I want to sleep with you

"what's your name?"

"Bai Minghan."

"Okay, I'll take you to the hospital."

"No... no need."

"I'll pay for your medical expenses."

Thinking back to the present from the long rain, the sound of water splashing from Xu Xuan in the bathroom, but Bai Minghan was distracted.

The soft sofa, the slightly humid air, it seems that all of these don't belong to me, heh, Bai Minghan chuckled, all of this doesn't belong to me in the first place.

"What are you smirking at?" Xu Xuan was half-wrapped in a white bath towel, the water dripped from his hair and landed on the floor, and the whole room was filled with a citrus aroma.

"Have you finished washing your clothes?" Bai Minghan got up and walked into the bathroom. It was raining like this outside, it seemed that the clothes could only be dried indoors.

The slippers were left in the bathroom with a few footprints, and the beeping sound of the washing machine was the only thing that was awake and working in the whole room.

Just as Bai Minghan was about to undress in the bathroom, some water dripped from his side onto Bai Minghan's shoulders, and the citrus scent hit him, and his shirt was slightly wet with his undried arms, making Bai Minghan feel uncomfortable. Ming Han's thoughts tensed slightly.

The surrounded arms were locked tightly, and a sense of oppression and security came at the same time. Bai Minghan felt Xu Xuan's wet hair leaning against his neck. In the midst of this chill, there was still an inexplicably depressing soft exhalation. .

Bai Minghan was hesitating and thinking, Xu Xuan was just waiting for Bai Minghan's hesitation.

The heat in the bathroom dissipated, and it became icy cold. The damp feeling in the air made people overly disgusted. Bai Minghan gently pushed Xu Xuan's hand away, and turned off the button of Didi's washing machine: "I want to take a shower. gone."

Bai Minghan predicted the speed at which Xu Xuan would go out, and was about to close the door and move towards the shower.

"No need." Just when Bai Minghan's mind was still stuck on the words "no need", Xu Xuan rushed over. Bai Minghan was a little panicked and wanted to push Xu Xuan away, but only touched with his hands. When it came to Xu Xuan, he still relaxed his strength.

Xu Xuan moved his hand from Bai Minghan's waist, and opened the handle of the shower with the other hand.

Bone-cold water poured down from his head, and after a moment of sobriety, he sank like a frog in warm water.

"You still say you're not gay?" Xu Xuan lay on the bed where Bai Minghan slept after getting drunk for the first time, smiling at the people around him, impulsively causing things to become like this, but it made people feel a little lonely.

Listening to the sound of rain outside the window, Bai Minghan felt that Xu Xuan's bed seemed to be much more comfortable than the bed in his own study. After being pulled back from his thoughts by Xu Xuan's topic, he didn't know how to respond, and said after a long while: "No."

"En?" Xu Xuan looked at the stubborn man in front of him and asked: "Then why? How dare you say that it was your first time just now?"

"For money." The three words were faint to adapt to the chill of the cold night.

Xu Xuan was speechless, he suddenly felt that he had no place in the heart of the person in front of him, even though Bai Minghan would help him with many things.

"More than that!" Xu Xuan didn't know where the anger came from, it wasn't just about money, this intuition gave him a secret feeling of being betrayed.

Seeing Bai Minghan's indifferent and silent appearance, Xu Xuan jumped out of the bed and pointed to the burn marks on the bottom of Bai Minghan's feet: "Then what is this?"

Bai Minghan was obviously touched at once, and the soreness in his back made him feel tired. He didn't expect that he would suddenly be questioned by Xu Xuan like this when he kept covering the most annoying thing, but he still said slowly: "When I was young, I When I was in the orphanage, someone would bully me."

Xu Xuan opened his mouth slightly, not knowing what to say, he suddenly calmed down, and sat on the side of the bed, Bai Minghan looked at Xu Xuan, like a small beast staring at a hunter with a bow and arrow.After a while Xu Xuan nodded his head slightly and said softly, "I'm sorry." He was a little reluctant to look into Bai Minghan's eyes.

Xu Xuan knew that Bai Minghan had a lot of bad things, and secretly made up his mind that he would not ask questions out of curiosity, or do something on impulse, but now it seems that his decisions have become illusory.

Bai Minghan looked at Xu Xuan's sincere apology from being angry to the present with some incomprehension, and chuckled lightly without self-comfort: "It's not your problem." Bai Minghan paused, as if recalling something more interesting However, he smiled wryly: "Also, there will be someone who will protect me at that time."

"That must be because you are white and cute." Seeing that Bai Minghan didn't have so much anger, Xu Xuan began to say this again with a trace of slyness in his eyes.

However, this sentence brought back some memories of Bai Minghan. He smiled a little bit concealedly. When Xu Xuan looked at Bai Minghan's unpredictable expression, Bai Minghan suddenly stood up and walked towards the door. : "Don't you still have to go to work?"

"Yes." Xu Xuan replied, it's almost time to go downstairs, and it's time for Ji Mo to get off work.

"Let's just pretend that nothing happened today." When Bai Minghan said these words, Xu Xuan thought he heard it wrong, and the air seemed to be really condensed by the chill.

After Bai Minghan finished speaking, he left the room gently. There were still unclear wrinkles on the white shirt. The back made Xu Xuan dare not chase after him. Xu Xuan thought about it alone, and felt that he had done something irreparable. things.

Xu Xuan himself is not a gentle person, even if he is gentle, it is only to very few people.

In the next few days, when the two of them met for dinner, there was always a hint of unpleasant feeling like crushed potato chips in the air.

Although Bai Minghan acted like nothing happened, Xu Xuan always felt that there was a 10-meter glass wall between the two of them. Xu Xuan had come into contact with many people, and he had also met people who would not refuse anyone. How could you possibly do that? Nor can the trace of a single footprint be left in the true heart of such a man.

"Let's go out and drink." Xu Xuan sent out such an invitation, but was rejected.

"Please go out to eat." But Bai Minghan said, "The meal is ready, don't go", and it was still the same the next day.

"Let me help you buy vegetables." After Xu Xuan said this, Bai Minghan finally acquiesced, but unfortunately Xu Xuan got up late the next day.

The store was busy, and the two of them had their own affairs. On that day, Bai Minghan was woken up by the loud music in the living room, so he couldn't bear it anymore and finally opened the door to go out.

The two people in front of them looked unusually intimate. First, Xu Xuan had a proud expression as if his plan had succeeded: "Ah, I'm sorry, did I disturb you?"

Next to Xu Xuan, a handsome man looked at Xu Xuan with a blank face: "Didn't you say that there is no one at home?"

With an irritable expression on his face, Bai Minghan sighed extremely helplessly, and closed the door behind his backhand with some strength.

There was constant music in the living room. Bai Minghan lay on the bed and turned over, thinking about what had happened to him from the beginning to the present. He shouldn't have lived in it in the first place, and he shouldn't have anything to do with people like Xu Xuan. Just pouring gasoline on it to light a candle.

I don't know how long, suddenly there was no sound in the living room, Bai Minghan couldn't react for a while, subconsciously got up slightly, and rationally patted himself on the bed again.

Although Bai Minghan said in a low voice: "Damn, I can finally sleep." But when he lay down, he felt sober in the morning. Recently, for some reason, he was a little distracted in the cafe during the day.

The door was opened, and the sound of the door lock turning was very clear.

Xu Xuan stood leaning against the door, and just stood there for a while, Bai Minghan stopped pretending to be asleep, and got up and sat by the bed.

"Where's the person?" After an unknown amount of time, Bai Minghan looked towards the door frame and asked.

"It's not because I got angry." Although the tone was smooth, Xu Xuan leaned against the door and looked at the whole study in a daze.

"That, Bai Minghan." Xu Xuan stretched out one hand, then clenched his fist in mid-air and retracted it back in front of him.

Bai Minghan has been looking at Xu Xuan quietly, and finally after Xu Xuan made such a movement, he spit out: "Xu Xuan, we are different."

"Why is it different?" Xu Xuan's tone was filled with unknown loneliness.

"You are a person who plays with life, but I am not." Although Xu Xuan thought of Bai Minghan's various answers, maybe he could not accept the same sex, or he thought he was not rich enough, etc., but what Bai Minghan mentioned was different. One thing he really didn't know how to explain.

"What do you want?" Xu Xuan stared into Bai Minghan's eyes.

Bai Minghan was stunned, what did he want?It seemed that he had always had a clear goal, but he couldn't say it all at once. He couldn't argue with Xu Xuan, and he was a loser from the beginning.

"You are the life of the game." Xu Xuan finally said this, paused but didn't know what else to say, turned around and left quietly.

Yes, I have a problem. Bai Minghan looked at the gray lines of the lampshade. He was not rational enough. Even if he always wanted to pursue a good life, he would not really feel happiness if he really had it. He avoided too much I don’t know when it started, and I don’t know the meaning of the word emotion anymore. Is this a necessary development for everyone after growing up, or is it just a blur caused by being destroyed in the end.

What happened to Xu Xuan, and what did he think?If they don't know anything, is it okay for the two of them to stay in such a dazed way?Bai Minghan replied in his heart: This is not allowed.

Originally everything was just a joke caused by curiosity.

In those few days, Xu Xuan didn't go to Bai Minghan's cafe, nor did he show up for dinner, he seemed to come back very late at night, and he didn't seem to come back, but the clothes at home still changed.

After just a few days, Bai Minghan walked towards Xu Xuan's cafe with the idea of ​​moving out.

What he didn't expect was that in the Elk Bar, a young woman in a pink silk dress was hugging Xu Xuan, holding Xu Xuan's neck and refusing to let go.

The author has something to say: Is it too slow?It was not until this chapter that it was overthrown for the first time.

This chapter is very hypocritical and annoying.