The boy next door is beautiful

After eating and drinking enough, Rong Yue collapsed on the sofa again.His legs were wide open, and the open neckline was covered with deep and shallow hickey marks.Shen Mian originally just paid some attention to look at him, but Rong Yue looked too distracted like a puppet doll.He couldn't help but straddle his waist, then lowered his head and kissed him.

Rong Yue recovered from being harassed by him, "Aren't you tired?"

"Not only tired, but also painful." Shen Mian held his face, and when he thought about how Rong Yue treated him last night, he was extremely ashamed and angry, "It seems that my understanding of you needs to be changed."

"Where?" Rong Yue couldn't help but laugh.

"I thought you were a cold personality, but you turned out to be a sex fanatic."

The little devil asked him with a smile, "Aren't you happy?"

Shen Mian threw herself on him, hugged him and didn't answer with words, but Rong Yue could know the answer in his heart.

Since the reasons for the two of them to leave home were short, at noon, they changed their clothes one after another and prepared to go back to their respective homes.Shen Mian looked at Rong Yue who was changing shoes by the door, and pulled his tied hair. "You came back to Cage City to live with me later, right?"

Rong Yue looked up at him, neither sad nor happy.

Shen Mian just grabbed his hair like this, and wouldn't let him go if he didn't answer.

"En." Rong Yue could only answer.

Shen Mian smiled. "I'm waiting for you."

On the way back, Rong Yue watched the passing scenery.When passing by a dry tree at a certain moment, he saw two chicks leaning on each other, singing about the tomorrow that may not come.This is a very common scene, but no one may notice it, just like, not many people in this world can perceive the occurrence and demise of feelings.

When the car arrived at the station, Rong Yue's feet were on the ground.

Happiness is the edge of a cliff full of flowers. When you walk towards it, you are full of joy, but when you arrive, you will face the threat of your life.

Insecurity is his incurable disease.

Rong Yue sent a message to Shen Mian at the beginning of March, telling him that she would arrive in Cage City today.Shen Mian quickly sent him a message, saying that she would come to pick him up.

After he said that, Rong Yue waited for him to pick her up.He pulled the suitcase, stood at the corner of the station, and put on his hat.Rong Yue chose a very good position, not only not too many people can notice him, but he can observe all the people coming and going.He watched people coming and going, occasionally in a daze, and then saw a figure break into his sight.

Shen Mian ran into the area with her mobile phone in hand.

Rong Yue saw that the phone in his hand rang, the caller was Shen Mian, he didn't answer on purpose.

Shen Mian ran around like a headless chicken, looking around.

Rong Yue just admired his panic, suddenly, Shen Mian twisted her body, and looked straight at the corner where he was standing.Rong Yue took off her hat and waved to him.

Shen Mian walked over quickly.

"You didn't answer my call on purpose." Shen Mian's voice was as indifferent as ever.

Rong Yue intends to pass by with a smile.

Shen Mian pinched his face helplessly. "Let's go."

One of them sat in the driver's seat and the other sat in the co-pilot's seat. Shen Mian habitually wore a seat belt for him. "How is your contact with Professor Xue and the director of the TV station?"

"What else, I will officially join the job next week." Rong Yue didn't care.

Shen Mian drove steadily, "I still don't know why you are suddenly interested in broadcasting. If you want to, there are many better careers for you to choose."

Rong Yue lay on the chair and turned her head to look at him.Normally, you and Rong Yue don't have much emotional fluctuations, only when facing Shen Mian, he has mixed feelings. "You said it."

"What?" There was a red light ahead, Shen Mian stepped on the brakes, waiting for the time to pass.

Rong Yue turned her head to the other side of the car window, sullen. "You used to say that my voice was nice, and asked me if I would consider becoming an announcer."

When Shen Mian heard it, her feet trembled, and the whole car shook as well.He was dumbfounded, staring blankly at Rong Yue, but unfortunately he could only see the back of his head.Rong Yue went home and cut his hair short. The hair stylist's skills were worrying. Some of his hair stood up, and there was no way to attribute it to smooth hair.

He didn't immediately draw his attention away from Rong Yue's body until the whistle sounded from behind urged him.

"Don't you remember?" Rong Yue's voice was as cold as falling into an ice cave.

Shen Mian was shaking and shaking, driving the car, she couldn't even keep walking in a straight line.

When Shen Mian dragged Rong Yue's suitcase into the apartment, Rong Yue sat on the sofa without moving, Shen Mian only looked at his back, and could feel his angry mood.

"I remember." Shen Mian had no choice but to speak, but when he said this, he obviously lacked confidence.

Rong Yue turned her head to look at him, and twitched the corners of her mouth stiffly.

Shen Mian didn't dare to make a sound, she took his suitcase to pack the closet.

The first day the two lived together after dating, the cold war.

The former Shen Mian felt ashamed, and never dared to dig deeper into her youth.Now he is thinking quietly, wanting to recall the past with Rong Yue.As soon as he fell into the past, he remembered that he helped Rongyue relieve his desire, he took Rongyue to watch the fireworks, and he gave Rongyue his first kiss.Everything is doomed, or just a logical ending.

Shen Mian recalled that he wanted to review himself at the beginning, but he searched his memory again, and the last thought was that he would miss the day with such a beautiful face, and he would also miss the day with such a beautiful face.

Heartbroken, Shen Mian slipped into the bathroom while Rong Yue was taking a shower.

Rong Yue was taken aback by him, and looked at him in panic under the shower.As soon as he was startled, his eyes would widen, and his pure black pupils would gather light. "what are you doing?"

Shen Mian stepped forward to hug him, holding his limp thing in her hand. "Will you fuck?" Shen Mian kissed his ear.

Rong Yue looked at him, thinking about what this man was talking about.

"Do you want me to teach you?" Shen Mian asked with a smile.

Part of the memories in Rong Yue's mind surged up, and he complained: "You sexually harassing neighbor brother."

"I didn't. I was aboveboard at that time. Who would be interested in a kid who hadn't met a few times, who had a difficult personality, and who was unpleasant at first glance." Shen Mian said while kneading him.

Rong Yue leaned against him, panting. "Anyway, I just don't like it."

"Your perception of yourself is as wrong as ever." Shen Mian held him in her arms and continued to moles him.

Rong Yue didn't struggle, just let him do whatever he wanted.

When Rong Yue fell limply on the bathroom floor, Shen Mian kissed him fascinatedly.

If the person in his arms is a monster, then how wonderful it would be if the world is full of monsters.

"Change and go out to eat." Shen Mian kissed him.

Rong Yue wiped a handful of water from her face, staring at a certain hungry pervert.

During dinner, Shen Mian reported to Rong Yue about his work. "I'm currently working in the Institute of Theoretical Physics in Cage City, and I occasionally go to the chemistry next door to help out."

"Then you really have a wide range of business." Rong Yue's tone didn't know whether it was sarcasm or praise.

"What about you?" Shen Mian said his recent situation not only to explain to Rong Yue, but also for Rong Yue to take the initiative to tell her personal information to herself.The thought that he might not know anything about the man in front of him made him so uncomfortable that he couldn't sleep well.

"I'm going to the TV station next Monday." Rong Yue looked at him suspiciously, "I know your memory is bad, but can you stop being so forgetful."

Shen Mian was so angry that she patted his head with her palm. "anything else?"

Rong Yue plays dumb.

Now it was Shen Mian's turn to get angry.

Because of the established relationship, Rong Yue was able to fall asleep beside Shen Mian, so Shen Mian moved his quilt into her room.

Shen Mian will get up early tomorrow, so she will go to bed early, Rong Yue doesn't care much, so she sleeps with him.When Shen Mian closed her eyes, she couldn't help saying a word. "Can you promise me that in case I disappoint you in the future, if I disappoint you, don't break up with me immediately, give me some time, give me another chance, I will definitely change .”

Rong Yue lifted his hair and kissed his forehead. "You worry too much, go to sleep."

Worry about gains and losses, this is love.

In particular, there is a female colleague in Shen Mian's laboratory who has studied Gouxue Wen for 100 million years. Because of chasing the text, she keeps saying a line from Eason Chan's lyrics every day.What you can't get is always in turmoil, and what you get is nothing to worry about.

Shen Mian was also agitated, he asked his female colleague coldly, "Has the data come out?"

The female colleague was shocked by him, "You are such a cold-blooded and heartless person!"

Shen Mian only felt that there was a hole in her head.

The female colleague occasionally smokes and sits on the chair with a heavy heart. "Professor Shen, are you married?"

Shen Mian replied, "I have a car, I have a house, but I am not married."

The female colleague shook the soot and said melancholy: "What do you think of me? My mother said that I can't find a partner anymore, and I don't need to go home."

"Comrade Li Xing, I am a person who has a partner, which is different from you." Shen Mian hit her.

Li Xing thought, that's fine, she continued to smoke.

"May I take the liberty to take a look at your partner's photo." Li Xing began to gossip, endlessly. "A person of your rank, probably at what level can you win?"

Shen Mian was as cold as ice, "No."

Comrade Li Xing lit a second cigarette.

On Monday, Rong Yue just reported to the TV station, and after filling out the information, the director let him go.Rong Yue saw that he still had free time, so he sent a message to Xi Mu, asking if we could meet today.

Xi Mu said: "I'm off today, but I can see you. I'll give you an address. Come here."

When Rong Yue ran over according to the navigation, she found that Xi Mu was listening to the band's performance again.As he listened, tears came streaming down his face.To be honest, Rong Yue always felt that this psychiatrist was mentally ill.

Xi Mu saw Rong Yue, got up and left with him.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, is your illness cured?" Xi Mu asked him while wiping tears.

Rong Yue looked at her palm and spoke slowly. "It seems not."

Simu said, "Let's talk."

Rong Yue first told him about her recent situation, and Xi Mu listened silently.

"The most terrifying thing about human beings is to develop habits and trust. Shen Mian trusts me, and he is used to me."

"But you're still uneasy."

"Ah, I'm still uneasy."

Xi Mu didn't think Rong Yue was so wary of her surroundings. "Have you met someone recently?" He guessed.

Rong Yue looked up at Xi Mu, pursed her lips and nodded.

"Reminiscences are often awakened under similar opportunities. Now that I remember it, the other party probably remembers it too." Xi Mu muttered, and then asked Rong Yue, "Who did you see? Who did you wake up?" What kind of memories does he bring to you?"

Rong Yue rubbed her face, "It's not a good memory."

Xi Mu listened carefully.

Rong Yue told him, "I met He Yun."

This is an ordinary name, if it is someone else may not be able to understand it, but Xi Mu immediately hooked up one of the people in Rongyue's relationship column. "she?"

Rong Yue continued to rub her cheeks, "She also appeared in Cage City during the Chinese New Year."

Xi Mu felt that she was really an annoying woman.

"And then I looked at her, and she looked at me, and I had a lot of nasty memories." And these memories were all connected to some bad emotions.

Unreliable feelings, unreliable lovers, unreliable world.

Xi Mu looked at her worriedly, "Did she tell you anything?"

Rong Yue shook her head, in fact, his encounter with He Yun was not as intense as Xi Mu thought. "It's as if nothing happened to her. She seems to be married and has a teenage stepson. She should accompany her husband to the ancestral hall to worship her family. I heard that she is the man's ex-wife."

Except for the first meeting, they never looked at each other again.

She used to love Rong Huai to death, and hated Rong Yue to the bone.

All these strong feelings were wiped out in the blink of an eye.

Only his mother smiled as beautifully as ever.

It is too easy to change, too easy to forget.And those of them who memorize everything are like fools.

He even sometimes wondered if one day his relationship with Shen Mian dissipated and the two of them met on the street again, would it be the same, a crossed look, and then they would leave in a calm manner.

What the god in the dream said is not wrong, he is just a person who does not believe in happiness, he is just a bird without a foothold.He questioned everything, he denied everything, drifted out of this world, and ran away among a group of equally bad rabbits.

It's just in his nature.

Rong Yue walked into a room, on the top of the clouds, her heart was blooming.

He's a rabbit with a colorful hammer who smashes all hearts into pieces and shoves them into a furnace to be burned.

The elf asked him, "Whose heart did you break?"

Rong Yue replied, "It's all my heart."