Reborn In The '80s

Cui Dingchen was handsome and serious as usual, but the moment he met Xu Zhao's eyes, his eyes were as gentle as water, and then he strode towards Xu Zhao, walked up to Xu Zhao, and asked softly, "Have you eaten yet?"

Obviously Xu Zhao has always liked such a gentle Cui Dingchen, but at this moment he wanted to avoid it, and replied with lowered eyes: "No, my parents are doing it."

Cui Dingchen then asked: "Well, what about Xu Fan? Has he recovered from his illness?"

Xu Zhao replied, "Okay."

"Where is he?"

"Play with Dazhuang over there."

Xu Zhao stretched out his hand and pointed behind him.

Cui Dingchen looked in the direction Xu Zhao pointed, and saw Xu Fan. Xu Fan seemed to be asking Da Zhuang for food, and his mouth kept talking, but Da Zhuang was still not willing to give it to Xu Fan.

Cui Dingchen walked up to Xu Fan with a smile, squatted next to Xu Fan, and checked Xu Fan deliberately, and found that Xu Fan was really thin this time, and children really can't bear to be sick. Now Xu Fan's small face is still a little yellowish. It just looks like the sickness has not been completely driven away.

However, seeing that Xu Fan is in good spirits and can speak as usual, Cui Dingchen knew that Xu Fan would definitely regain weight in a few days, so he stretched out his hand to touch Xu Fan's chubby face, then turned to look at Xu Zhao, and found that Xu Zhao was distracted by the side. , and shouted in doubt: "Xu Zhao."

Xu Zhao quickly returned to his senses.

Cui Dingchen stepped forward and asked, "What do you think?"

Xu Zhao was startled, and looked at Cui Dingchen.

Cui Dingchen noticed something was wrong with Xu Zhao in a few days, and he always thought it was because of Xu Fan, and now he seemed to have other problems, otherwise he would not have come here purposely in such a busy situation, so he directly said Ask: "Need to talk to me?"

Cui Dingchen is always so understanding of people's hearts. Xu Zhao also admitted that he wanted to talk to Cui Dingchen a long time ago, but he didn't have the chance recently. Since Cui Dingchen spoke first, he also wanted to take this opportunity to understand the matter, so he nodded: "Okay."

Cui Dingchen asked: "Where are you going?"

Xu Zhao replied, "Let's go to No. [-] vegetable greenhouse." It's too far to go to other greenhouses, and it's easy to be seen and disturbed by others in the village.

Cui Dingchen nodded: "Let's go."

"I'll talk to my mother first." Xu Zhao turned and walked to the kitchen, told Xu's father and Xu's mother, went to the No. [-] vegetable greenhouse by himself, let the elders have a look at Xu Fan, and don't let Xu Fan eat sour plum powder and Tang monk meat And so on, in case the disease just happens to get sick again.

Then Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen came to No. [-] vegetable shed from the back door of the yard. The vegetables in No. [-] vegetable shed had been sold out, but the vegetable seedlings were still there, and the colors of green, green, yellow and yellow criss-crossed, which was not bad.

Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen walked towards the inside of the vegetable shed, walked to an open space, took a look at the situation of the shed, and then turned to look at each other.

After a while, Cui Dingchen asked softly: "What happened these two days?"

Xu Zhao didn't try to be brave and say it's okay, but lowered his eyes and pondered.

Cui Dingchen asked directly: "It should not be just because of Xu Fan."

Xu Zhao bowed his head and replied, "En."

Cui Dingchen thought for a moment and asked, "Is there another reason for me?"

Xu Zhao looked at Cui Dingchen: "Yes."

"Is there something wrong with me?" Cui Dingchen looked at Xu Zhao frankly, which made Xu Zhao feel a little guilty. He felt that he was making a fuss out of a molehill. How could he believe Zhou Qianqian's one-sided words. In fact, he believed Cui Dingchen more, but he didn't ask clearly. There will be a lump in his heart, because he doesn't want to be someone's substitute, especially Shen Jiayang.

So, after a while, Xu Zhao focused his gaze on Cui Dingchen and asked, "Uncle, you like me, don't you?"

Cui Dingchen replied: "Of course."

Xu Zhao asked again: "What do you like about me?"

"I like everything." Cui Dingchen said honestly.

"What attracted you in the first place?"

Cui Dingchen fell into deep thought.

Xu Zhao asked, "Is it because I'm gentle?"

Cui Dingchen looked at Xu Zhao and replied, "Well, there is this factor."

"Because I'm gentle?"

"A little."

"Because I'm pretty?"

"A little bit."

Xu Zhao paused, and said, "But, uncle, these characteristics can be found in other people, don't they? It's also easy to be replaced by others, or replace others, right?"

Cui Dingchen frowned slightly when he heard this, and said, "No, but you are you."

"Am I really me?" Xu Zhao asked.

Cui Dingchen frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"

With the buffer in front, Xu Zhao finally said what he wanted to say: "Uncle, don't you think Shen Jiayang and I are similar in many aspects?"

Shen Jiayang!

Cui Dingchen's eyes froze.

Xu Zhao's heart skipped a beat. Sure enough, Cui Dingchen had Shen Jiayang in his heart. Suddenly, Xu Zhao felt a little sore in his heart. He said in a low voice, "Uncle, have you ever had a past with Shen Jiayang?"

It took Cui Dingchen a while to answer: "Yes."

Xu Zhao couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he always felt that it was hard to even breathe, so he asked, "Do you like Shen Jiayang very much?"

"I don't like it." Cui Dingchen replied.

Xu Zhao was taken aback by such a direct answer, and looked straight at Cui Dingchen.

Cui Dingchen said: "I don't like him, I tried to like him, but I didn't like him."

What do you mean by that?Xu Zhao was full of doubts.

Cui Dingchen said, "It's my fault."

Xu Zhao asked back, "Why are you not good?"

Cui Dingchen looked down at the soft soil under his feet, and said, "I haven't told you about the matter between me and Shen Jiayang, it's actually an unbearable past."

Unbearable past?

Xu Zhao was surprised, what unbearable past did Cui Dingchen have?How unbearable is it?

Cui Dingchen looked sideways at Xu Zhao and asked, "Do you want to listen?"

Xu Zhao didn't forget his manners at this time, and asked, "Do you want to talk?"

Cui Dingchen smiled.

Xu Zhao watched quietly.

After a while, Cui Dingchen said, "I slept with Shen Jiayang."

Xu Zhao was startled.

Cui Dingchen also said: "Five years ago, when I opened the factory, it went very smoothly. I was a little drifting, and I felt that I had a unique ability that no one would look down on. Five years ago, I brought a brother to lead me. With a suitcase of money, go to a hotel to discuss business, discuss business at a wine table, and inevitably drink."

Xu Zhao couldn't help but ask, "Sex after drinking?"

Cui Dingchen glanced at Xu Zhao: "Yes."

"What's the mess?" Xu Zhao asked.

Cui Dingchen paused: "It was my brother. He was afraid that I would wake up soon after drinking, so he deliberately helped me into a boy's room... and then took the money and ran away, but I also found him later, and let him receive the punishment he deserved." I got the boy's information from him, and found Shen Jiayang after many twists and turns."

Xu Zhao didn't speak.

Cui Dingchen continued: "Shen Jiayang was still a student at that time, and I... I always wanted to make up for him, so I often picked him up from school, took him to dinner, and tried to cultivate relationships, but there was no progress. won't love anyone anymore."

Cui Dingchen moved his gaze to Xu Zhao's eyes, and said: "Until I met you, after I met you, it was the first time I knew the feeling of heartbeat, the first time I wanted to be 100% good to someone... I don't mind if you have had other men , I don't mind if you have a child, or even like that child because of you, this is beyond my control.

"After confirming that I can bring up Xu Fan's future with you, I explained the relationship with Shen Jiayang again, made up for him in another way, and then explained my feelings to you. This is the whole matter between me and Shen Jiayang, except That time five years ago, nothing happened again.

"If you have to say that you like it, there is no one else but you."

Xu Zhao was a little surprised and a little guilty after hearing this.

But in Cui Dingchen's eyes, it seemed that he "doesn't accept it". Cui Dingchen felt a prickly pain in his heart. After a while, he asked, "Do you mind what I did to Shen Jiayang?"

Xu Zhao looked at Cui Dingchen in a daze.

Cui Dingchen also looked at Xu Zhao: "Do you mind?"

What right does he have to mind?Compared to Cui Dingchen's disorderly sex after drinking, isn't he more excessive?He even gave birth to a child, so Xu Zhao didn't speak.

Cui Dingchen lowered his head slightly sadly.

Xu Zhao slowly reached out and grabbed Cui Dingchen's two fingers.

Cui Dingchen was taken aback for a moment, then slowly raised his eyes to look at Xu Zhao.

Xu Zhao said softly, "Uncle, I'm sorry."

Cui Dingchen's heart trembled, and he asked, "I'm sorry for what?"

Xu Zhao said guiltily, "It's so easy to believe other people's words, instead of choosing to believe you immediately."

Cui Dingchen looked at Xu Zhao and asked, "So, are you depressed these days because of me?"

Xu Zhao nodded: "Yes."

Cui Dingchen asked again: "So, you like me very much?"

Xu Zhao nodded again.

At this time, Cui Dingchen smiled.

Xu Zhao asked suspiciously, "What are you laughing at?"

Cui Dingchen didn't speak, smiled and reached out to hold Xu Zhao into his arms, and whispered in Xu Zhao's ear, "I laugh because I'm happy, happy that you finally have mood swings because of me, even if it's because of 'don't believe', I I'm also very happy, at least I have a place in your heart."

Hearing this, Xu Zhao's heart was warm, but his eyes were sore. He felt that his distrust of Cui Dingchen was hurting his feelings, so he said, "Uncle, I'm sorry, I shouldn't—"

Cui Dingchen snapped back: "Well, I accept it. If you trust me more next time, you should do it this time first. Tell me directly, don't hide it."

Xu Zhao rested his head on Cui Dingchen's chest, listening to Cui Dingchen's deep voice, smelling the fragrance of Cui Dingchen's body, his heart fluctuated for several days, finally calmed down, and said softly: "Well, never again. gone."

"So nice."

Cui Dingchen stretched out his hand and gently stroked the back of Xu Zhao's head. His fingers touched Xu Zhao's neck. He felt the warmth of Xu Zhao's body and the smoothness of his skin. Suddenly there was a small voice at the door.

"Dad! It's time to eat!"

The voices were very close. Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen who were close were stunned at the same time, and then slowly turned their heads to look at the door of the vegetable shed. What they saw was Xu Fan with wide eyes and mother Xu who was dumbfounded.

what's the situation?

Xu Zhao and Cui Dingchen hadn't had time to flick away when Xu Fan yelled, "Second Master Cui! Why are you hugging my father?"