girl who had to stay after school today.

The activity class that was changed into a lecture was the last period before school. When we first entered the auditorium, everyone was still interested in the lecture. After the lecture teacher played the old-fashioned slides and started the lecture slowly, it took only a few minutes and a half. People began to drowsy, and the other half began to race against time to take out homework to do.Lu You also brought an English paper, and while listening to the lecture, put the paper on his lap and finished writing more than half of it - anyway, he had to fill in the answer sheet when he went back, so it doesn't matter if his handwriting is ugly now.

When school was over, Yuan Xiaoxiao slipped over to "visit", brought Lu You a packet of biscuits, and then went back by himself.Lu You sat in the reading room next to the counseling room, flipping through a picture book boredly.When he was led by the class teacher, he was originally in the second place in the line, but it seemed that he was the only one who had no parents waiting outside to pick him up. After giving up his seat to those who were in the back and rushing home a few times, no one asked after that. He got it, and he logically stayed to the last one.

It was getting dark outside.There were fewer students in the complex building, and it was originally relatively quiet, but now it has become even more deserted.The air conditioner should not be turned on in the building, but there is a coolness creeping up from the soles of the feet in contact with the marble floor.The boy before Lu You stayed in the consulting room for an exceptionally long time, and Lu You almost fell asleep waiting until the man came down to call him——when he appeared, his face was blue, his mind was out of control, and he looked nothing at all. It doesn't look like the relaxed look that you should have after counseling.

... Lu You began to worry a little about the professional level of that psychology teacher.He closed the door of the reading room, walked along the quiet corridor to the consulting room, and found that there were pink flowers on the walls on both sides of the corridor that reminded people of kindergartens.The door of the counseling room was ajar, probably because the classmate left in a hurry and forgot to close it, and there was a faint voice coming from the door.

"There is one more student and it's over. Please be a little more patient and don't show that fierce expression, okay? It's really scary..." A voice that sounded out of breath, more like a request than an instruction, said, "I don't mean to curse you, but you'll scare anyone you meet like this—"

The voice suddenly disappeared here, and Lu You who was standing outside the door heard a whimpering sound strangely.The hand he raised to knock on the door paused, and the next second, the door was opened from the inside.Standing behind the door was a young teacher who seemed to have just graduated from school, his eyes wandered, and he seemed to be nervously wiping the sweat from his forehead with a tissue.He squinted his eyes and looked at the list in the other hand for a long time before saying in a weak tone, "Is that Lu You classmate...? Please come in."

The suspicion in Lu You's heart deepened further.He had always thought that this was a one-on-one conversation, but from the gap between the teacher who was turning around and the door frame, he saw another person in the consulting room—a person who neither looked like a student nor Not like a teacher.The man was sitting on a somewhat short plastic chair, with his long legs folded back, and he was lowering his head and fiddling with something in his hand.Behind him is the corner of the forest landscape arranged by plastic vines and leaves. Lu You felt that he saw a lion squatting in the corner of the cage and playing with its tail depressedly.

This person looks... kinda familiar.Lu You kept staring at him until the man heard the door closing and raised his head, looked at him and smiled at him.Lu You was puzzled for a few seconds, until he changed this guy in casual clothes with messy hair into a black suit like a gangster thug in a movie in his mind.

Then he finally recognized it.

The teacher in the consulting room seemed completely unaware that the other two people in the room knew each other—this was really unprofessional in terms of Lu You’s fantasies about his career—he seemed to be dying of exhaustion, He walked towards the table with an exhausted look.The man handed back the glasses that he was pinching like a toy in his hand, and he slowly took them and put them on a few seconds later.

Lu You and the man he met at the door of his house yesterday morning looked at each other for a while, wondering if this man was the one he had just heard the teacher describe as a "vicious" person outside the door.How will you be here?he wants to ask.But the psychology teacher rubbed his face with his hands at this time, and seemed to have regained his energy and entered the working state.Hearing him say "Student, please sit down", Lu You had no choice but to suppress the doubts in his heart, staring with two pairs of eyes uncomfortably, and sat down on the comfortable-looking sofa chair in front of the table.