[Comprehensive] When you become small, you must also defend your wife's rights

"Not yet?"

"... Oh." Decisiveness is impossible!

Asakawa Chiaki looked sadly at the male god who was still in white shirt and slacks standing at the stairs waiting for her, silently closed the door, silently changed slippers, silently went up the stairs, silently handed him his hand, silently followed The male god entered his room and went to his bed.

Mom, it's a sad fact that your sweet daughter is going to lose her virginity on her first day with a boyfriend.

Asakawa Chiaki wiped her face, and stretched out her hands without hesitation to take off her clothes to please her male god. She quickly ran through the five 360 ​​poses of h that she had written so far, and prepared to choose one that would be cool for the first time to a position that is not only painful.

All kinds of poses flew by in her mind like water, her eyes didn't affect the movements of her subordinates. The neat row of buttons on the light blue shirt had been half unbuttoned from bottom to top, and the hem of the clothes was fluttering. , a flat belly slowly appeared in front of her eyes, and the white corset had also exposed the bottom lace.

It should be a pleasant thing for a sweetheart to take the initiative to take off his clothes and throw himself into his arms, but fortunately, Murakami felt his head hurt more and more, and pressed his forehead, feeling very helpless: "What are you doing?"

"To please you."

Asakawa Chiaki replied as a matter of course, and when he realized that he really said it, he immediately looked like he was struck by lightning, and turned his head blackened all over.

Sure enough, Seiichi Yukimura burst out laughing after being stunned for the first time.

Boys and girls skip kissing on the first day of dating. No, they have done holding hands, kissing and hugging. Except for dating, it seems that there is only the last step left.But going to bed on the first day, or going to bed with his parents and sister at the boyfriend's house, is really shameful!

She was a little shy at first, but being ridiculed like this, Asakawa Chiaki became angry decisively, blushing and grabbing the collar of his shirt thickly, shouting loudly: "What are you laughing at!"

Yukimura Seiichi propped his head on his hands, lying on his side, smiling lightly, "It's nothing."

It's not like nothing at all!Asakawa Chiaki glared at him angrily.

This look was not threatening at all, and Yukimura Seichi didn't care, but thought of a deeper question, and asked with deep eyes: "Will you give yourself to me?"

It is false to say that there are no surprises. A girl is willing to give herself to a boy. What kind of feeling and trust is this?

What's more, Qianqiu Asakawa is not the kind of person who can sleep with a man at will, and is willing to give herself to him... I feel excited when I think about it, not because of that, but when I think about her feelings for me, I feel like I did it a while ago It's all worth it.

As soon as this question came out, even Chiaki Asakawa was stunned.She just followed Yukimura Mika's suggestion subconsciously, without thinking about handing herself over on the first day of becoming a boyfriend and girlfriend. Is this okay?

She didn't even think about it, what would she do if Yukimura Seichi didn't want her in the future?

"I, I didn't think much about it, Mika, Mika asked me to do this, so I just..." Asakawa Chiaki explained in a panic, she didn't know what to do with her hands and feet. Seeing that Yukimura Seichi didn't respond, she panicked even more, " I'm not, I'm not that kind of person, I don't know what's going on, I..."

"I know."

Seiichi Yukimura sat up with his hands, pressed the back of her head, leaned forward slightly, and caught her lips accurately with just one click.This kiss did not contain any predatory color, it was simply imprinted, it seemed to be comforting, and it was easy to leave.

His forehead was against hers, nose to nose, and his voice was hoarse and gentle: "I know, because it's me, so it's okay, right?"

"En." Qianqiu Asakawa responded softly, blushing a little.

"Then can I think that Qianqiu is not unwilling to be my girlfriend?"

"……Um."

"Then can I think that Qianqiu is also willing to be my wife?"

"...It's too early."

"It's 20 years old, you can get married."

"Masaharu won't agree."

"We still need his consent to get married?"

"……Um."

Asakawa Chiaki herself said without confidence.I still need the consent of Mr. Zhuma to get married. If I say this, I will not be laughed to death?But that's the truth.

"My parents have passed away. If I want to get married, I need the consent of Nioh's father and Nioh's mother. Of course, Masaharu's opinion is also very important, um, and Hiroshi."

Which girl didn't snuggle up to her parents happily and sadly before she got married, and acted willfully in her last moments?But Chiaki Asakawa has been deprived of all opportunities to be willful and act like a baby.

A look of pain flashed in Yukimura Seiichi's eyes, and he hugged her dearly, tightly, "I will be by your side from now on, my family is your family, my parents are your parents, and so is my sister." Your sister. We'll have children of our own in the future, so you won't be alone anymore."

Yukimura Seichi drew a beautiful blueprint for her, a blueprint of happiness that has been dusted since the death of her parents and has never been drawn again.

That is a future with only joy and happiness, without sadness and loneliness, a future that she has never had the courage to imagine.

Asakawa Chiaki covered her mouth and didn't want to cry for nothing, but these words pierced her heart, her eyes and nose were sore that she just wanted to shed tears.

She's not strong, really not strong.

The parents who loved her and loved him passed away suddenly, and the whole happy family was shattered in an instant. The Renwang family treated her very well and accompanied her through the most difficult time, but she is not a child of the Renwang family after all, and it is impossible to live in her forever. at his house.

Even if the relationship between the two families is good, and she was raised by Nioh's family, she would rather live alone in such a big apartment, even if she needs to light a lamp every night to fall asleep at first.Living in someone else's home, there will always be a feeling of being dependent on others.

She didn't want to think that way, it was an insult to their family, but... It was really lonely alone.

Nioh Masaharu knew it, but he had no way to change this situation, because his position was destined to be a childhood sweetheart from the very beginning.

Yukimura Seichi knew it and was willing to extend his hand to her, but she didn't have the courage to extend her hand.

Chiaki Asakawa grabbed the shirt on Yukimura Seiichi's back, unwilling to let him see her red-eyed and cowardly appearance about to cry, and only asked in a low voice with a little cry:

"Jingshi, don't be nice to me, I will be reluctant to let you go."

The future you sketched is too good, and she is afraid that she can't help but devote herself wholeheartedly, but in the end she can only get an illusory dream. She loses her heart, hurts her love, loses her body, and has nothing but A handful of flying ashes.

From Yukimura Seiichi's strong words that are not like a confession but better than a confession, from the moment she acquiesced in all this, she knew that there was always this person in her heart. Seeing him, hearing him touching him, she had no choice but to retreat again and again.

Because I like it, I tolerate your willfulness.

Because I like it, I worry about your pain.

Because I like it, I tolerate your strength.

Even if all of this is based on the fact that she wants to give in, it's just the last time, the last time, so it doesn't matter.

So she only obeyed him after the initial struggle, even if it was a dream.

That's why she was really ready to act after Yukimura Mika made such an unreliable suggestion, even if she lost it in the future, she would at least leave a good dream.

and so……

After she assumed the identity of Yukimura Seiichi's girlfriend, she was ready to separate at any time.

"Jingshi, I am also very greedy, especially now that I have lost all my blood relatives, as long as there is a little warmth, I am reluctant to let go. It is cruel to hold it with my own hands and watch it slip away, so don't treat it I'm so good."

"Look, we're already together, and we'll be able to separate after another month..."

The last words were drowned in her mouth, and there was no possibility of saying them again, because Yukimura Seiki looked at her expressionlessly, so that she didn't dare to continue to say things that would obviously anger him.

What she said was the truth, but often the truth hurts the most.

Yukimura Seiichi forcefully opened her hand, a pair of eyes full of wind and rain were staring straight at Asakawa Chiaki's flustered eyes, his tone was cold and full of sarcasm, I don't know if he was mocking her Still laughing at myself:

"Asakawa Chiaki, who do you think I am? A person who will throw you away at will after getting it? A person who only associates with you because of the regrets left in junior high school? A person who gets your body and can treat you as a Someone who throws away like a toy?"

"Asakawa Chiaki, are you looking down on me, or yourself?"

From now on, Asakawa Chiaki has never heard her full name from Yukimura Seiichi's mouth, either "Asakawa-san" or "Chiaki", and even the transitional "Asakawa" in the middle did not appear, and she found out for the first time The fact that her full name came out of his mouth made her only have the urge to cry.

She didn't want to, but she lost too much and was too precious, so she didn't want to lose any more, and she didn't want to be hurt again.

If she didn't have that much in the first place, there would be no possibility of losing anything, she thought so, and she did.

Choosing a job where she stays at home and does not need to go out to deal with people is not because she is not good at dealing with people and is afraid of socializing, but because she is unwilling, or resists contact with society and people from her heart, or even fears.

She is afraid of losing it again, so as long as she doesn't own it, it won't be painful.

A string of eyeballs slipped from the corners of the eyes, Asakawa Chiaki's eyes had long lost focus, as if remembering some scene and fell into a demon, she murmured on her lips over and over again: "If you don't have it, there will be no pain."

But this sentence that you can't hear unless you get close makes Yukimura Seiichi extremely regret what he just said ruthlessly.He felt sad, because of her distrust, and because of her contempt for himself, but if he expected to see such a scene, he might still endure the pain in his heart and continue. He wanted to know what she was thinking in her heart.

"I'm sorry, Qianqiu."

If you don't listen to her own words, who knows what she thinks in her heart?Who knew that Chiaki Asakawa, who was usually laughing and laughing like he didn't have any troubles, would hide so much pain in his heart?

It turned out that Asakawa Chiaki didn't have no feelings for him, but was just afraid of losing, so he didn't want to get close at first.

"Qianqiu, don't be afraid."

Perhaps when she said those farewell words to him, her heart was also aching?He still has family members to help plan the consolation, but maybe she can't even talk about her only friend Nioh Masaharu?

"Qianqiu, I will not leave you."

Perhaps the death of her family was really a heavy blow to her who had been well protected by everyone?The last time I saw her crying in Nioh Masaharu's arms, this time again, she seems to have never recovered from the pain of losing her family, and it's just to keep them from worrying?

"Qianqiu, I will be your family from now on, and I will be with you. Don't cry for Qianqiu, I am here, and I will always be here."