The boy next door is beautiful

After the song was over, Rong Yue and Shen Mian were the only ones left in the living room, and Ms. Liu had already gone to arrange meals.Shen Mian sat in front of the piano, smiled and asked Rong Yue, "Why did you come to my house?"

Rong Yue suppressed the desire to take a step closer to him, and kept her footsteps still. "My father has something to do not go home tonight, and my aunt asked me to come over for dinner."

"It's good, Ms. Liu is sometimes boring at home alone, you can come and accompany her more." Shen Mian stood up and patted his head.

After filming, he walked away, and Rong Yue followed his footsteps as if obsessed.Shen Mian sat back on the sofa, and Rong Yue sat beside him.

Shen Mian poured him a glass of boiled water, and Rong Yue held the water glass, her eyes rippling with the water.

Because Rong Yue came, Ms. Liu cooked a lot of dishes. Hearing her footsteps, Rong Yue hurried to help serve the dishes.

Shen Mian was serving the rice, and when she saw that Rong Yue had finished serving the dishes, she asked him to serve the rice.

The three of them sat at the dinner table and ate together, getting along very happily.Seeing that the time was almost up, Rong Yue said that she was going back.

"Your father isn't coming back tonight?" Shen Mian looked at Rong Yue who was putting on shoes at the door.

"Yes."

"Then do you want to come and sleep tonight?"

As soon as Shen Mian finished saying this, Rong Yue looked up at him, her eyes seemed to be smiling but not smiling.

Shen Mian leaned against the wall and began to explain, "No, you slept here once before. Anyway, your father won't come back, and you are bored at home alone. Also, I don't have to go to school tomorrow .”

Rong Yue had already put on his shoes, he stood up and looked up at Shen Mian. "I have to go back to do my homework tonight."

Shen Mian pursed her lips, inexplicably feeling a little embarrassed, "Okay."

Looking at his expression, Rong Yue suddenly stood on tiptoe and touched his head.Shen Mian didn't dare to move, Rong Yue paused, then left him and showed him what was in her hand. "Your head is covered with petals from that potted flower just now."

The petals of purple, yellow and three colors are lying quietly on the palm of that person.Shen Mian stretched out her hand and took the petals. "What is the flower language of the pansy?"

"Restraint." Rong Yue answered him without hesitation.

"So that's the case." Shen Mianchang saw it.

Rong Yue smiled and pushed open the door.Shen Mian also put on her shoes and sent him to the door of the house.

Rong Yue waved at him, and then returned to the empty home.The lights were turned on, and the woman in the frame was smiling at him.

The more he likes something, the less he should touch it deeply.

A person is more fragile than a crazy hat, but he is an armed rabbit with powerful lethality, and can easily destroy Shenmian.

Rong Huai went home on Sunday morning, and routinely took Rong Yue to the hospital for reexamination.

Dr. Li did not come back, and the young man named Xi Mu was still sitting on the black chair.

With the last meeting, Rong Yue was not as flustered as last time, and sat down opposite him calmly, but she still didn't relax her nerves and was full of vigilance.

"You don't have to be so afraid of me." Xi Mu showed a harmless smile. "Do I still want to destroy you?"

Rong Yue was stubborn. "I don't."

Xi Mu smiled and opened the medical record. "Let's talk a little bit more today, shall we?"

"Okay." Actually Rong Yue didn't have anything he couldn't say.

Xi Mu asked him: "Did you have such a personality before?"

"almost."

"Is there anyone who can talk before?"

"Mother."

"As far as I know, your mother is a patient with paranoid mental disorder. Besides, she also has many neurological diseases."

Rong Yue paused for a moment, and then gave a faint "hmm".

"Your mother has a very high overlap rate with you from IQ to disease, so after she passed away, you have no one to talk to?"

"No."

Xi Mu choked on the answer.

"I can talk to Shen Mian quite well."

Xi Mu didn't miss Rong Yue's gentle face for a moment, and stopped taking notes with interest, propped his chin, and looked at him with a smile. "Who is Shen Mian?"

Rong Yue turned her head, not wanting to look at his face. "Shen Mian is Shen Mian, no one else."

Xi Mu blew a whistle.

Rong Yue couldn't help scolding him, "Rogue."

"Those who often call hooligans are hooligans."

Rong Yue felt that she no longer wanted to talk to him today.

"It's really worrying." Xi Mu suddenly leaned back in the chair, "People with paranoid schizophrenia will become more terrible than before when they have someone they like."

Rong Yue knew, "So when my mother faced my father, she couldn't calm down at all, but it doesn't matter to me." He said with affirmative tone: "I don't have any desire for Shen Mian, he is just a good friend."

Xi Mu would not treat him as an ordinary 13-year-old boy. "It's easy for people like you to not notice the changes in your feelings." He continued to ask: "Have you found a chance to seduce him? You are so beautiful and easy to make people feel protective. Seducing him should be It's a simple thing."

Rong Yue denied, "A 13-year-old body can seduce someone."

"Are you jealous of those who approach him? Do you want to drive away those who approach him?"

Rong Yue's eyes didn't blink, and he recalled the smile he showed to Su Qiuyu in his mind. "How can it be? What deterrent power can I have, the power is at most able to drive a sheep away."

Xi Mu finally asked, "Do you want to destroy him?"

Rong Yue raised her head and looked into Xi Mu's eyes with firm eyes, "I will definitely not hurt him."

On Xi Mu's finger, the ballpoint pen was spinning. "Okay, see you next time."

Rong Yue walked out of the medical room, but for some reason, Rong Huai was not outside.He had to sit in the front row of chairs and wait for him.He waited for a while, and at this time, the door of the medical room next door opened, and a person he was familiar with came out.

Zhou Yanxian stood at the gate, meeting his eyes.

It was the worst fate to meet in a mental hospital.

Zhou Yanxian closed the door of the room and sat beside Rong Yue. "What disease are you here for?" He asked very naturally, as if this is not a mental hospital, but an ordinary clinic.

"Paranoia." Rong Yue replied.

Zhou Yanxian nodded upon hearing that, then smiled brightly, and pointed his index finger at himself, "I'm depressed."

The conversation between the two did not go on, because Lin Zhiyuan, Zhou Yanxian's guardian, came over soon, and he took Zhou Yanxian away.Rong Huai also rushed back quickly, and brought Rong Yue home.

In the afternoon, Rong Yue was watching TV in the living room when he heard the familiar voice calling his name again.Rong Yue pursed her lips, put on her coat, informed Rong Huai, and ran out immediately.

Zhou Yanxian stood not far away, his earrings were shining brightly together with his white teeth. "Can I go for a walk with you?"

Rong Huai nodded, then ran towards him.

Zhou Yanxian walked with him under the bleak and strange sky, and the winter wind howled, like a knife gouging out human flesh and blood.

"At first, I thought it might be possible, but I didn't expect that it was really a patient." Zhou Yanxian laughed.

Rong Yue looked at his face strangely.

"Have you ever seen depression like me? Do you think that all depressions are just like you, depressed and unhappy." He smiled.

Rong Yue shook her head seriously, "Smiling depression."

"You know a lot." Zhou Yanxian praised.

Rong Yue didn't speak.

There is not a single ray of sunshine in the sky today, Zhou Yanxian's whole body is like falling into an ice cave, no matter what happens, he can't wrap his body tightly and get warmth.

"My biological parents died in a car accident because they accused each other of infidelity while driving and I was in the backseat."

"My ears are full of women's sharp voices and men's unrepentant bastard words, and then, there are harsh brakes and the sound of glass breaking. I lie in a pool of blood, my eyes are wide open, and I am still using scolding each other's parents' corpses."

"The police asked me why the car accident happened. I lied to everyone that because my father didn't get enough sleep, it caused a tragedy. I hid the farce by myself. I became an orphan. My father's friend, Uncle Lin Zhiyuan, adopted me and took me Bring back."

Rong Yue quietly allowed this man to stain herself with his filth.

"I still have a secret, do you want to hear it?" Zhou Yanxian took Rong Yue's hand, not allowing him to break free.

Rong Yue asked: "Why did you tell me?"

Zhou Yanxian smiled back, "There are several reasons, one is that I have been suppressed for a long time, the other is that you will never tell it, and the third is that I think you may be able to understand my secret."

Rong Yue is like a trash can, allowing Zhou Yanxian to dump all the emotional trash into it.

"What's your secret?" When Rong Yue said this, she felt that the wind was getting colder today.

Zhou Yanxian smiled lightly, then put his head next to Rong Yue's ear, and told him while breathing hot air, "I love my adoptive father, that rigid straight man, Lin Zhiyuan."

Rong Yue's footsteps stopped immediately.

Zhou Yanxian was grinning, holding Rong Yue's head in his hands, feeling incredibly intimate. "I love a man twenty years older than me who is still a man. I am the residue of darkness, he is a carefree little hamster in the sun, and it takes a lot of effort to suppress my destruction His desire. Rong Yue, what about you?"

The darkness emanated from his body, and it also tightly enveloped Rong Yue.

"You can't do that." Rong Yue said.

"Yeah, I can't do that." Tears welled up in the corners of Zhou Yanxian's eyes, "So I can only destroy myself, I really want to die."

This repression will sooner or later destroy the person.

Rong Yue didn't point it out, nor did she say the words in her heart.

I also have such a person, I want to strip him of his clothes, I want to chain him up at home, I want to give him the deepest darkness, I want to throw him in the desert, I want to leave him alone for the rest of his life I am so lonely, I have no hope in this life other than looking back to find the only me.