Judges wait for you to grow up

The light rain in spring continued to fall, and it bothered me to hear it. Chongtian sat at the door in a daze. Qiao Shan brought tea and walked to Chongtian's side: "It's cold here, and you're going to cough again later."

"How is the front line now, why is there no news at all?"

Qiao Shan pursed her lips, and said, "It's so busy over there, it may be too busy."

"It seems that the war is not very good." Okita stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiao Shan's sleeve: "If it is good, Mr. Hijikata will reply to my letter."

Seeing Okita's ugly face, Qiao Shan didn't want to lie to him, so he took Okita's hand into his own: "Your hands are getting colder, go back quickly, this rain is nothing to see."

Okita grabbed Qiao Shan's wrist and squeezed it hard: "Qiao Shan, don't change the subject, tell me, is the front line not doing well?"

Qiao Shan pursed his lips, didn't nod, didn't shake his head, just glanced at Chong Tian in a flat manner, and Chong Tian let go of Qiao Shan's hand. He knew Qiao Shan too well. He probably guessed right.

"I'm going to the front line." Okita got up in a trance, as if he was going to take a sword because of a demon, Qiao Shan looked at the red marks on his wrist, and just glanced at Okita, he stood at the door and grabbed the door frame, Silently refused Okita.

Okita's pale face was determined: "Qiao Shan, get out of the way, let me go and have a look." Okita rolled his eyes and asked in a low voice: "I'll just take a look, okay if you don't go to the battlefield?"

"Director Kondo and Deputy Director Hijikata are all well." Qiao Shan didn't move away, and didn't even take a step: "So, just wait for me obediently."

Chong Tian wanted to push Qiao Shan away, but because of the lack of previous strength, Qiao Shan's chest hurt a little from being pushed by Chong Tian, ​​and he coughed twice but still didn't let go.

"Qiao Shan, just take it as me begging you, can you get out of the way?"

Chong Tian's entreaties reached Qiao Shan's ears: "You are only causing trouble if you go now!" Qiao Shan shouted: "Look at yourself, you can't even stand still, do you know it!"

"Qiao Shan, I'm not a useless person."

"I know."

"So please get out of the way."

Seeing that the man still didn't move, with a cold expression, Okita drew out his sword and pointed at Qiao Shan, with madness in his eyes: "Get out of the way! Did you hear that?"

Qiao Shan saw the madness and sadness in Okita's eyes and the annoyance of his illness: "I understand your mood now, but I still can't let go."

Okita raised the sword, Qiao Shan closed his eyes.

After seeing the person in front of him slowly closing his eyes, his breathing heaving chest and that shallow and tolerant smile, Okita finally came to his senses, how could he point his sword at the lover in front of him, Okita Putting one hand on his temple, he shouted with all his strength: "Ah!!!!" It was as if he wanted to shout out all the grievances.

With this shout, Okita began to cough violently, stood up while coughing, and smashed all the ornaments in the house with all his strength.

His relatives and friends fought desperately on the battlefield, and he was the only one who was arranged to a safe place, just obediently waiting to be protected.

He is a useless piece of trash, just a useless piece of trash, just like what Qiao Shan said, he couldn't even stand upright, and he went there just to cause trouble.

But he was just unwilling, unwilling to lie on the bed, unable to do anything, he could only listen to the raindrops and count how many leaves were dropped to the ground by the raindrops today.

Qiao Shan didn't stop, until Okita lost his strength and knelt on the ground on one knee, Qiao Shan stepped forward and put his hand on Okita's hand holding the sword, and Okita let go of the hand holding the sword following Qiao Shan's strength.

After paying half the salary, I heard Okita's words: "I seem to be angry at you again." Okita lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly.

Qiao Shan didn't say a word, but touched Okita's forehead, the same action as before, without any anger, and said with a gentle smile: "When you sweat from this activity, the low-grade fever that has lasted for these days has faded away."

After Qiao Shan finished speaking, he went to the door and called Yaoyan to let him take the warm medicine. The whole thing was like a farce. Qiao Shan was not sad at all when he was pointed at by his lover with a sword just now, and he still smiled like that, contain him.

This made Okita feel more guilty, and obediently drank all the medicine that he usually had to be coaxed to drink.

Qiao Shan asked Chang Gubu to make candied fruit and brought up a small plate. Chang Gubu looked at the messy room without asking why: "Master, go to my room to rest for a while, and let me pack your things first." room."

Qiao Shan was still the same as before, and thanked Hasebe with a smile: "I trouble you every time."

Every time Hasebe comes to this time, he always shows a bright smile to express his good mood of being praised.

Qiao Shan stretched out his hand to hold Okita's hand, Okita was like a good baby who made a mistake, and was taken to another room obediently, Qiao Shan looked at Okita behind him, and suddenly smiled.

I always feel that if this person is a rabbit, then I guess the long ears must be drooping now, Qiao Shan stretched out his hand and patted Okita's head twice: "I didn't expect a person who usually looks gentle and gentle, when he broke out So serious."

Chong Tian drooped his head, still not very happy, Qiao Shan said with a smile: "This is a compliment." After hearing this, Chong Tian raised his head and glanced at Qiao Shan.

He wanted to grab Qiao Shan's hand and rub it, but he saw a bruise on his wrist. His nose was sore, and he gently touched the bruise on Qiao Shan's wrist: "Does it hurt?" After asking Only then did I feel that I was a bit stupid to ask: "It must be painful, it's all blue."

Qiao Shan withdrew his hand and said, "It's okay, I'll ask Yaoyan to rub it with medicated oil later and it will be fine."

Okita's almost pale and trembling lips showed his inner anxiety and suffering: "Qiao Shan, I don't know what to do."

Qiao Shan asked Okita: "After I gave you the medicine, did it not hurt much?"

Okita hummed, suddenly remembered something, and looked at Qiao Shan with hopeful eyes, Qiao Shan nodded: "You take a good rest, and I will give you the medicine to recover."

Since he had these words, Okita began to take medicine obediently, rested, and didn't think too much. He treated everyone and everything he met with a smile every day, and everything seemed to be getting better.

But Qiao Shan knew that this was all an illusion, he lied, he didn’t have that kind of medicine that could recover, Shizheng didn’t know what threats he used, even though Yaoyan had a pill that could cure tuberculosis in his hand, he refused To Qiao Shan.

Qiao Shan was afraid of what would happen after this illusion was torn apart, and he even felt a little panic. He began to treat Okita cautiously, just like treating a fragile glass doll.

Except for the request to go to the battlefield, Chong Tian agreed to everything. What Qiao Shan said the most these days was: "Okay, no problem, it's done."

"Then accompany me to a hot spring in Fukushima Prefecture. I heard that it is quite famous there. I haven't been in a hot spring for a long time."

Qiao Shan nodded and agreed, and asked Hasebe and Yaken to pack their bags and go to the hot spring appointed by Okita that day.

After Qiao Shan changed into the yukata and came out, Okita's eyes lit up: "I have long thought that you are suitable for wearing a yukata, you look so good in this."

Okita stretched out his hand, and took Qiao Shan's hand under the wide sleeve of the bathrobe: "Come with me to the shrine to worship God first."

Qiao Shan thought to himself, where is the god? If there is a god, he has prayed for Chongtian so many times, and he has never seen any god who is willing to help Chongtian overcome the current pain and make him better, but Qiao Shan still agrees. .

The streets of Osaka are not as prosperous as Tokyo, but they have a special charm. The unique Osaka accent here makes people feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy. The two walked to the front of the shrine, and Okita took out a copper coin and handed it to Qiao Shan, and took another He took out a copper coin, took a few steps, and stopped when he reached the position, clasped his hands together and began to make a wish.

"First, I wish the Shinsengumi all is well and the war goes smoothly; second, I wish Qiao Shan's health will get better soon, and don't be sick with me, a sick man; third, I wish Qiao Shan and I can grow old forever."

Then he threw the copper coin vigorously, and the copper coin began to fall not far from the cash box.

With a ding dong, the copper coin hit the ground and made a crisp sound, which was a bad omen.

Okita touched his head in embarrassment: "It seems that the wish will not come true."

Qiao Shan walked over and patted Okita on the head: "It won't work if you say the wish."

Okita chuckled and began to cough violently. Qiao Shan saw the blood on Okita's handkerchief: "Go back?"

"Return, but I want to leave something in the short book at the door." Okita continued: "At least leave some traces of my existence."

Okita's health is getting worse and worse, and even the pills given by Shizheng can't suppress it. There is a trace of despair in Okita's words, and Qiao Shan can't refuse.

The short booklet with water-colored patterns caught Okita's eyes at a glance. He picked up the writing brush next to him, but found that his wrist had no strength: "Qiao Shan, help me write?"

Qiao Shan took the brush and said, "Okay, what are you writing?"

"Just a bit of literature and art, let's learn from Mr. Hijikata..." Okita frowned and thought for a while: "Just... those flowers and water that separate the darkness."

Qiao Shan paused his hand and shook his wrist, but he still wrote those words, and then he turned around and hugged Okita so hard that he coughed again before letting go.

Water is worthy of the bridge of Naihe, and flowers are worthy of the flowers on the other side, which separates the dark flowers and water, and blocks the care left in this world.

Such unwillingness, the sense of despair of not being able to protect the Shinsengumi, the sense of powerlessness of not being able to be by Qiao Shan's side, Okita smiled and said, "Please sign for me." Okita's hand signed Okita's name on the back.

In addition to the five Shinsengumi Okita Souji.