[Comprehensive] Cannon fodder, do you want to counterattack?

An Junzhe did not expect that, Pei Minglu did not show up that night, and the next day would be Saturday and Sunday, and he would not be able to see her at school, so Su Luo had no choice but to call her. Pei Minglu's voice on the phone was a little hoarse, but she pretended nothing happened Her acting skills are not very good. After Su Luo heard her cheerful laughter, he took the initiative to terminate the conversation in a considerate manner and did not bother her anymore.

What she needs now is quiet, not comfort.

It was another Friday afternoon, and Pei Minglu finally appeared again in the sun room where Su Luo worked.

In just one week, the girl who was originally full of energy has lost a lot of weight, and she looks much calmer.The hair that had been carefully curled and permed, but not properly taken care of, was a little messy and draped over the shoulders, so the face was extraordinarily small, and the eyes became bigger and darker.

Pei Minglu stood at the door and called softly, "Su Luo."

Su Luo turned his head and smiled: "Sister Pei."

"You...you know everything, right?"

Su Luo didn't pretend to be stupid, hummed, stopped what she was doing, brought her a cup of hot tea, and sat beside her.

Pei Minglu curled up on the sofa, lowered her head and held the teacup and drank it slowly. When the cup of tea was finished, she became silent again. Su Luo took the teacup away from her hand, which seemed to wake her up.

She raised her head as if going all out, looked directly at Su Luo's eyes with her big black eyes, and asked seriously, "Ah Luo, do you think I'm shameless?"

"why?"

Pei Minglu laughed at herself, raised her head stubbornly, held back the tears in her eyes, and said with a smile: "It's just artificial respiration, what's the first kiss, what's the responsibility, isn't it ridiculous and shameless enough?"

Su Luo put the refilled hot teacup in her hand, and asked, "Senior Pei is so old, she hasn't held hands with a boy yet, right?"

Pei Minglu shook her head blankly.

Su Luo said: "If I were in the position of senior sister Pei, I would of course rescue someone who was drowning. If necessary, I would also do artificial respiration... But if the other party is a person with yellow teeth Ugly old man, after I go back, I will definitely brush my teeth eight times and rinse my mouth ten times. If the other party is a beautiful sister with firm skin and bright eyes and white teeth, I may regard it as a special affair. I can have sweet dreams... I don't think I'm shameless like this.

"Even I think so. Senior sister Pei is a girl, only 17 years old, and she has never held hands with a boy before. How can she let go of things like kissing lips and teeth just because she is saving lives? If you don't have the slightest idea afterwards , that's not normal."

Pei Minglu stared at him blankly, then tears fell down without warning.

"Pei Minglu, you are shameless, you are disgusting, you are sentimental, you are delusional, you still have the courage to cry..." For a week, she cursed herself with the most vicious words, and she couldn't even forgive herself, but here, listening To the warm voice.

The endless sadness in my heart surged again, my nose was sore, my eyes were astringent, and my heart was trembling.

Su Luo hesitated for a moment before slowly approaching and holding her in his arms.

Pei Minglu went from weeping silently, to sobbing softly, and finally wailed loudly until her whole body convulsed. It took more than half an hour for Pei Minglu to stop exhausted, her voice was already hoarse.

Just cry, Su Luo breathed a sigh of relief, patted her on the back, and poured her another cup of hot water—other than pouring hot water, he really didn't know how to appease a girl in this state.

"Ah Luo, you don't need to comfort me, I think I'm annoying..." Pei Minglu sniffled, and said, "I'm stupid, I can't study, I'm careless, inconsiderate, not careful, I do everything not good……"

"No," Su Luo said, "I think you are very nice, the best girl I have ever seen!"

Pei Minglu looked at him with tears in her eyes: "Really?"

Su Luo nodded firmly.

Pei Minglu burst out laughing, and said, "Since I'm so nice, would you like to be my boyfriend?"

Su Luo hesitated for a while, and said, "I... um... I still want to find someone who is more considerate..."

Pei Minglu couldn't help laughing, and said, "Lolo, you are really cute."

Smiling and laughing, he slowly fell silent again. After a long silence, he whispered: "Ah Luo, I may, really fall in love with him."

"I know it's nympho... The day I rescued him, he was lying on the ground with his eyes closed, his eyelashes were long, his nose was straight, his lips were thin, cold, but very soft...I always I would dream that he opened his eyes and saw me, and then kissed me... In the dream, I felt like the mermaid princess who saved the prince..." Pei Minglu said in a low voice: "I thought I would never I can't see him anymore, so I'm going to bury him in my dream like this, but at school, I saw him again... I always jump out to provoke him and scold him, not because I don't like him, but because I want him to See me, know me, remember me... recognize me.

"In the cafeteria that day, Senior An joked that he went to get the milk for me. My heart almost jumped out, thinking that if it was really like that, how good it would be, how good it would be...

"That forest... I was too lonely, too vain, and wanted someone to pay attention to me and care about me, so I clung to it, because I had nothing but this... But all this time, I quietly Yes, take him as his, so I dare not ask you to find out his identity for me."

"On Christmas night, I was like an enchanted Cinderella, dressed like a princess, and appeared in front of everyone in a glass slipper. It was such a wonderful feeling, and no one would do so much for me. , No one has ever been so kind to me... I thought, fuck his coldness, you don't want me, I don't want you anymore, I want to cherish people who treat me well... Then I waited and waited in the grove Here comes Leng Li..."

"You don't know how happy I was at that time. It was like a dream, even more beautiful than a dream. It turned out that it was really him, the person in my dream! It turns out that this huge romance and huge surprise was brought to me by him. , It turns out that he has been quietly guarding me... I almost fainted from joy... Then he told me that he doesn't like me, and he has someone he likes."

Pei Minglu lowered her head and was silent for a while before continuing: "He said he doesn't like me...he doesn't like me. If he doesn't like me, why should he give me hope? If he doesn't like me, why would he create such a beautiful dream for me? !

"I'm really going crazy, I feel like I'm a big joke, I cover my ears, I don't want to hear anything from him, I just want to hide away... When he is hit by me into the water, I I just woke up a little bit, and jumped into the water, thinking, if I just die like this, it would be great..."

Su Luo didn't know what to say. Fortunately, Pei Minglu didn't need him to say anything. All she needed was a quiet audience.

After venting, Pei Minglu's mood improved a lot, as if she had exhausted all her strength, wiped away her tears, and sat on the sofa sleepily.

Su Luo didn't dare to leave her to do things, and didn't dare to waste time, so when Pei Minglu broke free from her own thoughts, she saw Su Luo who was sitting next to her reading the tutorial, so she asked lazily: "Ah Luo, why are you always so busy?"

Su Luo said: "If you have something to do, you won't think so much. Besides, you can't be busy!"

He put down the book, looked at Pei Minglu, and explained: "I'm a public-funded student now. Public-funded students have a comprehensive assessment at the end of each semester. If they are too bad, they will be expelled."

"Drop out?" Pei Minglu groaned, and sat up nervously: "Then what should I do? You transferred here at your own expense, how could you pass those freaks?"

Su Luo smiled and said: "What can I do? Study hard, if there is no other way, just transfer to another high school."

Pei Minglu said: "Aren't you very familiar with Leng...can you let him talk for you?"

Su Luo shook his head and said: "This kind of crooked way, just go through it once. People always have to rely on themselves, and they can't be opportunistic for a lifetime."

Pei Minglu said anxiously: "Then you should study hard, or ask Senior An and the others to help you make up lessons or something. Don't do these things again in the future. If you need tutoring, don't worry about it. It's half a month away." It's the final exam!"

Su Luo said: "Sister Pei forgot, I still owe 400 million yuan in debt, and I will pay it off in installments over five years, and I have to pay [-] yuan a month!"

Pei Minglu exclaimed again, and stared at him with her mouth wide open.She never knew that this young man who always seemed gentle, kind, and confident had such a difficult life and faced so many difficulties. Most importantly, he didn't have a family around him who could support him and help him.

If it was her instead, she would have given up on herself in despair, right?

Compared with the heavy pressure of these realities, her poor dreamy love, her girlish sadness, all become a little ridiculous.

"Actually, it's not as difficult as Senior Sister Pei thinks," Su Luo said, "My shop has more than 1 rent per month, and the school has more than 1 subsidies for public-funded students, and I can also earn three dollars a month as a tutor." From 1 to [-], if calculated in this way, there is only a gap of more than [-] per month, and I still have about [-] in my hand, so it will be no problem to last for a year or two.

"There are also those bonsai. Two pots have already taken a preliminary appearance. In the beginning of spring, there is a bonsai competition in the city next door. I plan to take it there and try it. No matter what the price is, I can always sell some money... If I win a prize, Not only can it be sold at a better price, but there will also be a considerable bonus. The most important thing is that if you have a reputation in the circle, you will not have to worry about selling the things you make in the future..." Su Luo said with a smile: "You Look, it looks difficult, but in fact, as long as you hold on, it will pass, and it will gradually get better, getting better and better."

Although Pei Minglu was not smart, she could tell that the young man was uncharacteristically telling her about his predicament in front of her. He wanted to use his own affairs to persuade herself, and she couldn't help but feel a deep sense of shame. What to count?But she cried in front of him and asked him to comfort herself in turn.

Suddenly remembered something again, and said anxiously: "But if you fail the final exam, you will lose the subsidy for public-funded students, and you will have to find a place to study, find a place to live, spend your own money on food, and lose your tutoring money...then How to do how to do?"

The more she thought about it, the more embarrassing she felt, jumping off the sofa anxiously, circling back and forth.

Su Luo said with a smile: "So I have to study hard!"

Pei Minglu stopped as if making up her mind, and said, "Ah Luo, let me help you!"

She said: "Although I don't know how to make bonsai, it is always possible to sprinkle water on the leaves, fertilize, and help you clean up your tools. It can always save you a little time... I can also help you with tutoring. I am also from Longquan High School." Students, I will study hard, listen to what the teacher said, record it and listen to it several times, and then tell them... Even if I don't have time to listen to the class, I can ask someone to help record it..."

The more she talked, the more she felt that it would work, and her tone became more excited, but Su Luo suddenly laughed: "Senior Pei, look, I have already said that you are the best and best girl I have ever seen!"

Pei Minglu blushed, "Huh?"

Su Luo said: "No matter what kind of predicament I am in, no matter how sad I am, I can see others in my eyes, worry about others, and do my best to help others...Compared to this, every little girl is inevitable. Little vanity, little complaints, little carelessness, what is it?"

When I was faced with being out of school, I could also find the crisis of Leng Li in the lake, and went down to save others without hesitation; when I was squeezed out by everyone, and when I was panicked in an unfamiliar environment, I would be desperate when I saw Su Luo who was in danger My own infatuation has become a joke, when I am sad and desperate, I still think about how to help others...

I have to admit that there are indeed many flaws in her character, and she is not even pleasing, but a good girl is a good girl.

Pei Minglu broke into a smile and said, "Ah Luo, I know you're trying to make me happy on purpose, but I'm still very happy!"

Su Luo raised his hand and swore, "I never lie."

Pei Minglu burst out laughing, jumped onto the sofa suddenly, stood on it and announced, "Ah Luo, I've made up my mind! Even if he lied to me, I still like him...I want to chase him!"

Su Luo raised his forehead and was about to speak, when Pei Minglu said, "Don't persuade me, I know I'm ridiculous, no matter it's appearance, family background, talent, I'm far behind him, everyone will laugh at me for being overconfident... ...But I grew up so big, and it was the first time I liked someone. If I didn't even have the courage to try hard once, I was afraid that I would regret it for the rest of my life.

"Ah Luo, I know, you actually want to use yourself to tell me that people don't live for love, and there's nothing to be afraid of falling out of love, I know! But... I still want to chase him once.

"One month, during the winter vacation, the school has a month of foreign exchange activities. I will choose wherever he goes... If I still can't make him like me this month, I will give up! Explain yourself!"

She clenched her fists and said, "It's such a happy decision!"

Su Luo laughed, clenched his fist and touched her, and said, "Come on!"

Pei Minglu cheered, "Come on!"

Looking at the phone again, he shouted: "Oh, I'm going to be late! My dinner!"

He rushed out in a hurry, but stopped at the door, turned around and said: "Ah Luo, I am so happy to know you!" There is no radiance, but it will pass tenacity, warmth, and bravery to everyone around you. A person, know you, really happy, so happy.

He waved vigorously at Su Luo, and went downstairs bouncing up and down.

Su Luo looked at her back, smiling until Leng Li came to him, Su Luo looked up and said with a smile: "Senior Leng, if I tell Senior Sister Pei the news of which country you choose, you won't be angry Bar?"

Leng Li said: "No, I'll tell her myself. I'm sorry for her. I'll spend a month with her, but..."

He looked down at Su Luo, and said: "But I will also tell her that I already have someone I like, no matter how long it takes, a month, a year, or ten years... I will never like anyone else .”

He didn't wait for a response for a while, so he whispered: "Su Luo, why don't you cheer for me?"

Su Luo blinked and said with a smile: "Is Senior Leng the kind of person who will be short of oil?"

He avoided Leng Li's gaze, stood up and took out his mobile phone, and said, "Why hasn't Senior An come back? It's time for dinner! I'll call him!"

Turn around and go downstairs.

-

Two months later, Leng Li, who had just got off the plane, rushed up to the fifth floor in a frenzy. What he saw were empty rooms, an empty lounge, and an empty sun room.

That person left, just left without warning, taking all his things, his flowers, his tree stumps, his soil, his clothes, his shower...

Nothing was left, except for a handwritten letter, the boy's handwriting was free and easy.

"Senior Leng, I'm leaving.

"It was my luck to meet you, but it was your misfortune to meet me. You gave me a home and healed my wounds, but I hurt you. I'm sorry. What's more, I know I'm sorry for you, but I didn't Ways to make it up. Because although I like you, I am not that kind of like you, and I will never become that kind of like you.

"I once blamed you for giving her hope, creating illusions, and bringing her more pain when I knew I didn't like Senior Sister Pei... For the same reason, I left.

"Don't look for me, maybe you can find me, but you should also know that it doesn't make sense.

"I will call you on a monthly basis for the money I owe you. After I pay it off, please help me give the shop mortgaged to you to Sister Pei. She is a really kind girl. I don't know where she is. Whether good intentions are rewarded, but at least I can report. I will send you the power of attorney.

"Sister Pei is a good girl, and Senior Leng, you are also a good person. Actually, I have always wanted to match you up, but think about it or forget it. Whether you like me or not, I have no right to influence your feelings, so I won't say it, find me A good girl get married soon, or forget about me, etc. But please don't bother me if you haven't let it go completely.

"I will have my own home, I will buy a big house, marry a gentle and considerate wife, and have two lovely babies. If at any time, the country promises to give birth to a third one, even if I am 50 years old, I will have another one." , making my home more and more lively...Senior Leng, when you have someone you really like, you are welcome to come to me to reminisce about the old days, because I may still be poor at that time, my babies, I can ask you and me alone The future sister-in-law wants a big red envelope.

"Then, Senior Leng, goodbye. Also, I'm sorry."

Leng Li tightly clutched the paper in his hand: Su Luo... Ha, Su Luo.

In one month, he finally solved all the troubles. He even told Pei Minglu his feelings for Su Luo and got her support. He even negotiated with his family and got them to acquiesce in his love. Their home is ready to treat him a thousand times, ten thousand times better, trap him firmly with their own tenderness, and melt that piece of ice with their own heat...

However, what he faced was an empty house. He didn't even leave a single hair or a used toothbrush...

Su Luo, you are so cruel.

-

Twenty years later, Su Luo, a world-renowned bonsai master who was only 20 years old, who claimed to have the magic hand of turning stones into gold, and who could enter a urn from a thousand miles away, died without any illness in his sleep.

The works left by him will be auctioned according to his wishes, and the proceeds will be used to set up a foundation for the operation of more than 20 Sioux City orphanages he built—except for one.

This is not an amazing piece of work. Surrounded by green podocarpus branches and leaves, there is a green lake. On the shore of the lake, three teenagers are sleeping, reading, or fishing. They seem to be unrelated, but there is an invisible The warm breath lingers between them, making people feel warm in their hearts...

Su Luo's works have never been named by himself, but this work, which clearly depicts mountains and fields, was named "home" by him.

-

In the cold and solemn office, Leng Li, who was in his prime, angrily kicked over the coffee table: "Didn't you say you want to marry a wife, don't you say you want to have children, don't you mean you want to buy a big house and build a lively home?" Where's your wife! Where's your child? Where's your home!"

I built a home here, but you don't come back...

I waited for you for a year, ten years, 20 years, but you went further and further, more simply...

Never see you again...

Never... see you again...

He raised his head high, but still couldn't stop the tears from gushing down.