Gemini

Gemini: Two objects attract each other, revolve around each other and never separate

━━Inscription

Xia Yi's diary

Xichen, the moment he picked up the pen, he remembered that thin and lonely figure of you sitting on the bench. You were really distressed at that time. My sister wanted to cherish you and protect you, even if she gave everything.

I have guarded you for almost nine years, but I really don't think it is enough. My sister wants to protect you for the rest of my life. We will never be separated, okay?

But, sorry, I will never forget that night.

I said goodbye to Ning Ye, and walked home slowly alone. A black shadow sprang out covering my mouth and blindfolding me. You, I'm sorry, I can't face myself like this, I can't face you.For a moment, I also thought about ending my filthy life, but I thought of you, I couldn't bear it, I still want to protect you all the time, even if my world is so gloomy, I still want to give you light.

I thought nothing would happen, but something happened. I'm pregnant. Do you know how scared and helpless I am?But I really can't bear it, can't bear you.

Forgive my sister for being selfish. Do you know how guilty and distressed I am when I see you looking crazy?But I was at a loss and powerless.But Xichen, that person is not Ning Ye, I don't want you to misunderstand him, and I don't want any of you to be hurt.

Remember that photo of us?What a beautiful snow mountain, my sister really wants to accompany you to see the endless pure white world.

But what should I do, what should I do...

* *

Closing the diary in his hand, Gu Xichen had already burst into tears.

She thought, her sister must have ran out to find her in a panic, and didn't notice the car that was speeding by...

"Why are you crying?"

Gu Xichen raised his head to look at that innocent and clean face, and smiled softly.

"Hey, don't cry, don't cry." Lying on the hospital bed, she stretched out her hands and clumsily wiped the tears on Gu Xichen's face.

"Xia Yiguai, close your eyes and go to sleep for a while, and have a good rest." Gu Xichen gently held her hands and stood up and put her hands under the quilt.

"No, I've been asleep for a long time..." Lying on the bed, she pouted lightly.

"Be good and close your eyes."

"No, I want to watch Xichen." There was a sweet smile on that pretty face.

"If you're not good, Xichen won't come to accompany Xia Yi." Gu Xichen pretended to be angry.

"No, no, okay, I'm good, I'll close my eyes."

Looking at the familiar face on the bed, Gu Xichen smiled, but his eyes could not stop being sad.

"Because of the violent impact, she had a miscarriage and her uterus was damaged. The chances of getting pregnant in the future will be very small... The most serious injury was her head, memory loss, and IQ damage. Now she is like a blank sheet of paper... ..”

"Is there any chance of recovery?"

"This possibility is not impossible, I hope there will be a miracle."

......

Sometimes, losing is another kind of happiness

Sometimes, my stepping back is just for your farther future

"A suspect has surrendered himself, and we are now conducting further investigation and verification." The policeman in black uniform looked at the three people in front of him expressionlessly.

"who's that person?"

"His name is Ji Mo."

......

in the jail.

"Don't you want to beat me?" Ji Mo sat on the bench, handcuffed his hands and looked at Gu Xichen across the iron fence: "I can understand your mood now, you must really want to rush in and tear me into pieces Two halves."

"Why?" Gu Xichen stared at him coldly. It's not that she didn't want to do that, but she knew that this is not a place to go crazy.

"Why do you ask?" Ji Mo slightly raised his head as if thinking about something: "I drank too much."

Gu Xichen stood up abruptly, stared at him angrily, and simply said that he drank too much!Panting heavily, she tried her best to suppress the anger that was about to burst out of her chest.

Ji Mo looked at her indifferently, yes, he drank too much, and faint memories flashed into his mind....

* *

"Please leave Xichen's world."

There were two people standing under the pale moonlight, the branches and leaves rustled as the breeze blew.

Lin Ziqi met her gaze lightly: "Why?"

"I think you know better than me that your world is not suitable for her, you will only ruin her, do you really not care if she gets hurt again and again?" Xia Yi said in a calm tone, every word of her heart.

Lin Ziqi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and shook her head: "I also tried hard to keep her away from my world..."

Xia Yi interrupted her: "It doesn't make any sense what you say now."

Lin Ziqi laughed at herself, then tilted her head slightly to look at her: "Then what do you want?"

"I can see that you care about Xichen, so please leave for her sake." Xia Yi's tone was still calm, and he guided her step by step.

"For her?" Lin Ziqi narrowed her eyes slightly, her brain kept running....

"Yes, let Xichen return to her former self, the most beautiful her at the beginning, free from any pollution or disturbance." Xia Yi took a step closer and stared at her: "She skipped classes, drank, got hurt, don't you care at all?" ? Can you imagine what will happen in the future? Do you think she will have a good time with you?"

Lin Ziqi's pupils contracted, and her fingertips slowly tightened.

Xia Yi continued to pursue the victory: "You and she are not in the same world at all. She could have had a very peaceful and stable life and met a very good person..." She paused and made up the last knife: "And What can you give her?"

"Stop talking!" Lin Ziqi closed her eyes.

The world fell into an eerie silence, Xia Yi watched her silently and didn't make a sound.

It took a long time before Lin Ziqi finally let go of her clenched hands. She lowered her head and squeezed out a deep voice from her throat: "I see." Unable to laugh at all, he raised his head to look at the night sky, but his vision was already blurred.

Xia Yi couldn't bear it for a moment, and sighed softly: "Thank you."

Lin Ziqi chuckled, looked at her for a long time, as if she was waiting for something.

"I will always be with her, protect her, and watch her be happy." Xia Yi said.

Lin Ziqi finally nodded and turned around, her lonely figure gradually elongated in the dark night, a crystal tear slipped down, drawing a long line...

All of this was seen by Ji Mo who was passing by unintentionally. He stared at Xia Yi's face with intense anger in his chest, his eyes were icy cold, and he slowly backed away and disappeared into the darkness.

In the later night, he did drink a lot of wine and walked unsteadily when he suddenly found Xia Yi who was walking in front alone. With the help of alcohol, he stepped forward to cover her mouth and dragged her towards The grass next to me...

......

Ji Mo calmly looked at Gu Xichen's leaving back, if there was one last thing he could do for her, it would be to keep this secret for her.

* *

This is how life is, starting from nothing, and never saying goodbye.

So, the old time, the former self, the leftover part that I loved.goodbye.

......

A year and a half later.

"Where is Xichen going?" The girl lay on the bed and blinked her beautiful big eyes.

"Xichen is going to go to a university far, far away." Gu Xichen bent down and gently stroked her begonia-like long hair.

"Then I'm going too, I want to be with Xichen." The girl's eyes shone with anticipation.

"Well, Xi Chen takes Xia Yi together, Xi Chen will always be with Xia Yi, forever."

The girl smiled with satisfaction, sweetly, and she stretched out her hands coquettishly: "I want Xichen to hug and sleep."

"Okay, Xichen hugs Xia Yisleep." Gu Xichen pampered her nose, lifted the quilt and lay down, then stretched out his right arm across her neck, and the girl leaned close to her and buried her head in her chest In my arms, I closed my eyes comfortably.

The girl closed her eyes and thought of something, then suddenly raised her head and said, "I want Xichen to kiss."

Gu Xichen chuckled, and lightly pecked her on the forehead.

"No, no, it's here." The girl pouted.

Gu Xichen was slightly startled: "Why did Xia Yi kiss here?"

The girl pursed her lips: "Because all the kisses on TV are here, I want Xichen to kiss here." Then she acted coquettishly again.

Gu Xichen smiled again, stretched out his hand to gently caress the girl's cheek, his thumb was free on her lips, his eyes began to become confused, and the person in front of him gradually blurred, she approached slowly.

Why, my heart was beating so fast, I... the girl was in a trance.

Those lips were warm and soft.

......

The afternoon sun poured down on the earth.The bustling pedestrian street is very lively, and various storefronts are dotted with colorful worlds.Two people who look like lovers walk through this colorful street holding hands intimately.

The girl with thick and long hair like a begonia is very interested in everything around her, happily pulling the people around her to look at one thing and then another.In the end, he stood in front of her with a big SpongeBob SquarePants doll in his hand and said mischievously, "Xichen, I want this."

Gu Xichen's gaze suddenly became blurred.

"I won't tell anyone, sweet SpongeBob."

She forced a smile and nodded: "Yes, Xichen bought it for Xia Yi."

The girl hugged her neck happily, and gave her a kiss on the face.

Gu Xichen looked at her quietly and smiled.

Not far from the two of them, there was another person looking at them with a slight smile, his face was still pretty, but it was paler and thinner.Yes, he is Ning Ye, he never went far, just silently stood beside them, not far or near, for himself and her.

For her own Xia Yi, for her Gu Xichen.

* *

In many nights, I stared blankly at the starry sky, thinking of the age when I was young

Think of the endings that I have thought about in the future

It turned out that no one could see the end.This is not what I wanted before

......

Sister, did you see it?She is very happy now, you must be smiling like me now.

I often think of the first time I saw you in the orphanage, when you were only five years old, you were always bullied by those older children, and then cried bitterly.And I suddenly transformed like Altman, standing in front of you and beating those monsters away.I don't know where I got the courage from at that time, I just didn't want to see that cute little girl being bullied in any way.I tell you, be my younger sister and follow me from now on, no one will dare to bully you.I saw the sparkle in your eyes, and then nodded heavily with a smile.

I was adopted again and again, and was sent back again and again. I have seen through the faces of those hypocritical adults, and I am tired of this kind of life, so I tell you, let's escape together and go to the outside world.You were only nine years old at that time, looking at me with such pure eyes, you firmly said to me, wherever my brother goes, I will go there.So, that night, I took you over the wall and into the outside world.I secretly swear in my heart that I must protect you and prevent you from any harm.

But, I'm sorry, brother is very useless, let you suffer so much with me outside.But you always smiled and said to me, where my brother is, I am not afraid of hardship.Seeing your more and more beautiful face, I also smiled, the ugly duckling turned into a snow-white swan, so I am really proud to have such a beautiful sister.

I know, I've changed since I was 14, fighting, smoking, drinking, mixing in society.I know, I can see the pain in your eyes, but you still smiled and said to me, I will do whatever my brother does.Then he picked up a cigarette and took a sharp puff, only to be choked and coughing uncontrollably.do you know?you are stupid.

Twelve years have passed, and that day was the first time I saw you smiling so sweetly and happily, holding your chin with your hands, smiling non-stop, stopping, smiling, with extreme tenderness in your eyes.I knew at that moment that you were in love.I laughed too, I'm really glad you found happiness.

But what I didn't expect was that that day, you suddenly found me and asked me to help you put on a beautiful play, and the location was on the way she had to go to school.I can see that your eyes are red and swollen and you just cried. I am very distressed, but I still agree, just like you once said to me, I respect all the decisions you make.

Later, you dropped out of school, no one knows why, only I know that you re-rented a house in a corner of the city, and found two jobs, one day and one night, busy every day, working desperately.I still come to see you often, you have lost a lot of weight, and you have also become silent, always loving to look at the night sky quietly, for a long, long time.

Time passed day by day, and you didn't ask me about her, so I didn't mention her.It was just that one day, you picked up a big backpack and told me that you were going on a trip.I asked where to go.With a gleam in your eyes, you said, Tibet.Then he left without looking back.

Yes, you just left and never came back.

Later, I found a copy of your diary, and there is a passbook in the diary, and the number has nearly reached five figures.On the first page of the diary, a piano is drawn, and the specific amount is written, and then every payment is recorded below, and a smiling face will be drawn behind each number.

I turned over the pages with words.

......

I want to buy a beautiful piano for you, that is your greatest wish, and it is also the whole motivation of my life now.

I saw you today, you are still the same, walking forward coldly with no expression on your face, I hid behind a big tree and dared not look at you, because I was afraid that I would not be able to help calling out your name .However, you piece of wood, remember to smile more, otherwise how can someone fall in love with you, be careful that no one will want you in the future...

Today I went to that hill again, but the fireflies are gone, and there is no moon, no stars, no you...

I suddenly decided one thing, I am going to Tibet, you must be very envious of me, I know you like there, like snow mountains, because as long as you have nothing to do, you will hold a picture album and look at the snow mountains in the book. Then you must really want to go there if you pay attention to it, so let me fulfill this wish on your behalf.I will definitely take many, many photos. If possible, I would like to stand in front of the snow mountain and tell you.

In fact, the person I love is not Ning Ye.

It's you.

......

One day, it was reported in the news that an avalanche occurred in a certain snow mountain in Tibet, and several tourists were missing.

After a long time in the future.There is a person who, whenever the night sky is full of stars, always raises his head and stares for a long, long time.

As if seeing that sunny smile again, he stretched out his right hand to her.

"My name is Lin Ziqi, we will be at the same table from now on, please take care of me."