Master, he has to report his thoughts every day [Rebirth]

When Zhou Xi was preparing for class, Shu Wangbei was practicing calligraphy beside him. When Zhou Xi was finishing his books and preparing to go to the nursing home, Shu Wangbei hurriedly packed his things, put the dictionary on his back, and got into the car before he was paying attention. .

When Zhou Xi got into the car, he saw that Shu Wangbei was already sitting in the car watching him having fun. He didn't say anything, but patted him on the top of the head, and acquiesced that he followed him.

This is the second time for Shu Wangbei to enter the nursing home in the town, and his mood is completely different this time.

He deliberately brought a bagful of apples from home, and after seeing the doctors and nurses in the nursing home, he distributed the apples one by one.Fruits are a good thing at this time. Ordinary families are only willing to buy them once during the Chinese New Year. Sure enough, everyone is very happy, and the atmosphere is immediately relaxed.

Today happened to be when Zhou Xi was having a routine physical examination, and Shu Wangbei was reciting the dictionary beside him. When the results came out, he would go to the doctor to follow along.

The doctor didn't shy away from him, and even explained some professional vocabulary to him. The results of all the tests were normal, so Shu Wangbei felt a little at ease.

It was also at this time that Shu Wangbei found out that Zhou Xi not only injured his leg, but the pneumothorax in his lungs almost killed him. At that time, he even issued a critical illness notice to his family members.

Hearing this, Shu Wangbei clenched his fists tightly. Obviously Zhou Xi was fine now, but he still felt terrified.

It was also at this time that Shu Wangbei realized that his mentality had changed subtly in just a few days since the wedding.

To live a new life, Shu Wangbei has no lofty ambitions, he just wants to live his own life well, and Zhou Xi is actually included in this simple wish, which is simple to say but difficult to operate. Subconsciously think that if Zhou Xi is doing well, then he is fine, and if Zhou Xi is having a bad life, then he is not good either.

The doctor also showed him the X-ray of Zhou Xi's leg, "Here are the nails and steel plates that were put in before, and here is the same. It seems that the condition is not bad, and the bones are recovering well. Now the main thing is to do rehabilitation."

Shu Wangbei's eyes lit up immediately, "Doctor, do you mean he can still stand up?"

The doctor smiled, "Not only can I stand up, but the current rehabilitation effect is very good. If I persist in this way, as long as I don't exercise too much in the future, ordinary running and jumping will be fine."

Shu Wangbei was immediately happy, and then he thought of another question. He was not very interested in whether Zhou Xi could bear children. Anyway, Shu Wangbei couldn't give birth regardless of whether he could, but Shu Wangbei couldn't give birth to Zhou Xi. Wang Bei was very interested, but it was not mentioned in the medical records.He turned his head and looked at Zhou Xi who was resting on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his blushing blushed and his neck was thick.

However, when Zhou Xi began to do rehabilitation, he couldn’t laugh. He thought that after so many surgeries, the most difficult stage had passed, but he didn’t expect that the rehabilitation process would be a long and indefinite hardship. and torture.

He watched big drops of sweat fall from Zhou Xi's forehead, and his shirt was soaked in a short while.The muscles in his arms and shoulders seemed to be overloaded soon, and the veins on his forehead were bulging. Shu Wangbei couldn't take it anymore after looking at it for a while.

He ran out of the nursing home and stood at the door looking at the sky, his eye circles were a little red, at this time he really wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he always suspected that he died of smoking too much in his last life, and he will definitely not touch cigarettes in this life, Besides, Zhou Xi's health is not good, he can't let Zhou Xi's second-hand smoke affect his body.

Shu Wangbei wiped his eye circles, and after wiping, he felt that he was too unmanly, so he peeked around to see that there was no one around, he relaxed a little, and went back to watch Zhou Xi wrestle with his two legs.

Zhou Li came over at noon, and came back from the cafeteria. When he saw Shu Wangbei, he quickly put down the food and ran away, laughing while running.

Shu Wangbei accompanied Zhou Xi to eat in the ward, the space here is small, the table is not big, and the two eat very close together.After taking a few mouthfuls, Shu Wangbei sneaked a few glances at Mr. Zhou. Everyone said that the beauty was delicious, and it was true.

Shu Wangbei took care of Zhou Xi after finishing his meal, and brought him a water glass to rinse his mouth.

"I won't be here tomorrow. I will cook at home. I will ask Zhou Li to drive back to pick it up. The food here is not good, and the dishes are not rich enough. You are not in good health, so you need to take some good care."

Zhou Xi put down his glass and looked at him, "You don't have to do anything for me..."

Just as Shu Wangbei was about to speak, Zhou Xi continued, "I just hope that you can live happily every day."

If someone else said this, Shu Wangbei would feel too sour and empty, but Zhou Xi said it was not the case at all.

Zhou Xi's eyes could be said to be fixed on him, and Shu Wangbei noticed that abnormal focus again, so focused that he could feel the strong desire in Zhou Xi's heart when he said this sentence.

Shu Wangbei responded to Zhou Xi's gaze in a daze, "Why are you being so nice to me?"

Zhou Xi was silent for a while before replying, "You marry me at a young age, I can't let you suffer."

Shu Wangbei stared blankly at him for a while, then slowly stretched out his arms to wrap around Zhou Xi's waist, buried his face on his belly, and just as he settled his posture, he felt Zhou Xi gently pulling his arms .

"I don't care, you only stipulated that you can kiss once a week, and you didn't say that hugging is not allowed." Shu Wangbei's hands became stronger, no matter how much he pulled him, he refused to move.

Zhou Xi's body stiffened for a while, but finally he relaxed slowly, letting him hold her down.

Shu Wangbei secretly curled up his mouth and smiled, this man is really duplicity, he looks so cold and sharp on the surface, but in fact his heart is a mess of softness.

His heart couldn't help but go limp, he squatted down, looked up at Zhou Xi, bit his lip, "I have something to tell you."

Shu Wangbei hesitated and said, "I think others should have told you about my family, but they may not be clear about some things. We are a family now, so I want to tell you myself."

Seeing Zhou Xi nodded, Shu Wangbei continued, "My father's name is Shu Liang. He went out to serve as a soldier when he was young. After retiring, he took the class of an old village doctor. Later, he married my mother and had a baby. I lived a very poor life, but everyone was not rich, and they all lived poorly and happily. Then there was an accident in the firecracker factory, and he was called to the town hospital to help. My husband chopped more than thirty knives, and he never came back..."

Two lines of tears flowed down the cheeks from Shu Wangbei's eyes, "Later, the town hospital sent a pennant to my family with 1 yuan in cash, and people from the village branch also came, saying that it was an honor for my dad to save lives, but there is no such thing as an honor." What's the use, it was bought with one life, my mother and I cried all day and all night holding this pennant."

"The 1 yuan was my dad's life-changing money. No matter how hard it was, we never used it. Later, my uncle's house was going to build a new house. My mother couldn't get in the way and borrowed all the money. After that, my uncle's house So I cut off contact with us. Before I was going to go to high school in the county, my mother went to ask for it a few times, but was kicked out by the uncle. The uncle said that in the future, the grandma will be supported by him, and the money will be regarded as alimony. .”

"There is no source of income at home. My mother is not in good health and cannot do heavy work. My family cannot afford my high school tuition and travel expenses plus living expenses. She blames herself very much. I still remember the day before my high school started. I cried all night. I wanted to go out to find a job, but she refused, and insisted that I study at home and prepare to take the senior high school entrance examination a year later. I couldn't screw her, so I had to listen to her review at home. Life is suddenly richer, and you can still eat meat during the festival.”

Speaking of this, Shu Wangbei choked up, "At that time, I also wondered where the money came from. My mother only said that I found an easy and profitable job in the town, but I didn't think much about it. Until one day, my family came A woman, that woman is from the town, and she scolds when she comes here, and she scolds very badly... At that time, I only knew how the family's money came from. A woman can't do any heavy work, and there is no What a skill, and there is a young man at home who counts on her to eat and go to school, what can she do to earn so much money."

"She was very careful at the time. Those men were all from the town and had nothing to do with the village, but they still couldn't cover the fire with paper. The woman came to the house again later and brought several women with her, ranging from 30 to 60 years old. There are people in their [-]s, I was not at home at the time, and when I heard the news and rushed back, I found my mother was hanging from the door frame of my house with bruises all over her body, and she was already out of breath."

Shu Wangbei's head was so low that it was almost buried in his knees, and tears fell to the ground, "When the funeral was being done for her, the uncle's family came and said that she had been disgraced by the family, and smashed her photo and memorial tablet. She was not allowed to enter, so I had to find a random place for her to bury in the back mountain. My mother never took a lot of photos, and only one photo was gone. I later set up a memorial tablet for her, and my uncle knew He made another fuss and smashed the memorial tablet again. I couldn’t bear him to make a fuss, so I gave up later, and just secretly burned some paper money for her every year on Ching Ming’s death day.”

"A few years ago, I hated my dad very much. If he didn't go to the town hospital that day, nothing would happen. Our family of three lived together, but now, I'm the only one left... .”

"I didn't intend to tell you these things. I was afraid that you would laugh at me, and everyone in the village would laugh at my family..." Shu Wangbei didn't cry, but shed tears silently, which made people feel even more sad .

Zhou Xi sighed, pulled him into his arms, and gently wrapped his arms around his shoulders, "It's my fault, Wang Bei, I knew it too late."