windy and warm

Yu Xiaoshan hastily ran away from the person who said he loved him, because someone once said he loved him, and left behind a nightmare that could never be erased.Some things are destined not to be obtained, and it is better to stay away. Sometimes there is a beautiful smile on the face, but a terrible sharp knife is held in the hand.

Scared.

Yu Xiaoshan's whole body was almost drenched in cold sweat. He desperately clutched his collar and pulled himself into the corner behind the curtain, tightly closing his eyes. He was afraid, afraid that when he opened his eyes, he would see the face with long hair , the mouth with red lipstick, grinning and calling his name.

"...... Xiaoshan... Xiaoshan..."

Yu Xiaoshan couldn't tell whose voice was calling his name, the voice seemed to come from the water, muddy and distorted.

Ye Lingtao was outside the room, but there was no response from inside.He admitted that Cheng Rui's appearance made him a little anxious, but he was also sure that Yu Xiaoshan cared a little about Cheng Rui. When he was staring at the cup in the cabinet in the kitchen, Ye Lingtao was sure that he could get closer to Yu Xiaoshan. It's a small mountain, but the result is surprising.

"I scared you, sorry. Can I come in?"

Ye Lingtao stood outside the door, waiting for Yu Xiaoshan's response. After a long time, there was still no sound in the room.

Offense is the best defense, Ye Lingtao does not have retreat in his dictionary, since an accident is about to happen, then deal with it, cold handling will not help the matter.

"I'm in."

Saying that, Ye Lingtao turned the doorknob and pushed the door into Yu Xiaoshan's room. For a moment, Ye Lingtao was stunned. There was no figure of Yu Xiaoshan in the room, but when Ye Lingtao was puzzled, he saw Yu Xiaoshan. Figures behind the curtains.

"The hill?"

Ye Lingtao approached the window, this time he didn't wait any longer, and stretched out his hand to open the curtain, Yu Xiaoshan curled up in the corner, shivering like a wounded animal, this situation really caught Ye Lingtao by surprise.

"The hill?"

Ye Lingtao leaned over to pull Yu Xiaoshan, and when he touched his hand, Ye Lingtao was really scared, Yu Xiaoshan's hand was extremely cold, and seeing that his face was almost bloodless, Ye Lingtao hurriedly pulled him away He got up, but Yu Xiaoshan seemed to have lost all his strength, Ye Lingtao had no choice but to pick him up and put him on the bed.

Yu Xiaoshan was frightened and opened his eyes violently, looking at Ye Lingtao who was leaning over to help him cover the quilt, at that moment, Ye Lingtao saw panic and despair in Yu Xiaoshan's eyes, and then Tears gushed out of his eyes, Yu Xiaoshan's hands clenched his collar tightly, almost suffocating himself, Ye Lingtao was sure that it was definitely not caused by a kiss.

"Xiaoshan, Xiaoshan... Let go, let go quickly, you will hurt yourself."

Yu Xiaoshan didn't seem to hear Ye Lingtao's voice at all, he just grabbed his collar desperately, unstoppable tears poured out of his eyes and slid down the corners of his eyes, his whole body was stiff but still desperately resisting Ye Lingtao's approach.

Yu Xiaoshan in front of him made Ye Lingtao feel strange, this was Yu Xiaoshan he had never seen before, usually Yu Xiaoshan was docile and obedient, but at this moment he was almost a frightened weak animal, and Ye Lingtao felt that he was His eyes seemed to be a beast that wanted to bite him to death.

"Xiaoshan, it's me, it's Ye Lingtao, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you. Look at me, look, it's me!"

Ye Lingtao held Yu Xiaoshan's shoulders, trying to wake him up from the nightmare, but this time it wasn't those nightmare-ridden nights, Ye Lingtao suddenly became frightened, he was afraid that Yu Xiaoshan would never wake up again.

I don't know if it was because of the emotional impact or some other reason, but when Ye Lingtao came back to his senses, he had already hugged Yu Xiaoshan tightly in his arms.

In the room of Wutong Garden, Ye Lingtao hugged Yu Xiaoshan tightly, time seemed to stop, the wind outside the window did not blow, the leaves did not move, and the light and shadow of the sun froze.Once, he felt that there was nothing in this world that he could not obtain, even if it was an impossible expectation, as long as he strived for it, he would not be unable to obtain it.

I don't know whether it was due to his belief or luck, but he really won a lot of what he wanted, the praise of his elders, the awe of his peers, his reputation in both black and white, and the success in business, until one day, because of one person, one Without a college student with an ordinary background, Ye Lingtao lost, a fiasco.

"I don't love you, I don't hate you, I just find you disgusting."

Ye Lingtao will always remember that in the same room, the person who made him fail so badly stood by the window and said these words to him with a smile.

That day, he used violence to try to restore his dignity, but in the end it was just a tragic rape and release.Obviously he fought so hard, even confessed to his father that he fell in love with a man for him.

"Yu Xiaoshan, fall in love with me, I want you to fall in love with me." Ye Lingtao hugged Yu Xiaoshan tightly, repeating in his ear like a raving. "You must love me, you must love me. . . . as I fell in love with him..."

Why do you say this?Ye Lingtao himself didn't know either.

In short, Yu Xiaoshan must change back to his original appearance, and then fall in love with him as Ye Lingtao planned.

Ye Lingtao didn't know how long he had hugged Yu Xiaoshan like this, but he knew that his arms were sore and numb with all his strength, so he loosened the strength on his arms a little, only to realize that Yu Xiaoshan had been leaning on his shoulders and lost his strength. realized.

Ye Lingtao hurriedly put him down, Yu Xiaoshan's face was as white as a sheet of paper, the hair on his forehead was wet with cold sweat, and his hands were still cold.Ye Lingtao covered him with a quilt first, then called Rong Qing and asked him to bring the Ye family's family doctor to Wutong Garden, then went to the bathroom to get towels, and pajamas from the closet.

The moment Ye Lingtao took off Yu Xiaoshan's turtleneck sweater, he was stunned. There was a wound from Yu Xiaoshan's lower neck to his left shoulder bone. Maybe it was because of many stitches. It looked like a big centipede winding over the human body.

When Ye Lingtao was a teenager, he and Rong Qing often fought on the street, participated in the fights between clubs, and saw many wounds, but the appearance of such wounds on Yu Xiaoshan's body really surprised him.

After changing Yu Xiaoshan's clothes, Ye Lingtao sat by the bed and looked at the sleepy Yu Xiaoshan. Perhaps out of curiosity, Ye Lingtao looked at Yu Xiaoshan carefully.He is very handsome and quiet. From the beginning of trembling, now he will chat with him on the mobile phone, watch him eat the food he cooked, and then seem to ask him with his eyes if it is good.

"Who made you suffer such injuries?" Ye Lingtao couldn't help asking.

Rong Qing came with the doctor when it was dark.

"What's going on? Are you..."

"I didn't do anything."

Ye Lingtao blocked Rong Qing's questioning.

Rong Qing scratched her head anxiously and helplessly, and pulled Ye Lingtao out of the room.

"You let him go."

Rong Qing was going crazy these days, because Ye Lingtao was his brother, so he let him go, but today, when he received a call from him asking him to bring a doctor to Wutong Garden, all the blood in Rong Qing's body was cold. up.

"Why bother? Isn't one Cui Xi enough?" Rong Qing growled under his throat, "Can't you find someone who is willing to be with you? He is a little mute and an orphan. Why do you have to find him? He is with you." Cui Xi is basically two people, they don't look alike, and their personalities are even less alike, what do you want to do?"

Ye Lingtao sat down on the sofa with a cold face, he didn't want to hear Rong Qing's words, because what Rong Qing said was the truth.

"Leave me alone."

"If you weren't my brother, I don't care about you." Rong Qing hated his appearance the most, he was so stubborn, he was obviously unhappy, and he wanted to hold on. "Ling Tao, it's too soon to break everything. Cui Xi has taken root in your heart, and you can't get it out even after digging out your heart. You are just puffing up now. You just want to prove that you can make a relationship with Cui Xi A man who doesn't love men falls in love with you...What about Yu Xiaoshan, if he really falls in love with you, will you love him? Can you let go of Cui Xi and have a good time with Yu Xiaoshan?"

"unimportant."

Ye Lingtao said softly, Rong Qing really wanted to drag him out for a fight.

"Can you, a big man, stop being such a bitch, just because of such an unlucky love or not, the whole thing. If you have the ability, you can sleep him. You used to be so courageous towards Cui Xi." Where did it go?"

"I can handle this."

Ye Lingtao's tone was chilling, but Rong Qing didn't get angry because of it. What he was angry about was Ye Lingtao's unwillingness to give up on this matter. He didn't want to see that person who kept his emotions in his heart, but appeared Ye Lingtao is acting.

But the most helpless thing is that no one can persuade Ye Lingtao.