Lianhualiang

I have never been able to comfort people and I can't say pleasant words. Every time Qin Xu seeks comfort, all I can do is to accompany him to sleep and dream.There was thunder outside, but I didn't know what to say to comfort Liao Die, as if all I could do was grab her cold catkin.

In the darkness, she pursed her lips tightly and did not lie down on her words. At that time, I didn't know that she was no longer afraid of the rolling thunder.

I grabbed her hand and didn't move. I only heard that the dark night was dark and heavy when there was no rain. I wanted to open the window as usual, but I was afraid that the thunder would startle her. I leaned in and was afraid of being kicked out of the bed. Then there is the Liao Die who needed my protection when I was a child.I leaned over and explained, "It's too hot, you can't open the window, let me lean on you to cool off, and push me back when I fall asleep."

She froze, and after a moment of silence, she relaxed and replied softly: "En"

I leaned on her side to feel comfortable physically and mentally, her body was always cold, after all, she couldn't bear Zhou Gong's frequent calls and fell asleep.When I opened my eyes at dawn, I saw that she was staring at me for a moment, with emotions I couldn't understand in her eyes, as if a deep pool was about to lure me in, and I let her go with a shiver of drowsiness. Thumping... rolled under the bed.

"Ouch!" I squatted up with my buttocks supported, and Liao Die came over to support her body and asked, "Are you all right?"

"I..." I have something to do... I turned my head and saw her inadvertently revealing the spring scenery, that silver bellyband seemed to open a novel door, inviting me with lights and decorations.I hurriedly turned my head and asked nonchalantly: "Didn't I ask you to push me away, why...how..."

Why did I sleep with you in my arms when I woke up?But I couldn't keep asking, so I didn't see her rare shame, she replied: "I pushed you away, I don't know why..."

"I'm being rude, I... I'm going to wash up first" I interrupted her and went back to my room to lean against the door and gasped for breath. It was strange, she and I were both women, she I have some, why did I feel a strange feeling in my heart just now, and when I searched for it again, the feeling disappeared?

The sky has eyes, and the heavy rain doesn't stop. Because of the rain and my hand injury, I don't have to continue to practice hard. It should be a happy news for me, but I can't be happy.

I have hated rainy days since I was a child. I don't know why, but rainy days will stain clothes?Can't play freely in rainy days?

After breakfast, I sat on the edge of the corridor for a whole morning.When Liao Die came out of the study, she saw me with melancholy in my brows. I looked at Lili Yusi quietly, and she watched me worry about the rain quietly.

Later, she told me that she planted a root of love for me at that time, but she couldn't admit it at that time, and she couldn't admit it for many days and nights in the future.

"An'er" I looked away, the sorrow between my brows was still there, I looked at her sadly, feeling the steady heartbeat in my chest that no longer belonged to me.

Liao Die, you don't call me by my name, you call me so softly, do you want me to be happy with you?

I want to be happy with a vigorous beauty who is happy with me, but you are beautiful, but I don't like that indifferent, cold and decisive temperament. I probably won't like you, a tigress.

Liao Die walked over gracefully, wearing a quiet and cool fragrance, this fragrance is familiar and familiar, but I can't remember it.Her cool fingertips smoothed my raised eyebrows, and said in a broad voice: "Kids, don't frown."

"You are only one day older than me." So I don't like calling her sister.

"That's older than you"

"..." I was speechless.It's just that Liao Die, you remember your age, why didn't you remember your name in the past?Is it a coincidence or unspeakable that she is only one day older?

The days pass by like a fleeting horse, and every day I practice hard and sleep, it seems that winter has arrived in the blink of an eye.The other five people came to look for me once, but never came again. Anyone who came to look for me, whether it was to eat flowers and wine or just go shopping, was tossed and killed by Liao Die.

Over time, the five of them abandoned me and left. I heard that Qin Xu and Xu Qingming had entered the imperial court as officials, and that the other three had joined the army.I don't like imperial court, but even if I join the army, it's better than being tortured by Liao Die every day.

Liao Die simply sent me a hard time in this life.

I was about to get moldy in the boring days, and finally waited until last year. With my eyes full of anticipation, Liao Die gave me a day off and went to the street with me to buy new year's goods. In fact, I want to say that I took Liao Cheng and others to then you can...

Today and last year, the streets are full of bustle and bustle, the yelling of vendors, the lights and festoons of shops lining the streets, and I haven’t set foot in it for half a year.

After shopping for the New Year’s goods, I looked at Liao Die’s plain hair accessories and pulled her into the largest jewelry store. After picking and choosing, I finally chose a warm jade hairpin. , like the pear tree in the courtyard who does not know how old it is, the sky is fresh after the rain, and the fragrance of pear blossoms fills the whole small courtyard.

I remembered that the quiet and cool fragrance on Liao Die's body is the fragrance of pear blossoms.

"Boss, I want this hairpin"

"Okay, my son, this hairpin is the specialty of our store, no more, no less 500 taels"

I took out 500 taels of silver and put it on the cabinet. Just as I was about to walk towards Liao Die, a pure white hand snatched the hairpin. Yaoyan is simply a goblin, no, a monster!

“This hairpin is nice”

"This... this lady, this hairpin has been bought by the eldest son"

I waved my hand in annoyance, and said, "I don't want anything touched by others." After saying that, I took Liao Die's hand and was about to walk out.As soon as I took a step, I stopped. I looked sideways at the hand holding my sleeve and frowned. Although I like beauties, I don't like beauties who come to my door.

"In broad daylight, how decent are you to hold a woman's hand?"

I rolled my eyes and said, "She has a lot to do with me, and it's you, what's the point of flirting with me like this?"

"Then what's your relationship?" The strength on the cuff didn't decrease but increased.

"She is my fiancée, this lady is self-respecting, please leave." I held Liao Die's hand tightly, and with the force of swinging off the cuff with my right hand, I pulled Liao Die back as if I had come here. He said with emotion: "I didn't expect that the beauties nowadays are so bold and unrestrained, and they still let people live?"

Liao Die didn't answer me, because she and I were blocked by an ugly man. The ugly man eyed Liao Die obsessively. He asked in a bad tone, "Is there something wrong?"

"It's none of your business? Get out of here, kid, don't get in the way of the uncle."

"Yo" I was really happy, just about to make a move, I was pulled back by Liao Die behind me, a cold and emotionless voice came from my side, "Nothing, please get out of the way"

Alas, how did I forget that it would not be a problem for her to hit me twenty times, and I still foolishly stepped forward to protect her?It seems that the half of my conscience that was not eaten by dogs when I was a child is being affected, and it is raging like a plague.

"Although the lady is wearing a veil, I see that you are a beauty, sir. Why don't we find a place to have a heart-to-heart talk?"

"My husband and I are going home, please don't block the way"

"This is your husband?"

The ugly man looked at me, and I looked at Liao Die who was lying and not blushing calmly, good guy, I just used my fiancée just now, she is better than me, she was married the moment she was unmarried, and the next moment Are the children all in one nest?

"I see that your husband is so skinny, hehehe, maybe he can't satisfy the little lady, how about..."

"It's not as good as you a turtle/son/son" before I finished my words, I threw off Liao Die's hand and punched the ugly man in the abdomen.

"You...cough...do you know who I am, sir?"

"Oh? Let's hear it, maybe the official is too big, I really can't do it."

The ugly man clutched his abdomen and said with a ferocious expression: "I am the eldest son of the fourth-rank governor..." Before he finished speaking, I had already punched him again. After half a year of hard training, today seems to be a trial. Chance?

"My son thought you were the eldest son of King Luokang, grandson Yuan. Open your dog eyes and see who you have offended?"

"I don't like my official airs and I don't go out for a long time, so I think I'm easy to bully, don't you? Well? It's always my son who molested others. Today, you dare to molested my wife. This son beat me to death. You king/ba/egg"

"Are you born to your father? At least your father is a little bit handsome. Did you eat too much chicken food and look crooked?"

No matter how the ugly man begged for mercy, I still hit him. Anyway, Liao Die taught me how to beat people to death without being able to detect injuries. When I hit him, I actually played with a heroic attitude that I was really venting my anger for my wife. mood...

I retracted my fist abruptly, and looked at the man rolling all over the ground in a daze. Liao Die came forward to hold me back. I shook off her hand and took the wet handkerchief from Liao Cheng's hand carefully. Wipe your hands, even if there is no trace of dirt on your hands.

Liao Die pursed her lips and watched me wipe my hands, her eyes flickering.I turned around and pulled up the hand that Liao Die touched me before and continued to wipe it, and finally threw the handkerchief that I cleaned to Liao Cheng, and I said viciously to the ugly man: "If you dare to moles my wife, I will spare your life this time." , not as an example"

"Thank you Shizi for sparing the little one, the little one will never dare again"

"roll"

"Yes, little one, get out now"

Bullying the weak and fearing the strong, bullying the weak, tyrannizing other people's wealth, full of evil, burning, killing and looting... etc., such people abound. The more prosperous a place is, the darker it is, and the darker it is, the dirtier it is.I can see clearly but can't see through, so I can't save anyone, just like I can afford it but can't let it go and torture myself and torture...Liao Die.

I held Liao Die's hand and rubbed the reddened area I wiped just now, and said in a soft voice with my own unclear emotions: "I have made you wronged."

She shook her head slightly, straightening my somewhat messy clothes with one hand.I watched her movements for a moment, and my heart jumped again in my chest, and I even felt a desire to hug her, and the people around me made me feel hesitant.

What am I hesitating about?I am the eldest son of the Jing'an Marquis Mansion who is full of prosperity and wealth. I am the only eldest son of the Jing'an Marquis Mansion, but I am also a woman.

"Brother An?" A joyful voice sounded from the side, I rubbed my forehead, shouldn't I have said his name just now, right?

The effeminate eldest grandson stood out like a butterfly from the gray surroundings, and jumped in front of me with a 'flutter'. He is the concubine son of King Luokang, the younger brother of the Holy One.He was about the same age as me, and every time we met, I would ask me to take him to Huajie for a drink, but every time he went to have a drink, he had never met a girl, but he kept following Qin Xu.That time I dragged him to a dead end, asked him inside and out, and made sure he liked Qin Xu, then beat him to death, and then ignored him as much as I could.

Now on the street...

"Brother Yuan, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, it's just that when you beat someone up just now, you were so handsome, unrestrained and suave." I looked at him strangely, even if I don't know how to dress up all day long, I don't need to describe me like this, right?A suave and violent beater?Really is the first time to see.

"Brother Yuan, do you know the prince of the Marquis of Jing'an?" I got dizzy when I heard this voice, and I met two people I didn't want to meet, one was the eldest grandson Yuan, and the other was the alluring woman who just robbed my pear hairpin .

"Qingyue, you also came out to play."

"Yes." Princess Qingyue, the only daughter of the current empress, looked at me jokingly and said, "I met An Shizi just now!"

As soon as I heard her nondescript address and tone, I felt wrinkled all over my skin, and I said: "I have something else to do, so let's go, let's go." After saying that, I pulled Liao Die and turned around to leave.

Behind "Brother Ang" came the voice of the eldest grandson Yuan Qiqi, a big man's voice that was not thick, not thick, and unhappy, so I could hear the crying of Lihua with rain.I turned my head and looked at Liao Die, who was very obedient beside me at the moment, sighed inexplicably, and put myself in the shoes of myself, if one day I like Liao Die, but Liao Die doesn't like me, is the current situation of Changsun Yuan the result of me? The fate of the day?

At that time, I didn't think about why I imagined that I would like Liao Die one day, as if I should be like this in the dark, as if the heavenly law reincarnated for thousands of years, and I only liked her.

Later, I realized that Liao Die had a deep love for me half a year ago. During that half year, the seed of love took root and sprouted. Gou Lin, those countless threads of affection entangled me who was closest to her first.

That's why Liao Die, who was quiet at that time and didn't like to be addressed by titles, didn't have the slightest objection to the titles of fiancee and husband.

Only later, I really felt the pain of Qin Xu hanging from a tree.

But later, my secret words came true. Liao Die... really didn't like me.

But after that, I was bound by the thread of love, but Liao Die left from my world.

***

The first thing you do when you open your eyes is to look inside, the empty bed is gone...

Liao Die, have you disappeared again?

Fortunately, I'm almost used to it.

The sun was shining brightly after the rain, and I could feel the warm anger through the window. I got up and put on a blue gown casually, and tied my white hair with a headband of the same color.It's been ten years, and I still don't know how to dress properly or tie my hair, probably because I don't want to do it properly, I laughed at myself.

When I opened the door, the wind blew gently, and there were one or two shouts outside the eaves from time to time; when I raised my head, the world was peaceful and quiet, and I couldn't hear the shouts or any words.But I laughed, just like the first time I met, that clean and pure smile.

Because...she's still here.

Liao Die was making clothes in her hands, but I could see that it was a middle coat. Behind her was a stone table. The stone table was made ten years ago. The pear tree is still alive, but it is also exhausted.

Wearing a familiar pear hairpin, she twisted her slender waist and faced me. The smile was actually virtuous and virtuous, huh?There is still love and satisfaction, as if I am really going to marry her...

Two steps away from the stone table is Qingyue who has changed into a pale yellow dress. It has been ten years, and she is no longer the coquettish princess she was back then.

Qingyue is her title, she once told me her boudoir name, what is it?Before I could think of it, I heard her say loudly: "In a few days, no one will stop you in this world."

I heard her voice smiling gently at her, she took half a step forward and then backed away, continuing coldly: "Don't tell father that she is back these few days."

"Bless you all." She took a deep look at me, turned her back and walked out of the archway without muddling, and the blessings that were caught in the wind reached my ears.

"I'm so old, I don't know how to put on my clothes before coming out." Liao Die stood up and walked over gracefully, with her soft voice that seemed angry and charming in the wind.

Don't you want to let the emperor know that she is back?why?Why...

There are only two words 'Queen' and 'Queen' left in my ears, which are cut off and ringing again and again.

Queen?who is it?It's Liao Die!

Why is she a queen?

And after that, after that?

...

Why, I can't remember at all?

I think my appearance must be so ferocious that it frightened Liao Die. Before I fell into a coma, I saw Liao Die running over in panic. This was the first time I saw her look like this.The wind blowing up the unmade coat behind me dazzled my eyes, making it painful.

I have been frank for 15 years, and I don't know what it is. It is fate to meet Liao Die.Under her cold and gentle eyes, I was angry and resentful with her.

Sentient beings are always annoyed by ruthless, ruthless is not as good as the end, this is my final ending of 27 years.In the dark, fate has been written to the end.

If this is my last time, regardless of whether the dream is true or not, Liao Die, will you fulfill my most desired dream?Marry me, and then I will forget you, forget everything before and after, and fall into a ruthless, never... romance.

***

"Youqing is always annoyed by ruthlessness, Brother Yuan, chase, grab, snatch, snatch what you want, everything will pass, if it's not yours, then...let it go" I curled my lips at my grandson Yuan Xie Xie smiled, and continued: "I wish you a lifetime of peace"

I use my own words to send blessings, peace and safety, probably my father, queen and mother also wish me peace in my life, and I am more happy in Chang'an, like Chang'an City, the capital of Northern Xia, prosperous for hundreds of years, and it doesn't work if it's up or down , still in Chang'an forever.

"If I marry you, will you marry me?" In a few deep alleys, a faint and cool voice sounded in my ears, I stood up in shock and looked at Liao Die, who was neither sad nor happy, neither resentful nor hateful , just like the look on her face when I first met her in front of the steamed stuffed bun shop.

After a long silence, I asked under those eyes that were neither sad nor happy: "Are you playing with me?"

"never"

"Well...then let me ask you, if I marry you, will you marry me?"

"Will" categorically fits Liao Die's decisive temperament without hesitation. The words blurted out from under her veil, but I didn't see the slightest ripple of emotion from her clear eyes.

Liao Die, you lied.