Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]

It seems to be raining again.The bean-sized raindrops fell from the sky, smashed aggressively to the ground, and fell on the branches and leaves of street trees, or on the umbrellas opened by pedestrians, making a huge, bang bang sound.The sound entered the ear canal, inexplicably making people feel restless.

Fu Jingchen saw himself standing by the window, looking down at a figure downstairs.He was younger then than he is now.The whole body is cold.The pupils are close to amber, so cold that they are almost invisible.

The figure standing downstairs is a young man in his twenties.He is slender, wearing only a set of thin pajamas, and holding a black umbrella in his hand.It was raining heavily and the wind was strong.The rain was blown into the umbrella, soaking the trousers and the hem of the pajamas of the young man.The young man raised his head and looked up at Fu Jingchen stubbornly. Half of his face was bright and beautiful like a rose in full bloom, while the other half was wrapped in white gauze, oozing with traces of blood, his eyelids were swollen and could only be opened a thin slit.

"Brother Xiaochen!" Amidst the raging wind and rain, the young man shouted to him, "I, I was wrong...Is it okay if I was wrong...I, I apologize to him. Don't ignore me. Huh ... Please don't ignore me..." The stubborn boy who was always refusing to admit defeat finally burst into tears, tears and blood flowing all over his face.

Fu Jingchen saw himself retreating quickly to the living room again, grabbed his mobile phone and dialed a number, "How did Rong Rong escape? Come quickly and take him away! His injury is not healed yet, he can't suffer from the wind and cold again!"

The person on the receiver side agreed again and again, and seemed to ask him a question.Fu Jingchen couldn't remember exactly what he was asking.He only looked at himself frowning, a pair of eyes lacking emotion, slightly flushed, and said in a low voice: "I can't see him again. Otherwise..."

Otherwise...otherwise he would be sorry, it would be two people.Now that the promise has been made, even if there are still worries and reluctance, what should be let go, you still have to let go.

Soon there was the sound of a car engine downstairs.Fu Jingchen followed himself six years ago and ran downstairs. Through the glass window of the lobby on the first floor, he saw the man named Yu Huaiyuan jump out of the car, and rushed over with a coat, wrapping tightly around the shivering young man. .

The young man's shoulders have been soaked by the rain, and his face has been frozen pale.But he still refused to go back to the warm car with Yu Huaiyuan.Being dragged away by force, he had to struggle and run back, shouting to the upstairs with a louder voice, "Brother Xiaochen, if you don't want to come out again, I... I'll be angry! I'll be angry, just, just I'll never see you again! Listen clearly, from now on... even if you want to see me, I won't, I won't talk to you again!" He didn't care about the wound on his face, and the scar was torn deeper when he shouted, The blood soaked the gauze completely.

Fu Jingchen's heart felt like being watered by red molten iron.He urged himself to run out quickly, waving and shouting anxiously, but he couldn't see or hear him six years ago.He hesitated for a second.Only at that second, the young man was so cold that he lost his strength, he was half dragged and half hugged by Yu Huaiyuan, and brought into the car.

The car drove away quickly.Fu Jingchen pushed open the door and ran into the heavy rain, only to see the flickering taillights at the turning, flying away in layers of rain.

The rain is still falling, it seems to be a little lighter.The sound of the rain is getting smaller and lighter.When I turned around again, the sky had cleared.The air is filled with the faint aroma of coffee.

Standing in front of a cafe, Fu Jingchen saw the young man who had just left and returned to his side.He's grown taller and bigger.The face is still beautiful and eye-catching, and it has refined a mature and calm demeanor.Even though there was an extra scar on the left side of his face, it still didn't detract from his beauty in the slightest.

My heart was instantly filled with joy.Fu Jingchen reached out to hug him.The young man gave him a slight smile, and said, "I said I won't talk to you anymore. Have you forgotten?" Fu Jingchen was stunned for a moment.The young man leaned over, spit the smoke ring on his face, suppressed his smile, and said coldly: "Why do you still want to hug me? Remember clearly: I hate you. I always hate you."

This sentence is like a curse.The youth disappeared, and so did the cafés.There was nothing but dark gray fog left.

Fu Jingchen looked around hastily and shouted, "Chu Rong! Rong Rong!"

No one answered him.There was no echo.

A gust of wind blows.The fog also dissipated.The sky is gray and the earth is vast.Between the empty sky and the earth, he was alone again.

Woke up from the dream.Fu Jingchen moved his fingers.Before the eyes were opened, a tear flowed down the corner of the eye and slipped quietly into the temple.

He finally understood that today's ending was preordained six years ago.No one will wait for him for six years; no one can forget the pain of that day.He no longer deserves Chu Rong's forgiveness, and love.

The right hand placed outside the quilt moved slightly.Immediately someone approached, held that hand carefully, and asked softly, "Jingchen, are you awake?"

It was Xue Rui's voice.Slow and gentle, with his usual calm and gentle atmosphere.

Fu Jingchen paused for a moment, and responded very lightly, without opening his eyes.Although his consciousness is awake, his mind is still trapped in the dream just now.Bitter, hot, sour, mixed flavors.His heart twitched violently from time to time, almost as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out, reminding him all the time that he had lost Chu Rong forever.

Xue Rui let go of Fu Jingchen's hand, adjusted the quilt for him, turned around to get a water glass on a low table, and wanted to pour a glass of water for Fu Jingchen.

Fu Jingchen closed his eyes and said, "I want to be alone for a while."

Xue Rui paused with his hands, stood with his head down for a while, put down his cup, and walked out lightly.

The room was completely quiet, except for the ticking of the clock on the wall, there was no sound.

Fu Jingchen turned his head and neck, and buried one side of his face into the pillow.The hospital's unique smell of disinfectant penetrated into the nasal cavity.It seemed to be stimulated, and the stomach that had just improved was aching again.Fu Jingchen frowned patiently.He seemed to be masochistic and refused to call the doctor.The pain was so severe that sweat came out of his forehead, but his lips were only tensed, and his hands and feet did not move at all.

There were no lights on in the ward.The afterglow fell, and dim light slowly seeped in from the window.The pain finally subsided.Fu Jingchen opened his eyes.In the gray twilight, he seemed to see Chu Rong's beautiful face again, smiled nonchalantly, and said to him: I have always hated you.

Fu Jingchen panted with his mouth open, waited for the stagnation in his chest to ease, and sat up with his arms supporting the bed.Leaning against the head of the bed to rest for a while, the cold sweat on his body slowly subsided.Fu Jingchen reached out to turn on the desk lamp, and took the mobile phone that Xue Rui put on the bedside table.Sliding his finger back and forth on the screen several times, he finally swiped the unlock button and dialed Dao Ye's number.

The crew is still rushing to play.Fu Jingchen dialed four or five times back and forth, and Ye Daofang answered the call.Without waiting for Fu Jingchen to ask, he said directly: "Chu Rong is in pretty good condition. The shooting of the afternoon scene went smoothly. There will be a night scene in the evening. I let him go back to the dressing room to rest."

After hearing this, Fu Jingchen slowed down, and replied, "Thank you Director Ye for your care."

"Thank you. Of course I have to take good care of my actors." The old director was straightforward, and he was unwilling to accept Fu Jingchen's thanks casually.

Fu Jingchen continued: "In the future, I mean, after the filming of "Erosion" is finished, I have to ask Director Ye to take care of him." Director Ye seemed suspicious, and listened to Fu Jingchen quietly, "Rongrong's Director Ye is clear about his face... Even if his acting skills have been perfected now, the possibility of him continuing to be an actor is very slim. But I understand that Chu Rong likes movies very much. If he is forced to leave the movie because of this, For Chu Rong, that is tantamount to depriving him of his most cherished career. Therefore, I beg Ye Dao, if there is a suitable opportunity in the future, please take Chu Rong with you and teach him how to fully control a movie .”

There is no echo from the receiver.It took a long time before Fu Jingchen heard Director Ye ask back: "You want Chu Rong to follow me to learn how to be a director?"

"……Correct."

"Are you sure he likes it? Being a director and being an actor are completely different professions."

Fu Jingchen said firmly, "I'm sure."

The information about Chu Rong in Nancheng compiled by Yu Huaiyuan for him was nearly a hundred pages.It not only records the relationship between Chu Rong and Wang Meng in detail, but also shows Chu Rong's life trajectory in the past six years.Chu Rong's love for movies is not limited to being an actor.He regards movies as a treasure in his life, as long as he has the opportunity to participate in it, no matter what position he takes, he will be extremely happy.

Director Ye thought for a moment, and then agreed: "Okay. I will write this down."

The old director promises a lot.Fu Jingchen clenched the phone tightly, speaking sincerely and humbly: "Thank you. Thank you so much."

"No need. A talented and motivated young man should give him a hand." After Ye Dao finished speaking, he did not hang up the phone, but hesitated: "Do you still want to see Chu Rong?"

This time it was Fu Jingchen's turn to be silent.He lowered his eyes to look at the snow-white sheets, and finally denied: "It's gone. You are right, the two of us are not suitable."

Fu Jingchen hastily rushed to City D to meet Chu Rong.Dao Ye was unwilling.Chu Rong's previous state had shocked Dao Ye into a cold sweat.Besides, Director Ye has heard about the old relationship between Chu Rong and Fu Jingchen.I am afraid that at this critical juncture, there will be waves on the ground.But Fu Jingchen's identity was different, so he cut first and then played, and directly blocked the crew. It would be unreasonable not to ask him to meet Chu Rong.It is inconvenient to mention the actor's private mental state to others.Ye Dao only made indirect remarks and said to Fu Jingchen, "You two are not suitable".The intention is to remind him that the past is over and that no more entanglement is the right way.

Now that Chu Rong's mood was not affected, Fu Jingchen replied that the two of them should have settled the matter thoroughly.Director Ye let out a long breath, and his tone became relaxed: "That's good."

The call is cut off, and the phone returns to the main page.On the screen, Ronghua tilted her head, her big blue eyes seemed to be staring at Fu Jingchen curiously.His fingers caressed the tips of Ronghua's ears on the screen.Fu Jingchen clicked on the photo album and called up the most recent photo.

He has been hiding in the crew for the past two days and secretly photographed many Chu Rongs.In this photo, Chu Rong has a bright smile and bright eyes, without the sternness he had when he entered the scene.At first, he only thought that this smile was all because Chu Rong was enjoying the performance.After today, he had to admit that this smile, which was as bright as the sun, might indeed have some relationship with Wang Meng who was opposite Chu Rong.

At least when facing herself, Chu Rong would never smile like this again.

Fu Jingchen stroked Chu Rong's face on the screen, over and over again, reluctant to part.His personality was too flawed, too conceited, too stubborn.Only after Joey passed away did he understand that love requires not only loyalty, but also tolerance and compromise.Now that Chu Rong is lost, he realizes that in the world of love, patience and protection are also an indispensable part.To love someone, you don't have to have him.Thinking that only he can give Chu Rong happiness is just his wishful thinking.

That's fine.As long as Chu Rong is safe and happy.Well, that's fine.