Yuanwai Chen in the cage

28.

I always thought I was smart, and I still think so.

Even if it's usually too big and a bit too much, I call it a wise man.

Now, my wise and foolish mouse is facing a severe test.

If life is counting down, what do I want to do?

When I knew that there was not much time left, my mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything.The feeling of someone telling you that you are going to die is different from your own natural death. The latter dies as soon as you close your eyes and bite your teeth, but the former is raised to red alert, feeling that you will die in the next second.

But when he came back to his senses, he was a little relaxed again, as if he felt something was wrong for a while, and the things Sanyu did, as well as his tears, had been answered.

I thought of Dr. Yan's facial expression when he was palpated, and thought that after he made an appointment with Sanyu to go to the animal home, my silly master had red eyes and refused to say anything, and just changed the subject.

Did he know then?Knowing that I'm sick, but believing that I'll get better one day.

Hey, I'm obviously not a human being, so don't worry about my feelings.

That's why I chose to move later. Is it because I moved to Dr. Yan's house because he was nearby to take care of me?Otherwise, I don't know how to explain Dr. Yan's unwavering checkups for me every day.

The reason why I cried like that that day is because the situation has deteriorated.

The same is true for Dr. Yan, who is usually very serious and doesn't discuss the disease with my patient, so I'm quite caught off guard, okay?

I was helpless and heartbroken, obviously I was the one in question, and the patients next to me were more nervous and uncomfortable than me, and the fear of death disappeared.

What a joy to be a house mouse.

29.

Cherishing the remaining time, Sanyu simply filled my food bowl to the brim. The melon seeds, biscuits and cheese sticks in it were all pictures that I would only see in my dreams before, and the staple food was specially served in another food bowl.

I started to eat happily, but found the disadvantages of being sick.

I lose my appetite after eating a few yuan, and I feel a little uncomfortable, but if it shows up, Sanyu will be more worried, right?

I swallowed the food in my mouth, and while Sanyu was not paying attention, I hid some food in the basin in the sawdust. Fortunately, it was winter, and there was enough sawdust in the house, so I wouldn’t notice it unless I opened it specially. Maybe Sanyu thought I was stockpiling grain.

But I didn't expect Sanyu to put food more frequently, because I was afraid that I would be hungry.

"Eat more, it doesn't matter if you get fatter." Three tablespoons went down, and I just tried to carry and hide it, and the empty food bowl was full all of a sudden.

On the contrary, Doctor Yan turned his face away, and couldn't bear to tell Sanyu that no matter if he eats more or less, it may not be good.

I didn't expect that there would be a day when I was told that I could eat fat, and I suddenly felt a little entangled.

Leaving food aside, Sanyu has treated me almost to the point of caring for me. Toys are desperate to buy, but I don’t have the energy to play them anymore; I'm not afraid that I can't finish it, so I will change to a new one for the next meal.

I became more and more lethargic, and I didn’t want to move when I woke up. It was Sanyu who held me in his arms. Occasionally, Dr. Yan would take over, but the common thing was the gentleness when they touched me. I knew the feeling under this force. How heavy it must be.

Although they didn't mention it and Sanyu stopped crying, I knew it.

I know that when I was in a deep sleep, Sanyu would touch me, not to wake me up, but to confirm that I was really alive through physical touch, looking at my rising and falling belly with his eyes, and Can't soothe his tense heart.

If it wasn't for the sudden urge to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night that night, I still don't know what kind of mood Sanyu would be in when I fell asleep.

"Go to sleep, I will take care of other staff." Dr. Yan said in a soft voice, afraid of disturbing me.

Sanyu shook his head: "I'll just take another look."

Doctor Yan had no choice but to carry someone back to his room to sleep, so he just sat on the floor cross-legged and looked at me.

"You can't do this all the time."

"I want to see him." Sanyu said softly.

...What should I do if I can't go to the toilet suddenly?

30.

How long has it been since the diagnosis?I can't figure it out, as if in sleep, even the time is confused.

It felt like days, and it felt like months.

I do not know.

But Sanyu's complexion is getting worse day by day, only when I am in good spirits that day, will I get a little bit better.

I am a little bit reluctant.

I can't bear to be more like this, thinking of what he has paid for me, thinking of his changing patterns of rat food but I can't finish it, thinking of his trembling fingers touching me when I am asleep.A mouse is sick, but it drags the people around it.

I also thought about it, and it’s okay to die like this. I know that hamsters have a short lifespan. After all, I can be considered as old as a grandfather among humans.What's more, I live a happy life. There have been so many people in my life, whether passing by or staying, they have brought me to where I am today. There is also a human being named Chen Sanyu who loves me so seriously.

Nothing to be dissatisfied with.

But I am also reluctant, reluctant to leave like this, I am not afraid to face death, but I am afraid what will Sanyu do after I am gone?What would be the expression of the human being who couldn't touch the signs of life?And what should I do if I never see him again?

I do not know.

Then, I thought of Dr. Yan.

31.

Unknowingly, Dr. Yan became more pleasing to the eye.

I don't know what human love is like, but with the comparison of oil residue, Dr. Yan can be said to be good in everything, he is simply the best boyfriend model.

Although the aesthetics of hamsters are different, considering so many humans I have seen in pet shops, Dr. Yan's appearance can be said to be outstanding, and he is probably the one who is thrown into the crowd and everyone looks back.

Such a person likes Sanyu. I was quite worried at first, thinking that this person was the same as that unreliable ex-boyfriend, but after a long time, I found that although Dr. Yan had the right intentions, he didn't have to.

Just like now, they are all under the same roof, can't they use this excuse to increase their relationship?But stupidly, he only knew that Sanyu followed me in the middle of the night.

Really.

Why do rats bother with relationship issues?

32.

I found a time when I was in good spirits, and Jiujiu asked Sanyu to carry me out.

"What's the matter, Yuanwai?" Sanyu sounded a little surprised.

The silly master held me and seemed to want to rub my stomach, but he held back because he was afraid that I would feel uncomfortable.Normally, I was afraid of being harassed, so I was too lazy to struggle, so I just exposed my soft belly, but now I have other business to do, so I twisted a little, and yelled in the direction of Dr. Yan.

"This member is looking for you?" Sanyu was a little confused.

"I don't know either." Dr. Yan seemed confused, but he still reached out and took it.

Chirp, go to the room.

"You don't want to come to me?" Dr. Yan was distressed.

"Still hungry?" Sanyu thought.

Wait, why is my stomach hungry the first thing that comes to mind at this time! !

I was a little depressed, and by the way, I regretted why I was not born as a parrot, and the matter was solved with a few words, and I was able to sing to comfort Sanyu, how great.

However, human language is too difficult. Even if I can understand it, I don’t have the support of a similar vocal cord structure. I can only worry that everything is planned, but I can’t speak.

I simply took advantage of Dr. Yan's lowering of his hand and ran wildly with my breastfeeding strength.

Doctor Yan was taken aback, but Sanyu was about to catch up with me in one stride.

"Wait... are you going to my room?" Dr. Yan reacted and stopped Sanyu, but his tone showed a trace of uncertainty and doubt, and I almost gave up all my previous efforts.

The door of the room was open, and Dr. Yan would sometimes bring me into the room to play, and changed to a new location. Even though the layout is similar, the furnishings are far from Sanyu's room, but both of them like to put me on the table Or on the bed, let me run wild everywhere.

I also saw it at that time, otherwise there would be one more thing to worry about now.

I stopped under the desk to catch my breath. For humans, the distance is a few steps, but hamsters are like running a marathon.

Then the question comes, how do I go up?

"Mr. Wai, why did you suddenly want to enter Dr. Yan's room?" Sanyu was a little embarrassed, I haven't seen this expression on his face for a long time.

"Maybe I brought him in to play before?" Dr. Yan speculated.

right!Young man, your thinking is correct, try to think about it! !

"So Yuanwai is boring?" Sanyu was not sure, then bent down and hugged me, patted my little head, "Then why didn't you run to my room? Favorable, Yuanwai."

Seeing that Sanyu was about to turn around and go out, I tweeted crazily, so shrill that even Sanyu's hand shaking me was shaking.

"What's the matter?" Sanyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

As soon as he wanted to go out, I tweeted wildly, stopped, and the closer I got to the table, I licked him to signal him to continue.

"The staff has become a master." Dr. Yan couldn't help being amazed after working as a veterinarian for so many years.

Boy, I'm smart behind, don't be intimidated.

I chirped for a long time, and felt that my voice was going to be hoarse, and Sanyu finally put me on Dr. Yan's desk, very good.

I started to look for it on the table. I remember it was right here. Dr. Yan’s desk was in a mess, not at all as orderly as he was in the veterinary hospital. There was a pile of notes on the table, and a pile of medical cases on the other. That was the only thing. It was arranged neatly, but there was still a circle around it, as if afraid of being polluted by the messy desktop.

"Walk the maze?" Sanyu muttered to himself, and Doctor Yan turned his face aside. I think the first thing Sanyu would do after he left was to tidy up the table.

Got it!

Just when I thought that Dr. Yan might take it to protect the shell, I saw that small photo frame--that was something I hadn't seen on Dr. Yan's desk before.

The photo frame seems to be handmade, made of simple cardboard, I find it a bit unbelievable, could it be made by Dr. Yan?

I walked over with short legs, and knocked down the photo frame that was placed on the wall with one buttock. When the photo frame fell down, Dr. Yan simply turned to face the wall and thought about it.

"This is...?" Sanyu was embarrassed to see Dr. Yan's privacy, but he didn't expect that it was him in the photo.

Oh, and lovely gold me.

Although I think that Dr. Yan might really want to cut me off, it would be strange to put a picture of a man without a face on the table, so let’s keep it.

Brother, I have done my best.

I just sat by the photo frame and looked at two human beings, you look at me and I don't look at you, so no one wants to talk first.

"Chirp." Talk to you guys, I'm tired of chirping all the time.

"Doctor Yan?" Sanyu looked at Dr. Yan who was still facing the wall in thought, his tone a little uncertain.

This sound made Dr. Yan have to face the reality.

"Is it the previous photo? You really like Yuanwai." Sanyu tried to smooth things over, but I wanted to cover my head.

Who am I running the marathon for?Who am I dying all this time for?Brother Yu, no one would put such a mysterious photo on the table, please think more, please!

"I like Yuanwai." Dr. Yan said under the gaze of one person and one mouse, "I like you too."

I knew I read you right, I looked excited and wanted to wave the flag.

Come on, Dr. Yan, let’s go, Dr. Yan, Dr. Yan GOGO!

"Ah?" Sanyu uttered a single syllable, and I couldn't help laughing.

"I know it's inappropriate for me to say these things now." Dr. Yan simply smashed the can, "But I found that I like Yuanwai, and I like you even more."

"At first I just thought it was just another person promoting animal trade. I was very angry and didn't want to communicate with you. But then you changed my opinion. I like your sweet tooth, I like your attitude towards animals, and I like your stupidity The way they look, they will be happy, angry, sad and happy because of these speechless animals."

"So, I like you."

"But I'm afraid..." Sanyu's mind went blank, he didn't know what to say.

"If you mean your ex-boyfriend, then don't worry." Dr. Yan replied in a deep voice.

Wait, when did you find out? !I was still thinking that Dr. Yan might have rehearsed this confession for no less than ten times before being blown away by this sentence.

Thirdly, all the drafts that had just been drawn up were broken up.

"I saw him when I went to find you, and I didn't know what he was doing at the door." Dr. Yan told the story in detail.

The man who came to look for Sanyu at the beginning broke up with the oily residue, and now he knows that Sanyu's beautiful ex-boyfriend regretted his past, but was blocked by the covetous current suitor.

"I don't know what you are afraid of. Afraid that the relationship you have given will fail again? Afraid that you will be alone again? But I will not be that kind of person." Dr. Yan promised, "I can't give you a guarantee, but time will tell everything."

Sanyu trembled his lips, unable to speak, and Dr. Yan also waited quietly. Finally, the person who was said to be stupid nodded and said "OK" in a low voice.

My silly master, I finally found the right person.

I sighed, watching Dr. Yan hug me into his arms, Sanyu was still not used to the change of relationship, Dr. Yan also felt the stiffness of the other party, couldn't help laughing and said, "Don't be nervous, I won't eat you .”

"Oh... good." Sanyu nodded blankly.

"—At least not now." Dr. Yan quickly kissed Sanyu on the forehead, and let go of Sanyu who started to wring his fingers again, with a satisfied face.

"Interest."

Sanyu was silent for a while, and even Dr. Yan began to reflect on whether he would move too fast, and then he heard the other party nah, "... Yuanwai is still here. He is only over one year old."

It's strange, I don't feel any discomfort in my heart, the third is someone else's, but it's still my stupid master.

I can't stay with you for so long, but there will be someone else who will love you for me.