Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]

"Chenchen..."

Fu Jingchen's face was too ugly.Aunt Pei looked disturbed and reached out to help his arm.Xiao Qi also sensed something was wrong, stood up and carefully hugged Fu Jingchen's legs, and timidly called: "Daddy..."

Fu Jingchen tried his best to calm his breathing, opened his eyes for a moment, bent over and rubbed the top of Xiaoqi's hair, "Xiaoqi, daddy is going out of town immediately. You have to obey grandma and the doctor obediently. Do you understand?"

Xiaoqi opened his mouth and wanted to say that he was going too, but Fu Jingchen's stern expression made him dare not act like a baby at will for a moment, so he could only respond aggrievedly, "Oh..."

Aunt Pei quickly leaned over and hugged Xiao Qi, raised her head and said softly: "Go, go quickly. No matter what happens, please tell Mr. Chu well. Xiao Qi has me here, don't worry."

Fu Jingchen nodded, hugged Xiaoqi and kissed his forehead, and hurried downstairs to the airport.

Nancheng does not have an airport.Fu Jingchen landed in a neighboring city and then changed to a taxi. It was almost ten o'clock at night when he arrived in Nancheng.

Under the night, the quiet town flows with neon lights.The car drove all the way along the Xunjiang River, and from time to time, people would be seen setting off fireworks on the river bank.Fu Jingchen's chaotic brain recovered a little.He belatedly remembered that today was the last day of the year.

Chu Rong's residence in Nancheng has never been rented out, and he still lives there when he comes back this time.The taxi stopped in front of an old residential building.Fu Jingchen got off the car, stood silently in front of the building for a long time, and slowly walked up the stairs.

The bodyguards arranged beside Chu Rong would send back news every day.During the time of separation, Fu Jingchen knew Chu Rong's every move like the palm of his hand.He knew that Chu Rong still had a party today, in this simple rental house.Fu Jingchen went up to the fifth floor, and through the old anti-theft door, he could hear the noisy and cheerful voices inside.Fu Jingchen raised his hand and knocked on the door.No one in the house heard, still laughing.Fu Jingchen increased his strength.Finally someone responded and walked quickly to open the door.

"Who?"

The moment the door opened, Fu Jingchen and the people inside were all stunned.

Fu Jingchen looked at the tall and burly man in front of him, and tried to keep his tone steady, "Mr. Wang, I'm here to find Rong Rong."

Wang Meng didn't reply, he stood at the door and frowned to examine Fu Jingchen, with obvious hostility in his eyes.

"Mengzi, who is outside?"

Chu Rong's voice came over.Fu Jingchen hadn't seen him yet, and his heartbeat was out of order.After a burst of light footsteps, Chu Rong poked his head out from behind Wang Meng.Seeing Fu Jingchen suddenly, the smile on his face immediately disappeared, and the bright starlight in his eyes seemed to dim accordingly.

Fu Jingchen's heart twitched suddenly. He stared at Chu Rong closely, trying not to let the trembling in his words show any clues, "Rong Rong, let's have a good talk tonight. Is it okay?"

Chu Rong looked away from Fu Jingchen's face, and asked after a moment of silence: "Did you see what's in the safe?"

Fu Jingchen's voice was dry, "...read it."

Chu Rong raised his eyes again, looked at Fu Jingchen's face carefully, then made up his mind, nodded and said, "Okay. Wait a moment."

Chu Rong turned back to get his coat.Wang Meng grabbed him, "Ah Xun! You said that today you will..."

"Don't worry," Chu Rong patted his arm and smiled softly, "I said I would celebrate the New Year with everyone. I promise, I will be back in a while." After speaking, she walked out through the security door, bowed her head and said, "Follow me Come" and go downstairs first.

Fu Jingchen followed Chu Rong.The two left the community one after the other and turned into a nearby alley.The alley is cold, and there are not many families left.Chu Rong walked to the middle of the alley and stood still, turning around to face Fu Jingchen.In the dim moonlight, Fu Jingchen's face was cold and soft.Chu Rong inexplicably remembered the night many years ago when he blocked Fu Jingchen in the back alley of the bar and forced him to confess.The moonlight that night was so beautiful that it gave him such infinite courage.For so many years, he and Fu Jingchen were separated, and he suffered from despair day by day, but he never regretted what he did that night.But now... Joey's face entered his mind, and Chu Rong was dizzy for a moment.He leaned against the wall, raised his head and let out a sigh of relief, smiled weakly, and said, "...Actually, what else is there to talk about between us?"

"Rong Rong," Fu Jingchen was flustered, stepped forward and firmly grasped Chu Rong's left hand, and hurriedly said: "I know I made too many mistakes... I just hope that you can give me a chance to explain."

"Explain..." Chu Rong muttered to himself.He didn't move, and he didn't break free from Fu Jingchen's palm. His gaze, which was cooler than the moonlight, pierced through the void, and his indifference was shocking. "

"Rongrong, it's not what you think! The reason why I made so many mistakes, in the final analysis, is because I feel ashamed of Joey..."

"Don't mention his name in front of me!" Chu Rong broke out suddenly, he threw off Fu Jingchen, gritted his teeth and roared, "If you dare to say it again, get out of here now!"

Fu Jingchen was stunned immediately, and pity welled up in his chest for a moment.With sore eyes, he said cautiously: "Rong Rong, I'm sorry...I've been sorry to you all these years."

Chu Rong turned her back to Fu Jingchen, raised her hand to cover her face, waited for her breathing to calm down, and shook her head slightly, "You didn't apologize to me...all of this, I came to the door myself."

"No, Rongrong! Listen to me..."

"Brother Xiaochen," Chu Rong seemed to have stabilized his emotions. He interrupted Fu Jingchen and said slowly, "I still have something to ask you. You just need to answer yes or no. Is that okay? "

"Okay!" Fu Jingchen replied immediately: "Just ask. I will never hide it again."

Chu Rong lowered her head halfway, and after a long time asked the first question: "You and him... I mean, is the person in the photo your first love?"

Fu Jingchen swallowed a mouthful of saliva and replied, "Yes."

After asking the first one, the rest seemed to go smoothly.Chu Rong continued: "When I confessed to you, did you still love him?"

Fu Jingchen couldn't help being dazed. After a long silence, he said with difficulty: "I'm not sure...but I know, I'm ashamed of him."

Chu Rong took a deep breath and asked the last question, "You chose Xue Rui back then because...his face." He said he was asking, but his tone was already affirmative.Because of such an obvious question, there is really no need to ask it out loud.

Layers of cold sweat permeated his back, Fu Jingchen shook slightly, his voice was low and hoarse, "... yes." After he uttered this word, the alley fell into silence for an instant.

For a moment, Chu Rong smiled softly, breaking the frozen silence.He didn't seem to care at all, and his words were still somewhat relaxed, "As expected... Thank you for your cooperation. Now that this is the case, it doesn't make much sense to continue getting along... It's not as good as us..."

"Rong Rong!" Fu Jingchen didn't care about anything else, and the ominous premonition grabbed his heart, prompting him to hold Chu Rong's arm tightly from behind, "Don't say those two words! I beg you to give me a chance! I Please, please don’t say those two words!”

Chu Rong still didn't turn around.His back was soaked in moonlight, as cold as a snow sculpture without temperature.But his forearm, which was held by Fu Jingchen, was shaking slightly.

Fu Jingchen called his name over and over again, wanting to reach out and hug him.Chu Rong suddenly turned around and swung Fu Jingchen away.Xingyue was indifferent, reflecting his mottled face already soaked with tears.

"Why can't I say those two words? Why can you say it, but I can't?"

"Rongrong..."

Chu Rong dodged Fu Jingchen's outstretched hand, he gritted his teeth, and held back more tears that wanted to fall violently, "You can leave as you please. Why, why do I have to wait for you all the time? Even if you I've always loved someone else in my heart..."

Fu Jingchen almost lost control of his emotions, and said loudly: "I don't! I'm not in love with anyone else now!"

"Do you think I can still believe it!" Chu Rong clenched his fists and hammered the wall, the appearance of indifference was torn apart, exposing the bloody wounds inside, "You grew up with that person and fell in love with each other for more than [-] years. Years. Until his death, you still have to find Xue Rui to replace...Fu Jingchen...Fu Jingchen! In your eyes, I, Chu Rong, can't compare to his face!!"

Fu Jingchen rushed over, hugged Chu Rong tightly, and wrapped his hands in his palms, "It's not like that. It's not what you think! I'm sorry for him, so I never forget it. How much is love and how much guilt is in it? , At that time, I didn’t know the difference myself! Rongrong, Rongrong! Only once. Only this time! Trust me again this time, okay?!”

Chu Rong couldn't help shaking his head, raised and lowered his palm, and finally pushed Fu Jingchen away again, "It's not good... I don't want to continue like this...it's not good at all."

"Rong Rong!" Fu Jingchen completely lost his usual calmness, even under such thin moonlight, he could clearly see the blue veins protruding from his forehead.

Chu Rong's expression was distorted. He wiped away the tears on his face, forced himself to be calm, and explained to Fu Jingchen stumbled: "I can't love you anymore... I really can't. Otherwise I will really go crazy... You know that losing to How painful is the taste of a face? It is even more unbearable than digging out the heart. Fu Jingchen, for a moment, I really want to kill you! Just like An Chen, kill you! If we continue to be together , I, I will definitely kill you..."

"I'm not afraid!" Fu Jingchen's eyes were flushed, burning with hot flames.He stared straight at Chu Rong, and said firmly: "I'm just afraid that you will separate from me. I'm not afraid of anything else!"

"But I'm afraid!" Chu Rong turned her head away, avoiding Fu Jingchen's sight, "I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself and hurt you... That will definitely make me regret it forever. I'm even more afraid..." Chu Rong panted tremblingly For a moment, he revealed the deepest fear in his heart, "I am even more afraid that I will really become An Chen. I can't do that! I can't really become a lunatic! I can't allow myself to become so terrible for a love. ...Brother Xiaochen, do you understand? Do you understand?! I really can't afford to love anymore...If this continues, there will really be no Chu Rong in this world."

Fu Jingchen was heartbroken, he opened his mouth, but couldn't say another word.

Huge fireworks suddenly rose from the river not far away.The new year has arrived.The fireworks were gorgeous, and the joyful crowd cheered warmly.

The anger in my heart slowly extinguished.It seemed that he was extremely discouraged, and even his anger was hard to sustain.Chu Rong looked up at the flowers blooming in the distant sky, and his Adam's apple rolled slightly.Looking away for a moment, under the reflection of colorful fireworks, he looked at Fu Jingchen's pale face, and said softly, "Brother Xiaochen... let's break up."