I just want you to be well

The author has something to say: This novel adopts three synchronic narrative perspectives, the No.1 perspective will include Wei Jun (Gong) and Yin Le (Shou) and the third-person perspective of God.Readers need to read and judge the characters and discover the timeline and logic of the story by themselves.

The moment I walked out of the CDC, the sudden dark clouds stained the blue and sunny sky half an hour ago.This seems to deliberately satirize my two mental states four months ago and four months later.

I think back to the people who were still waiting for the results at the center just now.They have different expressions, some are laughing excitedly, some are crying gloomyly.I tightly shook the torn test sheet in my hand, and all kinds of resentment and helplessness disappeared into the air with a sigh.

I walked dejectedly to the side of the driveway and drove absent-mindedly back to the apartment.

Along the way, my mind was completely blank, and when I got stuck at an intersection, I wanted to hammer on the steering wheel and honk my horn to vent my dissatisfaction with Shanghai's perennial traffic jams.But I hope that I can have the courage to drive into the iron pillar on the side of the road and die. At least, after being sent to the hospital, the death report will show: car accident.

Maybe this way, I will feel better in my heart.

People stand at thirty, but I wither like thirty.I have been working as a manpower in a foreign company for almost seven years.Faced with a group of aunts and six wives every day, and the monthly employee performance and incentive system, the most uncomfortable thing is to screen the waves of college students' resumes every year.

Although unchallenged work gives people a kind of comfortable security, it is actually a terrible opium. After getting used to it, it gradually erodes your enthusiasm for work and ambition for promotion, and makes you slowly degenerate into seeking other sources and resources. Ways to fill my passionless life like, for me, sex, endless sex, love.

It's not that I hate the love that the world yearns for, it's just that I haven't seriously talked about love and love for too long, and I equate love with sex.After all, in today's society, many people are so open to the habit of exchanging their lower body first, and then exchanging their whole body.Men, lower-body thinking animals, naturally want to anxiously skip all the romantic steps people fantasize about and go straight to the door and turn off the light.

Who doesn't want the eternal love, who doesn't want to be with the other half forever.People are always talking about love at first sight, but in the end, it's the hormones that remind yourself first that it's time for you to stand up.

Whenever I open the software, too many people ask me, "Hi, do you have a date?" instead of "Hi, I want to meet you" or "Hi, are you interested in dating?"

When the concept of fast food is deeply implanted in a person's view of love, he can only hope to have a long-term love in bed.But the cruel reality never reminds you that you have to pay a health price if you eat too much fast food.

If you don't pay attention, the next one is yourself.

And I have always been lucky to think that that person will not be me.

If someone insisted on making me believe in the existence of true love, it was really worth waiting for, maybe today's nightmare would not take the initiative to knock on my door.