I rely on my face to pretend to be poor in the world of infinite flow

Xie Sha didn't remember everything from the beginning.

The first memory begins with the Interstellar Security Agency.

At that time, the shape of this body was already like that of a seven or eight-year-old boy.

Those people were doing some experiments on him and arguing about what to do with him.

There are other test subjects in the lab, unlike Xie Sha, many of those test subjects are babies.

Don't cry or make trouble, open a pair of clear eyes, a baby who is born knowing.

Only he is like a mechanical AI mixed with human beings, except for the basic settings, nothing is filled.

"...This experimental product is different from the others. It seems to be a semi-finished product that changed its thinking midway through the experiment."

"...Yes, it seems that the portrait is trying to test the threshold of mental strength, and it is used for comparison with the reference group."

"...No abnormality, very stable. Are you sure you want to take away the number 0018?"

"Yes, for some reason, Mr. wants me to keep this experimental product, so that he can be responsible for maintaining and repairing the AI ​​terminal data core processor of the Security Bureau after Mr.'s death."

"...In a sense, 0018 and this data core are also brothers, and they all came from that person."

With the contribution of the scholar Sha during his lifetime, after his sudden death, people need him to have an heir to stay, so as to calm people's hearts.

As the only test subject with scholar Sha's gene, and not an unstable human being, under the strong request of the most trusted steward of Scholar Sha, in the end, 0018 was not under centralized supervision like other test subjects, but was taken away by the steward. He lived in that house as the son of a scholar Sha.

He knew from the very beginning that his name was Xie Cha, other than that, the final Xie Cha had no perception of this world.

"Master, you have to learn to live like an ordinary person."

The people from the Security Bureau did not give up on monitoring Xie Sha. Xie Sha had noticed the monitoring line of sight in the terminal when he was very young.

Just like knowing that he was being monitored, he subconsciously knew that he shouldn't show that he was aware of it.

With learning, Xie Sha understands the world faster than the knowledge around him, just like gradually unlocking the information stored in the AI ​​data core chip.

For so many years, 50% of the AI ​​chip field has been released and opened, and 50% of the human beings have been closed. Only the human-like mimicry makes him behave like ordinary people when needed.

The 50% of human Xie Sha only unlocked the code after Yu Xingzhi appeared, and gradually awakened.

Even so, before today, he had never cared to think about the truth of his relationship with Sha.

Only people care about who they are, where they come from, and what they exist for.

Before today, Xie Sha was 98.2%, and the 1.8% Xie Sha had never been unlocked until Yu Xingzhi pushed him out of the door.

Until he saw the reality of the game.

Yu Xingzhi stared at him, his water-blue eyes were still clear, shallow and gentle, the sparkling water surface did not have much warmth: "I thought you would be angry. At least you would be surprised, just like them It's also unbelievable. Yu Xingzhi and Tan Yaozu are actually the same person, and you will be very angry if you feel cheated, won't you?"

It is different from Yu Xingzhi who is always undefended and soft, seemingly uncertain, or contemptuous.

Xie Sha's black eyes were always pure and firm, staring at him unblinkingly, as if persistent, but gentle and cautious, and said softly: "I'm surprised, maybe I'm angry, but I can't be angry with you. In these Feel the fear before the emotion arises."

Yu Xingzhi was slightly startled: "Are you afraid of me?"

"Well, I'm very scared." Those dark pupils didn't have any emotion related to fear, on the contrary, they were as firm and focused as before, "Why didn't my brother continue to deceive me? Why did my brother expose everything because it was already boring , Losing interest in me, for my brother, do I have no value worth deceiving? I can't help but be afraid."

The victim who is duped and deceived gives up his rights as a victim.

Because I am more afraid of losing than being deceived.

Yu Xingzhi stared at him, seemed to smile, gentle and cool, and murmured: "How come, you heard me say, you are special to me, right?"

"Well, I heard it. But I can't let go of my heart."

With a clear and clean face devoid of passion, she has rational eyes that point directly at people's hearts and see through everything. Even if she is full of careful love, she is always sober.

"It's been a long time ago. No matter how gentle you are when you look at me, you can't clearly understand how you think of me in your brother's heart. My brother's true thoughts and heart can't be determined. Even if I am special, how long can I be special?" ? This moment is special, what about the next moment? Now is special, what about the future? Why is it special?"

"It's impossible to be sure when it's Xingzhi, and it's even more untouchable when it's Yaozu."

"It's a little better now than ever, remembering all the connections I had with you, and finally realizing that what my brother and I mean to each other is indeed special. Now I stand tall enough to see the blue star The brightness of the day and the shadows of the night, more or less understand why this is the case."

All the information stored in the core of the mechanical AI has been decrypted, and the secrets and obsessions of that 0.018 second moment are waiting for the agreed reunion.

Yu Xingzhi looked at him, his eyes were cool and gentle, focused and contemptuous.

"Well, you are indeed standing high enough. As a human being, you have reached your limit. The tenth-level spiritual power is about equal to the gods defined by humans."

Xie Sha didn't look like a god, and his clear face, except for the lack of lust and excessive cleanliness, didn't have any abnormalities beyond the scope of human beings.

Only those dark eyes that are always firm, never wavering, faintly reveal the purity of this flawless soul.

"There are no gods, only human beings. I don't want to rule anything, surpass anything, or seize anything. I seek eternal life in an instant, but I just want to extend the love in that instant indefinitely. I just want to be calm and quiet, and like that star."

He looked at Yu Xingzhi, in the appearance of a human being, only in the appearance of a human being.

In the dark and docile eyes, there is careful love, focused tenderness, and an incomprehensible coldness around the brows and eyes.

Yu Xingzhi was also looking at him, his clear and undefended eyebrows belonged to Xingzhi, and his whispering and cool tone belonged to Yaozu: "What is Xie Sha thinking? I have always wanted to know. No matter what, I can't get it satisfactorily." In the end, I decided that it would be better to ask you directly. Based on this curiosity, I decided to let you know the truth."

It was decided that the key to unlock 1.8% of Xie Sha's future would be in the hands of Yu Xing. Only when he felt that it was time to meet each other could Xie Sha remember the last thing.

Xie Sha stared at Yu Xingzhi: "Finally, we can communicate face to face and calmly. I want to be sure, does my brother know what you mean to me?"

Yu Xingzhi stared at him: "It is impossible to be sure and know."

Xie Sha's eyes were focused and calm, gentle and cold, and his extremely soft voice said: "Then brother listen to me carefully. Before loving you, I have never loved anything. Anything, including everything. Including hating the world, utter destruction Is. If the end of the world suddenly came, I would smile with relief and think it would be great."

That Xie Sha, who was 20 years away from the destruction of Blue Star, was a 13-year-old boy.

"As an ordinary human being, Xie Sha, a 13-year-old human being, has seen a lot of ugliness that ordinary people may not have seen enough in a lifetime. These things are listed as taboos in human society. If they appear in any written language In the eyes of others, it will be obliterated and destroyed. But it really exists in the world that is turned a blind eye."

"I saw the world is gray, the eyes of young children are turbid, husbands and wives deceive each other, brothers and sisters frame each other, speak touching words, and smile poisonously. Pretend to be kind and bully the weak for granted. False feelings Fake ethical inversion."

"The beauty of a moment hides the ugliness of a long time. Live happily. This is the kind of person who imagines weaving heaven and despises hell. But the truth of the world is hell. Because I have seen it, I hope this world will be destroyed."

The pale face is too pure and clean, the voice is extremely soft, lacking passion and no expectation, cold and tired, and calmly confided.

"But I soon discovered that what I hate is only human beings. All the beauty that is praised in human books can be seen in animals that have been tortured and killed by human beings. The world itself is so beautiful, and only human beings have problems."

"I hate everyone, including myself. I keep reading and learning, trying to find the reason for the existence of the world. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't live. In the dark night when the power is cut off, I can't continue reading, and I am standing on the city's high rise. I couldn't jump down there. Because, seeing the dark morning light, I suddenly discovered that the world turned out to be so beautiful."

"It's so beautiful, silent, and indulges in all kinds of strange things. Sex and evil, life and death, endless cycles. What is it thinking? It has seen more and longer than I have seen, will it be angry? Will it be disappointed? ? Will you want to destroy it?"

"The light of the sky is still coming, does it mean that its conclusion is different from mine, and I was wrong?"

"Who can monopolize the stars with love? I am also one of the human beings I hate. Before the end really came, I never thought about whether you would love me. I hope you don't love me, so you won't Love other humans as you love me."

"I can not be loved by you, but I can't accept that you love others to the extent that you love me. Even love someone more than me."

"Until the doomsday comes, I don't care whether human beings are doomed or not. It doesn't matter if I exist or perish. But you, my beloved, I hope to live forever."

"Humans can't create stars, I just record them, just like the confession and memory of the world before death. But you, like a miracle, successfully appeared in front of my eyes."

Yu Xingzhi looked at him tenderly, and whispered softly like a whisper of love: "As I said before, my liking for you is special, and you are different from other human beings to me. Maybe it's because I'm not real Blue Star is your own Blue Star."

Xie Sha looked at him quietly, under the shadow of the black eyelashes, as dark as the sea under the night: "You are not the real Blue Star or you are, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that you will not be destroyed by anyone."

"Before the body that took the blue star privately, the body that wants to protect him, and hopes that he will live forever, is in the front."

"To be honest, do you love me, am I special in your heart, how long is special enough? It doesn't matter much, just like I don't care what form I exist in. It is more important to have you by my side than in what form I exist. It’s important. Whether it’s a game or a star, whether it’s an illusion or reality, whether it’s a star or a demon king, it doesn’t matter, as long as it exists and won’t disappear, that’s enough.”

Yu Xingzhi's eyes were undefended, clear and soft: "At first I kept thinking about what kind of Lan Xing you like, and I would like to be him. But gradually, I began to think about what Lan Xing originally looked like. .”

"After seeing Blue Star in the eyes of most people, especially the game copy and players, I started to have different ideas."

"Take out the last period of Blue Star, let the players be in it, and want to see what will happen. This is the final battle."

"Many people think that they can change Blue Star, and they think they have succeeded, but that is just Blue Star's connivance, it is not true. Blue Star has countless forms and has been destroyed many times."

"What can be destroyed in the end is only the blue star in human memory, not the blue star itself."

"Think I'm going to be angry? No, I just watched everything and found it very interesting."

"As the part of Yu Xingzhi, I am willing to indulge and satisfy everything. As the part of Qin Yaozu, I am willing to push on the road of destruction."

"The world will be destroyed many times before it is really destroyed, and there will be many doomsdays before the real doomsday."

"What Blue Star sees is what you see, and the idea of ​​wanting to destroy is what you think. Just like you discover that you love the world, the world also discovers that someone loves me."

"It's like one hell copy after another of this game, giving players horror and misery, but at the last moment, they decided to let it go lightly."

"Every apocalypse is a swing and a test. It's like you are standing on the roof and are teetering."

"Every time after the catastrophe, people sigh that the end of the day is a deception or a fake, but they don't know it. It's just a fluke pass."

"In the copy of the game, the demon king was frightened, then calmed down, and wiped away tears for the players. In reality, the doomsday destroys wantonly, indulges in punishment, watches human beings struggle, and makes choices at every moment of doomsday destruction, wrong or right. With this strangled neck, Death waved the scythe until it felt enough, and then let go, giving the hope of redemption."

"This is the blue star by day and the blue star by night. Does the blue star love man?"

Yu Xingzhi looked at Tan Yaozu, his eyebrows drooping, gentle and contemptuous, and his raised eyes were cool chestnut, not for a moment.

It's like pampering and pampering, a love that seems to be absent.

It's like gloomy and dangerous, knowing that you love him, but being distant and out of reach.

The extravagant voice whispered in a low voice: "When I was a star, I loved you. I don't have my own special wishes, your wishes are everything. I like to be close and attached to you, and I am willing to be what you like, to be attached and protected. I can serve you Whatever you do, it's always with you."

Slightly raised eyebrows, open red lips and white teeth, a bright and seductive smile, with a luxurious and crazy voice: "When I was Yao Zu, I only wanted to be free, and I didn't know what the freedom that bound me was. I destroyed You come to destroy me. You can love me, struggle in my doomsday domain, and decide with your love, whether I will lose myself, fall for you, and turn back into the stars. Or, I will eventually perish with you."

At the end of the world, is Blue Star indifferent and dangerous, hoping for the destruction of human beings, or is he asking for help from the human beings who love it in a way that hurts human beings?

Not only human beings are gnashing their teeth and persisting, but the stars are also there, and they need enough love to suppress the side of destruction, to purify and heal themselves, and to put hell to sleep.

Xie Sha stared at Yu Xingzhi who had completely turned into Qin Yaozu, his dark eyes were pure and gentle:

"You don't have to love anyone, including me, you don't need to inherit anything, except yourself. You don't have to be gentle with any existence, unless it's just your own will.

If you are a miracle, I am a miracle creator, I deleted and returned the core control code to you.

Although, I hope I am special, I hope you love me, only belong to me, as I belong to you.

You are not attached to any hopes and expectations, it is I who want to attach to you. "

Setsuna said to Lan Xing at night: "Okay. I will love you, a lot of love, enough enough for Lan Xing to wake up during the day."

……

In the interstellar era, because of the shady level nine mental power revealed in the final battle of "Doomsday Hell", after the game was closed for an indefinite period of time, an unprecedented impact erupted.

All walks of life began to reflect on the social norm of dividing everything by pursuing absolute spiritual power, and demanded that all investigation documents on the destruction of Blue Star and all the inside information of the Yaotai Project be released.

After a short period of pain, everything began to gradually repair.

On the game platform, some useless games began to appear on the rankings.

Even ordinary games that cannot obtain spiritual power have begun to be loved by players. Isn't the fun of games just useless and enjoyable.

The life of the interstellar people is long enough, and there is no need to spend it in chasing a longer life, sacrificing themselves and others for it.

Nothing to rule over, nothing to dominate, nothing to seize.

Sha Mo's pursuit of eternal life is just to prolong the love and warmth of the moment as an ordinary person.

In the virtual world, the game community is very lively.

"...However, "Doomsday Hell" is still my favorite game. I want to know when it will be available again?"

"...I also want to know. It has been 98 days since Doomsday Hell has been closed for maintenance indefinitely. I want to Yaozu Demon King..."

"...It is impossible to know in the end, are Yu Xingzhi and Tan Yaozu the same person?"

"...The Demon King said yes, but it seemed to be reversed. Xie Sha said no."

"...I don't care about the truth, I just want to start the game and see the beautiful Blue Star again."

"……Me too……"

Not far away, there was a low chuckle, the young man's water blue eyes were clear and harmless, he looked away and left here calmly.

The interstellar capital star, a quiet castle-like house.

The doorbell rang.

The gray-haired but kind old butler came to open the door and looked at the young man outside the door curiously.

"Hello, this is Xie's house. As far as I know, there are no guests who have made an appointment today."

The young man outside the door was gentle and reserved, his rosy lips curved slightly, his water-blue eyes were clear, and they seemed to be bent: "I am not a guest, please tell Xie Sha, the agreement before the final battle, I will come fulfilled."

There was no need to convey, the owner of the house was already standing in front of him, running fast and with messy hair, stepping on the carpet with bare feet, but a smile slowly appeared on his pale face.

His dark eyes stared at the young man outside the door without blinking, and he couldn't wait to step forward and hug him.

"I've lost a lot of weight, and I haven't eaten well and have low blood sugar?" The young man who was being hugged said softly.

Xie Sha hugged him tightly, smelling the sweet rose-flavored toffee aroma: "I haven't fallen asleep for a long time, are you together?"

The young man's brows were undefended and gentle, and he agreed indulgently: "Okay."