Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]

The return flight is scheduled for tomorrow morning.Chu Xun rushed back to the city yesterday evening, but he was still depressed and tired, so he locked himself in the room without packing his luggage.Fortunately, he didn't bring many belongings, so it's too late to start tidying up now.

There are several bags of new clothes in the closet, most of which have not been opened yet.It was all bought by Fu Jingchen and sent by Qin Ye.The suitcase is not big enough to fit the extra clothes.After thinking about it, Chu Xun took out his coat and sweater, leaving only the suit that Wang Meng gave him in the box, and then put the new clothes in one by one.Chu Xun was most careful about Fu Jingchen's soot coat.After folding it several times, Chu Xun was not satisfied until every wrinkle was smoothed out, and carefully put the coat flat in the suitcase.

Chu Xun's decision to quit filming this time was really a last resort.There are hundreds of people in the whole production crew, just because he can't get into the play, everyone has to accompany him to NG again and again.After all, Chu Xun is more mature now, not as willful as he was six years ago.Even if Dao Ye was very patient and didn't think he was dull, he would still feel sorry for him.In addition, the more I want to get close to the character, the more intense the repulsion in my heart is. Standing in front of the camera every day, it seems to be torn between ice and fire.Chu Xun thought over and over again, and finally chose to give up.

Acting is a complex and subtle art.It is not because of his hard work and years of hard work, he will definitely be able to open the heavy door of art and reach the magnificent and sacred hall of performance.

There are many things, missed means lost forever.No matter how unwilling he was, he had to accept the reality.

Chu Xun gently stroked the front of his soot coat.The soft cashmere has a dense and warm touch when rubbed against the palm.After he left, the "Erosion" crew should be able to breathe a sigh of relief.It's just... I'm sorry for Fu Jingchen.Director Ye has always been strict in selecting actors.Fu Jingchen had to spend a lot of effort to get him an audition opportunity.If he gave up halfway like this, he wondered if he would disappoint Fu Jingchen.

On the day of returning to the urban area, Chu Xun wanted to call Fu Jingchen all the time, hoping to say goodbye to him before leaving.Tried many times, but always dropped the phone at the last second.He didn't know how to explain to Fu Jingchen.Tell him that he is a deserter?Although Chu Xun didn't regret his decision, he still couldn't do it if he was asked to tell Fu Jingchen in person.

Why don't we talk about it when we get back to Nancheng.It is always easier to speak when the distance is farther away.

Then I thought about it, I heard some rumors before, it seems that Xue Rui also likes the role of An Chen very much.After he leaves, Xue Rui may succeed him in "Erosion".

Thinking of this, Chu Xun felt somewhat relieved.If Xue Rui can get his wish, Fu Jingchen will always be happy.

After closing the suitcase, Chu Xun was a little lost in a daze.Suddenly the doorbell rang.Chu Xun woke up with a start.Shen Weifeng and Ye Dao's assistant both said that they would rush back to see him off tomorrow morning.Chu Xun thought they had arrived early, so he hurriedly got up to open the door.Walking to the door and unlocking it, he casually asked who it was.

There was a moment of silence outside the door, and he replied, "It's me. Fu Jingchen."

Chu Xun's mind suddenly went blank.Before he could figure out how to deal with it, his right hand had already taken the first step to forcefully close the door panel.With his back pressed against the door, his heart was beating wildly.

Why did Fu Jingchen come here?But already knew that he had run away?Obviously begged Director Ye not to mention this matter to Fu Jingchen for the time being...

Fu Jingchen couldn't wait, knocked on the door, and said, "Rongrong?"

Chu Xun stammered back to him, "Wait...right now!" He hurried into the bathroom.He was bored in the room all day, and his face had never been washed, so he didn't know how ugly it was now.After washing his face hastily, he remembered the scar on his left cheek.He cut his hair short for acting in the group, without long hair to cover him, his face can't be seen.

Chu Xun was very anxious.In desperation, he remembered that the make-up artist of the crew had given him a small tube of concealer.Chu Xun quickly turned it out, and applied concealer to the scar in front of the mirror.His scars are so deep that concealer has limited effect.But it's better than no modification, it looks more or less pleasing to the eye.

Chu Xun straightened his clothes again, then returned to the entrance, and gently opened the door.

Fu Jingchen stood outside the door.The face is reflected in the corridor and under the warm light, and it seems to be able to glow.Chu Xun glanced at him and felt that he was more beautiful and pleasant than when they met last time.With a faint throbbing in his heart, Chu Xun hurriedly lowered his eyes and asked softly, "You...why are you here?"

Fu Jingchen stared at Chu Xun, the emotion in his eyes could hardly be concealed, and it took a long time before he could speak back, "... to see you off."

Chu Xun was startled, his whole heart sank.I thought, he really already knew.Taking a deep breath, he took a step back to let the door open, "Come in."

There is a sofa and coffee table in the small living room.Chu Xun hurried over and led Fu Jingchen to a seat.But Fu Jingchen went all the way to the door of the bedroom, saw the suitcase packed by the bed, and said in silence for a while, "Do you really want to leave?"

"Hmm..." Chu Xun stood beside the sofa, like a child who did something wrong, and responded in a murmur, "I'm leaving. Because I... I'm not suitable to play An Chen."

"Where is it inappropriate?" Fu Jingchen walked up to Chu Xun, his words were a little anxious, not as calm and flat as usual: "Tell me what is inappropriate and what makes the acting uncomfortable. I can continue to modify the script."

Chu Xun was startled, raised his head hastily, and waved his hands again and again, "No, no, no! Really no!" There are many well-known screenwriters under Yuntian, and Fu Jingchen can change the script if he wants to.But he had already owed Ye Dao a lot of favors for himself before, and this script was Ye Dao's favorite, if he forcibly changed it, there might be a rift between Ye Dao and him.

"Actually... I don't like this character very much..." Chu Xun bit the bullet and uttered some lies, "The more I look at it, the more I don't like it... Paranoid, irritable, self-righteous. If he falls in love with others, others must also To love him... even at the expense of killing two innocent girls. It seems affectionate, but the essence is just..." Some broken, violent and out-of-control images flashed through his mind.Chu Xun trembled slightly at the end of the speech, and his expression was complicated. It seemed to be painful and remorseful, but also vaguely disgusted, "It's just meaningless self-indulgent love... There is no need for love that is not needed by others."

Therefore, An Chen's love is superfluous.Like his own love.

But...he still never regretted that he once fell in love with Fu Jingchen.Chu Xun secretly added in his heart.The days with Fu Jingchen are still the sweetest and most beautiful time in his life.Just like a rich chocolate candy, although it will leave a little bitterness on the tip of the tongue, it will still make people taste the most mellow sweetness in the world.

Director Ye had already told Fu Jingchen what Chu Xun said this morning.But at this time, after hearing what Chu Xun said in person, Fu Jingchen's chest still seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife.He closed his eyes and felt the continuous pain, which spread throughout his body with the beating of his heart.

It was natural and unscrupulous for him to hurt Chu Xun like that back then.The pain he feels now is probably less than one-tenth of what Chu Xun is enduring.

Fu Jingchen tried his best to slow down his breathing, and slowly opened his eyes.Chu Xun took a few steps closer and stared at him closely, his eyes full of concern.My heart suddenly warmed up, as if soothing warm water flowed through my chest, silently dispelling the pain in my body.

"If you don't like it, don't act." Fu Jingchen's eyes flowed gently, and he smiled gently at Chu Xun, "What kind of character do you like? Tell me, and I will definitely find a suitable script. Even if I start writing now, there is still time."

Chu Xun was completely stunned, and it took a long time before he said anxiously: "No, I didn't mean that! I mean..." He frowned, carefully choosing his words, and said his decision with difficulty, "It's been so long, I'm not good enough to be an actor anymore. No matter what role, I don't want to try again. Thank you, really appreciate it! But... I really can't make movies anymore."

Actors must have abundant emotions, have no hesitation, and have the belief that they fully integrate themselves into the role.These have been too hard for Chu Xun.

After trying it, he realized that he no longer wanted to be in contact with too intense emotions, whether it was the characters in the play or his own life.He just wants to be peaceful and quiet, to live every day smoothly.

The smile in Fu Jingchen's eyes slowly disappeared, his face was tense, and he asked Chu Xun, "You mean, never be an actor again, no more acting?"

The disappointment in Fu Jingchen's tone was too obvious.Chu Xun twitched his heart, lowered his eyes, and nodded hesitantly, "Yes."

"What about other things related to movies? Directing? Screenwriting? Or photography?"

Chu Xun pursed his lips tightly.Before returning to City C, he had thought about these possibilities.Although it is similar to a fool's dream, it is a little bit of his remaining desire.After experiencing the filming of "Erosion", this remnant also began to become blurred.Maybe he took it seriously and had already abandoned his past self.That bit of leftover dream is just a bit of illusory obsession.Now when it comes to movies, I have more feelings, but I can't do what I want.

Chu Xun was quiet, then shook his head and replied: "No. I still, go back to Nancheng...let's do some business."

Fu Jingchen could hardly believe his ears.After watching Chu Xun for a long time, he said in disbelief, "Go back to Nancheng? Do some business?"

"Just... just a small business." Chu Xun seemed a little embarrassed, smiled, and explained softly to Fu Jingchen: "Now, I have opened a tattoo shop in partnership with others. When I go back this time, I want to listen to my friends' suggestions. Opening a wedding photography studio. It’s a small business, but it’s not a problem to support myself.”

Chu Xun took it for granted, but to Fu Jingchen's ears, it sounded like a thunderclap.

The boy who once vowed to be popular all over the world wants to go back to a closed and small city to get tattoos and take wedding photography!After six years, he has clearly set sail again, and now he is going to shrink back, wasting the aura and talent bestowed on him by the gods, willing to spend his supposedly gorgeous life in the ordinary day after day.

Fu Jingchen's fingers clenched into his palm.He didn't know if he was sad, disappointed, or a little angry.The hopes of more than six years were broken one by one by Chu Xun.A boundless emptiness gushed out of his chest, submerging him like a tide.He looked at Chu Xun for a long time, with bitterness under his tongue: "Rongrong, do you still hate me?"

Because of hatred, she doesn't want to stay in the same city with him, let alone accept his help.Even for this, give up your dream.

"What?" Chu Xun's eyes widened instantly.The pupils are clear, the eyes are soft, like a clear lake, quiet and beautiful, but also light and lonely.

The same perfect pair of eyes, but there is no passion like fire six years ago.

Fu Jingchen's pupils dilated slightly, staring into Chu Xun's soft and quiet eyes.He thought that since the reunion, he had seen Chu Xun's smile and his sad look, but he had never seen a trace of anger in him.That irritable and arrogant little leopard had already forgotten how to get angry.Perhaps this is also a kind of growth.But a heart that was originally wild and wanton, is it willing to be bound and imprisoned?

Fu Jingchen stared at Chu Xun and didn't speak for a long time.Chu Xun was a little apprehensive, and asked a little closer, "Are you... all right?"

Fu Jingchen woke up like a dream, squinted his eyes, and suddenly said in a cold voice: "You are right, between you and me, it was a mistake from beginning to end."

Chu Xun was taken aback for a moment, and a bright light suddenly burst out in his eyes, "What did you say?!"