Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]

Chu Xun has no specific destination.He stopped and went, sometimes by car, sometimes back to the train.When I encountered a city that was pleasing to the eye, I got out of the car and stayed for a few days.When you get bored of staying, you can buy a ticket at will, and take yourself wherever the car takes you.

One day after noon, Chu Xun woke up from the slight shaking of the train.The afternoon sun shone through the car window into his eyes, which were full of alcohol.Chu Xun raised his hand to block the sun, and his eyes fell on the ticket beside him.He stared at the name of the destination for a long time, and suddenly realized that he had gone to his hometown unknowingly.

Chu Xun suddenly felt restless.His brain, which is used to being paralyzed by alcohol, has not thought seriously for a long time.When those brain cells soaked in alcohol were slowly and difficultly recovering their thinking, the first thought that popped into his mind was to let him escape immediately.

Although there are no relatives in his hometown, Chu Xun still feels ashamed to return to his hometown in such a desperate situation.He wanted to get up and get out of the car, buy a return ticket, and get rid of this sudden panic and frustration.But no matter what he thought, his body seemed to be nailed to the seat, unable to move at all.The train stopped and started again.One station after another along the way, they all passed him by Chu Xun's hesitation.When the train arrived at the terminal station, there was no next station for him to choose.Chu Xun's body was stiff, and he stared intently at the bustling pedestrians on the platform.Until the passengers in the carriage were empty, the flight attendant came to urge him.Chu Xun had no choice but to stand up, clumsily got out of the carriage, and followed the crowd out of the station step by step.

When he reached the square in front of the station, Chu Xun slowly stopped.He looked around and took a deep breath of air.Stiff limbs seemed to suddenly become flexible.And the nasal cavity seemed to be instantly filled with the rich aroma of red sausage and kvass.This fragrance is like the crystal clear ice and snow in winter, which is engraved in Chu Xun's flesh and blood since childhood, and will never be erased, the memory of his hometown.

From this moment on, Chu Xun really felt that he finally returned to his hometown.His feet once again set foot on the land of his hometown.

I left home at the age of 16, and now I am 26 years old.During the long time of wandering abroad, since he separated from Fu Jingchen, Chu Xun never came back.In the past six years, this city that Chu Xun was so familiar with has already looked a little strange.

He followed the track of memory and found the home of himself and his parents. Before the age of 12, Chu Xun grew up in this family. After the age of 12, his parents died in an earthquake while traveling, and only Chu Xun was saved by Fu Jingchen.From then on, he was taken by his grandmother to live in his aunt's house.Although his uncle always despises him as a minor misfortune and seldom gives him good looks, he has always been big-hearted and is loved by his grandmother and aunt, and he never takes his sarcastic remarks towards his uncle to heart.Still full of majesty and majesty, relying on his loyalty and strong fists, surrounded by a group of small followers, he is his invincible little bully in the neighborhood and school.

At that time, Chu Xun was like being surrounded by stars, living heartlessly every day.His only trouble seems to be that after puberty, those unspeakable longings and impulses for Fu Jingchen slowly grew in his heart, which made him feel ashamed and excited.

From the age of 14 to 17, Chu Xun's birthday wish every year is to be able to reunite with Fu Jingchen.By the age of 20, this wish turned into the hope that Fu Jingchen would fall in love with him soon. From the age of 20 to the present——Chu Xun looks up at the community that has been demolished and rebuilt, looking for his home that no longer exists among the brand new buildings—he only hopes that he can live the days of the past again.I hope that my parents also escaped the earthquake, and my grandma did not pass away.It's okay to be called a beggar a few more times by my uncle.He just wanted his family to be reunited in peace, and to live his life in a normal way.

It's a pity that this wish, which is so small to others, is already wishful thinking to him.

Chu Xun hangs around outside the community.Until the security guard felt suspicious and came forward to question him, Chu Xun had to leave.A few years ago in Nancheng, Chu Xun found out that her aunt had accompanied her cousin to study abroad.Desire to see my uncle.Thinking of the time when he was disfigured and admitted to the hospital, even though his uncle had visited the hospital with his aunt, he still looked tired of him causing trouble.Chu Xun immediately calmed down and dismissed the thought of being affectionate.

Find a hotel near the community to stay.Chu Xun tried his best to restrain himself and only drank two small glasses of liquor at night.He has a good drinking capacity, but he has become addicted to alcohol in the past few months.To Chu Xun, two glasses of liquor were almost the same as plain water.

Chu Xun tossed and turned on the bed, not only did not feel sleepy, but also obviously felt more and more irritable.As a last resort, he got up and took another sedative.After tossing and tossing like this, it was after four o'clock in the morning that I fell asleep for a while.

After getting up in the morning, Chu Xun went out again to visit the elementary and middle schools he had attended.He didn't study hard, but he was a little clever, and his grades were passable.After my parents passed away, I really worked hard for a while.He performed well in the senior high school entrance examination and entered the city's key high school.The aunt was overjoyed and took him to the temple to burn incense and fulfill his wish.It's a pity that the good times didn't last long.In the second semester of his sophomore year in high school, Chu Xun got into a catastrophe.Seemingly for no reason, he beat the dean until his head was bleeding.Afterwards, the school came forward to investigate, but Chu Xun didn't say a word, not even explaining the cause of the incident.The school ordered him to write a review, and apologized to the dean in public at the school student assembly.Chu Xun also refused to obey.Don't admit mistakes, don't accept softness.The school seemed to feel that Chu Xun was hopeless, and eventually expelled him and canceled his student status.

Because of this incident, my aunt lost control of her emotions several times.I hit Chu Xun many times, but I couldn't pry his mouth open.Uncle still has to attack each other, sneering at Chu Xun every day, and arguing with his aunt.The atmosphere at home is getting colder every day.

Chu Xun couldn't bear it, so he simply cut off the idea of ​​studying, and went to other places to work as a student.With a little hope, he chose City C as his base, but unexpectedly he met Fu Jingchen.

The ups and downs of the years, ten years are but a snap of the fingers.Until now, Chu Xun has not regretted reuniting with Fu Jingchen, nor regretted loving him.But Chu Xun couldn't help but wonder, if he hadn't been expelled from school back then, and he hadn't gone to work in City C, could everything after that have been avoided?

The more you think about it, the more disturbed you become.Chu Xun closed his eyes and shook his head, throwing this boring thought out of his mind.When school was over at noon, students ran out of the school gate to look for lunch.Chu Xun took a bottle of water from the small supermarket opposite the school, and when he went to the cashier to check out, he asked the boss how Tan Xipei, who was the dean of the school more than ten years ago, was doing now.

The boss was in his early fifties, thought for a while and said, "You mean Director Tan. He was promoted. About four years ago, he was transferred to the Municipal Education Bureau as an official."

Chu Xun was startled, then gritted his teeth and said in a low voice, "...that scumbag."

The boss looked at Chu Xun's face carefully, "Young man, you...is your name Chu Rong?"

Chu Xun's appearance is too outstanding. Although he only studied in high school for one and a half years, his reputation spread far and wide, and everyone in and out of school did not know him.

Chu Xun hurriedly lowered his head, "You've got the wrong person." Turning around, he left the supermarket.

In the next few days, Chu Xun walked around and looked at the whole city again.The day before he was about to leave, he went to the cemetery to visit the grave.

Chu Xun has not come back to worship in person for six years.When I broke up with Fu Jingchen, my physical and mental state was really bad.Afterwards, she recovered gradually, but the scars on her cheeks could not be removed.No matter how much I miss her in my heart, I can't muster up the courage to rush back.Every year when worshiping ancestors, one can only burn a stick of incense in Nancheng.

But a hometown is a hometown after all, and a close relative is a close relative after all.When he is exhausted and can no longer support himself, only this city, and only his relatives who are sleeping here, can give him the motivation to regroup and set off again.

It's not Qingming, and the cemetery is very deserted.Chu Xun has not returned for six years, and her aunt is also far away abroad.The tombs of grandparents, grandparents and parents were cleaned up, and there were even bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstones.

Chu Xun was slightly moved, thinking to himself, maybe his uncle is not as selfish and mean as he imagined.

Chu Xun wiped the tombstone clean, and laid out sacrifices and flowers.Then I sat in front of the tombstone and talked a lot with my parents and grandma.All the experiences and setbacks encountered in these years, and all the hardships that cannot be told to outsiders, are all detailed.At the end of the confession, the sourness in the eye sockets turned into tears, and the depression in my heart seemed to be washed away by the tears.

"I know I've done a lot of mistakes... I can't change my willful and arrogant temper. No matter how peaceful the surface is, there is still hatred in my heart. That's why I fell into An Chen's emotions and couldn't get out. Dad, Mom," Chu Xun revealed After tears, he smiled at the portraits of his parents, "My bad temper is all because of your favor."

The person in the portrait smiled back at him.That smile was just like in memory, revealing joy and kindness.Chu Xun seemed to see again that when he came home from a fight with his classmates, his mother stroked his hair and reasoned with him gently, "Rong Rong, back then grandpa named you Chu Rong..."

"I know!" The young Chu Xun raised his hand to answer, "It's because I'm good-looking!"

The father laughed and hugged Chu Rong above his head, "That's right, that's right, what Chu Rong meant was that my son is the prettiest! Back then, in the whole maternity hospital, there was no one who was more beautiful than my son!"

Those laughing voices emerged in a hurry and disappeared in a hurry.

Chu Xun wiped away his tears, smiled and said to his parents: "I understand. Rong Rong means to be tolerant and peaceful. I understand. I will change."

People will inevitably encounter many injustices and ups and downs in their lives.Being tolerant to others and dealing with things peacefully is by no means cowardly.Because many times, the only way to truly let go of yourself is to let others go.

"...Also, I did something wrong. I won't do it again."

14 years ago, his parents died trying to save him.His life not only belongs to himself, but also the only last wish of his parents in this world.Therefore, no matter how many hardships Wulun encountered, he was not qualified to give up on himself.Not to mention just because of a movie.Using An Chen as an excuse to wait for an opportunity to explode, but the unwillingness in his heart is taking the opportunity to stir up trouble.As long as Fu Jingchen is completely let go, whatever is in the drama, what is crazy, it will all disappear.

Chu Xun made up his mind, and kowtowed goodbye to his parents again.When he was about to get up, he suddenly heard footsteps coming from the pine forest beside him.

Chu Xun turned around, "Who?"

There are bursts of pines and birds chirping.But there was no one to be seen.