Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]
Chapter 142 Chapter 142
The night sky of the city is full of neon lights, and it is difficult to see the galaxy in pieces anymore.Chu Xun stubbornly raised his head, and finally found a lonely star in the cloudy night.He seemed to be solidified into a statue, staring at the star firmly.The clock goes round and round.The dark night began to fade layer by layer, revealing the cold and hard outlines of tall buildings near and far.And that star quietly annihilated in the slowly brightening sky.One earphone fell off Chu Xun's ear.The remaining one still transmits the looped audio to Chu Xun's eardrums over and over again.
Footsteps sounded behind him.Chu Xun immediately heard a pleasantly surprised call: "Rongrong?!"
Chu Xun blinked slowly.After a moment of silence, like a puppet with rusty joints, it turned its body stiffly.
Fu Jingchen showed joy, and walked quickly to Chu Xun, "Rongrong, last night...were you taking care of last night?" He had a vague memory of last night, knowing that he was drunk.But when I got back to the apartment, my mind went blank.
Chu Xun's eyes rolled to Fu Jingchen's face again.It is also like the dark eyes of a puppet, dull and cold and lifeless.
This is really not what Chu Xun would have looked like.
Fu Jingchen's high mood calmed down, and he asked carefully, "What's the matter, Rongrong? Are you tired? There is still something unhappy..." He worriedly looked at Chu Xun, his eyes met Chu Xunxu's left hand holding the MP3, his face Suddenly change color.
Chu Xun also looked down at his left hand, and stayed for a few seconds. Fang Ruda apologized softly after waking up from a dream: "I'm sorry, I took it to listen to it without your consent..."
Fu Jingchen couldn't speak a word, and the whole body was bitingly cold, as if he was in a world of ice and snow.
Chu Xun still lowered his head, slowly fiddled with the MP3, and continued: "Are all the recordings here real?"
No reply.Chu Xun asked again: "Is it true?"
Fu Jingchen's Adam's apple trembled, and finally said hoarsely: "...Yes."
The movement of his left hand stopped, and Chu Xun suddenly smiled, "Well, I also feel it is true." He kept smiling, and turned the MP3 between his fingers boredly, "How long have you got these recordings...how long?"
Chu Xun's attitude was calm, as if he was just asking another irrelevant question casually.But Fu Jingchen felt as if a sharp knife was pressed against his throat, and every time he answered a word, he seemed to be facing the final judgment.The voice was hoarse and weak like a serious illness: "More than two months..."
Chu Xun repeated blankly, "More than two months..." After reading it two or three times, the smile on his lips finally disappeared, and the line of his jaw was hard and sharp, "Then I'll take my leave first." Chu Xun took off the other earphone and walked forward Take a few steps and put the MP3 on the coffee table.When he stood up again, the calmness on his face was completely broken, and the violence in his eyes was like a sharp sword drawn out of its sheath.
Fu Jingchen immediately stepped forward and grabbed Chu Xun, "Rong Rong, Rong Rong, listen to my explanation!"
Chu Xun's muscles tensed up.Anger gave him infinite strength.With a strong wave of his arm, Fu Jingchen was pushed back, "Listen to your explanation? Explain what? Explain how much you feel sorry for the real murderer hiding behind the scenes and how much you have left?!" Chu Xun gritted his teeth, and every word They were all crushed into powder, "No need! He owes me, I want to get it back with my own hands!"
"Rongrong!"
"Don't call me Rongrong again!"
The veins on Chu Xun's forehead popped up.He didn't care about Fu Jingchen at all, and with a force that would almost break the bones, he broke Fu Jingchen's fingers holding his arm one by one, and pushed the person away violently again.With red eyes, he stepped to the door in two or three steps.
He ran out like this, not knowing what would happen.Fu Jingchen used the grappling technique cruelly, grabbed Chu Xun and threw him behind him, completely blocking the door with his body.
Chu Xun fell to the ground with a muffled sound.Fu Jingchen felt a pain in his heart, so he wanted to step forward to help him.Chu Xun sneered abruptly, his eyes were stabbed on Fu Jingchen's face like a knife, wishing he could take a piece of flesh off him seriously, "Oh, are you in a hurry?" Chu Xun twisted his wrist with a flick, slowly getting up, while Can't help sneering: "Are you so afraid that I will go to him? Don't worry, I am not an unreasonable person. I will treat him as he treats me. I just want to be on his face..." Chu Xun stretched out his right index finger , along the remaining scar on his left face, and slashed hard, "Using a dagger, just make one slash like this, it's all right. I promise there will be no second cut! Is it okay? Mr. Fu! Mr. Fu!"
""Rongrong, it's not what you imagined..."
"Get out of the way!" Chu Xun couldn't listen to Fu Jingchen's words at all.
All night long, he was repeatedly tortured by that audio.The hardships he suffered, the wasted years, and the acting career that was almost ruined forever by one step, were not ordinary accidents, but a deliberate murder by someone.The mastermind behind the scenes was not only regarded as a good friend by him, but also Fu Jingchen's bedside person for six years.
Six years ago, when he lost his dream and lover, and was struggling to survive in the midst of inferiority complex, anorexia, and depression, Fu Jingchen was holding Xue Rui in his palm, caring for him tenderly.
The smile on his face shattered into pieces and fell down.Chu Xun's blood-red eyes were filled with water.He couldn't hear anything, only his anger dominated him, and he rushed to Fu Jingchen with brute force and shouted, "Get out of the way!"
Step aside.No one can stop him from taking revenge!
"Rongrong, I swear, I will get back all the harm you have suffered! But the time is not yet ripe. You can't go there in person! You can't ruin your future for a murderer..."
Fu Jingchen was still chattering, like a loud and harsh noise screaming in his ears.Chu Xun's ears rang, and he grabbed a fruit knife on the bar and swung it down, "Shut up! I said get out of the way!"
"Well!"
Accompanied by a very short cry of pain, the knife seemed to have cut somewhere.Blood swarmed out, soaking Chu Xun's right hand along the fruit knife that hadn't left yet.The smell of blood rushed into the nasal cavity.Chu Xun woke up suddenly.
The fruit knife cut through Fu Jingchen's left arm, and the cuff of his short-sleeved shirt was dyed bright red by the gurgling blood.
It seemed that Chu Xun had also been cut, his body shook suddenly, and the blood-stained fruit knife fell to his feet.
Fu Jingchen seized the opportunity and immediately held Chu Xun's hands, "Rongrong, Rongrong don't go..."
The blood had already flowed through Fu Jingchen's forearm, and then collected and dripped from his fingertips.Chu Xun was torn and tangled in his heart, and turned away from looking at Fu Jingchen's wound.
Although the blood flowed rapidly, luckily the wound was not too deep.To be safe, Chu Xun still accompanied Fu Jingchen to the hospital for treatment.On the way to the hospital, Chu Xun stared outside the car without saying a word.Fu Jingchen took Chu Xun's hand and told him carefully his plans and concerns: "Now we all know that Deng Zhigang's crimes were instigated by Xue Rui. But one of the recordings was made by hacking into Deng Zhigang's It is very likely that it will not be used as legal evidence by the court. Apart from this, I have no other clues about Xue Rui's crime. So I can't file a lawsuit against Xue Rui. Second... When Fu Jingchen said this, he couldn't help sighing deeply, his tone obviously mixed with helplessness, "Even if Xue Rui can be brought to court, the sanctions that the law will give him are very limited."
During this period of time, Fu Jingchen has been suffering from this cognition.Not only him, after being forced to calm down, Chu Xun also clearly realized this crucial key difficulty: the injuries he suffered were clearly caused by Xue Rui and Deng Zhigang.However, under the existing legal framework, Xue Rui has almost no responsibility.
The reality of the recording is crystal clear.Eight years ago, Xue Rui took advantage of Deng Zhigang's feelings and repeatedly told Deng Zhigang that Chu Xun had repeatedly robbed him of his roles, causing great harm to his acting career and even ruining his future.He convinced Deng Zhigang of this.He kept hinting that the reason for all this was because of Chu Xun's outstanding appearance.If Chu Xun loses his only appearance advantage, he will no longer pose a threat to him.Back and forth endlessly.In front of Deng Zhigang, he has been cornered by the sinister and vicious demon Chu Xun.Xue Rui's brilliance also lies in this.Inside the words, he hated and feared Chu Xun, and he had been tortured to the point of collapse.He even said in person, "Only when Chu Rong's face is ruined can I have a bright future."But from the beginning to the end, he never said a single word to Deng Zhigang, asking him to ruin Chu Xun's face for his own future.Complaints, tears, hints, and Deng Zhigang's own love for Xue Rui, together build Xue Rui's mental control over Deng Zhigang, prompting Deng Zhigang to fall into sin willingly, and remove the developmental obstacles for his sweetheart.
Thoughtful and vicious.For self-interest, you can decide to destroy Chu Xun's face, or you can watch your admirer jump into the abyss with peace of mind.After many years, the evil deeds were exposed, but he could not even be charged as an "abettor".Xue Rui's methods of doing things were beyond what Chu Xun could have imagined.
Chu Xun's expression remained unchanged, but his plump lips were pursed even tighter.Fu Jingchen wrapped Chu Xun's palms with both hands, and said his last plan: "Yuntian lured Xue Rui back to China in the name of cooperation, hoping that he could meet Deng Zhigang. The more the two of them met, the more they met. The more the more, the easier the situation will be. In addition, there is also the apartment attack case that Xiao Yuming participated in. There is a clue that it seems to be related to Wan Yucheng. And behind Wan Yucheng..." Fu Jingchen really didn't want to mention that name again.He took Chu Xun's hand and couldn't help kissing the thin white fingertips.Only in this way can the anxiety in his heart be relieved a little, "I'm sorry Rongrong, I'm really sorry...you have suffered so much, and now the culprit is right in front of you, but I can't make him punish...I know, if you change One way, the blood debt can be paid immediately. But... Although the Fu family and the Fu family are not innocent, they have never been involved in the underworld. Unless it is absolutely necessary, I don't want to cross that line. Rongrong, give me again A period of time. When the time is right, I promise, I will never let anyone who hurt you!"
The car drove into the hospital.Chu Xun didn't respond.He pulled out the palm tightly held by Fu Jingchen, pushed the car door, "Get out of the car."
The wound was healed quickly.Walking out of the outpatient building, Chu Xun hesitated a little standing in front of the steps.Fu Jingchen's car drove over, and he opened the car door for Chu Xun himself, "Rongrong, I'll take you back to the apartment first."
Chu Xun bowed his head and thought for a moment, bent over and sat back in the car, but said to the driver, "I'll go back to Yangying. Thank you."
Fu Jingchen glanced at Chu Xun, then changed his words and told the driver, "Go to Yangying."
The road was smooth, and about half an hour later, the car stopped at a side door in Yangying.
Chu Xun was silent for a while, then took out the keychain from his pocket, took the one he found in the apartment, and handed it to Fu Jingchen, "Give it back to you."
Fu Jingchen's complexion changed suddenly, "Rongrong!"
After the reunion, Chu Xun lived in that apartment since the relationship between the two eased.They also lived together in that small duplex and spent a short, difficult, and rare good time.After breaking up again, Fu Jingchen moved out of the apartment, and Chu Xun continued to stay in the apartment under Fu Jingchen's instructions.Although they never said it out, they all knew it well: this apartment was the last tie between the two.If Chu Xun didn't leave for a day, their friendship still existed, and they never really broke up.
Fu Jingchen looked serious and terrifying.His whole body seemed to be frozen, only his two eyes were blazing, staring at the key An Jing held in Chu Xun's palm like hatred.
The driver seemed oblivious to the situation behind him, got out of the car quietly, and stopped at a far corner.
Ten seconds passed.Chu Xun couldn't wait for Fu Jingchen's response, so he put the key on the seat beside him, and then went to push the car door.
Fu Jingchen suddenly clenched Chu Xun's arm, "What do you mean?" His tone was stiff and the ending trembled slightly, as if frightened.
Chu Xun failed to break free from Fu Jingchen's restraint, lowered his eyes and said softly: "That's what you thought of."
Fu Jingchen's chest suddenly rose and fell violently, "You are still blaming me! You blame me for Xue Rui..."
"Yes, I'm blaming you!" Chu Xun interrupted Fu Jingchen with a raised voice, "But I'm not blaming you for not immediately avenging Xue Rui for me. I'm blaming you for the six years you were with him!"
The answer was unexpected, Fu Jingchen was shocked, and the hand that grabbed Chu Xun's forearm loosened.
Chu Xun violently swung him away, with a deep blush on his face, maintaining a perfect calm shell, shattering more and more gaps, "Are you surprised? Could it be that in your heart, I shouldn't care about this at all?" ?"
Fu Jingchen retorted subconsciously, "No..." But his expression was clearly still confused.
There was despair in Chu Xun's eyes, he shook his head, his words were helpless and fragile, "You won't understand. No matter how much I say, no matter how distressed you are, you won't really 'understand'."
Because in this world, there is no real "empathy".
Chu Xun wiped away the dim light from the corners of his eyes, and said as calmly as possible: "At the beginning you chose Xue Rui, although I was sad, but I was able to convince myself that love cannot be forced. Later, when we learned of Joey's existence, we broke up again. Sad, but also jealous of him... jealous of him being able to get your unforgettable love; jealous of him meeting you so many years before me. Heh..." Chu Xun showed a distorted and bitter smile, "Look, that's how I am You're cheap. You're clearly determined to leave you, but you're still thinking about it, and you haven't let it go for a second."
"No, let me..."
Chu Xun interrupted Fu Jingchen with a wave of his hand. He calmed down and said slowly: "I understand myself. I am emotional and easily impulsive. I ask too much and care too much. But for you, I never dare to seriously care... Until the truth was completely revealed this time, I suddenly remembered many past events in an instant. I thought of you hiding from me and secretly going on a date with Xue Rui; I thought of me preparing a birthday dinner for nothing all afternoon; Rui, personally formed a team for him to make a movie; thinking of the words you said to me when I hurt Xue Rui..." Chu Xun turned his head, looked at Fu Jingchen who had already burst into tears, and said every word lightly. He said lightly: "You told me at the time: You misread me, you didn't expect me to become so vicious..." Chu Xun's lips curled up slightly, as if smiling.The smile disappeared in an instant, and frost covered Chu Xun's face again, "I think of so much, but I no longer think of the pain and regret of the past... It seems that the shackles I have carried for many years have been shattered in one day. I can finally say goodbye to you in my heart." With pen and paper, I can blame you, anger you, and even resent you without any guilt... Just like ordinary people resent their cheating boyfriend. Even if you saved my life, I can no longer convince myself that I don't care... Brother Xiaochen, I think, this time I am truly liberated."
Chu Xun pushed the car door for the second time, but Fu Jingchen didn't stop him.Leaning out of the car with his upper body, Chu Xun paused, and turned back to leave the last sentence: "You don't have to worry about Xue Rui's affairs. When I have the ability, I will seek justice from him myself."
Slamming the car door, Chu Xun strode into the campus.The sun was shining brightly, reflecting the young faces coming and going.Chu Xun raised his head slightly, never letting the tears fall from his eyes.
This time, he didn't say goodbye to Fu Jingchen.This time, we should never see each other again.
Footsteps sounded behind him.Chu Xun immediately heard a pleasantly surprised call: "Rongrong?!"
Chu Xun blinked slowly.After a moment of silence, like a puppet with rusty joints, it turned its body stiffly.
Fu Jingchen showed joy, and walked quickly to Chu Xun, "Rongrong, last night...were you taking care of last night?" He had a vague memory of last night, knowing that he was drunk.But when I got back to the apartment, my mind went blank.
Chu Xun's eyes rolled to Fu Jingchen's face again.It is also like the dark eyes of a puppet, dull and cold and lifeless.
This is really not what Chu Xun would have looked like.
Fu Jingchen's high mood calmed down, and he asked carefully, "What's the matter, Rongrong? Are you tired? There is still something unhappy..." He worriedly looked at Chu Xun, his eyes met Chu Xunxu's left hand holding the MP3, his face Suddenly change color.
Chu Xun also looked down at his left hand, and stayed for a few seconds. Fang Ruda apologized softly after waking up from a dream: "I'm sorry, I took it to listen to it without your consent..."
Fu Jingchen couldn't speak a word, and the whole body was bitingly cold, as if he was in a world of ice and snow.
Chu Xun still lowered his head, slowly fiddled with the MP3, and continued: "Are all the recordings here real?"
No reply.Chu Xun asked again: "Is it true?"
Fu Jingchen's Adam's apple trembled, and finally said hoarsely: "...Yes."
The movement of his left hand stopped, and Chu Xun suddenly smiled, "Well, I also feel it is true." He kept smiling, and turned the MP3 between his fingers boredly, "How long have you got these recordings...how long?"
Chu Xun's attitude was calm, as if he was just asking another irrelevant question casually.But Fu Jingchen felt as if a sharp knife was pressed against his throat, and every time he answered a word, he seemed to be facing the final judgment.The voice was hoarse and weak like a serious illness: "More than two months..."
Chu Xun repeated blankly, "More than two months..." After reading it two or three times, the smile on his lips finally disappeared, and the line of his jaw was hard and sharp, "Then I'll take my leave first." Chu Xun took off the other earphone and walked forward Take a few steps and put the MP3 on the coffee table.When he stood up again, the calmness on his face was completely broken, and the violence in his eyes was like a sharp sword drawn out of its sheath.
Fu Jingchen immediately stepped forward and grabbed Chu Xun, "Rong Rong, Rong Rong, listen to my explanation!"
Chu Xun's muscles tensed up.Anger gave him infinite strength.With a strong wave of his arm, Fu Jingchen was pushed back, "Listen to your explanation? Explain what? Explain how much you feel sorry for the real murderer hiding behind the scenes and how much you have left?!" Chu Xun gritted his teeth, and every word They were all crushed into powder, "No need! He owes me, I want to get it back with my own hands!"
"Rongrong!"
"Don't call me Rongrong again!"
The veins on Chu Xun's forehead popped up.He didn't care about Fu Jingchen at all, and with a force that would almost break the bones, he broke Fu Jingchen's fingers holding his arm one by one, and pushed the person away violently again.With red eyes, he stepped to the door in two or three steps.
He ran out like this, not knowing what would happen.Fu Jingchen used the grappling technique cruelly, grabbed Chu Xun and threw him behind him, completely blocking the door with his body.
Chu Xun fell to the ground with a muffled sound.Fu Jingchen felt a pain in his heart, so he wanted to step forward to help him.Chu Xun sneered abruptly, his eyes were stabbed on Fu Jingchen's face like a knife, wishing he could take a piece of flesh off him seriously, "Oh, are you in a hurry?" Chu Xun twisted his wrist with a flick, slowly getting up, while Can't help sneering: "Are you so afraid that I will go to him? Don't worry, I am not an unreasonable person. I will treat him as he treats me. I just want to be on his face..." Chu Xun stretched out his right index finger , along the remaining scar on his left face, and slashed hard, "Using a dagger, just make one slash like this, it's all right. I promise there will be no second cut! Is it okay? Mr. Fu! Mr. Fu!"
""Rongrong, it's not what you imagined..."
"Get out of the way!" Chu Xun couldn't listen to Fu Jingchen's words at all.
All night long, he was repeatedly tortured by that audio.The hardships he suffered, the wasted years, and the acting career that was almost ruined forever by one step, were not ordinary accidents, but a deliberate murder by someone.The mastermind behind the scenes was not only regarded as a good friend by him, but also Fu Jingchen's bedside person for six years.
Six years ago, when he lost his dream and lover, and was struggling to survive in the midst of inferiority complex, anorexia, and depression, Fu Jingchen was holding Xue Rui in his palm, caring for him tenderly.
The smile on his face shattered into pieces and fell down.Chu Xun's blood-red eyes were filled with water.He couldn't hear anything, only his anger dominated him, and he rushed to Fu Jingchen with brute force and shouted, "Get out of the way!"
Step aside.No one can stop him from taking revenge!
"Rongrong, I swear, I will get back all the harm you have suffered! But the time is not yet ripe. You can't go there in person! You can't ruin your future for a murderer..."
Fu Jingchen was still chattering, like a loud and harsh noise screaming in his ears.Chu Xun's ears rang, and he grabbed a fruit knife on the bar and swung it down, "Shut up! I said get out of the way!"
"Well!"
Accompanied by a very short cry of pain, the knife seemed to have cut somewhere.Blood swarmed out, soaking Chu Xun's right hand along the fruit knife that hadn't left yet.The smell of blood rushed into the nasal cavity.Chu Xun woke up suddenly.
The fruit knife cut through Fu Jingchen's left arm, and the cuff of his short-sleeved shirt was dyed bright red by the gurgling blood.
It seemed that Chu Xun had also been cut, his body shook suddenly, and the blood-stained fruit knife fell to his feet.
Fu Jingchen seized the opportunity and immediately held Chu Xun's hands, "Rongrong, Rongrong don't go..."
The blood had already flowed through Fu Jingchen's forearm, and then collected and dripped from his fingertips.Chu Xun was torn and tangled in his heart, and turned away from looking at Fu Jingchen's wound.
Although the blood flowed rapidly, luckily the wound was not too deep.To be safe, Chu Xun still accompanied Fu Jingchen to the hospital for treatment.On the way to the hospital, Chu Xun stared outside the car without saying a word.Fu Jingchen took Chu Xun's hand and told him carefully his plans and concerns: "Now we all know that Deng Zhigang's crimes were instigated by Xue Rui. But one of the recordings was made by hacking into Deng Zhigang's It is very likely that it will not be used as legal evidence by the court. Apart from this, I have no other clues about Xue Rui's crime. So I can't file a lawsuit against Xue Rui. Second... When Fu Jingchen said this, he couldn't help sighing deeply, his tone obviously mixed with helplessness, "Even if Xue Rui can be brought to court, the sanctions that the law will give him are very limited."
During this period of time, Fu Jingchen has been suffering from this cognition.Not only him, after being forced to calm down, Chu Xun also clearly realized this crucial key difficulty: the injuries he suffered were clearly caused by Xue Rui and Deng Zhigang.However, under the existing legal framework, Xue Rui has almost no responsibility.
The reality of the recording is crystal clear.Eight years ago, Xue Rui took advantage of Deng Zhigang's feelings and repeatedly told Deng Zhigang that Chu Xun had repeatedly robbed him of his roles, causing great harm to his acting career and even ruining his future.He convinced Deng Zhigang of this.He kept hinting that the reason for all this was because of Chu Xun's outstanding appearance.If Chu Xun loses his only appearance advantage, he will no longer pose a threat to him.Back and forth endlessly.In front of Deng Zhigang, he has been cornered by the sinister and vicious demon Chu Xun.Xue Rui's brilliance also lies in this.Inside the words, he hated and feared Chu Xun, and he had been tortured to the point of collapse.He even said in person, "Only when Chu Rong's face is ruined can I have a bright future."But from the beginning to the end, he never said a single word to Deng Zhigang, asking him to ruin Chu Xun's face for his own future.Complaints, tears, hints, and Deng Zhigang's own love for Xue Rui, together build Xue Rui's mental control over Deng Zhigang, prompting Deng Zhigang to fall into sin willingly, and remove the developmental obstacles for his sweetheart.
Thoughtful and vicious.For self-interest, you can decide to destroy Chu Xun's face, or you can watch your admirer jump into the abyss with peace of mind.After many years, the evil deeds were exposed, but he could not even be charged as an "abettor".Xue Rui's methods of doing things were beyond what Chu Xun could have imagined.
Chu Xun's expression remained unchanged, but his plump lips were pursed even tighter.Fu Jingchen wrapped Chu Xun's palms with both hands, and said his last plan: "Yuntian lured Xue Rui back to China in the name of cooperation, hoping that he could meet Deng Zhigang. The more the two of them met, the more they met. The more the more, the easier the situation will be. In addition, there is also the apartment attack case that Xiao Yuming participated in. There is a clue that it seems to be related to Wan Yucheng. And behind Wan Yucheng..." Fu Jingchen really didn't want to mention that name again.He took Chu Xun's hand and couldn't help kissing the thin white fingertips.Only in this way can the anxiety in his heart be relieved a little, "I'm sorry Rongrong, I'm really sorry...you have suffered so much, and now the culprit is right in front of you, but I can't make him punish...I know, if you change One way, the blood debt can be paid immediately. But... Although the Fu family and the Fu family are not innocent, they have never been involved in the underworld. Unless it is absolutely necessary, I don't want to cross that line. Rongrong, give me again A period of time. When the time is right, I promise, I will never let anyone who hurt you!"
The car drove into the hospital.Chu Xun didn't respond.He pulled out the palm tightly held by Fu Jingchen, pushed the car door, "Get out of the car."
The wound was healed quickly.Walking out of the outpatient building, Chu Xun hesitated a little standing in front of the steps.Fu Jingchen's car drove over, and he opened the car door for Chu Xun himself, "Rongrong, I'll take you back to the apartment first."
Chu Xun bowed his head and thought for a moment, bent over and sat back in the car, but said to the driver, "I'll go back to Yangying. Thank you."
Fu Jingchen glanced at Chu Xun, then changed his words and told the driver, "Go to Yangying."
The road was smooth, and about half an hour later, the car stopped at a side door in Yangying.
Chu Xun was silent for a while, then took out the keychain from his pocket, took the one he found in the apartment, and handed it to Fu Jingchen, "Give it back to you."
Fu Jingchen's complexion changed suddenly, "Rongrong!"
After the reunion, Chu Xun lived in that apartment since the relationship between the two eased.They also lived together in that small duplex and spent a short, difficult, and rare good time.After breaking up again, Fu Jingchen moved out of the apartment, and Chu Xun continued to stay in the apartment under Fu Jingchen's instructions.Although they never said it out, they all knew it well: this apartment was the last tie between the two.If Chu Xun didn't leave for a day, their friendship still existed, and they never really broke up.
Fu Jingchen looked serious and terrifying.His whole body seemed to be frozen, only his two eyes were blazing, staring at the key An Jing held in Chu Xun's palm like hatred.
The driver seemed oblivious to the situation behind him, got out of the car quietly, and stopped at a far corner.
Ten seconds passed.Chu Xun couldn't wait for Fu Jingchen's response, so he put the key on the seat beside him, and then went to push the car door.
Fu Jingchen suddenly clenched Chu Xun's arm, "What do you mean?" His tone was stiff and the ending trembled slightly, as if frightened.
Chu Xun failed to break free from Fu Jingchen's restraint, lowered his eyes and said softly: "That's what you thought of."
Fu Jingchen's chest suddenly rose and fell violently, "You are still blaming me! You blame me for Xue Rui..."
"Yes, I'm blaming you!" Chu Xun interrupted Fu Jingchen with a raised voice, "But I'm not blaming you for not immediately avenging Xue Rui for me. I'm blaming you for the six years you were with him!"
The answer was unexpected, Fu Jingchen was shocked, and the hand that grabbed Chu Xun's forearm loosened.
Chu Xun violently swung him away, with a deep blush on his face, maintaining a perfect calm shell, shattering more and more gaps, "Are you surprised? Could it be that in your heart, I shouldn't care about this at all?" ?"
Fu Jingchen retorted subconsciously, "No..." But his expression was clearly still confused.
There was despair in Chu Xun's eyes, he shook his head, his words were helpless and fragile, "You won't understand. No matter how much I say, no matter how distressed you are, you won't really 'understand'."
Because in this world, there is no real "empathy".
Chu Xun wiped away the dim light from the corners of his eyes, and said as calmly as possible: "At the beginning you chose Xue Rui, although I was sad, but I was able to convince myself that love cannot be forced. Later, when we learned of Joey's existence, we broke up again. Sad, but also jealous of him... jealous of him being able to get your unforgettable love; jealous of him meeting you so many years before me. Heh..." Chu Xun showed a distorted and bitter smile, "Look, that's how I am You're cheap. You're clearly determined to leave you, but you're still thinking about it, and you haven't let it go for a second."
"No, let me..."
Chu Xun interrupted Fu Jingchen with a wave of his hand. He calmed down and said slowly: "I understand myself. I am emotional and easily impulsive. I ask too much and care too much. But for you, I never dare to seriously care... Until the truth was completely revealed this time, I suddenly remembered many past events in an instant. I thought of you hiding from me and secretly going on a date with Xue Rui; I thought of me preparing a birthday dinner for nothing all afternoon; Rui, personally formed a team for him to make a movie; thinking of the words you said to me when I hurt Xue Rui..." Chu Xun turned his head, looked at Fu Jingchen who had already burst into tears, and said every word lightly. He said lightly: "You told me at the time: You misread me, you didn't expect me to become so vicious..." Chu Xun's lips curled up slightly, as if smiling.The smile disappeared in an instant, and frost covered Chu Xun's face again, "I think of so much, but I no longer think of the pain and regret of the past... It seems that the shackles I have carried for many years have been shattered in one day. I can finally say goodbye to you in my heart." With pen and paper, I can blame you, anger you, and even resent you without any guilt... Just like ordinary people resent their cheating boyfriend. Even if you saved my life, I can no longer convince myself that I don't care... Brother Xiaochen, I think, this time I am truly liberated."
Chu Xun pushed the car door for the second time, but Fu Jingchen didn't stop him.Leaning out of the car with his upper body, Chu Xun paused, and turned back to leave the last sentence: "You don't have to worry about Xue Rui's affairs. When I have the ability, I will seek justice from him myself."
Slamming the car door, Chu Xun strode into the campus.The sun was shining brightly, reflecting the young faces coming and going.Chu Xun raised his head slightly, never letting the tears fall from his eyes.
This time, he didn't say goodbye to Fu Jingchen.This time, we should never see each other again.
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