Master, he has to report his thoughts every day [Rebirth]

"Mom, I don't dare anymore, stop beating!" The boy's immature voice was crying, a little hoarse, and the soft begging tone made people feel soft after hearing it, but it's a pity that the heart of the begged was as hard as iron. The woman repeatedly whipped the young boy with the narrow wooden stick in her hand, leaving red marks on his body. The expression on her face was very calm, which did not match the movements of her hands at all. She did not speak or get excited. Only slightly shortness of breath when doing movements, the whole process is orderly and extremely calm, like reading a book, or just in a daze.

With a bang, the narrow wooden strip broke, and the woman's movements stopped suddenly. She turned her head to look at the murder weapon in her hand, her chest rose and fell slightly and panted. The boy looked up at her cautiously, with a small face. The face was covered with tears. The woman saw the boy's appearance. Most of that face inherited her own appearance, but the face shape and nose were exactly the same as that man's. Seeing this, the anger in her heart grew fiercer. The woman put down the wooden stick and followed Picking up a fruit knife from the coffee table, I scratched it on the boy's face, and the boy yelled "Mom!"

Zhou Li suddenly sat up from the bed, covered his face with his hands, and startled Guan Yang who was reading in the lower berth. Guan Yang stood up and stretched his neck to look at him curiously, "You're having a nightmare again. ?”

Zhou Li didn't say a word, and it took a few seconds for him to put down his hands. He sat on the upper bunk and shook his head. The fear in that moment in the dream made his mind agitated for a long time and could not be calmed down. After so many years, that scene often appeared in his dreams Here, when he thought he had completely got rid of the past, it would pop up from time to time, allowing him to experience the despair and frustration from his childhood.

"Hey, Zhou Li, are you alright?" Seeing that he hung his head for a long time without speaking, Guan Yang asked worriedly.

Zhou Li wiped his face with his hand, then shook his head, "It's okay, I'm sorry, I scared you."

Guan Yang shook his head and said indifferently, "It's okay, I can't help but be scared. Now that the school is on holiday, I am here alone to review and prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination. I don't even have anyone to accompany me to eat. It's great that you can come back for a few days .” He raised his hand and glanced at his watch, “It’s time for lunch too, let’s go together?”

Zhou Li nodded. As soon as he climbed down from the upper bunk, the housekeeper called out, "Zhou Li calls 401!"

Zhou Li glanced at Guan Yang, Guan Yang spread his hands and said, "Well, I guess you can't eat with me, go, busy man."

Zhou Li ran to the dormitory manager's office in a few steps, picked up the phone and listened for a while, then gave a soft "hmm" and said, "Okay, I understand, I'm sorry to trouble you, I'll be right there."

Zhou Li went back to the dormitory to tidy up quickly, told Guan Yang, took the bag and went out. He never drove when he was in school, so he had to take a taxi when he went out. Now that the school is on holiday, there are not many students left, and taxis are also available. It wasn't long before he walked down this street. He walked two streets before he got a taxi. After getting in the taxi, he said his destination: "Go to Anding Hospital."

After the driver heard the name, he glanced at Zhou Li in the back seat curiously through the rearview mirror. Although Zhou Li turned his head and looked out the window, he still felt his gaze keenly, but there was no disturbance in his heart. It is a somewhat mysterious and obscure existence, and ordinary people generally have nothing to do with it, but Zhou Li is very familiar with it, so familiar that he never wants to enter the gate there.

The car walked for more than 40 minutes before stopping. Zhou Li paid the fare and quickly entered the hospital gate with his bag. He went straight to the third floor, and a doctor in a white coat saw him from a distance. Him, walked towards him.

Zhou Li quickly walked a few steps to him and asked, "Doctor Liu, how is he doing now?"

Dr. Liu frowned and replied, "The situation is not good. There was a lot of trouble just now, and everything in the ward was smashed. Several nurses forced to hold it together, and just fell asleep after taking Valium."

Zhou Li nodded and said, "I'm sorry, please ask someone to take an inventory. If something is broken, I will compensate you according to the price."

Dr. Liu shook his head and said, "It's different now than when you were there. Except for the bed and the table, everything in the ward is covered with soft rubber, and it won't break even if you drop it. You don't need to pay for it, but his situation is more troublesome." , He was in good condition when he was admitted to the hospital, and he was sober and calm. Now he is taking medicine every day, but his condition is getting worse. Today, he made a lot of trouble. He said he must see you, so he called you as a last resort."

Zhou Li lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he looked at Dr. Liu and asked, "Can I see him now?"

Dr. Liu nodded, "Yes, but you have to be careful when he wakes up. If you find something wrong, you must get out immediately."

Zhou Li nodded in agreement, and went to the ward with Dr. Liu. When Dr. Liu opened the door with the key, Zhou Li looked in through the small window at the door of the ward. Xiao Ran lay quietly on the bed, covered by a thin sheet His figure looks thinner, his cheeks are sunken, his cheekbones are particularly prominent, his eyes are closed, his face is delicate, his breath is long, and he looks very well-behaved. It is hard to imagine that he can trouble the doctors and nurses of Anding Hospital I can't stand it.

After Dr. Liu opened the door, he asked Zhou Li a few words before leaving. After Zhou Li entered, he locked the door and pulled a chair from the side to sit beside the hospital bed.

He stared at Xiao Ran quietly for a long time, the sky gradually darkened, and the natural light in the room was no longer sufficient. At this moment, Xiao Ran's thin eyelids moved, and Zhou Li sat up straight, looking down at he.

Xiao Ran slowly opened his eyes. The moment he opened his eyes, he had already looked at Zhou Li beside the bed, as if he had expected that he would be here.

"Why do you want to do this?" Zhou Li's voice was cold, and when he was not smiling, his demeanor was a bit gloomy, which was completely different from usual.

Xiao Ran curled his lips and smiled, "You haven't seen me for three days."

"In just three days, you smashed the ward." Zhou Li's tone was condemned.

Xiao Ran turned his head to look at him, his gaze surrounded Zhou Li's body, if there was any substance, it permeated Zhou Li's surroundings like a kind of sticky liquid.

"I remember." Xiao Ran said.

Zhou Li stretched out his hand to lift the sheet on his body, only to find that he was tied with a restraint belt, and the whole person could only lie on the bed upright, only his head could move freely. bondage belt.

After gaining freedom, Xiao Ran reached out and rubbed the place where he was bound, got up from the bed, found the slippers under the bed, put them on, stood upright beside Zhou Li, and let out a long breath.

"I want to be discharged from the hospital." Xiao Ran said.

Zhou Li shook his head, "No, you can't be discharged from the hospital until your disease progresses."

Xiao Ran looked down at him, "Please, I'm leaving the hospital."

Zhou Li was still unmoved, Xiao Ran fell to his knees with a thump, "As long as you let me out, you can do whatever you want me to do."

"You agreed to be admitted to the hospital at the beginning." Zhou Li said coldly, "Now being discharged from the hospital is to give up halfway."

Xiao Ran looked sad, "I don't want to make you angry."

Zhou Li stood up, "You don't want to be treated yourself. It doesn't matter if I get angry or not. I'm leaving first. You should think about it yourself."

"Don't!" Xiao Ran yelled, crawled in front of Xiao Ran on knees, and hugged his leg tightly, "Don't leave, please!"

Zhou Li stopped in his tracks, looked down at him, his gaze was as calm as a Buddha's, Xiao Ran raised his head and looked back at his gaze, after a while, tears flowed down the corners of Xiao Ran's eyes, he lowered his head and hugged Zhou Li's calf, crying bitterly , someone was looking in from the door of the ward, Xiao Ran shook his head in that direction, and that person left again.

Xiao Ran cried for a while, then suddenly kissed Zhou Li's calf desperately through his pants, Zhou Li frowned and took a few steps back, Xiao Ran crawled to follow, simply bent down deeply, kissed on Zhou Li's shoes, even tried to Stick out the tip of her tongue to lick Zhou Li's shoe.

Zhou Li changed his expression and kicked Xiao Ran on the shoulder.

Xiao Ran was kicked and staggered back, and looked up at Zhou Li with a pale face while covering his shoulders.

"Are you really that cheap?" Zhou Li didn't lose his temper, and his tone was extraordinarily calm.

Xiao Ran's tears flowed fiercely, but he still curled up his mouth and smiled, which looked a little weird, "You can do whatever you want with me, as long as you come to see me every day."

Zhou Li paced back and forth in the ward in silence, Xiao Ran knew he was thinking and did not interrupt him.

After more than ten seconds, Zhou Li stopped in his tracks, "You used to be in Mishui Town, and we could only meet each other during the winter and summer vacations."

Xiao Ran nodded, "That's why I tried my best to get into the school in Beijing."

Zhou Li was silent for a while, and then said, "If there is no special matter, I will come here every night."

Xiao Ran didn't cry or laugh anymore, he looked deeply at Zhou Li, after a long while, he suddenly got up and walked in front of Zhou Li, took off his clothes while walking, and asked, "Hold me."

After these words, the two stared at each other in silence. The distance was very close, and every slight change in each other's expressions could be seen clearly.

Zhou Li stretched out his hand and slapped Xiao Ran's face. Xiao Ran's head was turned away, and a faint red slap mark soon appeared on his pale face.

Xiao Ran covered his face, looked sideways at the man who beat him, Zhou Li bent down, picked up his clothes and threw them on his naked body, and said, "I'll go first, I'll see you tomorrow." Turning around, he left the ward .

Xiao Ran picked up the clothes on his body, sniffed the parts touched by Zhou Li's fingers intoxicatedly, and kissed them again, then he put them on and lay back on the bed. It was already dark in the room, he didn't turn on the lights, just Staring at the ceiling in the dark, stretching his hands down, panting, his lips moved slightly, and repeated in a low voice, "Zhou Li, Zhou Li..."