Best Actor in A Dream of Love [Entertainment]

Between himself and Xue Rui, Fu Jingchen chose the latter. Although Chu Xun was in great pain, he was not yet desperate.It wasn't until later that his appearance was destroyed that he realized how painful it was to die.After living in Nancheng for many years, her state of mind gradually calmed down, and there was only a faint trace of love and hate remaining.If he stays in Nancheng forever, maybe one day, his heart will turn into an ancient well that is not smooth.

But Chu Xun was faintly unwilling, even if there was only a slight chance, he rushed forward to grab it.Be it his career... or love.

I want to create a classic role, prove myself as an actor, and even desire to engrave my name in the history of Chinese film.Chu Xun did not hesitate to tear apart the painful love affair many years ago, causing the wound that had slowly scabbed over the years to burst and bleed, revealing the bright red and painful wound inside again.He couldn't care less about anything.Playing An Chen well seems to be the most important mission in his life.Even if a piece of "Erosion" made him even more insane than before, Chu Xun still enjoyed it.

Maybe it was because he was greedy in the first place, or maybe he was bewitched by An Chen, and he had already learned such a big lesson, yet he began to look forward to Fu Jingchen's love again.

Shen Weifeng really saw him thoroughly.No matter how tough he speaks, no matter how much he struggles inside, he doesn't even dare to easily believe Fu Jingchen's feelings anymore. What he truly wants is always wanting to be with Fu Jingchen.

Fu Jingchen, the man who gave him a second life, is a god he believes in and worships.Just by moving the tip of his tongue and gently saying the three words "Fu Jingchen", endless fragrant flowers can bloom in his heart.

Chu Xun is like a moth chasing the flame, regardless of gains and losses, regardless of life and death, and he only wants to embrace the person he has admired for so long.He regrouped again, trying to make himself good enough, no longer as self-willed as he was when he was young, and patiently waiting for the day when Fu Jingchen would truly fall in love with him.He didn't care about Fu Jingchen's decision back then, nor did he explore why Fu Jingchen and Xue Rui broke up.He just wants to be able to cherish each other with Fu Jingchen from now on, and walk through their lives together slowly and well.

He thought they could...before today.

In the photo, the teenager laughing with Fu Jingchen has a delicate and gentle face.And that beautiful face was almost indistinguishable from Xue Rui's.

Chu Xun almost paranoidly believed that Fu Jingchen was gentle and affectionate.Little did they know that as early as many, many years ago, all of Fu Jingchen's tenderness and affection had been entrusted to Joey.Even long after Joey passed away, Fu Jingchen had to find a replacement shadow.

Yes.Xiao Qi is the son of the old man, and Xue Rui is the shadow of the old man.

So, what about Chu Xun?

Chu Xun... is just a stupid and blind moth.

The photo slipped from his hands and fell to the floor.Chu Xun leaned back against the wall, staring blankly at the corner of the ceiling.The heart has gradually lost consciousness from the initial severe pain.When Ronghua scratched open the door and jumped in, Chu Xun rolled his eyes and realized that the sky was already dark.Ronghua should be hungry, "meow meow" pitifully.Chu Xun's limbs were stiff, and he stood up after a while, and went out to put food for Ronghua.Back in the study room, there are a lot of photos spread out in front of my eyes.Chu Xun looked down, his eyes were swollen and sore, but he couldn't shed a single tear.He himself didn't quite understand why he reacted like this.Pain still hurts.But it seems that after a certain point, no matter how painful it is, it can only be endured numbly.

Bending down to put the photos back in the safe, Chu Xun was in the partition below and saw the birthday present he had bought for Fu Jingchen.He was afraid that Fu Jingchen would find out early, so he carefully hid the gift in the safe.After hesitating for a moment, Chu Xun took out the black velvet satin gift box.Open it, and there is a delicately shaped platinum men's necklace in the gift box.Thinking that this chain suits Fu Jingchen's temperament better, I immediately bought it and wanted to give it to him to wear.Perhaps there is also a little thought of wanting to compete with that "old friend".

Chu Xun's fingers trembled slightly, and the corners of his eyes eventually leaked out.Xue Rui was right, he was indeed too stupid.

There is a cross on Fu Jingchen's chain, and two letters are dotted on both sides of the cross."H" on one side and "A" on the other.Chu Xun knew that Fu Jingchen's English name was Hyman, but it wasn't until today that he learned about Joey and that his English name was Alan.

How could Fu Jingchen be willing to change such an important chain?It's ridiculous that he thought he had prepared a gift.

Chu Xun wiped his eyes vigorously, threw the gift box back, and left the apartment in a hurry before even closing the safe.He couldn't stay in this "home" for even a minute.Chu Xun had nowhere to go in his car, so he took a circle on Zhongjiang Road and turned around to go to school.Chu Xun's dormitory at school is an apartment with one hall and three rooms.One roommate was absent.The other saw Chu Xun and unexpectedly asked him why he hadn't traveled yet.Chu Xun lowered his head, briefly said that the plan had changed, went back to his room and locked the door, and threw himself on the bed.

Xu was so exhausted that Chu Xun fell asleep.Many dreams come one after another, sometimes it seems to be awake, and sometimes it seems to be asleep.Waking up by the phone in the afternoon, Chu Xun was sweating and his body was as limp as mud.He didn't have the energy to answer, but the bell rang incessantly.Until the third sound, Chu Xun reluctantly picked it up, and heard Fu Jingchen calling his name softly.His temples felt like being stabbed by thousands of steel needles.Chu Xun didn't hear a word clearly, so he just tried his best to endure: "I'm at school. It's not convenient to talk on the phone." Fu Jingchen hung up immediately, and soon there was another WeChat notification.Chu Xun clicked on it, and saw that Fu Jingchen had made an appointment with him at six o'clock tomorrow night.Tomorrow is Fu Jingchen's birthday.Chu Xun stared at the screen.He wanted to vent, he wanted to question.Fighting Fu Jingchen like a lunatic who wants to give up reason.But in the end, he only replied with three words: Got it.

Fu Jingchen took care of Xiaoqi in the hospital, and he should have turned his back on his back. After the appointed time, he didn't bother Chu Xun again.Lying on the bed again until the evening, Chu Xun reluctantly got up to eat instant noodles, but his stomach seemed to be clenched tightly by one hand, and he vomited out just after eating half a bowl.Chu Xun understood his body well, if he allowed himself to vomit like this, he would develop signs of anorexia soon.He tried a few times, and finally managed to get in with two cans of beer and barely a few biscuits.

In the evening, I accidentally received a call from Wang Meng.Chu Xun finally got a moment of relief, and chatted with Wang Meng for a long time.Before hanging up, Wang Meng also asked him why he canceled the trip.Chu Xun was already able to fake a flawless laugh, and said, "I was caught temporarily by the professor. Mengzi, I'm considered a top student in school." Wang Meng chuckled softly, "I know. A Xun is the best."

There was no sleep that night, and there was a trace of drowsiness before dawn.Chu Xun forced himself to get up according to his usual routine.I drank a few more cans of beer, picked up some snacks at random, and stayed in the dormitory to edit the video of the short play that I shot earlier.Difficulty concentrating.Fu Jingchen would send messages from time to time.Chu Xun struggled to deal with it, and his mood became more and more irritable.Unknowingly, the sky darkened, and the time agreed with Fu Jingchen was almost here.Chu Xun grabbed his phone, wanting to simply inform Fu Jingchen that the appointment was cancelled, but he found it difficult to click on the address book.He was still struggling in confusion when Wang Meng called again.Chu Xun picked it up and asked suspiciously, "Mengzi, is there something wrong at home?"

Wang Meng laughed heartily, "Come out soon, Ah Xun. I'm in front of your dormitory building."

Chu Xun stood up in shock, "What did you say?!"

Wang Meng said in a soft voice, "I'll come and see you. Okay?"

Chu Xun didn't have time to reply, so he threw away his phone and rushed out of the dormitory.

Wang Meng smiled all over his face, standing in front of the small bushes downstairs of the dormitory like a tall and straight tree.

"Mengzi!" Chu Xun cheered loudly.He ran down the steps with his arms outstretched, hugging his good brother tightly.

"A Xun." Wang Meng also hugged Chu Xun tightly, "We finally meet again!"

The reunion after a long absence made the two immersed in intense joy.Neither Chu Xun nor Wang Meng noticed that a silver car slowly stopped at the bend in the road in front of the dormitory building.