Reborn In The '80s

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Just one word, like a basin of ice water, poured on Shen Jiayang's body head-on, directly making him froze all over, staring blankly at Cui Dingchen.

Cui Dingchen walked away.

Shen Jiayang stayed where he was until the sound of the car starting and he woke up suddenly. He ran out of the room, the yard, and onto the cement road. He saw Cui Dingchen's car disappearing mercilessly, as if his soul had been taken away from him. Slumped on the ground.

Shen's mother, who just came back from the door, was startled when she saw this scene, and hurried forward to pull Shen Jiayang up, but she couldn't pull it up no matter what, and asked anxiously: "Jiayang, Jiayang, what's the matter, what's the matter?"

Shen Jiayang's eyes were blank, and he murmured softly: "It's over, it's over..."

"What's the end?"

"It's all over, all over."

"What's the matter? Don't scare me."

Mother Shen was in a hurry.

However, Shen Jiayang couldn't say a word, and looked straight at the direction Cui Dingchen left. However, at this time, Cui Dingchen had already changed the direction of driving, driving directly towards Nanwan Village, and arrived at the head of Nanwan Village at lightning speed.

Originally, he was supposed to drive directly into Nanwan Village, but Cui Dingchen slammed on the brakes, his body suddenly paused, his hands were holding the steering wheel on the seat, his eyes were empty, his mind was full of Xu Zhao and Xu Fan.

Xu Zhao——

Xu Fan——

His Xu Zhao——

His Xu Fan——

However, what has he done in the past five years? He mistook Shen Jiayang for that person, and couldn't give love, so he kept giving money and material things.

But what about Xu Zhao and Xu Fan?

He remembered the first time he met Xu Zhao and Xu Fan. It was the summer two years ago. Xu Zhao was wearing gray and old clothes with patches on his jacket and trousers. His face was yellow and thin.

And Xu Fan...Xu Fan, his, his son, is thin and small, he probably doesn't have enough to eat every day, so he is greedy for everything he sees. He is only two years old, and he sells popsicles with Xu Zhao every day, Selling moon cakes... no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, it is so hard.

Thinking of this, his heart throbbed in pain, almost convulsed with pain, five years, what has he been doing for these five years?

What are you doing? !

Has his brain and heart been eaten by dogs? !

He really didn't dare to face Xu Zhao and Xu Fan. He was the one who harmed Xu Zhao and caused Xu Fan to suffer. He really didn't know how to speak to Xu Zhao and sat quietly in the car.

1 minutes passed,

2 minutes passed,

……

10 minutes passed,

……

An hour passed.

The sun is slowly approaching the horizon, the sky is getting darker, and a sense of loneliness arises spontaneously. Cui Dingchen is still looking at the village of Nanwan Village. At this moment, a group of children who are trotting suddenly appear in his sight. Looking for Xu Fan.

In almost a second, he saw Xu Fan among a group of children. Wearing the small down jacket he bought, Xu Fan happily ran with the older children, and ran to the village to play eagles and chickens. , so I was at the end of the line, ran the happiest, and happily shouted "Come on, come on, come and catch me", the little milk cavity is very nice.

Cui Dingchen couldn't help leaning on the car window, staring straight at Xu Fan, his eyes were complicated to clear, followed by tenderness and guilt, at this moment, Xu Fan was suddenly caught by something, "Paji" He fell to the ground with a bang.

Cui Dingchen pushed the door of the car in an instant, and only took one foot. Xu Fan got up by himself, rubbed his clothes with his little hands, and continued to run happily, but the parents had already called the children to go home for dinner.

So the older children and the younger children ran towards their house noisily, only Xu Fan said, "Let's play again, play again", but no one paid attention to him, so he had no choice but to run towards the house.

Seeing Xu Fan who was about to leave, Cui Dingchen couldn't help shouting: "Xu Fan!"

Xu Fan turned his head when he heard the words, and looked at Cui Dingchen with watery eyes.

Cui Dingchen's heart skipped a beat, and an inexplicable feeling flashed across his heart.

"Second Master Cui!" Xu Fan shouted.

Cui Dingchen responded, "Hey!"

"Why are you here again?"

"me--"

Cui Dingchen concluded his speech for the first time, looking at Xu Fan, a voice in his heart shouted, "This is my son, my son, my biological son, and I will have a son in this life", his eyes fixed on Xu Fan.

In the past, he believed that he would have no offspring, and he didn't like children, so when he saw Xu Fan, he avoided him as much as he could. Later, when he approached Xu Fan because of Xu Zhao, it was also a new perspective to understand Xu Fan, but now, he knows Xu Fan Whenever his son is born, the frozen blood feeling suddenly revived, looking at Xu Fan has a different kind of kindness.

Moreover, there is excitement, and fear, and those who are afraid can't even speak well.

But Xu Fan didn't know anything. Seeing the car not far behind Cui Dingchen, he immediately opened his watery eyes and asked, "Second Master Cui, did you come here in a big car?"

Cui Dingchen quickly said: "Yes, yes."

"Big cars, big cars are so fast, so fast! You can go to the county town with just a 'huh', and you can sell vegetables when you get to the county town. If you make money from selling vegetables, you can buy meat and eat it!"

Cui Dingchen responded gently: "Yes, do you want to come and take a bus?"

Xu Fan directly refused: "No."

"Why?" Cui Dingchen asked puzzled.

Xu Fan replied seriously: "Because it's getting dark. Grandma said that there will be monsters when it gets dark. There are big monsters and small monsters. The big monsters and the little monsters will catch babies. , my dad, my dad can't find me, I, I, I will cry, I want to go home for dinner."

Hearing that Xu Fan was leaving, Cui Dingchen immediately felt sad and asked, "Are you going home for dinner?"

"En." Xu Fan nodded emphatically.

"Can you take me?" Cui Dingchen asked flatteringly.

Regarding the matter of eating...Xu Fan hesitated for a while, what should I do, and after a while he sat down with difficulty to make a decision: "Then, then you eat less, or else it won't be enough for me."

Cui Dingchen nodded: "I'll eat less, okay?"

"it is good."

"You are awesome!" Cui Dingchen imitated Xu Zhao's appearance, squatted down to communicate with Xu Fan, and suddenly remembered Xu Fan's fall just now, he could hear the sound of "slap", it must be very painful, he endured it I kept asking, "You fell down just now, didn't you?"

Xu Fan was playing so happily that he seemed to have forgotten about it. He raised his little hand to take a look, and found that the palm was a little red. He said childishly, "I fell down."

"Does it hurt?" Cui Dingchen asked.

"It hurts." Xu Fan said unconsciously.

Cui Dingchen felt sad when he heard it. He looked at Xu Fan's small fleshy hand. The entire small palm was not even a finger of his. It was so small, so cute and so fragile. It just got up quickly after a fall. He didn't know what was wrong with him, his distressed eyes were sore, and his vision was a little blurred. He lowered his head and quickly wiped his eyes, when he heard someone calling Xu Fan.

"Xu Fan!"

Cui Dingchen just raised his head and saw Xu Fan running towards the village quickly, towards Xu Zhao's side.

It's Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao smiled and said, "Little guy."

Xu Fan giggled and hugged Xu Zhao's thigh, and said with a raised face, "Daddy, hug me, hug me."

Xu Zhao bent down to pick up Xu Fan, and asked, "It's so late, Qiangqiang and the others have all gone home, why aren't they home?"

Xu Fan immediately said: "I'm talking to Cui Erye!"

Hearing Cui Dingchen wipe away his tears again, he looked at Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao came over very curiously and asked, "Uncle, why are you here?"

Cui Dingchen coughed lightly: "I, I'm fine this afternoon, just came to see if you are busy."

Xu Zhao smiled immediately and said, "It's okay, have you had dinner yet?"

Cui Dingchen replied: "Not yet."

"Then eat with us."

Cui Dingchen did not refuse.

Xu Zhao walked with Xu Fan and Cui Dingchen in his arms. Because the sky was getting dark, Xu Zhao didn't see Cui Dingchen's red eyes, nor did he see Cui Dingchen's guilty and distressed expression. He just felt that Cui Dingchen was staring at him. Thinking that Cui Dingchen disliked Xu Fan's noise, he coaxed Xu Fan to say less.

Xu Fan nestled into Xu Zhao's arms obediently, his mouth stopped, but his short legs dangled happily, and accidentally kicked Cui Dingchen.

"Uncle, I'm sorry." Xu Zhao said quickly.

Cui Dingchen quickly said: "It's okay, it's okay."

"Xu Fan didn't do it on purpose."

"It's all right."

"Let me wipe it for you."

"It's ok."

Xu Zhao repeatedly explained for Xu Fan that Cui Dingchen felt guilty for his love for Xu Fan. Cui Dingchen couldn't help feeling guilty, distressed, helpless, warm, lucky and other emotions in his heart, so he quickly found an excuse to go to the bathroom, Leaning against the back wall of Xu Zhao's house, looking down at the dark ground, my heart felt damp.

wrong,

missed,

You can't make the same mistake again, no matter what happens now, he has been absent for five years, so use the next life to fill the vacancy of these five years, he put out the cigarette butt on the wall, as if making up his mind Determined, he strode towards Xu Zhao's house. As soon as he entered the gate of Xu Zhao's house, he saw Xu Fan playing with a toy train under the headlights at the gate. The toy train couldn't make any sound, it was all due to Xu Fan's small mouth dubbing.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

The small breast cavity is very nice!

Cui Dingchen stepped forward, squatted beside Xu Fan, and immediately went to the kitchen door to call Xu Zhao, asking, "Do you have any extra toothbrushes at home?"

"Yes, what's the matter?" Xu Zhao asked.

"Xu Fan said I stink." Cui Dingchen said embarrassedly, he just smoked two cigarettes quickly just now.

Xu Zhao also smelled the smoke on Cui Dingchen's body and asked, "Are you smoking?"

"Yes." Cui Dingchen nodded, and then quickly added: "I promise, I will never smoke again."

Xu Zhao didn't say anything, and went to the West Wing to get a new toothbrush for Cui Dingchen.

After Cui Dingchen brushed his teeth, he saw that Xu Zhao and Xu's mother were busy, so he didn't go forward to clean, but went to find Xu Fan who was playing again, and then squatted in front of Xu Fan. Xu Fan suddenly picked up the little train and ran towards the kitchen .

Cui Dingchen asked suspiciously: "Xu Fan, where are you going?"

Xu Fan said in a childish voice while running, "You stink, I, I, I won't play with you."