The boy next door is beautiful

I loved you silently and hopelessly,

I suffer both shame and jealousy,

I once loved you so sincerely, so tenderly,

May God bless you, another one will love you as much as I do.

-Pushkin "I Loved You Once"

The three stood facing each other, silent.

Su Qiuyu looked at their intertwined hands, the hands under the sleeves were also clenched, her nails sank into the flesh of her palms, and her vision became blurred.

"It's really strange that you will come back to Cage Town." She raised her head and looked at Shen Mian with a smile.

"It's nothing unusual, people I know are here, and my grandparents also live here." Shen Mian grabbed Rong Yue's hand, and stuffed it into her pocket.His attitude was indifferent, as if he was facing the most ordinary passerby.

Su Qiuyu opened her mouth and said, "I have something to tell you."

Shen Mian said "Yes", "Next time." After speaking, he walked past Su Qiuyu.

When he walked to her side, Su Qiuyu reached out and grabbed his arm. "Just once!" she said eagerly, "the last time! At 4 o'clock in the afternoon, I will wait for you at the cafe next to the school!"

Shen Mian frowned.

Su Qiuyu looked at him with unprecedented pleading eyes.

Shen Mian wanted to leave, but she was unwilling to let go.He had no choice but to nod his head and agree to her for the time being.

Su Qiuyu pursed her lips, not sure if he understood, but she could only hope that he understood. "It's a very important thing, so we'll see each other."

Shen Mian sighed, didn't take it seriously, and left with Rong Yue.

The moment they passed by, Rong Yue, who was motionless at the side, rolled her pupils, and her deep eyes aimed at Su Qiuyu.Seeing Su Qiuyu like this, he felt the chill of winter from his neck.

Even so, she still used her self-esteem to look at him stubbornly.

After walking away, Rong Yue suddenly grabbed Shen Mian's collar with the other hand, making him bow his head. "Mr. Shen, you are really in demand." With a smile on his lips and spring in his eyes, he did not see the haze just now.

Shen Mian sighed, "They're all rotten peach blossoms."

Rong Yue pointed to herself.

"Fortunately, you have a good peach blossom."

Only then did Rong Yue smile.

The two walked all the way, Rong Yue suddenly said, "You won't go to see her this afternoon, will you?"

Shen Mian sighed, "No, she is the last person I want to see."

"You have such deep feelings for her, it's really enviable." Rong Yue's tone was indifferent, and she didn't know whether she was telling the truth or joking.

When Shen Mian heard his words, she just wanted to laugh, "Do you also know what jealousy is?"

Rong Yue felt that there was no need to answer his question. "Why don't I know? I watch you talk to other people every day, and I'm so jealous that I'm going crazy."

Shen Mian hummed.

When he sees your unrestrained contact with other people, he is going to be jealous to death.

The two ended another conversation and walked in silence.

Passing by under a tree with all its dead leaves, Rong Yue suddenly poked his arm, and Shen Mian subconsciously turned her head to look at him.

Rong Yue: "So you won't see her in the afternoon?"

Shen Mian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I won't go."

Rong Yue got his confirmation again and again, but still couldn't feel at ease.When they arrived at the agreed time, he couldn't help wrapping himself up tightly and came to the coffee shop to take a peek.

Su Qiuyu sat alone, and she didn't play with her mobile phone on the table. She just drank juice and looked at the passing figures one after another outside the window.She intends to find the person she wants from among them, but she just waits to be disappointed again and again.

Shen Mian will never appear again.

The clock left the 4 o'clock position, bit by bit, and ushered in a brand new 5 o'clock.

Rong Yue stood up, ready to leave.

"Since you're here, why don't you come and sit with me, Rong Yue." Su Qiuyu suddenly said.

Rong Yue paused for opening the door, then looked back at her.

Su Qiuyu still stared at him with such stubborn eyes, she would not admit defeat.

Without fear, Rong Yue walked straight to the opposite of her, and then sat down.He pulled down the scarf, revealing his delicate face.

Even Su Qiuyu, who hated him, had to admit that this face was indeed a natural creation.I don't know what God was thinking when he made this face, whether he wanted a soothing artwork, or a weapon to destroy the world.Or, he gave this child both together.

Su Qiuyu took out the second mobile phone from her bag, opened the photo album, and threw it to Rong Yue. "I originally wanted Shen Mian to watch this."

Rong Yue glanced at the phone, it was a photo of him and Bai Fengyue.On the screen, he hugged Bai Fengyue tightly, his expression was concentrated, and he could vaguely see some affection.

Rong Yue sneered.

Seeing his reaction, Su Qiuyu took the phone back and opened another file.

Then Bai Fengyue and his voice came out.

"Why has nothing to do with me? Who has been helping you report Shen Mian's situation at any time in the past few years, who helped you contact his mentor, and who pushed you to make him come back from England?"

Su Qiuyu stared at Rong Yue's expression, and speeded up the progress bar.

"I like you very much."

"Slick tongue."

Rong Yue remained indifferent, this little trick was not enough to shake him.

Su Qiuyu shrugged, "I was still thinking about which piece of information to use to frame you. It seems that it is unnecessary now."

The smile on Rong Yue's face immediately subsided, and he looked at Su Qiuyu with a cold glint in his eyes, making no secret of his malice towards her. "Bai Fengyue and I have no ambiguity at all, even if you tell him, he won't believe it." Rong Yue said coldly.

"Haha." Su Qiuyu laughed, "A person like you always avoids the important and ignores the important. It seems that you don't care that he suspects you of having an affair with Bai Fengyue. Then, what you are afraid of is another message. "She looked Rong Yue left and right, "Don't you want Shen Mian to know what kind of twisted heart lies under your angelic face?"

Rong Yue is silent, is my heart twisted?No, not at all, it's just that none of you understand my love.

"Damn brat, who knows what else you did behind your back? Who knows if it's you who Shen Mian finds disgusting." If you have imagination, if you can expand your imagination, you can let your thoughts fly. , He can actually grasp a person's dynamics, he can actually track all your actions... Then, there must be more dirty thoughts behind him.Your thoughts may not be your thoughts. This person stretched out his sinful hands, using his perfect face, using his scheming, using his heart without guilt, to guide you forward, making you think that you The choice is your own idea, nothing to do with others.

Rong Yue snatched the phone from her hand, Su Qiuyu didn't expect him to make such a move, and was taken aback.Rong Yue picked up her mobile phone and threw it against the wall decisively.

The sound of "click" was the sound of the phone hitting the wall, and it was also the sound of the phone breaking.

Su Qiuyu was taken aback.

"Okay." Rong Yue remained calm, "Now you have nothing."

Su Qiuyu was taken aback for a moment, then burst out laughing. "Ahahaha, are you admitting what you did now, and then destroying the evidence?"

Rong Yue looked up at her, the black vortex was spinning.

Su Qiuyu casually flipped over the phone on the table.

Rong Yue's eyes can't help but follow the movements of her hands.

Turning the phone over, there was actually a call all the time, and the caller only had two words, Shen Mian.

Rong Yue's pupils continued to dilate.

He was thinking, God, please protect me, please, the other end of the phone must not be the person I thought, all this is Su Qiuyu's conspiracy to scare me.It must be so!

Su Qiuyu pressed the hands-free button.

"Rong Yue?" The familiar voice broke Rong Yue's hope.

Rong Yue grabbed the phone and threw it to the corner with unprecedented strength.

The phone is torn apart.

The service staff, who had already discovered that there was a change here, ran over immediately, "Miss, what's the matter?"

The waiter was worried that the lady was threatened by the man, but when he came over, he saw a young man who was so beautiful that he stood up, pushed him away and ran away.

Rong Yue escaped from the coffee shop, he wanted to run home, but his footsteps stopped in the middle.no!Can't go home now!Shen Mian knows him well, and will definitely guard him at the door of the house now.

Thinking of this, a bus appeared in front of him and slowly pulled into the station.

Rong Yue quickly stepped forward and ran onto the bus.He took the last seat after tossing the coin.

Cold wind poured in through the window.

For a moment he felt a biting cold.

He was on the bus, and suddenly his arms were crossed, blocking his face.

He remembered a long time ago, when his mother held his hand, He Yun scolded her like that. "monster!"

"I'm not a monster." He sobbed, "I just want to have you."

I just don't want to be like the little prince, abandoning his roses and going off to another planet by himself.When a person lives in this world, there should be something to tie his heart.To me, that is you, to my mother, that is my father.

But my father let go of the rope and my mother floated away.The distant stars have become untouchable stars.I don't want to be like her, and I don't want you to be like him.

The phone in his pocket rang, pulling Rong Yue out of his world.Seeing that the caller was Shen Mian, he immediately turned off the phone.Holding the phone with a black screen, he continued to lean on the chair and weep.

When he had cried enough, he leaned against the window to rest.

The scenery by the window changes, from a small town to a field.

In the winter evening, the sun has gone down.Rong Yue didn't know how long the car had been driving. He didn't get out of the car slowly until the driver came over and said that he had arrived at the terminal.

Fanxingpo is indeed a good place to watch the stars.

Rong Yue sat on the stool, the wind howling, could blow away the stars.He clutched his neck and shivered in the cold wind.

He didn't know what he wanted to do, and he didn't know what to do next.

Anyway, as long as he doesn't hear Shen Mian saying that he hates him or disgusts him, then he can treat everything as if it didn't happen.Such thoughts made him look like a timid ostrich, but what did it matter.

He sat blankly in the cold winter night, his eyes were rendered along with the darkness.

Just when he felt that he was going to die from the pain, there was a sound of footsteps coming from behind, and before he had time to turn around, a warm embrace wrapped him up.

"Found you, little ostrich."