Today, the cubs of the Oda family are also ordinary

Osamu Dazai kind of likes to drink.

Drunken to the depths, the soul seems to leave the body and fly to the ceiling, flying above the hustle and bustle of the bar, and then plunge into the embrace of the iron gray and dark blue sky like bubbles.And my body is still in the lively bar, with the aroma of wine still lingering in my throat, as if there is a fragrant fruit lying on my chest, and the light, sweet and slightly astringent aroma is slowly floating upwards.

Then in a daze——

He also has bizarre hallucinations.

He saw Oda Sakunosuke standing under the dim chandelier, and the halo just fell on the top of Oda's head, which was indifferent, like the halo of the angel on the stained glass of the church.If he had the strength, he would laugh three times, because it looked so stupid and funny.

Oda is really full of his own smile.

However, after waking up, Dazai realized that it was not a hallucination, but Oda Sakunosuke really appeared in front of him.

Wouldn't that be funnier?

The corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably, there was an element of peace of mind, but also an element of happiness.

"Yo! Good morning."

Oda's facial features are not plump and round, rather thin, with thin lips, but the curve of the side face is worth looking at more, probably what girls would say nowadays is a healing young man with a light feeling.At this moment, Oda Sakunosuke's usually quiet face like a plastic plant will show a trace of emotional flaws.

Osamu Dazai was secretly dissatisfied, so he rarely asked mercifully what happened.

As a result, Oda Sakunosuke answered irrelevantly, and said with emotion: "Dazai-kun, you are so kind, thank you for your concern."

"...To be honest, Oda, your answer is too disgusting, isn't it?"

Osamu Dazai was dizzy, and Sakunosuke Oda didn't confess when he should be blunt, and hit the nail on the head when he shouldn't hit the straight ball, so he was here to help himself.

"What the hell kind of talk is this?"

As if he found out that he was writing a novel, he also kept it secret.

At that time, Dazai was sitting on the table, stepping on the armrest of Oda Sakunosuke's chair, speaking condescendingly to Oda Sakunosuke who was flipping through the materials.

"As your boss, I absolutely have the right to know what you are doing. This will affect my future work arrangements for you. Moreover, if you delay your work because of what you are doing now, I will not forgive you lightly. your."

Oda Sakunosuke looked up, looked at Osamu Dazai who was always sitting on his desk and talking because of his lack of height, and said that he would never delay work.Then Oda continued to organize the information on the document.

"..."

How hard is it to say "I'm writing a novel"?

At most, he was laughed at by Dazai.

It is not difficult to guess that Oda is writing a book.

Because Dazai became interested in reading mystery novels whenever Oda Sakunosuke was free.

At first I thought it was because he liked this kind of novels, and the novel he was reading was also because there was something in it that attracted him, but Osamu Dazai went through all the books he had read, and even searched the author, except for the common The point is that they are all newcomer awards who have won different literary awards, and they have nothing in common.

That is--

Oda Sakunosuke also wants to write a novel contribution?

Osamu Dazai is already 90.00% [-]% confident that Oda Sakunosuke is writing a novel, and when he questioned Oda, there was a smile in his eyes, just waiting for Oda Sakunosuke to admit it.Dazai was thinking, Oda Sakunosuke has such a restrained personality, maybe not many people know about this except him.

"I'll keep it a secret for you." Osamu Dazai raised his finger and said with a smile, "Tell me, why do you want to read so many novels?"

Oda Sakunosuke continued flipping through the materials quickly, pretending not to hear.

Dazai made a trumpet-shaped palm and pointed it at Oda Sakunosuke, and said loudly: "Hey! Oda Saku!!! Are your ears just decorations on your head? You should have heard it?!!!"

……

I can't believe it?

Osamu Dazai, who was being carried on his back by Oda Sakunosuke, could only think of this.

If this is the case, Osamu Dazai will also give him a hard time.

"I heard that Zhong also lives in your house? Do you know why he wants to live with you?" Dazai Osamu smirked. You have evil intentions...he even deliberately..."

Before Dazai finished speaking, Zhongyuan's "Dazai—!" resounded throughout the park, and even the dogs in the nearby residential area couldn't help but howl.Oda Sakunosuke's attention was the same as Dazai's, and at the same time he looked at Nakahara Chuya who was standing under the streetlight with his arms around Natsume.

Zhongyuan couldn't contact Oda, but after reading the notification letter, his whole heart flew.Even if he went out to run three laps now, it would be difficult to dissipate the excitement in his heart.After reporting with Akashi Toko, he wanted to tell Oda the good news quickly, and he couldn't stay at home at all.So after taking Natsume with him, Nakahara asked Natsume to help him with the phone, while holding Natsume in both hands, he asked Hirotsu Liulang if he knew where Dazai had gone.

During this period of time, apart from Osamu Dazai, no one in the Central Plains could think of such a torment.

In the end, when he found Sakunosuke Oda, Nakahara only saw Dazai pulling Oda's ear, thinking that Dazai must always bully Oda like this.Zhong Yuan shouted angrily on the spot.

"Dazai—!"

The sound was so loud that people in the nearby residential area opened their windows to curse people. They saw an orange-haired girl holding a four or five-year-old child and confronting the two men in front of her.

At the same time, Natsume, who was taught by Akashi that if Oda was entangled by weird people (there is a special woman here, but Natsume forgot), he would call his father also activated the attack mode: "Daddy! You leave us Where are you going?"

Crisp and raw, although it is softer than Zhongyuan Zhongyuan's energetic voice, but in this quiet night, in the quiet park, the voice is clear and distinct.

So the person who opened the window automatically fell into a state of eating melons.

"Fuck, what's going on?"

The voice just now should have been made by the boy, so obviously it should have been said by the boy on the back.To roar so hard, maybe he said it to the orange-haired girl in front of him.This "father" should be called by the young man on the opposite side.So what's the intricacies ahead? !How old are they!Youth looks like the age of a college student!

This "father" is too explosive, not only Dazai was stunned, but even Oda Sakunosuke who was called "father" himself was also stunned.If it wasn't for the fact that there were no cushions beside him, Oda Sakunosuke would have thrown Dazai aside.

He was called "Dad" by Natsume, which means too much.

In fact, when living with Natsume, Oda obviously felt that he was clumsy. The school required students to embroider names on personal items. Oda and Nakahara made a mess, but they were still the ugliest in the class. of.The bento for Natsume will always be an accumulation of quick-frozen food.

Oda always felt that he gave Natsume too little.

In addition, the reason why he is so active in wanting to publish and debut as a novelist is also related to Natsume.He didn't tell anyone about this matter, because it was only him who could handle it.

When I took Natsume away from Yasuda's house, I thought it was over.

However, just after their tour was over, when they relaxed and started to build the Oda family of three in Yokohama, Oda received a call from Mr. Hana, the head of the family. Now Natsume’s nominal caretaker is still the Yasuda family. Identity certificates, such as birth certificates, etc. are still in Yasuda's house.That is to say, the guardians written on paper will always be them, not Oda who is taking care of him now.

This seems to be a formal thing, but it is very important, it involves the law, and it is small enough to involve Natsume's identification and entrance examination forms.

If Yasuda didn't dare to report the crime for fear of retaliation, according to the law, beating and robbing people like Oda would definitely be against the law.

"Then I'll ask the Antian family to give me custody."

Thinking about it, he had already fought once, and Oda Sakunosuke also went all out, and his tone became tougher at this moment.

The old Mr. Guanhua showed the demeanor of a highly respected old man, and he was not flustered by Oda Sakunosuke's words. He still said calmly: "The Yasuda family probably doesn't want to accept the custody right now, so it's no problem to hand it over to you. But Oda, with With your current status, are you sure you can give Natsume a stable family? Not to mention that you are young, have not yet married, and know nothing about taking care of children. Children grow up watching the backs of their elders. You hope that Natsume will also Going your old way?"

The old man paused, and continued: "I'm not questioning your character. But the environment is more important to a child. This is why I really don't trust you. Old man, I naturally don't think you can Get rid of the mafia easily, and wash your hands from the golden basin. But—are you really ready to raise your awareness with a child? Or, do you want Natsume to mention that you are a mafia when talking about the profession of your guardian?"

It was at that time that Sakunosuke Oda decided that he needed to pursue the path of becoming a novelist, so he should start now.

"If I were a novelist, I would be a novelist if I had published books. I wouldn't let Natsume know what I have done or am doing, and I would always be a book writer in front of him? "

"If you can do it, you can bring Natsume to me, and I will give you the right of custody."

……

This failure frustrated him not only because he failed everyone's efforts, but also as a hint that he really didn't have the qualifications and ability to take care of Natsume.

However, Natsume's "Dad" was acknowledging him.

Oda inexplicably feels that life is worth it.

Seeing that he was about to slip to the ground, Dazai quickly patted the back of Oda Sakunosuke, who was in full bloom at the moment, and reminded: "Oda Saku."

Oda Sakunosuke walked out of all kinds of emotional emotions, and walked quickly in front of Nakahara and Natsume.

"What happened?"

"We're here to pick you up...I want to tell you something right away."

When Nakahara said this, he glanced at Dazai several times.

His hands were really itchy, if it wasn't for Oda's presence, he would want to beat Dazai violently right now.

Dazai was startled half awake by the drama of Nakahara and Natsume, and he didn't miss the hostility in Nakahara's eyes at all, jokingly said: "We just happened to be talking about you—"

"If you don't know where to put your hands, I can remove them for free."

Zhongyuan not only saw Dazai pulling Oda's ear, but also saw him slapping Oda like a sandbag.In the eyes of Zhong Yuan, the brats who are completely desperate see their Oda Sakunosuke being honest and obedient, so they push forward and bully Oda all the time.

As a result, Zhong Yuan's pupils became darker.

"Are you threatening me?"

"Next time, just give a notice."

Different from the tension between the two teenagers, Oda Sakunosuke and Natsume are a small world.As soon as Oda got close to Natsume, Natsume used Akashi's "Wrapping Characters", raised his hand to hug, and directly stretched out his hand to grab Oda's collar, most of his body was hanging in the air, and Nakahara still focused on Dazai , Oda was terrified when he saw it.Regardless of the bickering between the two children, he directly released Osamu Dazai from his back, and first held Natsume firmly.

Osamu Dazai was suddenly loosened by Oda, and he fell to the ground without even standing on his feet.

Nakahara raised his jaw mercilessly, and threw it coldly to Dazai with a sneer without organic quality: "Ha, you deserve it."

Dazai reacted in a daze for less than half a second, sitting on the ground raised his happy smiling face, and was about to retort.Oda's voice came out in time: "Let's go to the family restaurant to talk, it's time to sit down and have a good talk. If you have any misunderstandings, it's better to solve them in time?"

"I won't talk about it."

Zhongyuan directly refused.

"I'm busy."

Dazai also refused.

The voices of the two fell almost at the same time, and they threw a knife at each other at the same time.

However, when they quieted down, Oda Sakunosuke also quieted down, and the whole park was filled with strange silence.Aware of this stressful silence, Nakahara and Dazai suddenly didn't dare to look at Oda's face, but they couldn't get off the stage and said "Okay, I'll cooperate with you" such a cowardly and flinching line.

"Have you finished?" Oda asked calmly, not knowing if he was angry.

Dazai and Nakahara feel pressure for no reason: "..."

"If you haven't finished speaking, I will wait for you at the nearby 24-hour family restaurant until you come back."

After Oda finished speaking, he walked out of the park without looking back.Dazai and Nakahara watched Oda stepping out of the park, and moved around pushing each other to keep up with Oda's footsteps.

Seeing that the two ignored each other, Oda secretly sighed and said, "Let's order some food first."

"Okay!" Osamu Dazai decided to expose what Nakahara was hiding from Oda, so he took out a shiny black card, waving it between his slender fingers with distinct phalanges, and said, "Then I treat you , Speaking of which, I'm also Odasaku's boss, and it's only natural for a boss to invite his subordinates and their family members."

Zhong Yuan looked at the familiar black card, and was taken aback for a moment. He quickly searched his wallet and found that his black card had disappeared at some point.The most important thing is that this card is only available when you reach a certain status in Hong Kong, and it is issued directly by the leader to his subordinates.

If eyes could kill, Osamu Dazai would have been hacked to pieces.

"Zhong Yuan: Do you believe that the news of Osamu Dazai's death will spread throughout Hong Kong?"

"Dazai: Come on, let's go to hell together!"

When the two were silently confronting each other, Oda's gentle voice sounded from the seat opposite.He was teaching Natsume how to read the words on the menu.Natsume wanted to ask if he didn't understand, and he didn't necessarily want to eat it, but he just wanted to ask.

Dazai and Nakahara looked at the peaceful scene on the opposite side, and suddenly felt something was wrong with the style of painting.

At this moment, Oda just raised his head to look at them, the two teenagers suddenly froze and started pretending to flip through the menu.

"Actually, I think you should be able to cooperate well. I think there are very few Hong Kong and Black people who are the same age as you and are in the headquarters building with you. They will cooperate in the future, won't they?"

Nakahara didn't want to leave a bad impression on Oda, so he just said: "If it's just work, I will cooperate naturally if I can. But the key is, Dazai always picks on me."

When Dazai heard the last sentence, he pretended to be innocent and smiled: "This is a great injustice! I just want to be a peaceful and friendly friend with you. So you think I'm picking on you, you really You care about every detail! People often say that you are born from your heart, no wonder you are so short, and your daring is related to your small stature."

If I say one thing to you, you will say five or six words to me, and every sentence will punish you!

Zhong Yuan immediately slapped the table and stood up, wanting to beat someone up!

"Dazai-kun is just not being frank enough, Chuya, you just listen to it the other way around."

After Oda comforted Zhongyuan, he also looked at Dazai-kun and said solemnly, "You can't talk like that even if you want to make friends, anyone will be unhappy."

Osamu Dazai touched the back of his neck, and when he raised his head, Kiki-colored pupil looked at Oda darkly and said, "So, you have been unhappy all this time? You don't see me well, do you?" Osamu Dazai, who was talking, suddenly felt very boring, weak and exhausted in his bones, and wanted to plunge into the open sea of ​​Yokohama to cool off, and die by the way.

"You have a harmonious relationship, and I, an outsider, will not get involved."

Osamu Dazai immediately stood up and was about to leave, but Oda pressed his shoulder.

"Dazai-kun, please don't say angry words." Oda sighed, "I just hope that you can get along better. I don't want to make you unhappy. I don't force you to be good friends, but I think you will also think that the other party has advantages, don't you?"

"..."

Sorry, totally unexpected.

Dazai and Nakahara fell silent at the same time.

Oda's good parent poses too much.

As soon as Zhongyuan was about to speak, Oda immediately looked over and waited for him to speak.

Zhong Yuan sighed heavily.

For Oda, endure it!

"I think Dazai is quite smart, and he is very efficient in doing things."

Otherwise, he wouldn't have the time to commit suicide!

Nakahara spoke to the wall, not wanting to look at Osamu Dazai at all.

"..."

"Natsume, tell me about Dazai-kun's strengths?"

Based on the first impression, you can also say some advantages. This is an icebreaker game between classmates that Oda learned when he was teaching and observing in Natsume Kindergarten.The distance between each other will thus be shortened a lot.

Natsume stared at Osamu Dazai for two or three seconds, and said crisply: "Brother Dazai has good eyes, I like it very much."

Unexpected appearance review!

Nakahara immediately subconsciously looked in Dazai's direction.

"I also think Dazai-kun has good eyes." Oda agreed.

Nakahara looked at Oda in disbelief.

Dazai held back the corners of his mouth, and said with a perfunctory attitude: "Let's think about it, Zhongyuan still has many advantages, such as being small and exquisite, and has a quick-tempered personality..." Zhongyuan knew that he would not speak well, so he simply leaned on the Sit on the back of the chair to see how many hurtful words he can say.

"...he values ​​love and righteousness, but also protects his weaknesses. He is serious and responsible in doing things. He is a good person."

Osamu Dazai didn't look at Nakahara either, and at the end he looked at Odasaku as if he was handing in a task, with an expression of "are you satisfied?"

At this time, Natsume's voice came out: "Brother Chuya's ears are red."

Zhongya Nakahara watched Dazai speak seriously, and suddenly had a feeling that he was meeting Dazai for the first time. Maybe his prejudice against him was too deep?The mood was shaking, Natsume suddenly said that sentence, and Zhong Yuan was so frightened that he directly retorted: "I'm just disgusted, okay!"

Dazai saw the needle, and put on a helpless expression that he was already very accommodating to the other party, and said: "Look, I only said that because I saw through and trembled at a glance. He is the type that only makes people hurt a few words to get excited. I am so I'm considerate of him, but it doesn't work out, what can I do?"

"Dazai!"

Central Plains is furious!

"I can't go on talking to him, I'd better go home first!"

This time, Nakahara wouldn't listen to what Oda said this time, so he stood up and left without looking back.Not long after walking out of the store, Natsume followed suit, grabbed Nakahara's hand and said, "Brother Sakunosuke asked me to go back with you first."

"Ah."

"I think Brother Dazai is telling the truth, why do you feel uncomfortable?" Natsume asked incomprehensibly.

Because of this icebreaker game, Zhongyuan felt that the whole atmosphere had become weird, so he wanted to run out of the restaurant.

"I didn't say that what he said wasn't the truth, it just felt like he really confessed suddenly, it's very strange and very..."

Zhong Yuan couldn't describe his emotions, scratched his head, but still couldn't think of it, so he gave up.When the two returned home, they realized that they hadn't done the most important thing!

Inside the family restaurant.

Dazai and Oda sat facing each other without saying a word.

Dazai fiddled with the cup, and finally said, "Where's the sound?"

"You and Zhong also seem to be shy..."

When they began to praise each other seriously, they could feel that the atmosphere had become strange, especially when Natsume hit the nail on the head suddenly, and the two of them were deeply in the embarrassment of not being frank.Afterwards, when Nakahara exploded, Osamu Dazai returned to the normal state of hurting people as if he was relieved.

Osamu Dazai let out a breath, rearranged his emotions, and said with a accusing expression: "Actually, you are the worst person in the room——Oda Tsukuru, you are completely playing tricks on us."

"I didn't." Oda put on a super serious expression.

Of course I know you don't!

But it's easy to be ashamed if you are serious!

Osamu Dazai just happened to have Jiu Jin back, feeling so tired, he didn't want to talk to Oda.

"I don't want to talk anymore, I want to sleep." Dazai fell down on the sofa chair, ready to sleep directly in the dining room.

"I'll take you back."

Oda Sakunosuke naturally pulled Dazai up from the chair and put it on his back.

Dazai lives in a hotel, and he will change it every few days.

In addition to being tired of the same scenery, there are also reasons for escaping from outside organizations and being blacklisted and kicked out because of repeated suicides in the hotel.

This time it was not far away, so Oda carried him back.

"Dead, and no trouble finding a place to sleep."

Although he didn't even go to the ground and was carried comfortably throughout the whole process, Osamu Dazai was still bored looking for something to say.

"...If I die, Odasaku should be relieved, right?"

Although during the conversation, Sakunosuke Oda took him over, but Dazai Osamu has not forgotten Oda's sentence "You can't talk like this if you want to make friends, anyone will be unhappy".Sure enough, Oda Sakunosuke also felt unhappy and pretended to be in front of himself.

"You have to see it." Oda Sakunosuke paused, as if he was thinking about it seriously, and said, "Most people don't want someone to die. If you think death is a happy thing, then I will accept you death; and if death seems to you a regretful and painful thing, I do not wish you to die."

"Standard Oda Sakunosuke has no emotion. He seems considerate, but he doesn't take my words seriously." Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes at Oda Sakunosuke.

Osamu Dazai felt that this answer was not what he wanted.

Oda Sakunosuke pondered for a moment, then slowly said: "I committed suicide."

When the voice just fell, Osamu Dazai's eyes widened slightly, and he looked at Oda's direction steadily, but they were facing each other, and Osamu Dazai couldn't see Oda's expression.

And Sakunosuke Oda said slowly: "I can understand your mood, maybe only one or two tenths of it. But I understand that if a person wants to die, it is useless to say anything. Why don’t you come here to help yourself and realize your own end. I was rescued at that time, and although I said thank you, I never felt grateful to the other party in my heart. At that time, I felt that the days were dark and dark, and I kept thinking about when I could get rid of it.”

"But by chance, I have the goal of living again."

"So, what I always think is that if death is happiness to you, I will not stop it. Moreover, you are already 15 years old, and you should understand everything."

"..."

Knowing so much, why stop me?

Don't tell me that I don't look like I want to die at all.

"But, I don't want you to die. Because although I understand, I still hope that you will not die. I like my life now. With everyone and you, it will get better and better in the future. There is still a lot to look forward to. And, Don’t you still have to look for something in Hong Kong? Isn’t it a pity that you died before you found it?”

"Dazai-kun, do you know? There is a book in this world that only contains one sentence, and it says 'live well'. I heard it too, and if I find that book, I will show it to you."

Osamu Dazai's heart rate accelerated, his pupils trembled, and finally he chose to close his eyes tightly.

Oda Sakunosuke talked a lot, but he didn't listen to Dazai's reply, half turned around and only saw Dazai's disheveled black hair buried in his shoulder, looking as if he fell asleep from exhaustion.

"Dazai-kun?"

"are you asleep?"

"...It's been a hard day, sleep well."

For some reason, Osamu Dazai suddenly wanted to find a dark place to curl up in the sentence "Thanks for your hard work", and wept unscrupulously.

Oda Sakunosuke felt the scorching moisture on his back, paused slightly, and continued to walk forward.