Amorous Short Stories

——Ineedwine, yougotagun, yetgodonlyhasaplan.

—— Nowonder he can`t help.

Salim opened his eyes, and saw Tao Yisu sitting on the chair beside his bed, leaning on the chair with his arms folded, his feet stretched out on his own bed, dozing off bit by bit.

Salim opened his mouth to call him, but he couldn't make a sound after several attempts, and when his abdomen exerted force, it hurt like tearing.Talking is like squeezing the air out of the lungs, and the process is very painful.But he still wanted to call Tao Yisu and talk, because he felt that he would never have the opportunity to talk to anyone in the future.

"Hey……"

"Hey……"

"Hey!"

Tao Yisu shook his shoulders, opened his eyes, raised his head, saw Salim who was trying to open his eyes, and rubbed his face: "Are you awake?"

"What are you doing here?"

Tao Yisu looked at him: "If I were you, I wouldn't talk."

"What are you doing here?"

Seeing him trying to speak, Tao Yisu said that he had to stop and breathe for a long time. The blood on the bandage leaked out along with the heaving of his chest, and he was a little scared, so he immediately answered his question: "I'm passing by."

Tao Yisu came back for two days and stayed here for two days.

Salim rolled his eyes, not saying whether he believed it or not. "You don't have to pay back the money you owe me."

Tao Yisu smiled and moved the backrest for him.

"I probably won't survive this time..." Salim looked at the ceiling.

Tao Yisu squinted his eyes: "If you talk less, I think you can last a little longer."

Salim let out a long sigh, wasting the air he was struggling to breathe.

"Boy, you are not suitable for this job," Salim still stared at the ceiling, "You are doing well, but you are not suitable."

"You are like this, and you still want to educate me?"

Salim turned to look at him: "This is the motto of life, you idiot."

Tao Yisu smiled when he heard that he still had the strength to scold him.

Salim looked back at the ceiling again, tired from breathing.

"I have a son."

Tao Yisu asked, "In Jordan?"

Salim turned to look at him, a little wary: "What do you want to do?"

Tao Yisu shrugged.

"Living with his mother," Saleem recalled.

"How old is it?" Tao Yisu simply chatted with him.

"Nine years old."

"It's a good age."

Salim looked at Tao Yisu warily again.

Tao Yisu explained: "It's an age when you don't need to know anything."

Salim lowered his eyes and shook his head, feeling tired: "You are an adult."

Tao Yisu smiled: "I am a very bad adult."

Salim's voice was very soft: "Who isn't?"

"He is still young and hasn't learned to hate others. Maybe it's... a good thing to stay away from me."

Salim's tone gradually weakened, his speech was intermittent, and his eyes began to darken.

"Damn... I'm going to die..."

Salim's voice when he exhaled became longer, but the ending was extremely short. He stopped abruptly, and there was an "Eh" sound in his nasal cavity, his face twitched, and he was still conscious. His body trembled slightly, resisting the ending.

Tao Yisu looked at him sadly.

"Depend on……"

Salim was terrified, swearing indistinctly, with tears leaking from the corners of his closed eyes, trying to hold his last breath, the trembling range increased, the more trembling, the more painful, the more blood seeped, and the elongated through this ordeal.

Tao Yisu reached out to cover Salim's hand: "It's okay...it's okay...let it come...it's okay..."

Salim slowly calmed down, he didn't open his eyes anymore, his consciousness gradually dissipated, he opened his mouth, and exhaled his last breath, the green wave of the ECG monitor suddenly jumped into a flat line, without any ups and downs "beep" sound piercing through walls.

Tao Yisu looked at Salim's stiff body, let go of his hand, leaned back on the back wearily, slumped on the chair, stared at the ceiling, his throat smelled of rust, and his eyes were sore.

When Tao Yisu first came back, Nian Yao came over to express his regrets about the affairs of his family, and also brought Yan Wen's regrets.Tao Yisu didn't respond, and packed up Salim's things on his own. Nian Yao sat on a chair and tried to talk to him, but Tao Yisu kept ignoring him.Nian Yao asked Tao Yisu if he hated the Yan family, but Tao Yisu didn't even turn his head.

Salim left Tao Yisu a knife, modtrident, with a note: It was taken from the Yankee, and I can't take it away, so I gave it to you.It is written on the back: I will sell it in 20 years, maybe it will be worth some money, you can have some snacks, poor ghost.

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As Tao Yisu shortened the interval between missions, worked hard, and gradually began to show off, Yan Wen's worries emerged. He thought that Tao Yisu was determined to show his ambitions, but Tao Yisu just didn't know what to do.

Yan Zhangyang's arrival was an obvious signal.Yan Zhangyang is four years younger than Tao Yisu. He finally met his "family enemy" when he was 17 years old. When they met, he would sullenly scold Tao Yisu righteously. He felt that Tao Yisu stayed in NT for money.What kind of person can ruin other people's lives and occupy the magpie's nest with peace of mind?He didn't understand why Yan Wen wanted to pay Tao Yisu. Isn't it justified to kill someone?Therefore, when Yan Zhangyang reprimanded Tao Yisu, in addition to the pleasure of revenge, he also had a sense of arrogance.

For this attitude, Tao Yisu can completely ignore it, and Yan Zhangyang escapes domineering, similar to Yan Wu to a certain extent.Yan Zhangyang yelled at him, and Tao Yisu walked past without looking at him, pretending that there was no such person. This obviously angered Yan Zhangyang even more. He wanted to say something even worse, but Yan Wen stopped him.Yan Wen looked at Yan Zhangyang threateningly and told him to behave, not that he was on Tao Yisu's side, but that Yan Zhangyang shouldn't talk to "Yan Wu" like this.

Elder brother Yan Wen's majesty remained undiminished, Yan Zhangyang did not dare to resist, so he no longer dared to be harsh to Tao Yisu. He changed his attitude and hovered between "yin and yang strange energy" and "killing the heart". It is a clever combination, which is specifically manifested in "You're lucky, maybe you can live a hundred years, but it's a pity that our parents died early, and no one can see..."

It's hard for Tao Yisu not to mind this kind of thing, but arguing with Yan Zhangyang can't solve the problem, so he can't make a big fuss, most of the time he doesn't react, stay away from Yan Zhangyang.And Yan Zhangyang became more and more proud of his indulgence.

The longer Tao Yisu stayed in NT, the deeper the gap between him and the Yan family became.He basically ignored the affairs of Yan's family. Apart from being proficient in business to ensure his survival, Tao Yisu began to forge himself.

Calling it "forging" raised his psychological level, and this person's character composition is actually quite simple and superficial.

Tao Yisu has been alone for a long time, and gradually he has to learn to get along with himself and reach a certain level of reconciliation.In his eyes, after killing, the least thing he can do is to bear the guilt for the rest of his life, and this guilt should also affect people.Laws are different in different social backgrounds, but people remain the same, so we should punish ourselves.A nasty joke that life plays on its outlook on life.On the other hand, if the surrounding environment is uncontrollable, people around you come and go as they please, and disputes cannot be resolved, you must seek salvation from yourself.People who are not satisfied with the reality of searching for books and asking about the past, either ask the Buddha, or pay attention to the mountains and rivers, all of which shift the focus. People like Du Fu who never want to let go of themselves in their lives cannot learn from it.Su Dongpo is unrestrained, rich and leisure, a famous family, half of his life is smooth, a leader in the literary world, even if he is struggling, he will not be unbearable, even if he is deserted, he will not be lonely. reputation.This kind of thing can't be asked for, and it has no guiding significance.

According to psychology, only by providing a channel for emotional release can we maintain balance. In a sense, it is similar to Taoism, and can draw a very delicate line between "acceptance" and "resistance".This process is slow and requires great patience from the accompanying person, who can have a clear grasp of the patient's state - it makes sense for a psychiatrist to make money - but Tao Yisu obviously does not have such good conditions.

Like most people, he shifted the focus from the dissatisfaction of reality.And because he doesn't believe in religion and can't see mountains and rivers, he can only choose to blur the focus.Practice can prove that this is actually an efficient way.In terms of specific operations, the key point is that if you don't answer or pick up words, "casually" doesn't have to be just a mantra, and it doesn't matter.Most importantly, don't think about it.The meaning of conversation is great, it opens up the dialectics of thinking, and refusing to talk is not just a refusal to communicate, it circles people to a certain extent.

It's not hard, and the older you get, the easier it is to do, because most arguments don't really mean much if they don't point to an outcome.In his 17th generation, Tao Yisu also entered the state of "feeling that others are idiots". He thought very actively about some issues, such as "Where is the source of war", "Is war endless", "My What is the dream", "Where should my victory be", "Where is my sense of accomplishment", "If Yan Wu was not [-] years old, would he not have died", "If I were Yan's family, I would How to do it", "If I go back earlier, things will be different"... These questions are not good for him except to increase the torture. Tao Yisu's character is like this, and reason is contrary to his nature. Thinking will only make him more contradictory. Because he will gradually realize that, in the final analysis, he is a weak person who seems to have made the wrong life decisions.

Indifference can really save Tao Yisu, he doesn't have to turn to alcohol and killing, he just needs to shut up, isolate himself, don't seek achievements in this world, exile himself out of the body, and he can live well.

Yan Meng once gave a psychological assessment to the people in her office for a while, and gave Tao Yisu a copy by the way.After she got the result, she was a little worried and wanted to talk to Tao Yisu, but Tao Yisu was rarely in the camp.

When Yan Meng finally found someone, the timing was not very good.

At that time, Tao Yisu had had enough of Yan Zhangyang's provocation and told him to go up on the ring.Tao Yisu can be crushed in the boxing ring, after all Yan Zhangyang just started training.Tao Yisu knew it was really a bully.He couldn't hurt Yan Zhangyang's legs and feet, which would be bad for him in the future on the battlefield, so he focused on hitting his face, but he looked ruthless, Tao Yisu himself didn't fully vent it, and Yan Zhangyang was very wronged.

When Yan Meng went to Tao Yisu's room, Tao Yisu was drinking some wine and was very annoyed by Yan Zhangyang.

Yan Meng sat next to him, patted his shoulder lightly, and asked him what's the matter, are you all right?

Tao Yisu shook off her hand, and replied in a cold tone that it was all right.

Yan Meng continued her efforts, using a more gentle tone.

This kind of tenderness is especially infuriating.

Tao Yisu turned to look at her, and asked her: "Why do you ask me if I'm okay? If I have something, what are you going to do? Pass me a glass of water? Chat with me? Cry for a while? You'll be fine if you tell me. All the things that pester me are gone? How do you solve it? Can you talk in Yan's house? "

Yan Mengyun was in a fog: "I just want to say, no matter what happens, don't blame yourself too much."

Tao Yisu lost his mind: "Oh, I don't blame myself," he shook his head, staring into Yan Meng's eyes, "I blame you, your uncle, your elder brother, and your carefree, stupid brother." Tao Yisu paused, and his anger reached a new height: "Actually, I blame you too. What are you doing here? Do you like helping others so much? Then why don't you go and persuade the Yan family to stop doing it and go together?" Do something good. Do you know what the Yan family has done here? The Yan family is the most outstanding shit-stirring stick in this shabby place, hooking up and bullying, speculating, taking any money, and daring to kill anyone, you If you love to talk about morality, go tell them. Why am I here, because the Yan family needs it, because the Yan family has convicted me, and I don’t even have a chance to appeal. It's my selfish scheming to not listen or ask. I can't advance, I can't retreat, what did I do wrong? Why, because I have no one to support me? Just because you have power?

Yan Meng, don't even think about it, you said you don't want to win.I tell you, you can't win, you can't do anything, and no one can help you.

You don't have to fuck me to recruit me, don't look for your brother's shadow in me.He is gone.died.to die.Run to the minefield.It blew up.wake up. "

Tao Yisu paused every sentence, articulated viciously, and poured out dark thoughts, deriving pleasure from them.

Yan Meng just looked at him, she was very hurt, but she didn't lose her temper, let alone argue with Tao Yisu, she just averted her eyes and lowered her head: "You may want to be alone now." After finishing speaking, Yan Meng He stood up slowly and walked out slowly.

Tao Yisu looked at Yan Meng's slumped back, realized what he had done, and immediately regretted it very much. He was like those people, transferring his pain and disappointment to irrelevant people, just because she was kind to him and willing Come closer, willing to accompany the hedgehog through the calamity.

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Tao Yisu sat in the room for a while, then went downstairs to the bar to find Yan Meng.He saw Yan Meng sitting alone in front of the bar, with his head down, in a daze.Yan Meng became thinner and darker. She suffered from various diseases in the past few years. The most serious one was hepatitis A. She had no symptoms in the early stage, and it took two months to get regular treatment. She vomited acid after eating in the hospital for a period of time. Water, the liver is swollen, and I quit smoking by the way.On the contrary, Tao Yisu didn't get sick very much, because he basically didn't interact with the local people, and NT's conditions were much better, unlike Yan Meng.In fact, Tao Yisu has never really understood Yan Meng. He has never seen Yan Meng get angry. She always seems to be calm and indifferent, especially in the face of malice.

Tao Yisu thought again and again, but still sat next to Yan Meng, who glanced at him.

Tao Yisu wanted to apologize, but the words got stuck in his mouth and he couldn't get out.

"It's okay." Yan Meng drank lemonade silently, and she even quit drinking. "If you want to apologize."

Tao Yisu didn't need to speak anymore, he was suddenly grateful for Yan Meng's calmness.

"I didn't think of you as my brother's shadow to help you," Yan Meng twirled the straw in the cup, "I can tell the difference...I don't know your origin, if you don't tell me, they won't tell me ...It's fine, I don't need to know who you are to be willing to stand by your side, I can make my own judgment."

Yan Meng let out a long breath: "I understand. You feel like you are alone, like an astronaut who has lost contact with the earth, floating in space by yourself. But I just want you to know that if you try to shout, She looked at Tao Yisu, "I will answer."

Tao Yisu looked at her and smiled, "If I didn't know you well, I would have thought you liked me."

Yan Meng was amused by him: "If I didn't know you well, I would have thought you were straight."

Tao Yisu was taken aback, but didn't understand: "What do you mean?"

Yan Meng looked at it and quickly waved his hands: "Nothing, nothing."

Tao Yisu really didn't understand: "Huh? I don't understand."

"I know you don't understand," Yan Meng patted his hand, "the future will be long, and you have to find your own way."

"what??"

When Yan Zhangyang started playing, it was when Tao Yisu was pushed out.Yan Wen seems to be particularly concerned about suppressing Tao Yisu, perhaps because of "fox sequelae", he has stronger control over the field than his parents.Yan Zhangyang's starting point is relatively high. He led the entire team from the beginning, and he never even served as a deputy.After the first few missions were successful, he quickly became complacent, and the latter ones failed, causing whispers among the mercenaries, which made Tao Yisu more reliable. After all, in terms of record, Tao Yisu would fail at most twice out of ten missions. A very high winning rate.

So Yan Zhangyang started as a deputy again. The key question was who to serve as a deputy. Tao Yisu was absolutely impossible. Yan Wen was worried that Tao Yisu would be detrimental to his younger brother.Therefore, Yan Zhangyang's chief was naturally elevated to the same position as Tao Yisu.Tao Yisu didn't care about this.

Pudding even has a child, so he discussed his life plan with Tao Yisu seriously, when he plans to retire, where he will go and what he will do after retirement.

Rabbit still doesn't talk much. He once loved a woman, and she left later.

More young people joined NT, and Tao Yisu began to gain the respect and admiration of many people.Those young people also have traces of being alive, eager to succeed, and often resentful. It seems that life is not very good, but they seem to be full of hope.They were often full of questions, but Tao Yisu didn't have any answers here.

Slowly, Tao Yisu was transferred to Chiang Mai. At first, he was a little reserved, but he got used to it later.After all, Chiang Mai is comfortable and comfortable, and there is nothing to worry about.The little bartender back then became the boss, and he took good care of his acquaintances.Tao Yisu has no ambitions, accepts what fate gives him, and looks casual when he is tired of work.This state is good, he has no hope, but at least the despair is not obvious.He rarely interacts with Yan's family, except for Yan Meng, except for missions.The task is because there is money to be made, and Yan Meng is the part of Tao Yisu's active life.

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When Tao Yisu went to South Africa to report on his work, NT gave him a small task. Tao Yisu took the rabbit and a few other people there. On the way back, he suddenly fell ill. He said he was cold at first, and his arms trembled. He started to have a fever again, his whole body was red with fever, and he couldn't eat anything.The rabbit suspected that he was infected with malaria, and reassured him that he was coming soon.

When they reached the base camp and helped him out of the car, the rabbit touched his arm as if touching a stove, especially on such a hot day.Nurse Tao Yisu hung up the water.He was lying on the bed, and the rabbit had nothing to do, just sat next to him and shuffled the cards by himself.Tao Yisu lay down for half an hour, and those who were not on missions in the camp came to see him, and they sat down to chat.Chatting and chatting, it is estimated that the debriefing will have to wait a while, Yan Wen and Yan Zhangyang are not here.Tao Yisu asked why, after all, Yan Wen rarely left the camp.The man said that Yan Meng had been kidnapped.

Tao Yisu lifted the quilt and sat up, pulled off his needle, and asked the man, "Do you know where it is?" After getting an affirmative answer, he turned and called the rabbit, "Let's go."

The rabbit didn't ask any questions, but just followed.

They drove at the highest mileage, and after half an hour, Tao Yisu was hot and sweaty, trembling under pressure, dizzy and dizzy, but someone told him what happened.

The guerrillas fought with the tribes, the guerrillas were surrounded, and two middle school students who walked into Africa were arrested. Yan Meng and the others were in charge of the district to discuss the establishment of an emergency department. When they heard the news, a student was shot in the leg. Yan Meng proposed to exchange hostages with herself.The guerrillas did not do the one-for-two thing. Yan Meng said that she was an American citizen and a UNECA staff member, and waved her passport.The men agreed, and the hostages were changed.When Yan Meng walked over, she deliberately threw away her passport and didn't take it with her, fearing that they would find out that it was a fake.

After Tao Yisu heard the news, he started to look at the map. He forced himself to draw the picture, his body twitched intermittently, he couldn't hold the pen steadily, and he had to open the window to vomit from time to time.

As soon as he arrived at the place, he went to the command office, and the will-o'-the-wisps were also there.The ghost fire looked at Tao Yisu's whole body red and purple, and was a little worried. When Tao Yisu came, he said, "Bring me the map."

The people from the command office hurriedly handed it over, and a group of people gathered around to watch Tao Yisu look at the blueprint.After Tao Yisu finished watching, he felt that the situation was quite optimistic, and that the raid could be taken down. He raised his head and asked the will-o'-the-wisp: "Where's the boss?"

"I'm discussing how to negotiate with the supervisor here."

"Negotiation?" Tao Yisu frowned, "Where is it?"

The will-o'-the-wisp pointed in a direction, and Tao Yisu walked over with big strides. His nose was dry, and the nosebleeds were streaming down. Tao Yisu reached out and wiped it casually.

Yan Wen and Yan Zhangyang were taken aback when they saw Tao Yisu.

Yan Zhangyang asked him, "What are you doing here?"

Tao Yisu didn't even look at him. It was already very hard for him to think clearly, and he couldn't waste his energy on Yan Zhangyang. He looked directly at Yan Wen: "Negotiations are useless."

Tao Yisu strode over, pointed at the map, and wiped away the bleeding from his nose. The supervisor handed him a piece of paper.

"The guerrillas can walk from the back, they won't be willing to negotiate, they're all beaten like this, and they're reconciling. Sooner or later, they will find out that Yan Meng lied to them. Even if they don't find out, Yan Meng will definitely be dealt with after the end of the walk. .We need to act now, listen to me, let me lead, let me get her out."

Yan Wen and Yan Zhangyang had never seen Tao Yisu in such a serious state, but the rabbit who followed him was very familiar.

"I can take people to the back." Yan Zhangyang suggested.

Tao Yisu turned to look at him, breathless: "No, I can't go, let them escape, let's go to the front to save people." Tao Yisu tried to persuade: "If the road behind is blocked, they will fight to the death, Yan Meng Now, we can't fight."

Yan Zhangyang was very dissatisfied: "What if you are wrong? If they don't move, we will expose ourselves by going to the front, and we will not be able to save anyone by then."

Yan Wen looked up at Tao Yisu, waiting for his explanation.

Tao Yisu was very tired, he licked his lips: "I don't have time now, just do as I say."

No one in the room spoke, Tao Yisu looked at Yan Wen seriously, and said sincerely: "Please, Yan Wen. You can do whatever you want after this is over, and I have no opinion. But that's all, please, let I'll do it."

Yan Wen was silent for a few seconds, tapped the table twice, and nodded.

Tao Yisu immediately turned around and left, went to the command office to take over the command, selected a team, marched in three directions, and opened a list for the staff to pick it up.

Yan Zhangyang looked at Yan Wen very worriedly, Yan Wen was very clear about the seriousness, he said to Yan Zhangyang: "Let him go."

An orderly came in from outside and said to Yan Wen: "The boss said, if you want to fire after the hostages are rescued, you can fire. The boss found two hidden firing points."

Yan Zhangyang and Yan Wen looked at each other, the address in this sentence was harsh.Yan Zhangyang stood up: "I will go too."

Yan Wen nodded: "Don't make trouble."

Yan Zhangyang obviously didn't listen. He was very worried about Yan Meng, which made him unable to trust Tao Yisu. He always wanted to know the reason for every step before he could believe it. It took a lot of time.

Tao Yisu was forced to suffer from brain pain. Two balls of paper were stuffed into his nostrils, and the nosebleed couldn't stop. The blood vessels on his forehead were throbbing. He didn't pay attention to Yan Zhangyang, but he couldn't cover up the noisy voice. Finally, he dropped the gun. : "This is my team, get out." Everyone in the team put down their guns to look at Yan Zhangyang.

Yan Wen and Yan Zhangyang didn't say anything about this scene, they just kept it in their minds.

Tao Yisu put on his clothes, put on his helmet while walking, bumped into the sentry rushing in: "Dead...dead..."

Tao Yisu pushed him away, rushed out, and saw something hanging from a tree in the distance.Under the sun, the sand in the distance is glowing.

Tao Yisu held the binoculars with trembling hands. At the other end, he saw the beheaded Yan Meng. His head was stuck on a branch standing on the ground.

Tao Yisu walked forward mechanically, but was hugged by the rabbit.

Yan Wen behind him also saw it, his hands were shaking all the time, so he had to reach into his pocket.His neck was straight, his masseter muscles were protruding, and his teeth were almost crushed. He turned his head short and flat and said, "Let's explode." Then, as if he was afraid of losing control in public, he strode back.

Tao Yisu was still struggling, when he saw the place sink into the smoke with a bang.

Tao Yisu lost his strength and stopped struggling. The rabbit let go of his hand. Tao Yisu plopped down on the ground and sat on his feet. change.He was exhausted from running around, had a fever, the scorching sun burst his blood vessels, and felt nauseated, but he was most likely to die of a broken heart.

Rabbit had never seen a living person so dead.

Tao Yisu stared helplessly until he fainted.

Tao Yisu was sent back to the camp, lay back on the bed, and was injected with fluids.

He opened his eyes, saw the nurse, and asked where Yan Zhangyang was in the first sentence.

The nurse froze for a moment, not knowing whether to answer or not.Tao Yisu turned to look at the rabbit. The rabbit pointed in a direction. Tao Yisu got out of bed and went straight there. He walked through the corridor to find Yan Zhangyang.Yan Zhangyang was looking at Yan Meng's photo when Tao Yisu walked in, picked up his chair and threw his head at Yan Zhangyang without saying a word.

Yan Zhangyang was beaten badly, and when he could react, he immediately fought with Tao Yisu.

The people who came from behind pulled the two away noisily, while Tao Yisu and Yan Zhangyang cursed at each other angrily.

Tao Yisu finally understood the feelings of Yan Yugong and Yan Wen, and he couldn't help but blame Yan Zhangyang for this matter.There are others in the Yan family, Tao Yisu only has Yan Meng.Tao Yisu is very sad, he can survive, Yan Wen can survive, Yan Zhangyang can survive, all people who live in a mess can, but the best of them, Yan Meng, cannot.

After this matter was over, Tao Yisu went to Chiang Mai and basically lost contact with the Yan family, only Nian Yao was left to report the news.

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Tao Yisu woke up one afternoon, it was almost dark, and the hangover from the previous night gave him a headache.

Tao Yisu rented a room here, on the second floor. It was small, dirty and remote, but it was very close to a small temple.This temple is not a good place, the incense is very rare, there are only two monks, and they make money by washing clothes, that is, they take other people's clothes back to wash, and then send them back to the big laundry workshop.This is a job with no future, and there is no way to do it, and you can't rely on alms. The people who live near here may be poorer than them.But the monks are very sentimental, ringing the bell every day, rain or shine.The clock in their backyard was also very broken. After listening carefully, I couldn't even hear the end of it well.

Tao Yisu might have just fallen asleep when they rang the morning bell, and was very upset when he was woken up again.Before he said anything, the residents on the first floor were even angrier. He was a man in the flesh business. Tao Yisu never knew whether he was a man or a woman, and he was not interested in asking.That person always ran out wearing slippers, yelling at the gate of the temple something Tao Yisu couldn't understand.Then the bell will stop.But the next day the bell continued to ring, the man ran out to call again, and the bell stopped again.It was like this every day, Tao Yisu thought they were really romantic.

Tao Yisu does not drink too much, nor is he addicted to sex. His only hobby is gambling.The bridegroom was amazed at the fact that he squandered the money he earned and managed to stay out of debt, as if he were just eager to throw out everything he had so that he would be empty, not for profit at all.The groom calls this self-destructive tendency.Tao Yisu smiled and let it go, he didn't want to chat with anyone.

Tao Yisu got up and sat for an hour, doing nothing but sitting on the bed and smoking.Then he looked at the calendar, checked the time, brushed his teeth, took a sip of water, undressed and went out.

He went to a high-end women's shoe store that didn't match his plain image, and passed a note there, picked up a pair of red high-heeled shoes, carefully put them in a box, and the clerk kindly asked if he wanted to wrap them up.Tao Yisu nodded.The shoe box was wrapped in a layer of gift packaging and tied with a yellow bow.The clerk took the card and asked if he wanted to write something.Tao Yisu looked at the blank card, a little lost in thought.

He went out with his shoebox in his arms, not quite sure where he was going.He wasn't hungry either, so he just went for a drink.

While crossing an alley, I ran into a group of people who often fought.

The groom has been promoted to the boss, and the rules have been changed. The bar should be closed at night, so that he can go back to have a beauty sleep.

After packing up the store, he was going to lock the back door and go home.But through the small light at the back door, I saw a figure sitting beside the trash can.

Cigarettes are bright.

The groom was squatting next to Tao Yisu, who was leaning against the wall, holding a tattered box in his hand, the bow tie unraveled, the box broke and opened an opening.The owner of the box was not much better either, with some wet blood on the corner of his mouth and bruised eyes.Smoking nonchalantly.

The groom looked inside the box and looked at the man with his arms folded: "Is this a gift?"

"Hmm." The man seemed willing to chat tonight.

"When will it be delivered?"

Tao Yisu smiled, looked at the stars in the sky with a cigarette in his mouth: "It should have been today."

The groom tilted his head to look at him: "Can't send it out?"

Tao Yisu nodded.

The groom looked at the shoes, and followed Tao Yisu's eyes to look at the sky: "My store is not closed at night, do you want to come in for a drink?"

Tao Yisu turned to look at the groom, who smiled at him.

Tao Yisu nodded.

The groom stood up and opened the door.

Tao Yisu also stood up, and put the shoe box beside the trash can, but did not let go.

The last time Yan Meng went to a reception, she borrowed her high heels.Yan Zhangyang also took the opportunity to persuade Yan Meng to "listen to what the family said", but Yan Meng said she would not.

Tao Yisu let go, and the shoebox rolled into the trash can.Tattered yellow bowknots were mixed into the stinky soup, and expensive high-heeled shoes were broken and cracked, among other rubbish.Gifts have almost lost their use, and being a person is almost as usual.

I have also drifted away for a long time. In the past ten years, I have exhausted my deep gratitude, and I have lived and died as a teacher and friend. ——Gu Zhenguan's "Golden Hazel Song"