Master, he has to report his thoughts every day [Rebirth]

Although they hardly slept at night in their thirties, Zhou Xi and Shu Wangbei woke up early the next morning.

The air in the woods in the early morning is cold, and the surroundings are extremely quiet. Occasionally, the sound of sparrows flapping their wings can be heard.

Shu Wangbei helped Zhou Xi to the tombstone of his parents. Food and drink were arranged. The ashes from the burning paper money floated in the air, and when they touched his face, there was a burning sensation. The expression on Shu Wangbei's face was dazed. , seems to have fallen into deep thought.

Zhou Xi reached out and groped in the pocket of his clothes for a while, then took out a small box and handed it to him, Shu Wangbei suddenly recovered and reached out to take it, opened it curiously, the moment the box lid was opened, Shu Wangbei Eyes wide open, tears streaming down his cheeks, what he held in his hand was a photo of his parents, probably for the purpose of getting a marriage certificate, the two of them were head to head, with a happy smile on their young faces .

"Why do you have this?" Shu Wangbei asked with a sob.

"I asked grandma, and she said that your uncle's house still has some relics of your father. I went to Shuhe's house a few years ago and brought them back." Zhou Xi wiped away his tears with his thumb, and said in a low voice , "You look a lot like your mother."

Shu Wangbei was so moved that he couldn't control his emotions, and the tears flowed more and more fiercely.

Zhou Xi wiped away her tears several times, and sighed helplessly, "I'll be 21 years old after today, why are you still crying like a child?"

It's okay not to say, but the more he talked about it, the more Shu Wangbei choked up, sobbing, and seeing a snot bubble popping out of his nostril, it popped open.

Zhou Xi smiled, and covered his nose with a tissue, "Come on, blow hard."

Shu Wangbei was a little embarrassed, and reached out to grab the tissue and wanted to do it by himself, but Zhou Xi didn't let go, so he blushed and blew it. Zhou Xi wiped his nose for him without disdain, leaned over and kissed him on the tip of his nose For a moment, "Stop crying, I will feel bad."

When the two were walking back, Shu Wangbei suddenly remembered something, "Your mother also left today. Is the cemetery local? Shall we go there to worship?"

Zhou Xi shook his head, his expression looked normal, but Shu Wangbei could feel the sadness in his heart.

"There's no need to go, she hated seeing me the most when she was alive, so leave her a safe life when she leaves," Zhou Xi said.

Shu Wangbei was stunned for a moment, and wanted to ask again, but seeing Zhou Xi's expression, he kept silent, he didn't want to make Zhou Xi more sad.

......

The dinner was cooked by Zhou Xi. Shu Wangbei wanted to help but was rejected. He and his grandma were sitting in the living room watching TV, but he was always thinking about the kitchen. He sneaked over and leaned on the door glass to watch. The action of putting dishes into the pot is fairly proficient, but it is not convenient to use a cane, and the speed is a bit slower.

Shu Wangbei felt relieved a little, and went back to the living room to watch TV in peace.

Zhou Li arrived before the meal and brought Shu Wangbei a birthday cake. I don't know where he bought it for the Chinese New Year.He glanced at the dining table, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I haven't eaten my brother's cooking for many years." There was another sentence he didn't say, "I don't want to eat it again in the future."

Shu Wangbei couldn't wait to pick up the food with chopsticks and put it in his mouth. Zhou Li asked, "Is it delicious?"

Shu Wangbei nodded and gave a thumbs up, with an expression as if he had eaten some delicacies, "It's not so delicious."

Zhou Xi next to him had no expression on his face, he sat upright and didn't argue with each other. Zhou Li knew his brother too thoroughly, which was obviously a kind of reserved complacency.

After dinner, Shu Wangbei received a gift. Grandma made him a pair of cloth shoes. The soles were soft and comfortable to wear. Zhou Li gave him a pot of lily of the valley, which hasn’t bloomed yet this season and will have to grow until next summer. will open.

What Zhou Xi sent was a pen, a hero brand. Shu Wangbei took it around and looked at it carefully, and found that there was a word engraved on the pen. December 1985th."

On the night of the first day of junior high school, there were still a lot of cannonballs, and I couldn’t sleep well because of the crackling, so I just set up a table to play mahjong. Shu Wangbei cut some fruits and prepared snacks. Zhou Li made tea, and the family of four sat around Sit at the table and start playing.

Shu Wangbei originally thought that Zhou Xi should not be very good at it, but he didn't expect that Teacher Zhou won the most, and Zhou Li's face was green.Luck is on the one hand, the main reason is that Zhou Xi's card skills are so good that Zhou Li can't eat anything when he sits at his house, and he was held back several times and couldn't open the door.

After playing cards, Zhou Li checked that it was almost time, took his leave and left, not forgetting to pack a box of meals when he left.

He drove across the street to the other side of the town, walked to a door and knocked on the door. There was a faint light in the dark yard soon, and someone opened the door for him.

"Are you here?" Xiao Ran stretched out his head to take a look, then turned sideways to let him in.

The two entered the living room, Zhou Li looked around and frowned slightly, "It's such a mess, why didn't you clean it up?"

The things in the house were scattered all over the place, Xiao Ran casually pushed the clothes on the chair to the ground, "I don't have the mind to tidy up, you sit down."

Zhou Li frowned and sat down, and handed him the lunch box in his hand, "Haven't you eaten yet?"

Xiao Ran nodded, took the lunch box in silence, and opened it to eat.

"It's completely cold, let's eat it after warming it up." Zhou Li said.

Xiao Ran seemed reluctant to go to the kitchen, and ate it with chopsticks when it was hot soon, he was a bit gobbled it up like that.

"Have you not eaten all day?" Zhou Li asked.

Xiao Ran didn't care about talking, just nodded.

Zhou Li poured him a glass of water and put it at hand, Xiao Ran gulped down the water after eating, and wiped the corner of his mouth with his sleeve casually, "It's really unpalatable."

Zhou Li smiled, "My brother made it, and some people say it's delicious."

Xiao Ran looked clear and did not answer.

"You came back a week later than the date you promised me before," Xiao Ran said lightly, "If you don't come back again, I'll go find you."

"I went out to play for a while, and it was too late when I came back." Zhou Li explained casually.

"Every day I live is suffering. Do you know how I got here this week?" Xiao Ran's eyes were dull, his face was expressionless when he spoke, and his tone was not intense at all, but Zhou Li frowned when he heard it. He stood up and walked around Xiao Ran, keeping his eyes on him.

"Take off your shirt." Zhou Li ordered.

Xiao Ran stood up dumbly, and obediently took off his shirt, revealing his bare upper body. There were bloodstains on his arms, some of which were caked, and some were still oozing blood, obviously fresh injuries.

"You still don't want to go to the doctor? I said, if you are willing to go, I can help you in any way. You don't need to worry about it." Zhou Li said.

Xiao Ran shook his head, "I won't go."

Zhou Li was silent for a while, his dark eyes glanced at him, he nodded, "Okay, I understand."

"Go to the bedroom." Zhou Li's tone turned cold in an instant.

Xiao Ran obediently went to the bedroom, Zhou Li watched him knelt on the edge of the bed in the bedroom, followed in silence, and closed the door.

After a while, the bedroom door opened again. Zhou Li went to the bathroom to wash his hands carefully, checked his clothes back and forth in front of the mirror, and came out of the bathroom after making sure that there was no blood.

In the bedroom, Xiao Ran lay naked on the bed motionless, with fresh bloodstains on his back.

"Take a break for 10 minutes, then get up and take out all the garbage in the house. Next time I come over, I will see that the room is clean and tidy, and I have to eat on time, so I can't miss a meal." Zhou Li said coldly, "During my absence, you have been too indulgent."

Xiao Ran turned his head to one side, eyes slightly closed, opened his eyes to look at Zhou Li when he heard the words, moved his lips slightly, and said softly, "I will do everything, as long as you come, I will do whatever you want."

Zhou Li looked at him silently for a while, then turned around and opened the door to leave.

......

After the first day of the lunar new year is the fifteenth day. On the day of the Lantern Festival, Shu Wangbei made the Lantern Festival by himself. In his previous life, when he traveled all over the world, he learned from the southerners who rented a house together. He mixed glutinous rice flour and rice flour in proportion, black and white. Sesame seeds are also ground into powder, mixed with sugar and sautéed until fragrant. They are wrapped like steamed buns and rolled into round balls. After being cooked in a pot, they are glutinous, fragrant and sweet.

After the family eats the Lantern Festival and fires the cannons, the year is over.

After watching TV in the evening, grandma called Shu Wangbei over. She stretched out her wrinkled hands to touch his face, and said with a smile, "This kid has gained weight recently."

Shu Wangbei looked down at himself, and squeezed his waist. It was really more fleshy than before.

"It's better to be fatter. A man needs to be richer to look good." Grandma saw that he was concerned, so she persuaded him.

What Shu Wangbei thought in his heart was that he didn't know whether Mr. Zhou liked fatter ones. Logically speaking, it should feel better if he is fatter. If he turns off the lights, he can't see anything, so it doesn't matter if he's fatter.

Shu Wangbei was thinking wildly, when grandma took out a cloth bag from under the pillow and stuffed it into his palm, "Here's this for you, grandma saved these secretly, there's not much money, you keep it for use."

Shu Wangbei regained his composure, and hurriedly pushed the cloth bag back, "Grandma, I don't need it, I have money, you can keep it for yourself."

Grandma pinched his cheek and said, "Silly boy, this is your personal money. Your money is all given by Mr. Zhou. How can you have any money yourself? I know you have a good relationship, and I also saw Zhou's money. How kind the teacher is to you, and grandma is very happy for you, but no one can decide what will happen in the future, you have to have the money to cross the river yourself, in case there is any accident in the future, at least you can deal with it urgently."

Shu Wangbei still refused, but grandma grabbed the cloth bag and stuffed it into his pocket, "Don't think grandma's words are harsh, because you are grandson of grandma, grandma can tell you what's on your mind."

Shu Wangbei understands grandma's selfishness and doesn't blame her. Only they know how deep his relationship with Zhou Xi is.

But he and Zhou Xi are both men, and their marriage is not favored by others. They will not have children in the future, and it will be even more difficult to maintain the marriage. Although he has confidence in himself and Zhou Xi, he also understands grandma's worries. I had no choice but to accept the money. Anyway, he took care of everything for grandma's food, drink and clothing, and there was no need to spend money.

Shu Wangbei packed up the money, and grandma's expression relaxed, looking very satisfied.She grabbed Shu Wangbei's hand and slowly rubbed it, "Son, grandma has something that I've always wanted to tell you, but I haven't the nerve to say it many times."

"If you have anything to say, just say it." Shu Wangbei grabbed the back of grandma's hand, "I am your grandson, the closest person, there is nothing you can't say."

Grandma sighed, with a sad expression, "Son, I'm sorry for your parents, and I'm even more sorry for you."

Shu Wangbei's lips moved to speak, but grandma stopped her with her hand.

"Don't say anything, listen to me," grandma continued, "Your uncle didn't have enough money to build a house, so he discussed with me and wanted to borrow money from your mother. I was also confused at the time, so I opened the house for him. Afterwards, your mother was not willing to borrow it, and I persuaded her. Later, seeing that the house was built, I urged your uncle to pay back the money, but he refused to pay back. At this time, I realized that I was helping the evil, grandma regretted it I was green, and later I found out that you had no money to go to high school, and grandma felt sore, and then after your mother had an accident... I don’t know if I will have the face to see your grandpa in the future. If the underground knows how stupid I am, they don’t know whether they will see me again.”

"Grandma is wrong. For so many years, grandma has relied on your uncle's family to live. She is worried that your uncle will not support me and will not help you with anything. My poor grandson, grandma is so sorry for you."

The old lady was crying with tears all over her face, and Shu Wangbei took a tissue to help her wipe it carefully, "Grandma, don't cry, I don't blame you, I know your difficulties, let alone relying on your secret relief from time to time, I may not survive now."

The old lady shook her head, "You don't have to excuse grandma, grandma knows that she is wrong, you are a kind child, you are willing to treat me regardless of the past, you paid me so much money in the hospital last time, and you bought me new clothes this time Buying delicious food again, grandma was really happy and guilty. Good boy, you are so good, God will take care of you, and you will be happy in the future."

Shu Wangbei nodded, "Don't worry, I'm sure I've made my life very good, better than anyone else."

......

Early the next morning, after Shu Wangbei finished breakfast, he found that his grandmother, who always got up early, hadn't woken up yet. He knocked on the door of the study room, but no one answered. He opened the door and went in. Grandma was lying on the bed with the quilt covering her chest. , looking pale.

Shu Wangbei's heart skipped a beat, and he ran over and stretched his trembling fingers under her nose, he couldn't feel breathing anymore.