[Comprehensive] Enkidu

Bloodline is the most unpredictable and distant thing in this world.

Karna knew from the very beginning that he was an orphan without parents, and his elder brother never shy away from his life experience in front of him. Enkidu didn't seem to think that Karna was incomplete without parents, even if he talked about his life experience. no sympathy.Instead, she smiled and told him how cute the baby in the water was the day he picked up Karna.

Therefore, it is not important to Karna whether he has parents or not. He will not envy those children who are loved by their parents, because his elder brother gives him enough affection, equality and respect.

When he was very young, Karna longed for his mother, and the occasional nightmare also called out to that unknown woman.However, only his elder brother was the one who stroked his forehead and coaxed him to sleep. Gradually, he forgot the blurred figure that only appeared in dreams.

From childhood to adulthood, Enki accompanied Karna during the most important years of his life. His elder brother had already become a habit of Karna. Even after he became king, Karna would be troubled because he was not used to dealing with political affairs. But as long as he is with his brother, Karna wants to do his best.

In fact, he knew very well that Enki would leave one day.He will leave this world after completing his mission, and then only Karna will walk the rest of the way.

The son of the sun with a lonely personality understands better than anyone else that life will not always be perfect, and the days that can be with his elder brother are like stolen time, which will eventually dissipate in the fingers of the palm and cannot be grasped.

After the Gala Kingdom was completely established, on a starry night, what Karna was worried about finally happened.

The person who admired the stars with him said his last farewell to him in the morning sun when the dawn was slightly falling.

Then, completely dissipated in the afterglow of the first sun, when Karna stretched out his hand again, he could only touch the particles of light, and then all the light was dimmed.

Yu kept the same expression and bid farewell to his brother Karna, who sat quietly where he was. In order to reassure Enkidu, he pulled the corners of his mouth vigorously, showing a gorgeous and gentle smile.

It wasn't until the temperature around him completely cooled down that Karna realized that Enkidu had really left, and the smile on his face recovered bit by bit. Karna looked into the distance, took a deep breath, and reminded himself of the emphatic whisper.

"I can't let my brother worry about me."

So he will not be sad.

Tears are useless, Karna will not use tears to make his brother's departure heavy.But it hurts, why does it hurt so much?Emotions that have never been experienced are surging in the heart, constantly tearing.

Karna sat there blankly, waiting for three days and three nights, but the miracle did not happen to him.

In order to let the people of the country not worry, he forced himself to sleep, and in a vague dream, Karna saw the figure of Enkidu again.

Enkidu's back was facing him, his light green hair was tied with vines into a half-high ponytail arc, which was the most common hairstyle in Karna's memory when he was a child, because Karna was the most He likes to pinch Enkidu's hair, and sometimes Enkidu won't be angry if he breaks a few strands of hair when he is too strong.

However, in order to make Karna less mischievous, Enkidu still tied up his ponytail. Karna looked from behind, and he could still see the young man's long green hair like spring grass swaying slightly with his movements.

The young man was half-bent, with his hands open, as if he was embracing something, Karna took a step forward, and what caught his eye was his childhood self.

Karna was stunned, he could barely react to the turbulent emotion that hit his soul, his eyes were red, he watched Enkidu embrace Karna who was stumbling and learning to walk, his lips parted slightly, exhausted It took all the strength to utter those two words.

"elder brother......"

Karna finally realized belatedly that he had lost the elder brother who took care of him tenderly, protected him majesticly, and would cover him with quilts like he did when he was a child.

From then on, Karna had no relatives in this world.

After Enkidu disappeared, the atmosphere in Galo Kingdom was very depressed for a while, Wang Ben’s seldom pitiful smile did not even leave a star, and there was no such beautiful dreamy figure in the bustling street, and he gently turned towards the surrounding people. Residents say hello.

Half a year later, the struggle between the Pandu and the Kuru tribe intensified, and the difficult enemy frequently sent letters of sympathy to the Jialuo country. However, in order to prevent the country from falling into conflict, Karna promised that the difficult enemy would help him once, although he did not send troops to reinforce him. Difficult enemy, but sold a large amount of supplies to difficult enemy at a very low price.

It was also discovered at that time that he and Ah Zhou were half-brothers.

When his mother told about his life experience with tears in his eyes, Karna just tilted his head, without any special reaction.

The word "mother" is too far away, so far away that Karna can't imagine what the meaning of that word means.

Kunti's arrival was really too late. Karna is already a mature king. I don't know how many years have passed since his emotional age. He can even calmly analyze that the reason for his mother's exposure was that the Gala Kingdom was defeated by a formidable enemy. The large amount of supplies brought by him had a great impact on his brothers. Perhaps this woman who was ashamed to reveal his identity would hide this secret in her grave.

"I have only one agreement with Nandi, so you don't have to worry about me intervening in their struggle."

Perhaps Karna's eyes were too indifferent. Although he knew that Kunti was his mother, he gave this woman enough respect, but the imaginary family affection did not appear in these beautiful and clear azure eyes.He seemed to have lost all emotion, and his gentle demeanor was nothing more than habit.

Kunti finally realized that at the same time she was abandoning the child, Karna had also unknowingly abandoned her.

The woman covered her face in shame, stumbled and ran out of the hall, Karna didn't get up to chase, but just ordered the palace servants to take care of his emotionally broken mother.

He was the only one left in the palace. Karna stared at the beams in the palace. Every piece of wood and every decoration there was selected by Enkidu and him. At that time, they were busy for a long time, and they were also happy. Yes, because they finally no longer live in a fixed place, but have a common home.

But the joy is gone, leaving only eternal loneliness.Karna sits on the throne every day, and the praises from around him are endless, but it will never compare to the completion of the training when he was a teenager. The elder brother stroked his hair and said to him in admiration:

【"That's great, Karna."】

In the gorgeous and cold space, as long as you speak, there will be long echoes. Wang opened the memorial, as if someone was sitting beside him to share the hard work with him. Karna did not start writing, and chatted with his brother as usual.

"Because I've got the best, brother, I won't settle for the second best and look for another person's warmth to replace you."

Karna's soliloquy paused for a moment, and in the silent world, only the echo of himself could be heard.

"However, occasionally I also think that it would be great if I didn't get so much. I don't expect to have nothing. Even if a person dies in a humble way, it will be better than now."

He will be moved by a little bit of family affection, and he will sacrifice his life to repay someone's kindness. There will be no redundant colors in his world, and those who have nothing will be born in this world, and those who have nothing will be taken away. Walk.

That's fine, that's enough, because he hasn't been fascinated by the brilliance of gemstones, even a small handful of copper sand will be regarded as a treasure by him.He didn't have to feel the depression of not being able to grasp that dazzling gemstone.

Kunti's departure was even more hasty than when she arrived, and it was nothing more than a shocking ripple to Jialuo Kingdom.

What makes the people even more curious is that their king seems to be more diligent. He revised the legislation, expanded the country, and traded with neighboring countries. The king seems to have endless energy. The smiling face also became brighter.

It's just that the king who often appears on the street is sealed in the deep palace. Every year when the red lotus is in full bloom, he will be seen wearing a red costume and placing a crimson lotus lantern in the river to pray for the people.

Some older people can still vaguely remember that the former king was not like this.In the first celebration, Wang was still a childish boy at that time. Although he was unsmiling, his eyes were warm. The first to put the lanterns was always Wang's elder brother, and Wang would raise his head and talk to his smiling elder brother about the promise Wishes for the coming year.

Now the person who puts up the lanterns has become Karna, and the person who planted the red lotus that is full of rivers has long been lost. Only the ever-blooming red lotus is still accompanying the silent youth, and there is no eternity that moves forward with the years.

It was a summer a few years later when I saw Ajun again. The struggle between the Pandavas and the Julus came to an end, and the Pandavas won.

Arjuna had just won the head of a formidable enemy, and his body was full of blood. After all, the eyes of that proud young man changed a little, and he looked more like a superior than a warrior.

The young man who once vowed to kill Karna can now calmly discuss the diplomatic agreement with Karna, only the remaining fighting spirit in his eyes makes Karna aware.

It's just that they have grown up and understand that each other is no longer alone, but carries the whole country on their backs. Karna knows that Arjuna will not do anything, and the tragic victory of the Kuru tribe will not give Arjuna the right to be willful .

For the sake of his mother who is far away in Xiangcheng, and at the same time to repay her for her gift of childbearing, Karna still agreed to the agreement of establishing diplomatic relations. Karna will help the Bandu family get out of the predicament, but they still have to rely on themselves in the future.

This was the last thing Karna could do for Kunti.

Brothers with the same blood were running in opposite directions. All his life, Arjuna didn't know the real relationship between the young man who once proudly challenged him, nor did he understand the sad eyes and regretful tears of his mother before she died.

On a summer afternoon, the palace was marked with traces of the last Pandava, and at the same time cut off Karna’s connection with all his relatives. At that time, the young king was reading a book with strange contents carefully. The afternoon sun was drowsy.

Will there be heroic spirits in this world?

Karna lowered his head, staring at the still delicate red lotus in the bottle, he raised his finger, just like when he was a child, he touched the delicate petals with a soft heart.

There is no trace of the heroic spirit in the kingdom where the gods still exist. It may take a long time until he dies to verify whether there is a miracle waiting for him to come.

He will swear by the red lotus and use it as a token to extradite him to another world. Even after suffering, he will still find traces of Enkidu.

Guren, please be sure to carry his soul to the other shore where your brother is.