windy and warm

Simple luggage, Yu Xiaoshan only had a travel bag when he left the orphanage.

That night, Dean Tan cried very sadly, and Yu Xiaoshan stayed with her all the time.I remember that when we first arrived at the orphanage, Dean Tan hugged him. At that time, the dean looked very tall, and her embrace was very warm and safe.Time passed away silently, and her temples were covered with white hair. Now her embrace is still warm and safe, but she is no longer tall.

The dean has grown old, and Yu Xiaoshan has grown up.

[Mr. Ye doesn't look like a bad guy. ]

Yu Xiaoshan gestured with sign language.

Before the age of seven, the world did not treat Yu Xiaoshan tenderly. The nightmare seared into his life and memory still haunts him today, and he may not be able to get rid of it in his whole life.

[I'll try it, and I can go back on my word within a week. ]

Words of comfort are for others to hear, but also for yourself. In the past 17 years, Yu Xiaoshan has been a kite that has never flown far. He has never wanted to leave the orphanage. Only here can he feel safe, and only the people here can make him feel at ease.

The next day, Ye Lingtao personally drove to pick up Yu Xiaoshan.

Minmin went to school, and she hasn't spoken to Yu Xiaoshan since the night before.Huanhuan and Lele also went to school. The heartless children don't know that Brother Xiaoshan will not be here after they come back.As for Jiujiu, Yu Xiaoshan coaxed him before leaving. He was most worried about him, thinking that he would not see himself after waking up, so he would definitely cry.

The car drove away from the orphanage, Yu Xiaoshan held his bag with his head down, feeling more and more uneasy in his heart, and secretly glanced at the rearview mirror, he could no longer see the orphanage.

"I'll take you home." Ye Lingtao drove the car, looking ahead, speaking in a gentle voice, as if deliberately trying to appease Yu Xiaoshan.

Yu Xiaoshan glanced at him, quickly closed his gaze, and continued to lower his head.

Ye Lingtao smiled, turned on the stereo in the car, and the melodious violin sounded, and then drove the car silently, looking at Yu Xiaoshan once or twice with charming eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, the car stopped, outside the yard of a small white building, surrounded by dark green far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, and the small building surrounded by phoenix trees was very quiet.Ye Lingtao helped Yu Xiaoshan open the car door, waited for him to get out of the car, then took his hand and walked into the courtyard naturally.

There is a pencil sketch hanging in the porch, which depicts the small building and the surrounding scenery. All the furniture in the house is white, and the grid windows reflect the scenery of the backyard, the flat lawn, and two tall sycamore trees. There is a white bench under the tree, and there are two red wooden mushrooms for landscaping beside the bench.

"You will live here from now on." Ye Lingtao said as he took Yu Xiaoshan's travel bag from his hand, put it on the sofa, then opened the window, and the cool breeze brought the fragrance of grass and trees into the room. into the house. "I live here too."

Yu Xiaoshan stood in the middle of the living room, and Ye Lingtao stood in front of him, showing him a gentle smile, "There is food in the refrigerator, and someone will deliver ingredients every Tuesday and Thursday, tell them what you want, and they will Will prepare. TV, Internet, computer, you can use it if you want."

Ye Lingtao took Yu Xiaoshan up to the second floor, and introduced him to each room. There are two adjacent rooms on the south side, one is for Yu Xiaoshan, and the other is Ye Lingtao's own. , There is a large study room opposite the bedroom, and next to the study room is the studio, which contains drawing tools, drawing boards, and music scores. There are three violins hanging on the wall, which look very high-end.

There is a terrace on the roof. Under the huge white tent are soft sofas and many pillows. Just thinking about leaning against it is already a kind of enjoyment.

Ye Lingtao asked Yu Xiaoshan to sit down, and leaned on the sand himself, looking at the blue sky not far away. The tent blocked the glare of the sun, but did not stop the warmth of the sun.

"I know you can hear me."

Ye Lingtao learned about Yu Xiaoshan's situation from Dean Tan. He was not born deaf and dumb, but for some reason, he couldn't speak, but he could hear, so communication was no problem at all.

[What should I do? ]

Yu Xiaoshan wrote the question in the small notebook he carried with him, and handed it to Ye Lingtao.

Ye Lingtao smiled after reading it, and said, "Live here, cook for me, eat with me, and live with me. I will arrange a teacher for you, teach you to play the violin, and teach you to draw. Every morning After ten o'clock and before five o'clock in the afternoon, as long as there is no class, you can go anywhere, do whatever you like, and I will satisfy you with what you want and what you want....Can you drive?"

Yu Xiaoshan shook his head.

Ye Lingtao took out a mobile phone and handed it to Yu Xiaoshan. "Here is the phone number between me and Rong Qing. It is the stupid big man who was with me that day. If you have anything to do, you can call me, or you can ask him to work. ... I will ask Rong Qing to report to you for a class tomorrow. If you learn how to drive, I will provide you with a car, and it will be convenient for you to go out in the future. Before you get your driver's license, I will ask Rong Qing to arrange someone to pick you up."

Yu Xiaoshan was a little hesitant, more because he couldn't figure it out, so he took the small notebook and wrote a few more words.

[why? ]

After watching it, Ye Lingtao stared into Yu Xiaoshan's eyes and said sincerely, "Because I like you. I'm pursuing you."

Yu Xiaoshan was completely dumbfounded, Ye Lingtao didn't seem to be joking, but it was so unreal.

But can a man like another man?Why?How can it be?What's more, they just met each other once, and they can fall in love at a glance?Yu Xiaoshan thought he was not smart, there were many things he couldn't think clearly, but he was not stupid.

Ye Lingtao could see Yu Xiaoshan's uneasiness and doubts, but he felt that it was not difficult to appease Yu Xiaoshan. The children in the orphanage lacked a sense of security, so it didn't take long to be gentle enough to him and give him enough sense of security. In time he will be obedient.

"Is it strange that men like men?" Ye Lingtao maintained a gentleman's demeanor and a smile, stood up from the sofa, squatted down in front of Yu Xiaoshan, looked at this slightly thin and shy boy, Ye Lingtao showed unprecedented patience and gentleness. "There are many kinds of people in the world, so don't be surprised. I like you, it's such a simple thing. Of course, I won't force you to like me too, but I hope you will give me time, at least don't hate me....Let's first Be friends, okay?"

A child who has not been in contact with society and lived in an orphanage for many years can still show a warm smile. Yu Xiaoshan is like a blank sheet of paper, Ye Lingtao is sure of this.

Yu Xiaoshan was sitting on the sofa, his heart was filled with the orphanage and the people in the orphanage. Without funding for them, even the orphanage would be lost. There are also people who often come to make trouble these days. There is no pity in their eyes. Not to the fear in the eyes of those children.

The people he has been in contact with are very simple. He doesn't want to integrate into the outside world, which scares him.But Yu Xiaoshan still nodded and accepted.

He had no choice, if ten years could make the orphanage last forever, he would not hesitate, and Ye Lingtao in front of him was very gentle.

After getting Yu Xiaoshan's answer, Ye Lingtao did not hide his joy.That day, he didn't leave, but helped Yu Xiaoshan clean up the bedroom, and then sat on the sofa and watched the background of Yu Xiaoshan cooking in the kitchen. Time seemed to be frozen, at the moment he wanted.

Yu Xiaoshan was very shy, always avoiding his gaze, while Ye Lingtao spared no effort to come and go by his side, talking to him, talking about himself, Rong Qing, and things about their childhood.

That night, Yu Xiaoshan had another nightmare.

Cold sweat soaked the pajamas, curled up in the bathroom and vomited.

At this time, a warm palm touched his back, and after being overwhelmed, it was a kind of peace of mind.

Ye Lingtao helped Yu Xiaoshan onto the bed, and poured him a glass of warm water to let his stomach acid go down, so that he would not feel so uncomfortable.

"Go to sleep, I will sit here with you."

Then, Ye Lingtao turned off the headlights, leaving only a warm night light, helped Yu Xiaoshan tuck the corner of the quilt, and sat on the sofa beside the bed, hugging his shoulders and closing his eyes to rest.

Yu Xiaoshan wanted him to go back to the room, but at this moment he really had no strength, his stomach was very uncomfortable, and the esophagus that had been eroded by stomach acid was also burning.

Turning over and lying on his side, not looking at Ye Lingtao who was dozing on the sofa, the temperature on his back seemed to be still there, melting into his heart from his back, it was warm.