Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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The answer to this question was silence.

Qi Zhengyun didn't speak.His expression at the moment was unusually calm, to the point of showing a bit of coldness. "I can't do it" - Hui Hui had expected this answer, and she also knew that it was completely unreasonable to judge the degree of effort by things that could not be realized at all, but she wanted to see Qi Zhengyun's reaction to this.

Now she sees it.

She used to think that the pain of irreparable loss was a useless emotion, a fragile defect unique to the human emotional mechanism, but at this moment, she felt an uncontrollable anger bursting from her heart.

Is the anger for the person who seems to be destined to be abandoned, or the self who will lose this memory during the adjustment, which is equivalent to being killed?Maybe both.It is Lu You's habit to restrain emotions, not to be ashamed, so this anger should have erupted violently, tearing apart the impenetrable silence around - but the actual situation is that before it turns into expressions and words, It was frozen by the chill that gushed out at the same time.

The girl-like monster pursed its lips.She stared at the man standing upright from the position leaning against the wall at this moment, as if she saw a slowly opening abyss, in which grew glaciers that swallowed heat and vitality... At the price of freezing the once cherished things, paving the way A blank and cold road emerged.Do those who let the glacier spread feel that this is the way to the ultimate goal?

When Huihui also fell silent without further questioning, the conversation ended.Qi Zhengyun felt that he had said enough.He answered the gray questions before, not because he thought it was necessary to explain to her, but just happened to want to say something, and wanted to use language to sort out some confused thoughts... If he hadn't held her notebook, and yesterday's After all, she was the one who took care of Lu You in the evening, avoiding the possible dangers that would come later, and the first words Huihui said after going out were enough for Qi Zhengyun to pull her out.

Did you not enter the ward because you felt a little "guilty"?

This kind of thing...you dare to say it after seeing it, you are really not afraid of being destroyed.Qi Zhengyun glanced at Huihui, and her eyes were full of suspicion and dissatisfaction when she looked back, making his tentacles hidden in the shadow ready to move, wanting her to truly experience the so-called "anger from shame", making this prototype like a gray moth Noisy guy crumpled into a bulb.

By this time, his previously well-hidden annoyance finally revealed a little bit.A sudden breeze passed through the corridor, and the gray place where she was standing just now was empty in the blink of an eye—she was keenly aware of the "real" danger this time, so she gave up provocation without hesitation, and ran away quickly .

Just run away.Qi Zhengyun didn't intend to chase her and make things difficult for her.When they spoke just now, they all paid attention to controlling the volume, making sure that no one in the ward could hear them.Although the door and the wall hindered his perception, but at such a close distance, he could still be sure that Lu You hadn't left the hospital bed.Now that Lu You is awake now...it is better to go back and stay by his side than to stay outside and be wary of danger.

Huihui didn't say anything, Lu You wouldn't know the details of last night.As long as he can pretend to be nonchalant, it can be assumed that the mixed feeling of fear and guilt, and more indistinguishable feelings, does not exist.

Qi Zhengyun walked through a short corridor and came to the door of the ward.The ward was very quiet, and Lu You seemed to be just sitting on the bed in a daze.Qi Zhengyun's hand touched the door, and he was about to open it and go in.He stared at the white door panel in front of him, and paused before exerting force with his fingertips.

...Last night, he ate those two monsters, returned to the original place with the doubt of "why the world hasn't restarted", and then learned that Lu You is not dead, and the world will not end in the next moment.A sort of buzzing roar had been ringing in his ears ever since.His brain seemed to have been paralyzed by some kind of toxin, and when he received the news that should have brought ecstasy, he was unusually calm, and he even felt a little dazed like falling into a fog.

What went wrong?Should he stay with Lu You at that time, check his situation carefully, and let the shapeshifter escape?If this troublesome enemy comes back after a period of time and Lu You really dies... that's okay, he can wait for the world to restart, maybe restart a few more times, after accumulating enough experience, there will always be a smooth solution in the end.No one else will retain the memory of failure, so everyone is happy.

Should this be the case?

Qi Zhengyun didn't think it was better.He didn't like to see Lu You die, even if Lu You didn't remember it himself, even if the number of times increased, he would no longer be as painful as before.He also doesn't like to see Lu You who is a complete stranger to him, so he has to work hard to get along with him emotionally.

For the sake of the reunion in the future, it doesn't matter if you ask him to endure it now.However, even if the world is standing still like a hamster in a rotating cage, the time he consumes is still accumulating; every time the world restarts, the time of separation will be extended a little bit.But this time it’s centipedes and shapeshifters, and next time there will be spiders, poison ivy, necromancers… The chances of this special situation of feigning death are very small, and he will continue to miss opportunities because he hopes for such a lucky escape. Finally dragging a lot of hidden dangers watching from the sidelines, trying to delay until the task is completed?

Compared to this, even if he would be cruel to "a certain time" Lu You, he is more inclined to seize any possible opportunity and eliminate all hidden dangers one by one.Making the world a safer place after each restart, safely shortening the time it takes to reunite.

This is his decision.A very clear and firm decision has been made.

If he had to say something wrong with him, it would be that he was too weak... He couldn't easily deal with all the dangers, and could only watch Lu You die again and again.But now he is beginning to gain strength, and in the future he will slowly become stronger as he continues to devour it.One day he will get rid of the restrained grievances at this moment, and be able to isolate a completely pure world around Lu You.

Although, there is still an extremely slight possibility that he guessed wrong about the rules of timeline adjustment: devouring monsters does not make them disappear directly in the restarted world... Then the plan will have to be overthrown and restarted.This will be verified on the next reboot, and there's no point in rushing now.

Qi Zhengyun stood at the door of the ward for a while, consciously cleared his mind, and was about to open the door and go in.The doorknob was pressed, and the deadbolt made a slight sound as it moved.At this moment, he also decided what he should do after meeting Lu You.

——No matter how many reasons there are, he still broke his promise to Lu You.I promised to protect him, but let him fall into such a dangerous situation, and almost died... After entering, first ask him if he is still unwell, and then apologize to him.There are too many people and monsters in the hospital. After Lu You finished his infusion, he will be discharged from the hospital and taken home.

Again, there was a breeze moving through the corridor.Qi Zhengyun recognized the aura of Hui Hui, and only wondered why she went and returned, instead of knocking her down from the air as an enemy.The wind with the smell of old books passed by, and a low voice drifted into Qi Zhengyun's ears.

"Since you think it doesn't matter if he dies 'this time', why should he be tempted by you?"

When the voice fell, she was already half a corridor away, and she escaped faster than last time.But Qi Zhengyun heard it, and even before he could think about it, murderous aura suddenly burst out from him.The power turned into transparent ripples, scraped through the air and let out a sharp whistling, and caught up with the target at the top of the stairs—after all, he was merciful, and rubbed against her back with a warning rather than a fatal force.The prototype, which was only the size of a palm, turned somersaults in the air, threw out some dust-like scales, and hurried down the corridor crookedly before the next attack came.

The door of the ward that was closer was also stressed, as if an invisible hand pushed Qi Zhengyun inward.His hand loosened slightly, and the last chance to stop was fleeting. Accompanied by a thin and long friction sound, the door opened inward.Qi Zhengyun saw a beam of sunlight shining into the ward from the window, and the turbulence of the airflow caused the dust to rise in the opposite direction in the beam; there was only a faint smell of disinfectant in the ward, without the dull smell that patients would have, and there was no other smell of medicine .

At this moment, Qi Zhengyun had a strange illusion: what he opened was an empty room.

Even after seeing the hospital bed by the window and the person sitting on the hospital bed, this illusion still did not disappear.

The sun was shining on the lower part of the hospital bed, and the edge was touching Lu You's hand on the quilt.His side face was hidden in the shadow, no expression could be seen.For some reason, it was this unremarkable scene that made the chest of the person who was standing at the door, whose heart was still peaceful until a second ago, suddenly tightened, and he felt suffocated——

When the door opened, Lu You was staring at the window in a daze.

Although there is nothing to see outside, all I can see is another gray-blue inpatient building of the hospital.When he was sent here last night, his symptoms were "low fever". With the participation of some mysterious forces, the hospital turned a blind eye to all kinds of abnormalities. Ma Liu arranged the ward, and the few bags of infusion medicine were probably prescribed for the purpose. The other hospital bed in the hospital has been empty since last night.The sound insulation effect of the ward is also good, so after he was left alone, it became extremely quiet.

It seemed as if I could hear the dripping of medicine in the governor and the sound of my own blood flowing.He looked out of the window, but what he saw in front of him seemed to be the same dark corridor. The girl raised her face in front of him, and there was a slight coldness and tingling pain from her wrist... Then there was darkness.

If only it were dark.

Lu You heard the door being pushed open.There were actually some smaller voices before, and he was thinking about other things, so he didn't try to distinguish them carefully.This time, he turned his head only a few seconds after hearing the door knock, only to find that Qi Zhengyun was still standing outside and did not come in.After meeting his eyes, the man flinched slightly strangely, as if seeing him was like seeing a scourge.Lu You couldn't describe how he was feeling right now, he couldn't help but want to clenched the sheet under his hand, but he pulled the needle, took a light breath and looked down.

Qi Zhengyun finally moved now.He entered the ward, walked quickly to the bed, and saw Lu You stroking the adhesive tape on the back of his hand, not daring to directly touch the place where the needle stuck into the blood vessel. "Does it hurt?" He asked in a low voice, grabbing Lu You's hand without thinking, "Be careful. Do you want to call the doctor for you?"

Lu You subconsciously dodged back when he approached, trying to avoid Qi Zhengyun's touch. "It's okay..." When he spoke, his tone was a little reluctant, as if he was enduring pain.Don't bother, it will be over soon anyway——he was about to say this when Qi Zhengyun's finger touched him.

The temperature on the man's hand was slightly higher than his, and his fingertips were soft with calluses, and his movements were very careful.But at this moment, in his feeling, it seemed that there were cold and hard scales on it——

"You..." What Qi Zhengyun wanted to say was that you don't move.Because of the change in movement, a small section of blood has come back up in the infusion tube.Unconsciously, he increased his strength, trying to push Lu You's hand back on the bed.

Lu You violently withdrew his hand.

The infusion tube filled with transparent medicinal liquid swung in a wide arc and hit Qi Zhengyun's arm.In reality, the strength is soft, without making a sound, and almost without feeling, but what sounds in the hallucination is a crisp "crack" sound like a whip being whipped hard.Qi Zhengyun's thrown hand stopped in mid-air.The needle really came out this time, and it fell to the ground with the hose, shaking, a drop of the liquid dyed light red fell to the ground, and then another drop...

Only then did Lu You feel the tingling pain on the back of his hand.Under the tape, drops of blood emerged from the pinholes, his body trembled uncontrollably, and he stretched out his hand as if wanting to touch it, or just to cover it, "I'm sorry." Easily interpreted as a disgusted response to explain, "I'm not..."

There was a trace of unintentional choking in his voice, and he swallowed back the words he hadn't finished speaking.

Qi Zhengyun paused for a while, then tried to hold his hand.Lu You calmed down and didn't show any resistance anymore, so he asked him to help tear off the blood-stained tape, then went to the small cabinet next to the bed to find alcohol cotton balls, and wiped off the blood beside the pinhole.On the inside of Lu You's arm, Qi Zhengyun saw another bleeding point. The surrounding skin was pressed when the "cleaner" sucked the venom, and it is still a little red.

Qi Zhengyun felt numb in his fingers.Since you feel that... Huihui will fly back at the risk of anger, and the words thrown to him echoed in his mind.Since you think... the content after that is all blurred and mixed with the suddenly intensified roar in your ears.It was almost difficult for him to think, and an unprecedented panic slowly enveloped his heart.

He didn't know what kind of expression he showed, which made Lu You couldn't stand it anymore, so he closed his fingers and touched him. "Is it okay to be so stern to someone who has just escaped from death?" He said, his tone was relaxed, but he could hear that he was deliberately cheering up. "I didn't blame you for running too fast and coming back too late. Woolen cloth……"

Qi Zhengyun leaned forward and rested his forehead on Lu You's shoulder.Lu You seemed to have completely calmed down from the previous emotions, and when Qi Zhengyun said "It's my fault" with difficulty, he gave a soft "shh". "Just kidding, I'm not dead." He touched Qi Zhengyun's shoulder with his uninjured hand, and in turn comforted him, "That guy moved so fast, I didn't feel anything at the time... …It was just when I thought about it just now, I thought it was a little scary, but now I have calmed down."

"Besides... haven't you already avenged me? I heard from Huihui that both of those guys are dead. It sounds more unlucky than me, so I'll be happy." Qi Zhengyun didn't make a sound, and he kept on Going on, the tone gradually became brighter, "However, if this happens again next time, don't chase it out by yourself. Although you reminded me to be careful, I seem to be interested in other monsters. Can't tell the difference..."

Qi Zhengyun could imagine the scene at that time.A dimly lit corridor, a girl who was too drunk to speak.It was the same as the Zhao Feng I met at the school gate that time - he didn't realize until last night that it was actually a temptation from a doppelganger.

He intentionally appeared in front of Lu You, knowing that he would be by Lu You's side... Then, he made sure that his disguise could deceive his perception to a certain extent.After five days of deliberate avoidance, he concentrated his suspicions on "Zhao Feng", and finally completed the plan of splitting up with the centipede last night.

How could he be blamed for not being careful?In such a short period of time, even if the abnormality is detected in advance, what can be changed without the power to resist?

Complicated and unspeakable emotions surged up in his heart, pushing Qi Zhengyun to take action.He let go of his hand, let the alcohol cotton ball stained with faint blood fall between them, and then stretched out his arm——

Touch and hold tight.Lu You's body was cold because of the cold air conditioner and the cold medicine injected into the blood.I tried my best to hold on and refused to show fear, but when I was comforted, I shrank in his arms as if afraid of the cold.

——Go to hell with reincarnation efficiency.Qi Zhengyun thought.Even if it's just this time...just this time...

He smelled the breath coming out of Lu You's skin with body temperature, and felt the person in his arms slowly relax from the initial stiffness.Great, I didn't want to break free from him.Qi Zhengyun tried his best to tighten the hug until this posture became too intimate for simple comfort, and he could feel each other's heartbeat from the place where the chests touched.Lu You let him hold her quietly, as if she didn't realize what it meant to choose to accept at this moment.

"The 'reminder' is just that I want to talk to you...Humans can't fight against monsters. It was my mistake to let them approach you." The man's deep voice was close to Lu You's ear, his breathing was hot and rapid , as if gritted his teeth, harboring some kind of resentment, "I should always be by your side and never leave you... I promise you, no matter what the situation is, I will never let you leave me again." out of sight."

——Should it be said that Hui Hui is a bystander?It was he who was looking forward to the reunion, but at the same time he was unwilling to wait until the reunion, so he wanted to get back the intimacy like a lover.He made a request and made a promise to Lu You "this time", but he still wants to keep some of the feelings he gave, which is a despicable deception.

Up to now, he must do his best.Even if he falls short in the end, he still has to start over from the beginning. As long as he still retains this memory forever, it cannot be said that the time spent here is just "wasted".

I'm sorry, Qi Zhengyun said to Lu You in his memory.Please wait for me a little longer.Then he made the white light in the system space, the white box, and the person lying in the box sleeping peacefully, all slowly sink to the bottom of the memory.Archive it.forget him.

Until the time when this world ends again, or reaches its end.

These are all "futures" that cannot be confessed to Lu You, so Qi Zhengyun didn't mention a word.Lu You's chin rested faintly on Qi Zhengyun's broad shoulder, staring at the blank and clean wall in front of him.He couldn't witness Qi Zhengyun's expression when he made a decision, and because he was sure that no one would see it, he allowed the slightly bitter look in his heart, and Qi Zhengyun naturally didn't see it either.

"... Your promise sounds terrible." Lu You murmured.He felt that Qi Zhengyun seemed to be laughing, which made him feel a little more relaxed.This kind of ease is floating in the air, and will fall at the same moment as losing buoyancy.He even complained about his body's instinctive reaction—why he knew that the intimacy of this hug had already exceeded the limit of their relationship at this time, but he couldn't reject the temperature and strength that seemed to declare him all , but want to close your eyes and immerse yourself in it?

——Perhaps he really has a tendency to be a little masochistic, even if it is described as a "terrible" promise, he really wants to believe it at this moment.But... from the beginning to the end, what Qi Zhengyun was apologizing, explaining, and promising him was not the same thing as what made him tremble back then.

Lu You bit his lip lightly, giving himself five more seconds as if he was indulging in sin.Five seconds later, he raised his hand, pressed it against Qi Zhengyun's chest and pushed it outward, indicating that he should let go. "...It's too cold in the hospital, I want to go back." He whispered, "Let's forget about the remaining bag of medicine."