I want to sleep with you

"Well, I'm curious." Xu Xuan didn't give Bai Minghan a chance to reply, and continued, "But if you don't tell me, I won't ask. If you tell me, I'm willing to listen to both joy and pain."

The snow outside had stopped a long time ago, but the sky didn't mean to get warmer, instead it was getting colder.

Facing Bai Minghan's silence, Xu Xuan added: "Do you want to tell me the story of that person today? Tell me, anyway, I also want to know about my rival in love." Xu Xuan probably never thought about it before. He has so many friends, but Bai Minghan has no one to confide in.

Bai Minghan bit his tongue secretly, and pretended to be asleep quietly, so why should he say more, after thinking about it, Bai Minghan moved slightly under the quilt and replied: "It's nothing, I'm liked It was just given up."

"Oh." Xu Xuan leaned close to Bai Minghan's ear, pressed against the back of Bai Minghan's neck, breathing and blowing his hair.

Bai Minghan didn't move either, he just said hesitantly: "Speaking of which, you don't..."

"No?" Xu Xuan seemed to be amused by Bai Minghan's bewilderment, and he could feel the tension in Bai Minghan's body after he said these words.

On a quiet and cold night, the two of them stayed so warm under the covers, Xu Xuan slowed down his tone, and said softly: "I want to, but do you know? What I want to give you is not passion, but companionship for no reason So." Xu Xuan smiled softly, "If you turn around and kiss me now, I will throw you down without hesitation, but if you want to pretend to be asleep, just sleep."

Bai Minghan remained silent. It seemed that he hadn't felt this kind of peace of mind for a long, long time.

"However, I haven't finished talking today." Xu Xuan whispered in Bai Minghan's ear: "If you don't want to stay, I will let you go, Hanhan."

"What! No, don't call me that." Bai Minghan instantly felt flushed, no one would call himself that, and Bai Minghan seemed to want to turn around when he spoke, but because of Xu Xuan's words just now, he just tried to use his hands Push Xu Xuan away.

Unexpectedly, Xu Xuan grabbed Bai Minghan's hand and said in a low voice, "Why can he call you Minghan, but I can't call you like that?"

The warm air filled the ears, and Bai Minghan couldn't answer at all.

"Well, I'm sleeping, Hanhan." Xu Xuan smiled lightly, pushed his hand back to Bai Minghan's waist, and just hugged Bai Minghan lightly, his head slightly away from the position behind Bai Minghan's ear.

Unexpectedly, Xu Xuan really fell asleep peacefully. Bai Minghan felt a little nervous about the sound of falling asleep breathing behind him. How could he ever understand that the two snuggled up to each other were more than one peacefully.

Bai Minghan wanted to turn around a little bit, but he was worried about waking Xu Xuan up, so he somehow fell asleep amidst this hesitation and confusion.

Some people used to say that depending on whether two people are compatible, a good night's sleep is enough. Not everyone can sleep well until dawn when they are together.

Bai Minghan didn't know how much Xu Xuan was worried about losing himself, just like Xu Xuan didn't know that he fell in love with someone accidentally.

On a rainy night, that was the first time Bai Minghan met Wu Ninghai.

People really don't get stronger with age.Being beaten and bullied at such an age, Bai Minghan just laughed at himself in the corner, he might as well just die like this, the blood that flowed down will gradually not hurt after being washed away.

When Wu Ninghai appeared, Bai Minghan's first impression was that this was just a company employee who was just as curious and indifferent as everyone else. They were overwhelmed by life and didn't want to go home or work, so they had to come out to drink for entertainment when they were bored. .

But when Wu Ninghai said, "I will pay the medical expenses for you." It seemed that nothing could impress a poor boy more than this. This kind of people who have just entered the society will always simply divide people into Good guys and bad guys, and the idea that both exist, and besides, no one really wants to die.

"Where is your home?" Wu Ninghai looked at Bai Minghan who had just finished dressing beside him at the door of the emergency room.

Bai Minghan's eyes were evasive: "The cafe nearby, but it may have been closed." After speaking, he looked at Wu Ninghai nervously: "Ah, you don't mind me, I'll just sit overnight. Thank you very much." Bai Minghan bent slightly, and avoided his eyes again.

"Then you and I will go." Wu Ninghai quickly got up and looked at Bai Minghan.

Bai Minghan hadn't reacted yet: "Huh?"

"Let's go to the hotel. I'm not going to go home anyway. If someone can chat with me, I won't be bored." Wu Ninghai's urging eyes made Bai Minghan feel a little involuntary, but Bai Minghan knew that he couldn't go with others casually.

Wu Ninghai looked at Bai Minghan's eyes and said, "Don't worry about money, I'm not a bad person, just a normal person oppressed by work." Seeing Bai Minghan's tangled and hesitant expression, Wu Ninghai was unhappy Said: "Forget it, I'm leaving."

"Wait, I'll go." Bai Minghan's eyes were firm, as if he was about to do something important, Wu Ninghai smiled instantly, but immediately became serious, and walked to his car in the rainy night first.

Bai Minghan didn't expect Wu Ninghai to open a five-star hotel. It was a place that he couldn't even imagine. The two 1.5-meter beds were more than one grade lower than the hotel specifications that Bai Minghan had imagined. .

"Drinking?" Wu Ninghai took out a few cans of dark beer from the plastic bag just outside the hotel.

Sitting by the bed, Bai Minghan shook his head vigilantly like a stray cat that strayed into the house: "I don't know how to drink."

Wu Ninghai smiled and shook his head and said, "This degree is very low." He took off his coat and put on slippers and walked into the bathroom: "I'll take a shower first."

With the sound of water in the bathroom, Bai Minghan glanced sideways at the bathroom door and made sure it was closed. Then he quietly got up and looked around the room. Outside the window was the beautiful night view of the city. He had never seen such a breathtaking view. The beautiful scenery that people don't want to look away from, the soft bed, and the fragrant quilt are all out of reach for the small rooms where the cafe provides staff accommodation.

"Go." The bathroom door was opened, and the mist came out. Bai Minghan leaned against the window and turned his head vigilantly, and slapped his hand on the window sill.

Whether it is the orphanage where I grew up or the place where I worked, I have never taken a bath so comfortably in my life. I don’t have to look at the stains on the walls, I don’t feel cold or I sweat after taking a shower in summer, I don’t have to worry about the time, no Frightened by the fluctuating water pressure and temperature, Bai Minghan suddenly envied the man in front of him.

After turning off the light and exiting the bathroom, Bai Minghan felt like he was wearing a loose bathrobe, which seemed like a dream.

"Here." Wu Ninghai handed over a bottle of unopened dark beer. Bai Minghan took it after a pause. He had never drank such an expensive drink, and the aroma of burnt malt was so addictive.

Maybe it's because of drinking too much, or maybe it's because the sex that has never been released is provoked by the person in front of him who softly calls his name and caresses his cheek, or maybe the scene is too addictive.

Bai Minghan thought about leaving and running away, but he was powerless.

"You don't have to worry about anything." "I won't force you." "But it's very comfortable, isn't it?" Words like these echoed in Bai Minghan's ears, slowly making people fall.After a long time, Wu Ninghai told Bai Minghan that he actually didn't plan to do that that night. He just saved Bai Minghan and wanted to find someone to talk to, and didn't consider going to a deep friendship, but after taking a shower, Bai Ming Han was too tempting, and things developed accidentally.

When Bai Minghan woke up, Wu Ninghai was no longer there. Apart from his body aches and dizziness, there was also a hotel buffet breakfast coupon and 2000 yuan by the bedside. No phone, no address, no job.

What came to Bai Minghan's heart was anger, unwillingness and humiliation, but the salary of nearly a month was really tempting. Besides, if it wasn't for Wu Ninghai, Bai Minghan might really have died by the side of the road.

It was about a week later, and a friend who worked with him called Bai Minghan: "Hey, a guest is looking for you." Bai Minghan, who was still curious at first, saw Wu Ninghai as soon as he came out.

Bai Minghan walked over reluctantly, always feeling as if someone had something to do with it.At first, I thought what Wu Ninghai was going to say, but Wu Ninghai pointed at a coffee very seriously: "This one, very strong." Bai Minghan nodded in confusion and wrote it down, just as he was about to turn around and leave , Wu Ninghai suddenly grabbed Bai Minghan: "Do you want to go out for a stroll tonight?" After saying that, he pointed to the telephone pole outside the shop: "I will wait for you there at night."

I don't know why Bai Minghan lost the courage to refuse in an instant, and walked away as if running away. When delivering the food, Bai Minghan also asked his companion to deliver it, and Wu Ninghai quickly finished his coffee and left.

When it was time to get off work, Bai Minghan hesitated for a long time, but he still found out his favorite dress and arrived as promised.

Things sometimes develop very quickly, Bai Minghan is given all kinds of clothes that have been expected and untouchable, from the beginning of the blank jokes to the familiar Western etiquette later.Facing such a person who never expresses his feelings, is serious and conscientious at work, always misses appointments because of work but never apologizes, Bai Minghan seems to be poisoned and can't let go.

Because of being questioned by his partners and bosses, Bai Minghan was recommended by Wu Ninghai to a relatively high-end coffee shop, where half-staff and half-apprentices stayed leisurely in the cafe, and took the opportunity to learn a lot of coffee techniques that he didn't know before.

Once, when Bai Minghan was seriously looking at the rental information on his mobile phone in the hotel, Wu Ninghai hugged Bai Minghan and glanced at his mobile phone, pointing to a single apartment.

"Um, this is too expensive!" Bai Minghan looked at Wu Ninghai helplessly.

While tearing off Bai Minghan's phone, Wu Ninghai pulled off his clothes belt: "Then I'll help you pay the one-year rent." The next day, Wu Ninghai didn't slack off at all, and took Bai Minghan to finalize the residence. He also did what he said without hesitation.

In fact, it's not that Bai Minghan didn't want to ask, but he didn't dare to ask. He was a little afraid of losing everything in this dream in an instant. Bai Minghan knew that Wu Ninghai was just for entertainment.Besides, he also tried to ask Wu Ninghai what he really thought, but Wu Ninghai didn't even want to tell him clearly that it was for entertainment, but just distracted the topic perfunctorily or was busy with other things and ignored Bai Minghan.

The original absurd tranquility was broken by a woman named Liu Li.

When the tall woman in sunglasses called Bai Minghan out, he thought it was some TV star who liked this cafe.

"You are Bai Minghan, right?" When the woman took off her glasses, the ferocious look in her eyes made Bai Minghan shudder.

The woman sneered, and said straight to the point: "I'm Mrs. Wu Ninghai, I'll give you three days to leave him." The diamond ring on the ring in front of her was shining brightly, and in an instant, Bai Minghan became that man again A down-and-out youth looks like a clown no matter how expensive the clothes are.

"Three, three days?" Bai Minghan was a little confused, he and Wu Ninghai sometimes didn't see each other for a week.

The woman smiled: "Don't understand? Think about this decision first, and I will come to you tomorrow, lest you go back on your word."

One night when he couldn't sleep for anything, Bai Minghan sent Wu Ninghai all the information, but nothing happened.

The next day, the woman was obviously a lot more arrogant: "Why, have you considered it?"

Bai Minghan bit his lip: "If I don't want to."

Liu Li was not frightened by Bai Minghan's words, but laughed loudly: "I didn't expect him to like such an innocent little girl like you."

Ghost, do you really think he is serious?Just play casually and you take it seriously?It's not that you don't know that you have wasted your youth and lost everything, and you have no dignity, besides. "

Liu Li's expression suddenly became confident: "If you really don't agree, I will ruin your reputation at your place of work. It is not a good thing to destroy other people's families." Her voice deepened further: "If you If you disagree again, I will go to his company to make a fuss, and then it will not be so easy for me to persuade you to leave."

What a terrifying woman, Bai Minghan secretly gasped, but he still couldn't help asking: "He's your husband, wouldn't you hurt him like this?"

Liu Li sneered: "You may not know that I don't want you to leave because of my relationship with him, but I don't want to have things that make him care too much, and my property is threatened."

During Bai Minghan's silence, Liu Li took out a ticket and a piece of paper: "Here is a check for 5 yuan and a ticket to fly to a nice city the day after tomorrow. As an orphan, you don't like this place anyway. "

Like a pot of cold water being poured, Bai Minghan suddenly understood what it means to be away from someone for 3 days, and Liu Li's voice rang in his ears: "Change your phone number within three days, don't play tricks, or I won't let you off easily. yours."

Bai Minghan had never been so unhappy when a handful of money was stuffed into his hands like now, he stood a little stupidly, and as soon as Liu Li left, he immediately called Wu Ninghai.

Wu Ninghai on the other end of the phone seemed very busy, but he listened carefully to what Bai Minghan said, and finally he said seriously: "You go first, no matter what happens, I will contact you within a week."

The subsequent things developed too smoothly. There were no precious items or jobs that anyone could do. On the snowy day, Bai Minghan stood at the airport, as if he had been abandoned by a city.

Bai Minghan didn't change his phone number, he found a small hotel to live quietly, two days or three days a day, and in a blink of an eye a week came, Wu Ninghai didn't contact him, Bai Minghan comforted himself: Maybe it was a little unexpected to deal with the matter Besides.Three days later, Bai Minghan couldn't stand it any longer. He called the number he had memorized from the public phone booth, and a woman's voice said, "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty..." He didn't I don't know how many times he dialed, he searched for things related to Wu Ninghai, and finally he found a company business card that he had accidentally left behind, but the other party just told Bai Minghan that the person had been sent to another place by the company Yes, I don't know the exact opposite side.

Just like that, Bai Minghan lost contact with the person he loved the most in the past few years, just like a clownfish lost his favorite coral because of a tsunami, he knew that he didn't have the ability to swim across the ocean to find it, even if Found it, there may have been other clownfish living there.

The daily life of constant nightmares, recalling the years that were like a dream, Bai Minghan felt that he was no different from a few years ago, or that he had never gained anything.

Countless times he dreamed that someone knocked on the door, and it was Wu Ninghai who opened it.Waking up from the dream made people feel infinitely terrified. Later, I dreamed that someone knocked on the door and opened it but there was no one there. Now even after waking up from the dream, Bai Minghan subconsciously hated the sound of knocking on the door.

That day, he was sitting on a stool, thinking about how to make a cake, when there was a knock on the door, who was it?Is it Wu Ninghai?Even if it was, he didn't want to see this person again, but he hadn't heard such a soft knock on the door for a long time, biting his lip and pulling the door open, the memory was awakened like ripples smashed into the bottom of the water, ah ,this person.

In front of him was Xu Xuan carrying a bag of late-night snacks and dinner. Wu Ninghai suddenly became a stranger. He seemed to be unable to remember his face, but the memory of the person in front of him filled his brain. Xu Xuan knocked on the door frame: " Hey, good morning. Ah, no, it's my morning, it should be evening for you."

In the familiar environment, Bai Minghan knew that this was a happy moment that he had never had in his dreams.

With a clear and crisp sound, Bai Minghan was woken up by the plate of battered eggs that Xu Xuan worked hard to gently put on the bedside.

"Ah, this, that." Xu Xuan scratched his head, trying to explain something.

Being illuminated by the sun can actually make people who are accustomed to the dark feel comfortable, the quilt is warm, snowy nights seem to be gone, and the peach blossoms in spring are about to bloom.

"Xu Xuan, will you leave me?"

"will not."

The author has something to say: this chapter has too many words~