Amorous Short Stories

Yan Wu went out and bought a pillow for airplanes. Recently, his neck hurts very easily.When he came back, he saw Ding Qing standing downstairs in his apartment.

Ding Qing leaned against the street lamp and stood crookedly under the dim white light. He seemed to have drunk a lot of wine, with a box in his hand, a round shadow under his body, one leg was rolled up, and the calf was wrapped with a bandage.Ding Qing looked up at his room upstairs, Yan Wu did not turn off the light when he went out, the warm yellow light in the room was shining through the curtain at this moment, Ding Qing looked up at the light, motionless, Alone and extraordinarily devout.

Ding Qing didn't want to come here at first, he simply bandaged it, he didn't need to stay in the hospital, took some medicine, wrapped his feet around a few times, limped and went drinking without following the doctor's advice, and wanted to come here very much after drinking too much .He thought Yan Wu was leaving today, so he had to come here.

Fang Musi also persuaded him: "Aren't you planning to break up? Don't go, I really want to go to a good place to kill the fire."

As a result, Ding Qing got angry and began to curse, Fang Musi spread his hands at Qi Meng: "I don't care, you can send him away."

Qi Meng looked at Ding Qing meaningfully, and dragged him into the car.Ding Qing drank a lot, but he wasn't really drunk. When asked his destination, he was very clear-headed.On the way, he turned to a traditional Chinese medicine store and said that there was medicine to pick up. Qi Meng guessed that it was for Mr. Fang.When he arrived at the place, Ding Qing sat in the car for a while, the smell of alcohol on his body made Qi Meng very uncomfortable. He opened the window and asked Ding Qing, "How about I help you deliver it?"

Ding Qing shook his head and got out of the car, and said to Qi Meng: "You go first."

Qi Meng looked at Ding Qing, then looked up at the few lit windows left, and nodded: "Okay, you can call if you have something to do."

Ding Qing got off the station and stood here for more than half an hour until Yan Wu found out.

Yan Wu approached him, and put his hand on his back naturally. Before he could speak, Ding Qing shivered and turned to look at him.Yan Wu watched the brilliance in Ding Qing's eyes, and smiled without any precaution. He fixed his eyes on Yan Wu, making Yan Wu feel that this smile belonged to him completely.

Yan Wu looked at Ding Qing like this, and suddenly felt sorry for him.

"Why are you here? Didn't you say you were going to ride a horse? What happened to your feet?"

Ding Qing was a little embarrassed, it was not a serious injury: "I just fell."

Yan Wu looked at his feet, reached out to put Ding Qing's arm on his shoulders, and supported him: "Go up."

Ding Qing embraced Yan Wu obediently, looked down at him, and said softly: "When are you leaving?"

Yan Wu paused for a few seconds, then said, "In a few days."

Ding Qing started looking for wine as soon as he entered the door. He usually brought Yan Wu to drink the wine he kept here.

Yan Wu was very speechless, it seemed that Ding Qing didn't seem to be drinking too much, maybe he really wanted to drink: "You are injured and can't drink."

Ding Qing insisted: "Small injury, it doesn't matter. We have never had a good drink, come on, let's talk by the way."

Most people who have managed relationships understand the meaning of "let's talk" and "let's talk".Ding Qing made up his mind to make a decision. His state was really too bad, he was entangled repeatedly, worrying about gains and losses.

Yan Wu couldn't hold back him, so he still agreed to drink.

Ding Qing has a good way of pouring people's wine, and Yan Wu drinks it himself, paving the way for emotions, but Yan Wu knows how to drink better than he imagined, and he gets dizzy and drunk after a while, and Yan Wu is the kind of drinker There are too many people who want to talk about life, and they talk more than expected after drinking, and it is not Ding Qing's turn to speak.

Yan Wu's face was blushing now, his eyes were a little wandering, and he said that he was not drunk, and he wanted to drink despite Ding Qing's persuasion. He spoke very sincerely, and Ding Qing was stunned.

Yan Wu held Ding Qing's hand: "Isn't it okay if you don't stay? Do you have to go this way?"

From this, Ding Qing judged that Yan Wu was really drunk, and he would never say such words when he was sober. Yan Wu was not a character who would decide to intervene in other people's lives, but Yan Wu was really very upset when he said such words. Worry about yourself.

Yan Wu was very sincere: "It's not that easy, Ding Qing, isn't it good to do simple things? There are some things that take a lot of psychological burden. You have a choice." Then he said to himself, "Now I say you I don't understand..."

Ding Qing didn't understand why, Yan Wu was obviously drunk, but he still chatted with him, and answered his words: "Why do you do your job, family business?"

Yan Wu shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I have no choice."

Ding Qing also got serious: "Do you have any conflicts with your family?"

Yan Wu looked at him seriously: "No. The person I should be is not the person I want to be... I don't want to kill people."

Yan Wu paused for a long time before re-speaking: "There is no reason, really, what I want to do. In that environment, 'respect for life' is a very clumsy topic, meaningless at all. I am a member of a civilized society. Product, never intended to be a tool of war. Regime change is a very unreasonable thing, let me give you an example. Six years ago in Ghat there was a large-scale armed riot. The ruler at that time was overthrown. ', the leader of the legion is a general who failed in the last riot. He was imprisoned and later released. With the support of foreign forces, he reorganized the army. Come out, build an army with random names, piece together things, and draw people from all over the place.

In a riot, you can change the country by killing the commander. What the hell is this?

Even more ridiculous, do you know why there is such a riot?There is a mining company in the United States. The people under it surveyed in Ghat and discovered a diamond mine. The ruler at that time was against the United States and did not agree to develop it.The capital's thighs are thick, and if the leader disagrees, it will be fine to change the leader.

For a whole month of riots, the guns sounded for 30 days, and the city was closed for ten days. After a battle, the grass on the ground was burnt, and even the birds would not fly over, let alone the original residents.for what?Mine and get rich?The gold suit far away in Manhattan, can you hear gunshots in your dreams?Can you see blood?

The most boring thing is that the general who won was dismissed after two years in office.Then there are other religions, and a new name is given. I don’t know whose benefit it is.It happens that the superiors are all arrogant and regard themselves as kings.Fuck it has developed for thousands of years, why can't it escape the person who wants to be king?Occupying an area means taking advantage of power, making officials and nobles, and dividing people into ranks and ranks, dreaming of returning to the prosperous age all day long. "

"I know I can't change anything." Yan Wu finally stopped, he pressed his heart, and asked sincerely, "Then why am I disturbing this muddy water?"

Ding Qing looked at him, and there was only one thought in his mind. If Yan Wu looked at his life like this, and was out of tune with the people around him, he might be regarded as a strange person. one person.

Ding Qing stood back very objectively: "Then what do you want to do?"

Yan Wu twirled his wine glass, a little lost in thought: "I think? I want three meals a day, nine to five, and statutory holidays during festivals and festivals. We celebrate festivals together, watch TV, eat, and walk the dog." Yan Wu stopped, lifted his Looking at Ding Qing, "I want to live with you."

Ding Qing's heart stopped beating suddenly, and he froze on the spot with the wine glass in his hand.The person on the opposite side didn't respond, he lowered his head and turned his wine glass again.

For people like Ding Qing, because he doesn't like reading, has a wide circle of friends, and is generous, he is able to walk in the forefront of sexual liberation and free love all year round. For people like him, "love" means "love" in most cases. sex".

The same is true for the encounter with Yan Wu.In Ding Qing's eyes, Yan Wu is synonymous with sex. He is wild and unruly, with a good-looking waist and a beautiful butt. For Ding Qing, this is enough, and he can start to like it.

Until after getting along.Yan Wu slowly degenerates into a mortal body. There are things he can't do and things he hates. Not all things can be ignored, and not all relationships can be handled with ease.I used to think he was a gust of wind, but now I find that it is not the wind.An ordinary person has stomach problems, sleeps on the quilt, has nightmares in the middle of the night, and talks too much when he drinks too much. In fact, he is easy to get angry and easy to coax.We watched "Hachi" together, sniffed secretly, asked him what was wrong, insisted that he was allergic to dust, and asked Ding Qing to wipe the table.Ding Qing not only cleaned the table, but also played "Cats and Dogs" to watch together, and Yan Wu watched and laughed.He said he didn't want to keep a dog, and he could look through the photos of dogs all night. Ding Qing remembered that the ladybug had a bigger left eye and was very sneezing.Tangled personality, self-struggle, don't like to cause trouble for others, don't like to owe favors.Ding Qing wondered if anyone else had seen Yan Wushi's temper.

Yan Wu can no longer be a symbol of "sex", a sex/love object who doesn't want anything.He has ideas, old habits, career, and grievances.

Not cool at all, Yan Wu.Ding Qing thought so, and at hand was the traditional Chinese medicine used to adjust Yan Wu's body.I asked my mother what happened to the cold feet, she said it was a cold body, and recommended a Chinese medicine doctor to have a look, and asked Ding Qing if she felt unwell after a long time of warming up.Ding Qing wanted to know if anyone would ask Yan Wu what was wrong.

Being a man is mournful and idealized.Bohemianism is not because of a good life. "Mourning" comes from a strong sense of powerlessness and fate, rooted in idealism.In Ding Qing's view, it doesn't matter what the society looks like and why rules become rules.No matter what rules or systems, people will inevitably be divided into different classes, and they will be able to get on, regardless of the rationality of the system.It is useless to live clearly, the most important thing is to live comfortably.

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Ding Qing's first night was his first love.Ding Qing was 16 years old. When she was going to school, she would not come in if she was late. She wandered around the school gate, walked across a street, and entered a tavern.The female boss is in her early thirties, her hair is tied up with a hairpin, she wears a white shirt and black skirt with two buttons unbuttoned, and the black skirt wraps around her hips, just past her knees, and she is cleaning the table with a pair of cloth shoes. The boss is placing the stool.

Ding Qing's mind and physiology moved almost instantly, thinking of many male teaching materials, his eyes were locked on the chest that was about to escape.

Since then, Ding Qing has often come to the tavern, at noon and at night, order the most expensive wine, the most expensive meal, and bring different friends back home.The female boss didn't want to deal with this kind of adolescent kid at first, but Ding Qing is growing up, full of vitality and enthusiasm, with the temperament of a little wolf dog, not to mention the money and sweet mouth.

Ding Qing was with the female boss just like that.During this period, the shop of the female boss expanded from [-] square meters to [-] square meters, employing five people; the source of customers was stable, and [-]% to [-]% of the private parties inside and outside Ding Qing's school were contracted; two cars were changed.During this period, Ding Qing made indirect remarks, flirtatiously hinted at the request, the female boss's white shirt couldn't be buttoned up the first two buttons, and the hip-wrapped skirt was shortened according to Ding Qing's wishes, and she didn't wear it when she was working in the store. Cloth shoes, wearing a pair of [-] cm high heels.If Ding Qing comes at night, she doesn't even wear underwear, so that Ding Qing can find a place to watch.

Anyway, he can chat with anyone, so it's not a problem for Ding Qing to just find a companion who can talk to him.Ding Qing's first love is like this, the love of adults, you come and go, it's your wish, and there is a mutual understanding in devotion to each other, it's meaningless to break it.

To be honest, Ding Qing was nervous and very realistic. He didn't understand it at the time. When he faintly felt that something was wrong, it was because the female boss always came up to him and talked about topics he was not interested in. The tax rate was high and the price of vegetables fluctuated. , who is particularly annoying to the door, which celebrity is particularly ugly in real life.

The symbol of "sex" was shattered, and a city man walked out of the statue.

Ding Qing looked at her, unable to laugh anymore.

In order to have a good get-together, Ding Qing still bought a lot of things for her on the day of the showdown.After listening to Ding Qing's words, the female boss lowered her head and smiled, and said, "Got it."

Ding Qing was taken aback by her calmness.

Ding Qing doesn't understand the female boss.

She never expected any results. Not all women have romantic expectations, and not all men are worth looking forward to.At least the female boss back then didn't expect to achieve a positive result at the beginning, she just wanted to be happy, life is not a TV series, there are not so many good matches, she is absolutely infatuated.Without Ding Qing, the female boss can still do what she wants, so she doesn't have to bother to cater to him, it doesn't matter if it's right or not, it's over.To be honest, Ding Qing is not the man she wants. When he wants to express himself, he will tease his mouth sweetly and make generous gestures. After a long time, he will reveal his true nature. He does things based on interest, has rough feelings, is frivolous and quick-witted, which is actually not suitable.Ding Qing is young, flamboyant and ignorant. He doesn't know where his life is going. He is wishful thinking, full of enthusiasm, and full of imagination.

Ding Qing had a happy meeting and parting, but the parting was in a daze.

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At that time, Ding Qing thought that it must be because the woman was too mature that she was so unhappy.Ding Qing wanted to find a girlfriend from school, and talk about a normal youthful puppy love, something refined.

The president of the student council is called He Zidong, known as "Dongzi", and he is Ding Qing's best friend. He dragged Ding Qing into the student council and gave him the position of minister.Ding Qing saw the little beauty when he was holding a branch meeting. "Little Beauty" is a nickname, Ding Qing and the others gave it to her, she is so good-looking, the boys thought they were well-informed, but they were shocked.The little beauty is a school girl, she just entered the department, she has no stage fright when she speaks, she doesn't like to laugh, and she doesn't look at those people at all.

Although Ding Qing didn't care much about his face, he also felt that she was really good-looking. The most important thing was that Ding Qing saw the little beauty again when the band was performing in the bar at night. The little beauty was sitting at the bar drinking alone.

The little beauty wears a ponytail without makeup during the day, and wears a blue and white school uniform like an angel. At night, she wears heavy makeup and a tube top with black silk, but she is still aloof.The little beauty's legs are very long, straight and fair. When she is standing upright with a short skirt, you can see the perfect arc between the roots of her thighs, like some kind of dense ground, a deep hole where treasures are buried. When she walks, Ding Qing couldn't look elsewhere.

After Ding Qing saw these two sides, he secretly agreed.

The little beauty was not interested in Ding Qing at all, and Ding Qing and his cronies had almost the same virtues.Until a certain planning seminar, a public welfare campaign about AIDS care, chatting and chatting went wrong, and talked about "sex and love", "men and women".

The little beauty stood up and expressed her point of view. Ding Qing only paid attention to the people and didn't listen to the content.

The vice president also stood up to speak.The vice president is short and fat, wearing thick glasses, and writes down everything he wants to say on paper, so as not to be nervous and forget.Stuttering but speaking clearly, standing next to Ding Qing, with occasional saliva splashing on the table, Ding Qing quietly walked away for a distance.

Knowing that Ding Qing likes little beauties, He Zidong wanted to give Ding Qing a chance to express himself, and insisted on asking Ding Qing to share his opinion.Ding Qing couldn't shirk it, stood up and thought about it, and remembered what the vice president said, so he reorganized the language and said: "Uh... any non-consensual sex is an insult to love, use ' It is the defeat of human nature to justify it with love."

After finishing speaking, Ding Qing saw a smile in the eyes of the little beauty across from her.

Later, without much push and pull, Ding Qing and Xiaomei started their relationship.The little beauty is very cool. She never talks about vegetable prices, neighbors or celebrities, but talks about the meaning of life and self-worth.The little beauty is an idealistic and romanticized character who pursues the unity of soul and body, which suits Ding Qing very much, and Ding Qing can ignore other things.Little Miss has faith, half Schopenhauer, half Wittgenstein, because her life is half nothingness and half emotion.Because when she said these words, she was usually on the bed, after a period of lingering, so Ding Qing always found it pleasant.There is a phoenix tattooed on the back of the little beauty, between her shoulder blades, it is not as big as the girl's palm, when Ding Qing unbuttoned her underwear, she jumped out, flying in the black hair.The little beauty liked this tattoo very much, and asked Ding Qing what he thought, Ding Qing nodded and said it was beautiful, but couldn't say anything else.He can't be blamed for this. For a long time, Ding Qing thought it was a chicken, but he couldn't ask.The little beauty is indeed full of emotions, writing the saddest words, entrusting the brightest emotions, sometimes saying that Ding Qing is her destination, and sometimes saying that Ding Qing is just a passerby.If Ding Qing hadn't clearly known that he was a student, he might have been a little confused.The little beauty is very cool. She has studied cello for 11 years and was an accompanist in the London Symphony Orchestra for two years. She returned to China to go to school if she didn’t get a chance to play at home. It's not pleasing to the eye, saying that they are lazy and parasites. If Ding Qing knew clearly that he was a student and the little beauty's family was a textile tycoon, there might be some panic.

The idol of "sex" was shattered, and a hippie stepped out of it.

The little beauty was lying on the bed chatting with Ding Qing, she sighed, and said: "Xia Chan can't see the spring flowers, with this premise, then listen to Ming Chan, this is very sad." Then she turned to look at Ding Qing, waiting for Ding Qing's reaction .

Ding Qing originally felt itchy and wanted to scratch him, but being stared at by the little beauty, his instinct told him not to do such vulgar things.Ding Qing looked at the eyes of the little beauty, feeling like being picked up by the teacher to answer questions when he was a child.He used his brainpower and thought it was a metaphor, so he used the trick he used to deal with the teacher, asking if he didn't understand.

"Hmm..." Ding Qing nodded deeply, indicating that he had listened, and then asked a serious question, "Who is the cicada?"

The little beauty reacted differently from the teacher, she rolled her eyes and turned around, closing her eyes and not speaking.

Ding Qing felt that the little beauty was angry, and it was his responsibility, so she wanted to coax her.

Ding Qing coughed twice, and naturally started a new topic: "Have you ever eaten fried chicken?"

"Stupid." The little girl suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, with her back facing Ding Qing, and began to put on the skirt. The zipper at the back of the skirt couldn't be pulled by herself. Ding Qing wanted to help, but the little girl put on her coat and went out.

Ding Qing watched her go, and heard a loud slam of the door, neither tried to persuade her nor spoke.The room suddenly fell silent, save for the ticking of the clock hands.

Ding Qing was stunned for a while, scratched Jiji, got up and closed the curtains, the room was plunged into darkness, and went back to bed to sleep.

One day Ding Qing played games with friends online. From [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] am, he didn't even eat a bite of food. He couldn't bear it, and several of them went to sleep together. Some of them slept on the sofa. On the floor, close your eyes and go straight to dreamland.At this moment, Ding Qing's cell phone rang.Ding Qing came over to pick it up, his tone was very impatient, before he woke up, he heard the voice over there say: "Ding Qing, let's run away together."

Ding Qing was so sleepy that he wasn't even interested in asking anyone, so he just replied subconsciously: "Flee from your uncle."

After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone and continued to sleep until eleven o'clock at noon.When he woke up, he rubbed his bird's nest head, flipped through his phone with an ominous feeling, and ran out in a hurry, calling the little beauty while running.What Ding Qing is more worried about now is not that the little beauty is angry, but what to do if the little beauty runs away without going home at three in the morning.

The little beauty didn't answer the phone, so Ding Qing called her parents and said that she wanted to borrow homework. The aunt said that she stayed at a friend's house last night, a girl from the same class as Ding Xiaoqing.

Ding Qing pursed her lips and didn't dare to continue. After hanging up the phone, she called everyone she knew and asked for help.Soon there was news that at the airport, Ding Qing rushed over immediately.

The little beauty was sitting in the terminal, chewing gum with her legs crossed, wearing a pair of huge sunglasses, flipping through a magazine.

Seeing Ding Qing who was out of breath, the little beauty slowly shook her head: "There are some things that cannot be repeated."

Ding Qing took a deep breath and asked her, "Do your parents know?"

The little beauty shook her head: "Do they know it's related? They don't understand me at all."

Ding Qing sat down beside her: "Where are you going?"

"It's none of your business."

Ding Qing nodded, feeling very hungry, stood up and prepared to leave.

The little beauty stopped him: "Ding Qing, I gave you a chance."

Ding Qing didn't even turn her head, and didn't stop her footsteps. The little beauty continued to say, "Why don't you even understand?"

This sentence really annoyed me to death, Ding Qing turned around with an incredulous look on his face: "What the hell are you talking about?"

The little beauty looked at Ding Qing: "Have you never thought about leaving this kind of life? Such a repetitive life, surrounded by ordinary people doing ordinary things, I can't be the same, whether I am born to achieve something, I... ..."

"You said you were different from others," Ding Qing interrupted her, "I said exactly the same thing to the vice president, why do you like me and not him?"

The little beauty was stunned and said nothing, she finally shook her head and said in a very mature tone: "We are not suitable."

Ding Qing nodded: "I think so too."

He was really hungry, so he turned around and left. He was too tired talking to the little beauty, and they didn't know what they were talking about. It was too much effort.

The little beauty didn't make it, and the parents who provided financial assistance came to the airport to take her back.

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At this moment Ding Qing looked at Yan Wu, drunk, talkative, Yan Wu.

On the one hand, they are secularized, talking about helpless things and complaining, and on the other hand, they are idealized, talking about helpless things and complaining.

The idol of "sex" was broken and walked out from inside...

Out of what?

Just come out of Yan Wu.

Ding Qing is rich and mediocre, he finds vulgar things vulgar, and elegant things are too elegant.I am emotionally weak, not easy to be moved and not easy to rely on.But even Ding Qing has changed. I don't know whether it came from family accidents or Yan Wu, or the two complement each other, and they are intertwined in his life. I don't know when it started.

Ding Qing has a good impression of Yan Wu, which has nothing to do with "life" or "necessity". They have completely different circles of friends, each with a different background. But I don't know what's going on, and I just want to fall in love across the mountains and seas.Ding Qing could not describe Yan Wu in one or two sentences, nor could he describe his own mood.

Just imagine that Yan Wu said "don't meet again in the future", and Ding Qing felt restless on pins and needles.

Ding Qing wants to plan a future, and he wants to be single-minded with each other. If there is a magic spell in this world, it would be the best if the people caught in it never separate, so that Yan Wu will not say "I haven't thought about the future", because he will be in the future. in.

Break up if something is wrong, Ding Qing has always been like this.

It's only now that I think carefully about why this feeling is.

Yan Wu took Ding Qing's hand, still persuading in another direction: "Really, I can help you. I can't help you at all what you are doing now."

Ding Qing held Yan Wu's hand, fingers crossed together: "Didn't you just say that I have a choice. I can choose, I have already chosen, and I want to go this way. I have made up my mind, I don't believe it Even if there is such a thing, no matter what hell you go to after death, what reincarnation you fall into in the next life, you must fight for what you can do in life, otherwise you will be miserable and become a ghost. Will you realize your ambitions and make "The Grudge"? Don't think you helped You don't know what you mean to me if you don't come to me."

Yan Wu was confused: "What?"

Ding Qing sighed, very serious: "Whatever I say now will definitely sound like a big talk... But, I will be wholehearted, I promise."

Yan Wu didn't know why, so he agreed first: "Okay." Then he laughed again, "You're only in your twenties, isn't it too early to say such a thing?"

Such assurances are naive in themselves.

Ding Qing was a little unhappy after hearing this, and looked at Yan Wu seriously: "You have to trust me, I'm ready."

In fact, Yan Wu could only get a rough idea of ​​what Ding Qing was saying now. He was dizzy and was talking to Ding Qing with his energy.

Yan Wu nodded: "Okay."

Then he didn't support it, and his head fell to the table. Ding Qing hurriedly stretched out his hand to protect it, and got up and moved over, slowly put Yan Wu's head on his shoulder, sighed, and continued to drink.

He wants to enter another person's life, ready to love him.

The power of youth, there is no empty corner in life, you can sleep and wake up without fear.There are also difficulties and setbacks, even great tribulations. You don’t need to evaluate your ability, but you have courage for no reason. Because there is a long, long life, lying in front of you, and you have years to squander. If you make a mistake, you will have to do it all over again. There is nothing to lose, nothing to fear, nothing to miss, and the one ahead is always better.The sun is new, the flowers are new, and death is but the beginning of another journey.

But aging is the price of authority.Adulthood is different, and the scary thing about it is that there is space.Although youth will occasionally miss the past, it is completely different.A life is like a wasteland swept by a strong wind, with a few holes ripped out, so empty that nothing can fill it.Mistakes, misses, regrets, and failures are all entangled in me, and there is nothing worth looking forward to ahead of me.You can't advance, you can't retreat, your family is hanging on you, communication is like a sticky net, and no matter how novelty becomes daily, it will be ordinary and nothing special.To die is to die, to be over.

Ding Qing stood at a fork in the road, unable to make a choice in spirit and reality at the same time, and made promises lightly, but he was extremely serious.