dead innocent

Chapter 67 Butterfly Catching Net [35]

Cheng was crying, and He Cheng was crying. In his memory, He Cheng was strong since he was a child, and he almost never cried. Because of his frailty, he was bullied and made fun of by his peers, and his father used cruel methods to train his body. He never cried when he went to school and made friends normally. Even during that devastating kidnapping, He Cheng didn't cry when he saw him and He Ying fleeing. I heard He Cheng cry all night.

Second, it is now.

Chu Xingyun was feeling guilty and ashamed, and he was almost out of breath under the pressure of heavy guilt.

"I like you, do you think it's absurd? Then what kind of feelings do you think I should have for you so it's not absurd? Or do you think that I don't have a single truth in what I say, and it's all untrustworthy? Then I will be clear today Chu De told you, Chu Xingyun, my feelings for you are neither dependence nor grudges. I know very well that I like you. I have liked you since many years ago. It has been so long that I can’t remember the time. It’s ridiculous. More absurd in the back, do you remember the first time I saw you, you and Teacher Su were downstairs, I was upstairs playing the piano, and then I asked you, did you come to accompany me? You said yes , maybe from that time I kept you firmly in my heart. At that time, I really thought that you and I could live in this house for the rest of our lives. I never imagined what would happen to me after you left me Such a life, do you know what stupid thing I did when I was nine years old? Chu Xingyun? I asked Mr. Su if we could get married, if I could marry you in, so that you could stay forever——Mr. Su Said that it is fine if you agree, but I didn't ask you, because I knew I was young at the time, and you wouldn't take it seriously, so I kept waiting, but when I grew up, you left...you left, Chu Xing Yun, I really thought you would never come back again. After you left, I didn’t dare to live in this house anymore, so I left too, but I didn’t go far. I still stayed in this city, guarding This house, wait for you to come back. I have already thought about it. If you don’t come back, I will move back to live in, drive everyone out, seal the door, and leave me alone. After a hundred years, I will dig in the yard Two tombs, they should be next to each other, with your name written on one monument, and my name written on the other-God is very good to me, you really came back, but you didn’t come back here to see At a glance, you seem to have forgotten this place and me, but it doesn’t matter, as long as I don’t forget you, you are alive, and I am alive, and you will be free from my heart until the day I die, But now I am relieved before you, I will confess my feelings to you, since everyone is forcing me, then I might as well confess to you, at least not so embarrassing, but now—”

He Cheng's voice was calm and gentle, and he couldn't hear the slightest bit of anger, but his face was covered with scalding tears, and he lowered his eyes and took a breath of relief until his throat was pierced with the pain of thousands of needles and he couldn't speak. , raised his eyes again to look at Chu Xingyun, and asked: "Are you punishing me? Punishing my absurd feelings for you, absurd thoughts, are you punishing me?"

Chu Xingyun is also asking himself, is he punishing him?Of course not, so why did you bring up this topic so quickly, and want to solve it so quickly, do you have the answer in your heart?Is there any result?

It seemed that there was just now, but now, he has no answer in his heart, let alone a result.Because he could feel He Cheng's sincere sadness, so he couldn't bear to hurt him again.

He Cheng stood up from the sofa, slowly walked a few steps towards him, and stopped directly opposite the end of the bed, covered in mist, looking at him with unusually deep, wide and bright eyes, and suddenly moved the corners of his lips and called softly: " elder brother."

Chu Xingyun stopped breathing, and all the words were not enough to describe his astonishment. He lowered his head and opened his eyes wide and stared at the floor in a daze. He even forgot to breathe. .

He Cheng took off his foggy glasses, lowered his eyes and smiled slightly: "You want me to call you brother, do you want me to treat you as brother? I can do it, as long as you open your mouth, I won't reject you, the premise is that you have rejected me, right?"

Chu Xingyun wanted to pretend that he didn't understand his words, but He Cheng seemed to be able to see through his thoughts, and said lightly: "You know what I'm talking about, as long as you say you rejected me, I will call you brother .”

He originally thought that He Cheng would put forward conditions, one side was to accept, the other side was to never interact with each other, but he never expected that He Cheng would give him a second-best choice, was he implying something?Implying that they can go back to the past?

For a moment, Chu Xingyun was very excited, excited as if he was in a desperate situation, but soon he found out in despair that He Cheng was not implying that they could go back to the past, but that he could make an illusion to cooperate with him. Going back to the past, when did He Cheng learn how to make things right?

He Cheng answered the question in his heart again, and smiled weakly: "Maybe if I say 'if you don't accept it, then we will cut off contact and never meet again', it will be more chic and face-saving, but I can't talk to you Broken contact, I can’t see you again, I can’t—lose you, then let’s stay together in another way, from today on, I will call you brother, just like before, and I will never mention today’s events again, those I won't say anything again, is this okay? Can you accept it? Brother."

Now every time He Cheng called him brother, it was like stabbing his heart with a knife, making his heart bloody and shattered.

He bent down and supported his heavy forehead, shaking his head slowly.

Nightmare-like confusion and trance appeared on He Cheng's face again, and he said insanely: "Can't? What do you mean by can't? Or do you want to cut off contact with me? Can you talk? I can't guess, just tell me, as long as you If you don’t leave, I can accept any conditions.”

Chu Xingyun finally made a sound, as if being held by a knife on his neck, he said with difficulty: "Don't worry, I will never leave again."

He Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, a smile overflowed from the corner of his lips, and asked again: "What's your condition?"

"condition?"

"Yes, the conditions. If you think the plan I just proposed is not feasible, then you can say it, and I will agree to it all."

Chu Xingyun heard it. This is the biggest concession He Cheng can make, and it is also the worst plan. He is like a party that loses everything in a negotiation. He himself sentenced himself to life-long exile. What caused He Cheng to treat him so cruel?

This is an easy problem to solve, and He Cheng knows it in his heart, and he also knows it in his heart - as much as He Cheng cares about him, he can be cruel to himself.

The concession made by He Cheng at this moment is undoubtedly telling Chu Xingyun that he has been extremely cruel to himself.

"No matter what I ask, will you agree?"

Chu Xingyun asked.

He Cheng's tongue was already numb, and he couldn't utter a single word other than nodding his head and saying 'yes', so he said, "Yes."

Chu Xingyun stood up slowly, walking slowly and dullly in front of He Cheng as if the joints of his body were rusted, looked up at him, and said: "My condition is that if you don't like me one day, you must tell me I."

He Cheng looked at him loosely and softly, as if a reincarnation had passed in his eyes for so long, a helpless wry smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and said: "It should be, there will be no such day."

"Are you sure?"

"determine."

For some reason, Chu Xingyun suddenly had the urge to cry, perhaps because of the soreness and pain in his eyes pierced by the dazzling chandelier behind He Cheng, he lowered his head and closed his eyes, let out a breath silently, adjusted his breathing and heart rate, and looked up at him Eyes, each word is clear and powerful: "Until that day comes, let's be together."

He Cheng's pupils fluttered slightly, and then he revealed deeper confusion: "What, what do you mean?"

"Don't you want to live with me in this house for the rest of your life? It just so happens that I have nowhere to go, just like this house took me in back then. If you were willing to take me in, why would I refuse? It's rare that there is one person who won't leave Me, abandoning me, willing to accompany me, guard me, trust me and help me no matter what I do, such a person, I have no reason to refuse."

As he said that, Chu Xingyun smiled: "You said just now that you want to marry me, right? I'm a man, so I don't need you to pick me up with a big sedan chair, as long as you open the door, I'm coming to you. However, don’t think about digging two graves in the yard, I still prefer—”

Suddenly, he felt a pain in his chest, and was hugged tightly by a pair of arms. He smelled the faint scent of bath liquid from He Cheng's body, and the cold sandalwood that had penetrated into his skin and couldn't be washed off.

Chu Xingyun rested his chin on his neck, raised his arms around his shoulders, closed his eyes, and had a faint smile on his lips.

"what!"

He Cheng gritted his teeth next to his ear and let out a low growl, as if he wanted to crush his teeth with force, shatter his chest, and tear his throat apart. It was a maddened joy that could only be suppressed with all his strength.

He heard He Cheng's heavy laughter rolling in his chest, but his neck was wet with his hot tears.

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