Confessions of actresses

When Shen Yang auctioned off the trophy before, the atmosphere of the dinner party reached its climax. According to statistics, the total amount of the dinner auction reached 4000 million, and all the amount was donated to charity.

The dinner had already been going on for four hours without knowing it, and it was coming to an end.

Xu Faliang and Xiao Se stood in the background, preparing to sing a song for the end of the dinner.In order to take care of Xu Faliang, Xiao Se chose a song that didn't test singing skills so much and had a relatively soothing tune.

"Next, we invite Xiao Se, Xu Faliang, to bring us a song."

All the stage lights went out.

Xiao Se appeared from the side of the stage, pacing leisurely: "If you are a rare rainbow, I would like to be the exclamation of passers-by."

The white light shone on Xiao Se's body, elongating his slender figure. His singing voice was dignified and mellow. As soon as he spoke, everyone's eyes were drawn to the stage, and the hall gradually became quiet.

The stage was round, and he and Xu Faliang each walked a semicircle along the stage, and then met in the middle of the stage.

"If you are another star that can't be reached, I will look into my eyes."

In the darkness, a female voice sounded, gentle and soothing, and the tone was very accurate. The light shone into the darkness. The woman was wearing a long white dress and walked out of the darkness. She was noble and pure, with no trace of makeup on her body.

Applause sounded at the same time.

Some were listening attentively, some were busy applauding, some were admiring her beauty, and some were remembering the past that they didn't want to mention.

Xu Faliang walked step by step, and the apprehension before going on stage completely disappeared, but if there was anything that made her a little nervous, it might be someone's gaze from the audience.

Although she can't feel it.

Shen Yang sat under the stage, looking at the young girl holding the microphone under the light, without taking her eyes off for a moment.

"But you choose to be an ordinary person, so I also fall in love with your person."

The two met slowly, and the song also reached its climax: "I would like my soul to be trapped in that body, just to match you."

Xiao Se and Xu Faliang stood side by side, handsome and beautiful, very eye-catching, and the stage lighting is also very romantic.

Xu Faliang couldn't see clearly off the stage, he could only see the air illuminated by the light in front of him, and there were tiny particles of dust floating slowly inside.

She didn't have too many distracting thoughts, but this certain line of lyrics suddenly wanted to rap about a certain friend:

"I would like my soul to be trapped in this body, just to match you."

At the end of the song, the lights came back on, and the emotional camera zoomed in and projected the faces of the two on the huge monitor behind them. Xu Faliang's eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, and his skin looked so good on the high-definition monitor.

Shen Yang took a breath.She suddenly wanted to stand side by side with that girl.

The audience applauded.

Next, there is a group photo of everyone during the countless star palace battles every year.

The singing automatically played in a loop and turned into background music. As Shen Yang got up, the movie kings and queens around him also got up one after another.

Shen Yang stood straight at position c, and the host handed her the microphone. She greeted the celebrities who kept coming onto the stage, and greeted them with handshakes and hugs one after another.

Xu Faliang was also qualified to take the stage, but she knew her status and popularity, so she stood on the side early.

She stood on the far side of the stage and looked at Shen Yang in the middle of the stage. The song was still playing, and the stars had basically finished their standing. Beside Shen Yang were two top actresses, behind him was an actor, and outside were the four major actresses. .She is obviously not a star, but she completely dominates this group of stars. Among the stars, she is like the brightest starlight.

Like a god, out of reach.

When the photographer was about to take pictures, Shen Yang suddenly remembered something, looked around, and then collided with Xu Faliang who was beside the stage.

In the interlaced light and shadow and crowds of people, Shen Yang raised his eyebrows slightly.

Many stars with sharp eyesight immediately prepared to give up their positions, Xu Faliang hurriedly waved his hands: "No, no, no."

Shen Yang withdrew his gaze, as if he just glanced around casually.

Xu Faliang suppressed his disobedient heartbeat, found the right angle, and looked at the camera.

Although at the moment when their eyes met, she really wanted to stand by her side.

After the dinner, Jarry sent the two of them to Shen Yang's house. On the way, Shen Yang was already half-drunk, so after returning home, Xu Faliang helped him to the bed, and then went into the kitchen to toss mung beans Lily porridge went.

After she finished cooking the porridge, changed her clothes, and wanted to go to the bedroom to see Shen Yang, but found that he had disappeared.

She called tentatively as she walked, "Sister Yang?"

"Come up." Shen Yang's voice came from above Xu Faliang's head, she followed, and found that the roof above the second floor had been transformed into a viewing platform, and there were sofas and bookshelves in this open space.

Shen Yang was wearing white home clothes, wrapped in a light gray blanket, leaning on the sofa cushions and half lying down looking at the starry sky.

Today is windy during the day, the starry sky is clear at night, and the summer wind is very cool.Shen Yang patted the open space beside him with his hands, motioning for her to sit down.

Xu Faliang took off his shoes and slowly rubbed against Shen Yang.

"How did you come up?"

"Blow the wind to sober up."

"Um……"

"Sister Yang, why did you... shoot the actress trophy?"

Xu Faliang couldn't bear his curiosity and asked.

"Because Gu Yi is an actor I like very much. I watched a few of her films and was moved by her acting skills. I also heard about her ex-husband and her. I don't want the trophy that symbolizes her achievements to fall into the hands of that man. inside."

Throwing 600 million yuan and making such a big fuss is because she likes it.

Xu Faliang felt very lucky, because she was not seen by no one in her previous life, and she also had her own, living fans.

The two continued to be silent one after another, just when Xu Faliang thought that the two would remain silent for so long, Shen Yang suddenly said:

"When I was in middle school, I liked the stars very much, so I often slept without drawing the curtains. At that time, my biggest wish was to have someone to sit with me and watch the sky. But obviously, there was no one, so I had to watch TV alone. One day when I saw a TV series, I fell in love with that ordinary-looking actress, what about you, Xiao Liang? Did you have a good relationship with your aunt when you were young?"

Xu Faliang sighed from the bottom of her heart, did she grow up watching her own drama?

She wanted to ask her about Xu Rong in a side-by-side manner, but she didn't know that Xu Faliang didn't have the original memory.

"Hmm..." Xu Faliang immediately began to perform, pretending to be reminiscent, "I don't have any reflections on my father's words, but on my mother's terms, she treats me pretty well, and she will try her best to satisfy some of my requests."

"That's it." Shen Yang nodded, feeling a little disappointed for some reason.

Xu Faliang suddenly thought, did Shen Yang know about the relationship between his mother and his father?

Or is it time for someone to raise a teacher and ask for a crime?

She struggled again and again, and said: "The past, since the previous generation is already old, we don't have to worry about it anymore."

Shen Yang fell into silence.

A certain nightmare that tormented her countless times has been deeply embedded in her heart since she was a child, and she will never be able to get rid of it.

Her father is a talented young man, but he is always depressed and frustrated. He is obviously an elite in appearance and talent, but he will always bury his head in drinking.Since Shen Yang was sensible, her father has been depraved day by day. Her father always kneels and licks her mother, but her mother always turns a deaf ear to him.

Her father's alcohol addiction was the most serious during the years when he was dying. When Xiao Shenyang looked for him, she was often greeted by a crumbling wine glass on the table and fragments all over the floor.

"I remember a rainy night in summer," Shen Yang said suddenly, "After I fell asleep, my father knocked on the door in the middle of the night. He woke me up and told me his bank card password. People in the company, And gave me a lot of his passbooks, let me sign some of the transfer of shares."

Xu Faliang sat up straight, watching Shen Yang say this without any emotional fluctuations.

"Then tell me, after Dad left, who could be entrusted to and who should be guarded against. I was very young at the time and couldn't understand what he meant. I just thought he was going away."

Shen Yang stopped talking about this.

Xu Faliang just wanted to hug her, but she couldn't explain why he hugged her.

Shen Yang has never known why only her home is like this, why only she has to face such parents.

"If... your life could be restarted, what would you choose?"

Shen Yang didn't understand why she asked this suddenly, but she still thought about it seriously before answering her question.

"Be the most ordinary person. Be a cartoonist, draw pictures every day, go to the street, cook, go to the sun to bask in the sun, run wildly in the wind and rain, travel around the world, do whatever you want."

You don't have to work overtime every day until after twelve o'clock, you don't have to fight with a bunch of old men, and you don't have to go to a nursing home in the United States every two months.

She is too ruthless, dedicated and persistent, walking on the same road all the time, unable to turn back.

Xu Faliang raised his hand, covered Shen Yang's brow that had been slightly frowned unconsciously, and then rubbed the center of her brow with his fingertips.

Shen Yang looked over, his eyelashes lightly brushed the other's finger, Xu Faliang's heart skipped a beat.

Then she saw that the person in the blanket was getting closer and closer to her, and his face was gradually enlarged. She closed her eyes subconsciously.

"Am I that scary?" Shen Yang raised his fingers and tapped her forehead lightly.

Xu Faliang exhausted his acting skills all his life, just pretending to be fascinated by the wind.

The other party just covered her with a blanket.

But she thought that the other party wanted to...

After an unknown amount of time, the two lay side by side on the sofa, squeezed into a blanket, and fell asleep together under the starlight.

The author has something to say: I would rather my soul be trapped in this body, just to match you.

Xiaoliang, you will definitely.