you are my sweetie
Chapter 46 Real Chapter
I know that many artists are inspired by nature, so the doctors here also believe that nature can give depression patients the power to defeat the inner darkness. "
After passing through a dwarf apple grove, I finally saw a small house with a red roof in the corner.
Sanyan stopped in her tracks: "Manzi lives inside, you go in and find her, I won't bother you."
Tian Yisheng said: "Thank you for bringing me in."
San Yan looked at Chen Ken: "It should be me thanking you, thank you for choosing to come here. Manzi really, really needs you."
Tian Yisheng shook his head: "I love her, and I need her too."
Sanyan narrowed his eyes, and suddenly said: "Actually, you are not the same kind of people as us. I don't mean family background, but only character and soul. Manzi and I belong to the kind of people with extreme and crazy personalities, but you are normal." People. Therefore, Manzi's needs and your needs are actually two different things. I hope you can understand that your meaning to Manzi is equivalent to light."
Tian Yisheng's eyes were moist: "I understand now."
"Yeah." San Yan smiled, "Come in, she misses you very much."
"Yanzi." Tian Yisheng stopped her, "Is your ex-wife so important to you?"
Sanyan's eyes dimmed slightly, and she curled her lips into a smile: "She's already dead, so it doesn't matter what it means..."
After speaking, she turned around and left.
She was still wearing loose linen trousers. The night wind blew gently, and the fabric fluttered, highlighting her thin and tall figure. The back is lonely.
For a moment, Tian Yisheng also had the urge to find her a partner, just like what Mo Yuchen had done before.
People can't live alone like this forever.
Watching Sanyan go away, Tian Yisheng gently pushed open the concealed door of the house.
The goal of entering is a clean living room, with only a table and two small chairs, and there are simple concrete steps on the side. Going up the steps is the bedroom on the second floor.
Lu Manzi was curled up on the single bed, with his back to Tian Yisheng, sleeping soundly.
She was covered with a thin quilt, which made her even thinner, her back was arched, and her lonely rear ribs were clearly visible.
Tian Yisheng's eye circles turned red all of a sudden.
She quietly sat down by the bed, looking down at Lu Manzi's pale side face.
Her hair was short, without any cover, and there was no foundation makeup on her face. Her haggard skin, loose corners of her eyes, and thick bruises were all vivid.
Tian Yisheng covered his mouth tightly to prevent himself from crying.
It turned out that Lu Manzi was so sick that she couldn't see her.
Others could not describe one-tenth of the pain she endured, and what Tian Yisheng saw with his own eyes was only superficial.
Those inner pains, soul wounds, how heavy and thick, only those who have experienced it can know themselves.
Tian Yisheng tried his best to endure, but still let out a soft sob.
Lu Manzi immediately moved his body, turned over, and opened his eyelids.
Tian Yisheng sniffed, held back tears, and smiled: "Aman..."
Lu Manzi just opened his eyelids, looking at her calmly and silently, like a pool of lifeless water.
Tian Yisheng still couldn't hold back the tears, and touched Lu Manzi's face with trembling fingers.
But Lu Manzi hid back, then sat up, leaned back against the wall, stared at Tian Yisheng, and slowly showed a pale smile.
She said, "Are you here?"
Tian Yisheng was slightly taken aback, Lu Manzi's situation was very wrong.
"Dr. Dahlia gave me a different medicine today, which is very bitter, but I still took it very cooperatively." She said without blinking, "Yanzi asked me to go out to pick blueberries in the afternoon. I didn't want to move Yes, but I went too. Because I can't stay in a daze all the time, it's not good for my condition... Tiantian, am I very good?"
Tian Yisheng understood, Lu Manzi thought she was hallucinating.
She is psychotic depressed, with symptoms of delusions and hallucinations.
"Aman, I'm really here..." Tian Yisheng wanted to grab Lu Manzi's hand, but was dodged.
"Don't touch me, okay?" She curled up her legs, shrunk her body, pitiful and haggard, "Once you touch me, the illusion will no longer be real..."
"Aman!" Tian Yisheng suddenly lost control, rushed over and hugged Lu Manzi forcefully, "I'm not an illusion, I'm real, I'm here to accompany you."
The body temperature was so real, like a hot iron, it made Lu Manzi tremble violently, and his fingers pinched Tian Yisheng's waist vigorously.
Tian Yisheng held her thin wrist, and took her hand to touch his cheek.
"You touch me, I'm real."
Lu Manzi widened his eyes, and stroked Tian Yisheng's profile inch by inch with his fingertips.
The skin is soft and fresh, not an illusion of nothingness.
"Tiantian..." After she murmured, she suddenly pushed her away and shrank back, turned her face to the side, trying to hide her haggard embarrassment, and frowned, "Why are you here? Get out, I am, now Can't see you."
Tian Yisheng took her arm and hugged her tightly again.
"It's okay, Aman. I love you, everything about you, good and bad, beautiful and ugly, I love everything."
Lu Manzi struggled a few times, and finally buried her cheeks in the arms of the day and night thoughts, choked up and whispered: "But I'm sick... Sweet, I'm sick..."
Tian Yisheng held her face, lowered his eyes, and stared at her flustered and sad eyes earnestly and piously: "Aman, you are not sick, you are sick. You will get better, and I will always be with you. Nor separate."
☆, hello
There is only one warm yellow wall lamp in the room, the light is clear but soft.
Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi hugged each other, lying on the bed and talking.
Lu Manzi listened, Tian Yisheng said.
Talk about the first time she went abroad, all kinds of things that happened on the way, all the new things she saw, and...these days, this journey, what she misses about her.
"Why don't you tell me, I'll pick you up." Lu Manzi said.
Tian Yisheng raised his face: "I have a surprise for you."
She gently stroked Lu Manzi's side face: "You have done so many things for me, but I can't do anything for you..."
Lu Manzi held her hand and pressed her forehead hard: "I don't need you to do anything for me, just staying by my side is enough."
Tian Yisheng hugged Lu Manzi, closed his eyelids tightly, but still couldn't help crying.
She owed Lu Manzi too much affection, and she would not be able to repay these things in her whole life.
"Why are you crying?" Lu Manzi hugged her back, "Don't cry."
Tian Yisheng shook his head, but couldn't stop the tears.
"How lucky do I have to be to get so much love from you?"
Lu Manzi held her face in his hands, wiped away the tears from her cheeks with his fingertips, and kissed the corners of her moist eyes and lips.
"It's my luck that my feelings are so extreme, but I can still get your response."
Not all love can be rewarded if you give it. There are too many people in this world who spend their whole life with sincerity, but they don't get half a response from their loved ones.
Feelings are such an unfair thing.
So instead of talking about fairness, it is better to fight for luck.
It is the greatest luck in life to have someone you love, and the person you love loves you too.
Tian Yisheng is a lucky person, and so is Lu Manzi.
Tian Yisheng was extremely tired from traveling from home to abroad for more than ten hours, and fell asleep unknowingly while talking with Lu Manzi.
Lu Manzi didn't feel sleepy at all.
Depression made her insomnia all the year round, and she fell asleep just now, only because of the medicine.
She wanted to talk to Sanyan, but she was afraid that if she let go, Tian Yisheng would not disappear, so she hesitated in the middle of the night, and finally hugged Tian Yisheng until dawn.
The nurses here will wake the patients up on time every morning, and then accompany them to go for a walk in the forest.
However, Lu Manzi's corresponding nurse is quite special, the three disgusts.
Sanyan knew that Tian Yisheng was coming, and the two of them would probably get up late, so they came a few hours late, but Tian Yisheng hadn't woken up yet.
In order to prevent accidents, the bedroom door here is not locked, and there is a small glass window on the door panel, so Sanyan can see the situation inside at a glance.
Lu Manzi also saw her, and they looked at each other.
Sanyan waved at Lu Manzi, motioning for her to come out and speak.
Lu Manzi shook his head and refused, then hugged Tian Yisheng and did not let go.
Sanyan sighed, and pushed the door open neatly, the door panel hit the wall lightly, making a loud noise.
Tian Yisheng's body trembled and he woke up from the dream.
Lu Manzi frowned, and stared at Sanyan very displeased.
Sanyan pointed to the wall clock on the wall: "It's time for you to take your medicine!"
It's past nine o'clock now.
Tian Yisheng rubbed his eyes, remembering that Sanyan said yesterday that people living here would get up at 06:30 every morning, take medicine, take a walk, and then receive corresponding treatment and psychological counseling.
It's so late now, she must have delayed Lu Manzi's treatment.
Get out of bed quickly and say: "Sorry Aman, I slept through..."
Lu Manzi took her hand: "It's okay."
Tian Yisheng looked down at her, for some reason, suddenly wanted to kiss Lu Manzi, so he leaned over and pecked her lips lightly.
San Yan looked sideways, and put the small plastic box containing the medicine on the desk: "You guys are really enough, wash up quickly, take medicine and eat breakfast."
Tian Yisheng's face became hot, and he hurriedly said, "I'll go wash up first."
The bathroom was just inside the room. As she walked in, Lu Manzi followed one after another, reaching out to grab Goutian Yisheng's fingers.
"Well, what's the matter?" Tian Yisheng turned to look at her.
Lu Manzi shook his head: "Together."
Sanyan said from the side: "Don't be together, Manzi, you hurry up and take the medicine."
Tian Yisheng also said: "Yes, you go and take your medicine quickly, and I'll wash up..."
Lu Manzi was very stubborn and did not let go: "We want to be together."
Tian Yisheng said awkwardly: "But I still have to go to the bathroom, so don't come together..."
How embarrassing.
Lu Manzi was still reluctant to let go, Tian Yisheng pushed her back: "You take the medicine first, and after you finish taking it, we'll wash your face together, okay?"
She just let go of her fingers.
Tian Yisheng hurried into the bathroom.
Lu Manzi stared at the bathroom door she closed without blinking her eyes. Two seconds later, she raised her foot to chase the bathroom.
Sanyan hurriedly pressed her shoulder: "Don't worry, she won't leave, let her go to the bathroom with peace of mind. Come, take the medicine."
Lu Manzi took the box of pills, drank cold water, swallowed in two gulps, and then stared at the bathroom door anxiously.
Sanyan grabbed her arm and said in a low voice, "Take it easy, you are like this, be careful not to scare Xiao Tiantian."
Lu Manzi regained her sense, frowned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me about her coming here? She walked so far alone, what if something happens to her?"
Sanyan sighed and said, "Aunt Zhuang arranged for someone to follow her all the way."
Lu Manzi frowned and said nothing.
Sanyan said again: "Your mother's actions are much more rigorous and neat than mine."
Lu Manzi still didn't answer.
The sound of the toilet flushing came from the bathroom. Lu Manzi stood up, strode over to knock on the door and asked, "Will you wash your face?"
Tian Yisheng opened the door, and Lu Manzi immediately squeezed in, holding Tian Yisheng's hand.
The bathroom is also very clean, only toothpaste and simple lotion on the sink.
"Do you have any more toothbrushes?" Tian Yisheng asked.
Lu Manzi turned around, poked his head out of the bathroom and shouted, "Yanzi, toothbrush."
Sanyan said: "I'll look for it."
She went downstairs.
Tian Yisheng simply rinsed his mouth with cold water, and asked Lu Manzi: "Is it me who cooks breakfast or what? It's getting late, is there still time for your morning treatment?"
Lu Manzi paused and said, "Wait for me."
She walked out of the bathroom and opened the window. The outside was facing the orchard. As soon as Sanyan reached the gate of the orchard, Lu Manzi yelled, "Yanzi!"
Sanyan turned around: "What's wrong?"
Lu Manzi said coldly: "Breakfast."
After speaking, he closed the window with a clatter.
Three dislikes: "...just talking about it."
While waiting for breakfast after washing, Tian Yisheng probably packed his luggage.
There is only a wardrobe with two doors against the wall here, and there are two sets of clothes and a few pairs of socks empty inside. Once Tian Yisheng's things are filled in, it becomes full instead.
Lu Manzi stuck to it like chewing gum, hugged Tian Yisheng's waist, looked at the cabinet, and suddenly said a word: "Okay."
Tian Yisheng asked blankly: "Huh? What's good?"
Lu Manzi said, "Hello."
Tian Yisheng turned around and put his arms around her neck, and said with a smile, "You are fine too."
Sanyan brought a simple breakfast and Tian Yisheng's toiletries.
After breakfast, Lu Manzi was going to see her attending doctor.
The building for treatment is behind the church. It is a white three-story house. Dr. Dahlia's office is on the third floor. There is a huge window facing the sun, which is brightly lit, and fresh lilies are placed on the table.
Dahlia was sitting behind the desk, her red hair was neatly rolled up, and her blue eyes were very bright.
Tian Yisheng didn't intend to go into the office with Lu Manzi, but Lu Manzi didn't let go of her, so he could only bite the bullet and go in together.
When Dai Liya saw her, she raised her eyebrows in surprise. Although she spoke English, Tian Yisheng still heard her name.
She actually knew Tian Yisheng.
Lu Manzi answered her yes in English, Dai Liya smiled and said to Tian Yisheng in unfamiliar Chinese: "Hello."
"Hello." Tian Yisheng replied with a smile.
Lu Manzi and Dai Liya's communication was all in English, and most of them were words Tian Yisheng had never heard before, so he had no idea what they were talking about.
Except for the last sentence that Dahlia specifically said to Tian Yisheng.
She asked if she could chat with Tian Yisheng alone.
Before Tian Yisheng could reply, Lu Manzi immediately replied with a NO.
Dahlia smiled helplessly and said, "OK."
Lu Manzi took Tian Yisheng by the hand and left the office quickly.
"Why don't you let me talk to your doctor alone?"
In fact, Tian Yisheng really wanted to chat with Dai Liya, so that he could understand Lu Manzi's condition more clearly.
Lu Manzi was silent for two seconds, then replied, "You don't understand."
Tian Yisheng: "..."
Although this is indeed the case, but just saying it like this is so shocking...
When returning to the house, he passed another vegetable field. Tian Yisheng saw ripe red tomatoes in it, and said, "Shall we have tomato noodles for lunch? I'll make it for you."
Lu Manzi looked at the tomato field with a regretful expression: "I can't do it, the house doesn't have a kitchen."
"Ah..." Tian Yisheng also felt very regretful, she still planned to show off her cooking skills here and take good care of Lu Manzi's three meals a day.
As a result, there is not even a kitchen.
On the way back, both of them were immersed in regret and did not speak again.
Although the red-roof cottage has two floors, its area is not large. There is only one living room on the first floor and one bedroom on the second floor. It cannot be simpler. Even the small yard at the entrance is bigger than the house.
Tian Yisheng glanced at the courtyard and house, and suddenly thought: "There is no kitchen, so we can build one ourselves."
She took Lu Manzi's hand excitedly and said, "Just outside the gate, build a small shed, build an earthen stove under it, add a pot, and you can cook! I just don't know if it's allowed or not."
A bright smile gradually appeared in Lu Manzi's eyes: "I will allow it."
The author has something to say: Can you smell the smell of the ending?
☆, life
The matter of setting up the stove was really allowed, and the two started work that afternoon.
The pot was bought by Sanyan from Shanxia Village, a brand new pan, and a full set of tableware and basic seasonings. The soil was dug out from the vegetable field by Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi.
The two of them have never done this before, and they failed the first few times. It was the third day that they really set it up.
That night, Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi finally ate tomato spaghetti. There was only spaghetti here, and they were used to that kind of noodles in China, so they had to knead them with flour.
Lu Manzi would feel drowsy every time after taking the medicine. Tian Yisheng didn't know it before, and she endured it herself. After taking the medicine, she had to run around with Tian Yisheng, and then secretly yawned.
Later Tian Yisheng found out, so he specially accompanied Lu Manzi to take a nap.
She always sleeps restlessly at night, either waking up in the middle of the night or early in the morning.
During the period after taking the medicine, Lu Manzi fell asleep very quickly, and there would be a short period of deep sleep. At that time, Sanyan secretly called Tian Yisheng out to see Dr. Dai Liya, and Sanyan was the interpreter. Tell Tian Yisheng clearly about Lu Manzi's condition.
In the early stage, Lu Manzi was non-depressive depression caused by stress, and developed into severe psychotic depression in the later stage due to the double trauma of body and emotion.
After she was rescued by gas suicide, she began to have hallucinations and delusions that are relatively rare in depression, and the reason for suicide cannot be clearly determined so far.
The condition of depression, to put it more closely, is like the rotten process of a pear. From the outside, it seems normal, but when you cut it open and look inside, it has already been corroded and emptied by bacteria.
As for her sudden improvement half a year ago, I would like to thank San Yan for enlightening me.
When Dalia said this, she shrugged and smiled, looked at Sanyan and said, "As for what they said, I don't know, and they all refused to tell me."
Sanyan smiled back and didn't translate the sentence, but Tian Yisheng probably understood it.
But now she doesn't mind the little schemes between Sanyan and Lu Manzi in the past. Compared with the suffering Lu Manzi has suffered in the past five years, that little deception is nothing at all.
After talking about her illness, Dahlia talked about something more embarrassing... about going to bed.
Depression patients themselves will have a decline in sexual desire. Coupled with the side effects of various drugs and physical therapy, Lu Manzi is now suffering from serious sexual frigidity in disguise. Her body lacks desire and response. It will continue for several months after she is completely off the drug.
Therefore, Tian Yisheng must be wronged for this convenient matter.
Tian Yisheng blushed and shook his head: "No, it doesn't matter."
Dahlia smiled and nodded: "It's really great that you can understand this. Another thing is that patients with depression will suddenly feel depressed, sometimes because of a small thing, but more often, it's nothing at all. The reason is that the moment you open your eyes in the morning, the depressed mood follows you like a shadow, and this bad mood is the most serious in the morning. So you should pay more attention, accompany, guide and bring her into contact with her at ordinary times. Nature and society. The last suggestion is to let her find meaning in life, which is very important for her to live with hope."
Tian Yisheng wrote down one by one.
They chatted a lot, unknowingly, for more than an hour, Tian Yisheng was afraid that Lu Manzi would not be able to find her when he woke up, so he hurriedly ended the conversation.
When they returned to the small red-roofed room, it was still quiet inside, and Tian Yisheng went upstairs lightly.I thought Lu Manzi was still sleeping, but there was no one on the bed, only the quilt was messily wrapped at the end of the bed.
Tian Yisheng's heart skipped a beat, he hurriedly opened the door and entered the room, his eyes searched, and finally found Lu Manzi in front of the closet with a blank back.
She stood on the open wardrobe, motionless.
"Aman?" As soon as Tian Yisheng said, she immediately turned her head to look at Tian Yisheng's figure in her eyes, and then curled her lips into a distressed and haggard smile.
"What's wrong with you?" Tian Yisheng hurried over and held her hand, "I'm here, don't worry."
Lu Manzi clasped Tian Yisheng's hand tightly, then turned to continue staring at the closet, which was full of Tian Yisheng's things.
"Well, it's not a dream." She said.
Tian Yisheng's eyes were sore, he hugged Lu Manzi's waist, and pressed his body tightly: "I will not leave you, even if I want to go home in the future, I will take you back with me."
Lu Manzi rubbed his lips against Tian Yisheng's cheek: "Yes."
After the two hugged for a while, they went to the chicken coop and the vegetable field to pick up the ingredients for dinner. This place is no different than in China. The types of vegetables and seasonings are relatively simple, and there are only a few tricks to eat. Can't find materials.
Tian Yisheng was worried about this matter, and received a large package the next day, which was sent from a nearby city; it was full of common dry ingredients and spices in China, and even a heavy casserole.
"Did it come from Sanyan?" Tian Yisheng was the first to think of her.
Lu Manzi took out the Chinese red lacquer casserole: "No, it's my mother."
Tian Yisheng was taken aback.
"Do you still mind?" Lu Manzi leaned over and asked, "What happened in the past."
Tian Yisheng lowered his eyelids: "Sometimes..."
She is not a saint and would not mind the cruel separation in the past. If it were not for Zhuang Qingwan, she and Lu Manzi would not be in the current situation.
"I used to be very concerned about it. I felt that even if I died, I couldn't forgive her." Lu Manzi squatted next to the express box, looked at the full things inside, and after a long silence, she said softly, "But she is still me in the end." mom……"
Tian Yisheng smiled and said: "Forget it, let's not mention the past, and live our future well."
"Yeah." Lu Manzi leaned over to kiss her, "The future is more important than the past."
Tian Yisheng put his arms around her shoulders and asked, "Then why did you always tell me that you don't care about the future?"
Lu Manzi didn't answer.
Tian Yisheng hooked her finger: "Is it because of fear? Afraid of me, I can't give you a future..."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelids, still silent.
"Are you also afraid now?" Tian Yisheng continued, "That's why I always feel that I will leave and disappear..."
Lu Manzi looked up at her and said, "To me, you are the real existence. In the future... I don't know."
Who can guarantee what will happen tomorrow?
Only now is it firmly in your hands.
Not only now, but in the future, Lu Manzi still doesn't believe in the future.
Tian Yisheng took her hand and covered his face: "Then you remember, every minute and every second now, I belong to you, and always will be."
Lu Manzi pursed her lips and chuckled, "Well, mine."
**
Tian Yisheng sometimes makes overseas phone calls to Manman, in front of Lu Manzi.
She knew that Lu Manzi was actually very concerned about Manman's existence, but if she carried Lu Manzi behind her back to talk to her family, Lu Manzi would be even more disturbed. Instead of doing that, it's better to be frank.
Manman's recovery is excellent, and although the bone marrow match is only 80.00%, she has never had a serious rejection reaction.The god of luck is firmly on Tian Yisheng's side this time, so that she can accompany Lu Manzi to recuperate with peace of mind.
The pace of life in the mountains is slow and leisurely, isolated from the city, and less connected to the Internet. After getting used to it, not only life is simple, but people are also simple.
With too much free time, two months later, Tian Yisheng began to learn fashion design from Lu Manzi.It was also here that she realized that Lu Manzi created her previous favorite women's clothing brand.
The most beautiful dress in the closet was designed by her for Tian Yisheng, so every detail of the dress directly hit Tian Yisheng's taste.
After getting started, Tian Yisheng's first few sets of design works surprised Lu Manzi and San Yan a little, and praised Tian Yisheng for his aura.
Tian Yisheng is humble on the surface, but he is still somewhat happy in his heart, as if he has finally found his career direction after living for nearly 26 years, he is happy and full of motivation.
Lu Manzi said that when she recovered from her illness, she would partner with Tian Yisheng to set up a private clothing studio, draw drawings and make clothes every day, and she could slowly teach Tian Yisheng what she didn't understand.
One-on-one kind.
With such a plan, the future is full of bright hope and meaning.
Not only Lu Manzi, but even Tian Yisheng felt refreshed and worked harder in cooking. He was eager to go out to pick eggplants and add vegetables to make cold salad.
Lu Manzi and Sanyan stayed at home, staring at the pig's feet soup stewed in the pot.
After several months of companionship, Lu Manzi's condition has improved a lot, and she no longer has the symptom of being restless without seeing Tian Yisheng for a moment. After watching Tian Yisheng go away, she looked at the blueprints again.
Sanyan also took a glance at the side, and told the truth in private: "Xiao Tiantian does have aura, but her professionalism is still far behind."
Lu Manzi glanced at her and ignored her.
San Yan propped up his chin, and said slowly: "Forget it, anyway, with you here, no matter how low-level the drawings are, Mr. Lu can turn the tide."
Lu Manzi didn't answer her words, and carefully put away all the drawings.
San Yan said again: "You are doing well now, when are you planning to go back to China? Xiao Tiantian hasn't seen her daughter for three months..."
Lu Manzi finally spoke: "Fu Cheng will take care of domestic affairs."
Sanyan said: "That's what I said, but if you take the initiative to take Xiao Tiantian back, think about how grateful she is to you."
Lu Manzi frowned and thought for two seconds before saying, "Let's go back in two weeks."
The author has something to say: it's almost over, there are about three or four chapters left, so I have the audacity to ask for a new article - the old hag.This is a small sweet article in a funny style, if you are not sweet, you beat me~
☆, kiss
A week after Manman was discharged from the hospital, Lin Wenjing and Zhou Wan took her to move, on the one hand to avoid gossip in the community, and on the other hand, for Manman's review and study.
They moved to a community with an extremely good location, with the hospital at its back, the school on the left, and Central Park right outside.Fu Cheng found it himself.
After getting off the plane, Mo Yuchen was originally scheduled to pick him up, but he didn't expect to see Wen Xing when he got out of the airport.
San Yan's footsteps stopped suddenly, and he pressed Lu Manzi's shoulder and said, "Forget it, you guys go back, I won't go."
Lu Manzi nodded.
Through the fence of the exit, Wen Xing waved vigorously and shouted happily: "Yanzi!"
San Yan didn't lift his head, turned around and left.
"Yanzi." Tian Yisheng couldn't help but say, "Are you really not thinking about Wen Xing?"
Sanyan shook his head and walked away.
"Yue Yaohuan!" Seeing that she was about to leave, Wen Xing blushed anxiously and said angrily, "If you leave this time, I will never see you again in the future!"
Sanyan paused slightly, seeming to let out a long sigh.
However, there is still no turning back.
Clean and tidy, but also as hard as iron.
Tian Yisheng was a little puzzled, but even more regretful. He pulled Lu Manzi and asked in a low voice: "Did Yanzi never forget her ex-wife?"
Lu Manzi said, "Yes."
Tian Yisheng said: "But didn't her ex-wife break up with her and then marry another man? After all these years, she still refuses to let go?"
Lu Manzi's eyes drifted away: "Some things, it's not easy to let go, and it's even more difficult to start again after letting go."
Tian Yisheng was at a loss: "Then Yanzi didn't let go, or...can't start again?"
Lu Manzi shook his head: "I don't know."
Sanyan left just like that, Wen Xing was so angry that he cried in the airport.
The final result of the airport pick-up was Tian Yisheng's car.
Wen Xing got out of the car halfway, perhaps because he was too unwilling. Before leaving, he said to Lu Manzi angrily: "Please help me tell Yue Yaohuan that she is a scumbag. I curse her that she will never be able to get out of the order!"
She let go of the hurt that night in the past, without dignity or pride, and took the initiative to beg for peace with Sanyan, but Sanyan didn't even look at her.
Trampling her sincerity like this, how can people swallow their breath.
Lu Manzi responded lightly, and Tian Yisheng answered, "Why don't I give you Sanyan's new number, so you can contact her and talk about it yourself?"
Tian Yisheng still clearly remembered the lonely back of San Yan in the orchard that day, and she also hoped that San Yan would have someone by her side to accompany her.
Wen Xing said bitterly: "I don't want to contact her! I want to block her forever and never contact her!"
She wiped her tears and ran away without looking back.
The car was driven straight home.
Tian Yisheng took Lu Manzi to meet his mother first.
When Zhou Wan saw Lu Manzi, she didn't say anything, didn't say hello, and didn't tell him to get lost. She just sat on the sofa and neither greeted Lu Manzi nor Tian Yisheng.
The three of them sat in silence for a while. Seeing that it was almost time for Manman to leave school, Tian Yisheng got up and said, "Aman and I will pick up the child..."
Zhou Wan stood up excitedly, stared at Lu Manzi, her lips moved, but she didn't make a sound.
Tian Yisheng waited for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "Mom, let's go first."
"Don't tell Manman about your divorce from Wen Jing." Zhou Wan finally said the first sentence, "And don't let outsiders know, you like...women."
Tian Yisheng let out a sigh of relief, she knew that her mother agreed with her and Lu Manzi.
Although she asked Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi to cover up, this is already a great improvement.
"Well, I see." Tian Yisheng responded with a smile, took Lu Manzi's hand, and walked out together.
Lu Manzi pursed her lips, nodded to Zhou Wan, and closed the door lightly.
Zhou Wan stared at their leaving back, sat back on the sofa, and sighed weakly.
There is one thing she didn't tell anyone.
Lu Manzi's mother, Zhuang Qingwan, came to see her some time ago, and let's not talk about the content of their conversation, Zhuang Qingwan was extremely generous and gave Zhou Wan three sets of houses in the school district.These three houses can guarantee that Manman will be admitted to the best schools from elementary school to high school.
The house they live in now is said to be rented by Fu Cheng for them, but in fact, it is a property written under Zhou Wan's name.
There are a total of three suites, worth tens of millions. Zhou Wan has never seen so much money in her entire life.
When she saw the real estate transfer contract, for a moment, what Zhou Wan thought was that Tian Yisheng was determined to come out anyway, and she would have to compromise sooner or later. She would not take the money for nothing.
1000 million, can keep Manman's life without worrying about food and clothing.
But now, after taking some money and looking at Lu Manzi again, she felt sick again.
Disgusted by Tian Yisheng's abnormal relationship with Lu Manzi, disgusted by herself, and charged that huge compromise fee.
She thought, the human heart is really dirty.
**
At the gate of the kindergarten, Tian Yisheng received Manman, whom he had not seen for a long time.
"Mommy!" She cheered, and rushed into Tian Yisheng's arms like a firecracker, "Mommy, Manman misses you so much!"
"Mommy misses you too." Tian Yisheng picked her up and found that her daughter was a little heavier than before. It was because the child was growing up, but she didn't stay with her all the time.
"Mummy is coming back?" Man Man grabbed Tian Yisheng's neck and asked cautiously with her mouth pouted.
Tian Yisheng kissed her, but didn't answer. She didn't want to talk about breaking up on the first day they met, but turned around and introduced Lu Manzi to her.
"Manman, she is Mommy's favorite aunt."
Manman looked up at Lu Manzi with her small face up, and smiled sweetly: "Hello, Auntie."
Lu Manzi nodded, and after thinking about it, he showed a gentle smile: "Hello, Siman."
Tian Yisheng was stunned, and looked at Lu Manzi in surprise.
She never told Lu Manzi about Manman's full name, Siman, which is straightforward and bold. She always felt embarrassed to say it, but she didn't expect that Lu Manzi knew it.
After thinking about it, she felt that this should be the case. Since Lu Manzi knew about her marriage and childbirth, it was natural for her to know the child's name.
"What would Manman want to eat tonight, will Mommy and Auntie take you there?" She asked coaxingly.
"Self-help!" Manman shouted, "Go and eat self-help!"
There will be a lot of lovely snacks, ice cream and various puddings in the buffet, which the children will love.
"Okay, let's go eat..."
Lu Manzi had never been in contact with a child before, and she didn't know how to coax or accompany her. She only knew how to pass her food and tissues, and she rarely smiled, so when she went to the bathroom, Manman secretly stuck to Tian Yisheng's ear, saying that she I don't like that cold big aunt.
Tian Yisheng hugged Manman, and asked softly: "But Mommy likes her very much, what should I do?"
Manman tilted her head and thought for a while, then sighed helplessly and said, "Then Manman will also like it..."
Tian Yisheng was amused
After passing through a dwarf apple grove, I finally saw a small house with a red roof in the corner.
Sanyan stopped in her tracks: "Manzi lives inside, you go in and find her, I won't bother you."
Tian Yisheng said: "Thank you for bringing me in."
San Yan looked at Chen Ken: "It should be me thanking you, thank you for choosing to come here. Manzi really, really needs you."
Tian Yisheng shook his head: "I love her, and I need her too."
Sanyan narrowed his eyes, and suddenly said: "Actually, you are not the same kind of people as us. I don't mean family background, but only character and soul. Manzi and I belong to the kind of people with extreme and crazy personalities, but you are normal." People. Therefore, Manzi's needs and your needs are actually two different things. I hope you can understand that your meaning to Manzi is equivalent to light."
Tian Yisheng's eyes were moist: "I understand now."
"Yeah." San Yan smiled, "Come in, she misses you very much."
"Yanzi." Tian Yisheng stopped her, "Is your ex-wife so important to you?"
Sanyan's eyes dimmed slightly, and she curled her lips into a smile: "She's already dead, so it doesn't matter what it means..."
After speaking, she turned around and left.
She was still wearing loose linen trousers. The night wind blew gently, and the fabric fluttered, highlighting her thin and tall figure. The back is lonely.
For a moment, Tian Yisheng also had the urge to find her a partner, just like what Mo Yuchen had done before.
People can't live alone like this forever.
Watching Sanyan go away, Tian Yisheng gently pushed open the concealed door of the house.
The goal of entering is a clean living room, with only a table and two small chairs, and there are simple concrete steps on the side. Going up the steps is the bedroom on the second floor.
Lu Manzi was curled up on the single bed, with his back to Tian Yisheng, sleeping soundly.
She was covered with a thin quilt, which made her even thinner, her back was arched, and her lonely rear ribs were clearly visible.
Tian Yisheng's eye circles turned red all of a sudden.
She quietly sat down by the bed, looking down at Lu Manzi's pale side face.
Her hair was short, without any cover, and there was no foundation makeup on her face. Her haggard skin, loose corners of her eyes, and thick bruises were all vivid.
Tian Yisheng covered his mouth tightly to prevent himself from crying.
It turned out that Lu Manzi was so sick that she couldn't see her.
Others could not describe one-tenth of the pain she endured, and what Tian Yisheng saw with his own eyes was only superficial.
Those inner pains, soul wounds, how heavy and thick, only those who have experienced it can know themselves.
Tian Yisheng tried his best to endure, but still let out a soft sob.
Lu Manzi immediately moved his body, turned over, and opened his eyelids.
Tian Yisheng sniffed, held back tears, and smiled: "Aman..."
Lu Manzi just opened his eyelids, looking at her calmly and silently, like a pool of lifeless water.
Tian Yisheng still couldn't hold back the tears, and touched Lu Manzi's face with trembling fingers.
But Lu Manzi hid back, then sat up, leaned back against the wall, stared at Tian Yisheng, and slowly showed a pale smile.
She said, "Are you here?"
Tian Yisheng was slightly taken aback, Lu Manzi's situation was very wrong.
"Dr. Dahlia gave me a different medicine today, which is very bitter, but I still took it very cooperatively." She said without blinking, "Yanzi asked me to go out to pick blueberries in the afternoon. I didn't want to move Yes, but I went too. Because I can't stay in a daze all the time, it's not good for my condition... Tiantian, am I very good?"
Tian Yisheng understood, Lu Manzi thought she was hallucinating.
She is psychotic depressed, with symptoms of delusions and hallucinations.
"Aman, I'm really here..." Tian Yisheng wanted to grab Lu Manzi's hand, but was dodged.
"Don't touch me, okay?" She curled up her legs, shrunk her body, pitiful and haggard, "Once you touch me, the illusion will no longer be real..."
"Aman!" Tian Yisheng suddenly lost control, rushed over and hugged Lu Manzi forcefully, "I'm not an illusion, I'm real, I'm here to accompany you."
The body temperature was so real, like a hot iron, it made Lu Manzi tremble violently, and his fingers pinched Tian Yisheng's waist vigorously.
Tian Yisheng held her thin wrist, and took her hand to touch his cheek.
"You touch me, I'm real."
Lu Manzi widened his eyes, and stroked Tian Yisheng's profile inch by inch with his fingertips.
The skin is soft and fresh, not an illusion of nothingness.
"Tiantian..." After she murmured, she suddenly pushed her away and shrank back, turned her face to the side, trying to hide her haggard embarrassment, and frowned, "Why are you here? Get out, I am, now Can't see you."
Tian Yisheng took her arm and hugged her tightly again.
"It's okay, Aman. I love you, everything about you, good and bad, beautiful and ugly, I love everything."
Lu Manzi struggled a few times, and finally buried her cheeks in the arms of the day and night thoughts, choked up and whispered: "But I'm sick... Sweet, I'm sick..."
Tian Yisheng held her face, lowered his eyes, and stared at her flustered and sad eyes earnestly and piously: "Aman, you are not sick, you are sick. You will get better, and I will always be with you. Nor separate."
☆, hello
There is only one warm yellow wall lamp in the room, the light is clear but soft.
Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi hugged each other, lying on the bed and talking.
Lu Manzi listened, Tian Yisheng said.
Talk about the first time she went abroad, all kinds of things that happened on the way, all the new things she saw, and...these days, this journey, what she misses about her.
"Why don't you tell me, I'll pick you up." Lu Manzi said.
Tian Yisheng raised his face: "I have a surprise for you."
She gently stroked Lu Manzi's side face: "You have done so many things for me, but I can't do anything for you..."
Lu Manzi held her hand and pressed her forehead hard: "I don't need you to do anything for me, just staying by my side is enough."
Tian Yisheng hugged Lu Manzi, closed his eyelids tightly, but still couldn't help crying.
She owed Lu Manzi too much affection, and she would not be able to repay these things in her whole life.
"Why are you crying?" Lu Manzi hugged her back, "Don't cry."
Tian Yisheng shook his head, but couldn't stop the tears.
"How lucky do I have to be to get so much love from you?"
Lu Manzi held her face in his hands, wiped away the tears from her cheeks with his fingertips, and kissed the corners of her moist eyes and lips.
"It's my luck that my feelings are so extreme, but I can still get your response."
Not all love can be rewarded if you give it. There are too many people in this world who spend their whole life with sincerity, but they don't get half a response from their loved ones.
Feelings are such an unfair thing.
So instead of talking about fairness, it is better to fight for luck.
It is the greatest luck in life to have someone you love, and the person you love loves you too.
Tian Yisheng is a lucky person, and so is Lu Manzi.
Tian Yisheng was extremely tired from traveling from home to abroad for more than ten hours, and fell asleep unknowingly while talking with Lu Manzi.
Lu Manzi didn't feel sleepy at all.
Depression made her insomnia all the year round, and she fell asleep just now, only because of the medicine.
She wanted to talk to Sanyan, but she was afraid that if she let go, Tian Yisheng would not disappear, so she hesitated in the middle of the night, and finally hugged Tian Yisheng until dawn.
The nurses here will wake the patients up on time every morning, and then accompany them to go for a walk in the forest.
However, Lu Manzi's corresponding nurse is quite special, the three disgusts.
Sanyan knew that Tian Yisheng was coming, and the two of them would probably get up late, so they came a few hours late, but Tian Yisheng hadn't woken up yet.
In order to prevent accidents, the bedroom door here is not locked, and there is a small glass window on the door panel, so Sanyan can see the situation inside at a glance.
Lu Manzi also saw her, and they looked at each other.
Sanyan waved at Lu Manzi, motioning for her to come out and speak.
Lu Manzi shook his head and refused, then hugged Tian Yisheng and did not let go.
Sanyan sighed, and pushed the door open neatly, the door panel hit the wall lightly, making a loud noise.
Tian Yisheng's body trembled and he woke up from the dream.
Lu Manzi frowned, and stared at Sanyan very displeased.
Sanyan pointed to the wall clock on the wall: "It's time for you to take your medicine!"
It's past nine o'clock now.
Tian Yisheng rubbed his eyes, remembering that Sanyan said yesterday that people living here would get up at 06:30 every morning, take medicine, take a walk, and then receive corresponding treatment and psychological counseling.
It's so late now, she must have delayed Lu Manzi's treatment.
Get out of bed quickly and say: "Sorry Aman, I slept through..."
Lu Manzi took her hand: "It's okay."
Tian Yisheng looked down at her, for some reason, suddenly wanted to kiss Lu Manzi, so he leaned over and pecked her lips lightly.
San Yan looked sideways, and put the small plastic box containing the medicine on the desk: "You guys are really enough, wash up quickly, take medicine and eat breakfast."
Tian Yisheng's face became hot, and he hurriedly said, "I'll go wash up first."
The bathroom was just inside the room. As she walked in, Lu Manzi followed one after another, reaching out to grab Goutian Yisheng's fingers.
"Well, what's the matter?" Tian Yisheng turned to look at her.
Lu Manzi shook his head: "Together."
Sanyan said from the side: "Don't be together, Manzi, you hurry up and take the medicine."
Tian Yisheng also said: "Yes, you go and take your medicine quickly, and I'll wash up..."
Lu Manzi was very stubborn and did not let go: "We want to be together."
Tian Yisheng said awkwardly: "But I still have to go to the bathroom, so don't come together..."
How embarrassing.
Lu Manzi was still reluctant to let go, Tian Yisheng pushed her back: "You take the medicine first, and after you finish taking it, we'll wash your face together, okay?"
She just let go of her fingers.
Tian Yisheng hurried into the bathroom.
Lu Manzi stared at the bathroom door she closed without blinking her eyes. Two seconds later, she raised her foot to chase the bathroom.
Sanyan hurriedly pressed her shoulder: "Don't worry, she won't leave, let her go to the bathroom with peace of mind. Come, take the medicine."
Lu Manzi took the box of pills, drank cold water, swallowed in two gulps, and then stared at the bathroom door anxiously.
Sanyan grabbed her arm and said in a low voice, "Take it easy, you are like this, be careful not to scare Xiao Tiantian."
Lu Manzi regained her sense, frowned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me about her coming here? She walked so far alone, what if something happens to her?"
Sanyan sighed and said, "Aunt Zhuang arranged for someone to follow her all the way."
Lu Manzi frowned and said nothing.
Sanyan said again: "Your mother's actions are much more rigorous and neat than mine."
Lu Manzi still didn't answer.
The sound of the toilet flushing came from the bathroom. Lu Manzi stood up, strode over to knock on the door and asked, "Will you wash your face?"
Tian Yisheng opened the door, and Lu Manzi immediately squeezed in, holding Tian Yisheng's hand.
The bathroom is also very clean, only toothpaste and simple lotion on the sink.
"Do you have any more toothbrushes?" Tian Yisheng asked.
Lu Manzi turned around, poked his head out of the bathroom and shouted, "Yanzi, toothbrush."
Sanyan said: "I'll look for it."
She went downstairs.
Tian Yisheng simply rinsed his mouth with cold water, and asked Lu Manzi: "Is it me who cooks breakfast or what? It's getting late, is there still time for your morning treatment?"
Lu Manzi paused and said, "Wait for me."
She walked out of the bathroom and opened the window. The outside was facing the orchard. As soon as Sanyan reached the gate of the orchard, Lu Manzi yelled, "Yanzi!"
Sanyan turned around: "What's wrong?"
Lu Manzi said coldly: "Breakfast."
After speaking, he closed the window with a clatter.
Three dislikes: "...just talking about it."
While waiting for breakfast after washing, Tian Yisheng probably packed his luggage.
There is only a wardrobe with two doors against the wall here, and there are two sets of clothes and a few pairs of socks empty inside. Once Tian Yisheng's things are filled in, it becomes full instead.
Lu Manzi stuck to it like chewing gum, hugged Tian Yisheng's waist, looked at the cabinet, and suddenly said a word: "Okay."
Tian Yisheng asked blankly: "Huh? What's good?"
Lu Manzi said, "Hello."
Tian Yisheng turned around and put his arms around her neck, and said with a smile, "You are fine too."
Sanyan brought a simple breakfast and Tian Yisheng's toiletries.
After breakfast, Lu Manzi was going to see her attending doctor.
The building for treatment is behind the church. It is a white three-story house. Dr. Dahlia's office is on the third floor. There is a huge window facing the sun, which is brightly lit, and fresh lilies are placed on the table.
Dahlia was sitting behind the desk, her red hair was neatly rolled up, and her blue eyes were very bright.
Tian Yisheng didn't intend to go into the office with Lu Manzi, but Lu Manzi didn't let go of her, so he could only bite the bullet and go in together.
When Dai Liya saw her, she raised her eyebrows in surprise. Although she spoke English, Tian Yisheng still heard her name.
She actually knew Tian Yisheng.
Lu Manzi answered her yes in English, Dai Liya smiled and said to Tian Yisheng in unfamiliar Chinese: "Hello."
"Hello." Tian Yisheng replied with a smile.
Lu Manzi and Dai Liya's communication was all in English, and most of them were words Tian Yisheng had never heard before, so he had no idea what they were talking about.
Except for the last sentence that Dahlia specifically said to Tian Yisheng.
She asked if she could chat with Tian Yisheng alone.
Before Tian Yisheng could reply, Lu Manzi immediately replied with a NO.
Dahlia smiled helplessly and said, "OK."
Lu Manzi took Tian Yisheng by the hand and left the office quickly.
"Why don't you let me talk to your doctor alone?"
In fact, Tian Yisheng really wanted to chat with Dai Liya, so that he could understand Lu Manzi's condition more clearly.
Lu Manzi was silent for two seconds, then replied, "You don't understand."
Tian Yisheng: "..."
Although this is indeed the case, but just saying it like this is so shocking...
When returning to the house, he passed another vegetable field. Tian Yisheng saw ripe red tomatoes in it, and said, "Shall we have tomato noodles for lunch? I'll make it for you."
Lu Manzi looked at the tomato field with a regretful expression: "I can't do it, the house doesn't have a kitchen."
"Ah..." Tian Yisheng also felt very regretful, she still planned to show off her cooking skills here and take good care of Lu Manzi's three meals a day.
As a result, there is not even a kitchen.
On the way back, both of them were immersed in regret and did not speak again.
Although the red-roof cottage has two floors, its area is not large. There is only one living room on the first floor and one bedroom on the second floor. It cannot be simpler. Even the small yard at the entrance is bigger than the house.
Tian Yisheng glanced at the courtyard and house, and suddenly thought: "There is no kitchen, so we can build one ourselves."
She took Lu Manzi's hand excitedly and said, "Just outside the gate, build a small shed, build an earthen stove under it, add a pot, and you can cook! I just don't know if it's allowed or not."
A bright smile gradually appeared in Lu Manzi's eyes: "I will allow it."
The author has something to say: Can you smell the smell of the ending?
☆, life
The matter of setting up the stove was really allowed, and the two started work that afternoon.
The pot was bought by Sanyan from Shanxia Village, a brand new pan, and a full set of tableware and basic seasonings. The soil was dug out from the vegetable field by Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi.
The two of them have never done this before, and they failed the first few times. It was the third day that they really set it up.
That night, Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi finally ate tomato spaghetti. There was only spaghetti here, and they were used to that kind of noodles in China, so they had to knead them with flour.
Lu Manzi would feel drowsy every time after taking the medicine. Tian Yisheng didn't know it before, and she endured it herself. After taking the medicine, she had to run around with Tian Yisheng, and then secretly yawned.
Later Tian Yisheng found out, so he specially accompanied Lu Manzi to take a nap.
She always sleeps restlessly at night, either waking up in the middle of the night or early in the morning.
During the period after taking the medicine, Lu Manzi fell asleep very quickly, and there would be a short period of deep sleep. At that time, Sanyan secretly called Tian Yisheng out to see Dr. Dai Liya, and Sanyan was the interpreter. Tell Tian Yisheng clearly about Lu Manzi's condition.
In the early stage, Lu Manzi was non-depressive depression caused by stress, and developed into severe psychotic depression in the later stage due to the double trauma of body and emotion.
After she was rescued by gas suicide, she began to have hallucinations and delusions that are relatively rare in depression, and the reason for suicide cannot be clearly determined so far.
The condition of depression, to put it more closely, is like the rotten process of a pear. From the outside, it seems normal, but when you cut it open and look inside, it has already been corroded and emptied by bacteria.
As for her sudden improvement half a year ago, I would like to thank San Yan for enlightening me.
When Dalia said this, she shrugged and smiled, looked at Sanyan and said, "As for what they said, I don't know, and they all refused to tell me."
Sanyan smiled back and didn't translate the sentence, but Tian Yisheng probably understood it.
But now she doesn't mind the little schemes between Sanyan and Lu Manzi in the past. Compared with the suffering Lu Manzi has suffered in the past five years, that little deception is nothing at all.
After talking about her illness, Dahlia talked about something more embarrassing... about going to bed.
Depression patients themselves will have a decline in sexual desire. Coupled with the side effects of various drugs and physical therapy, Lu Manzi is now suffering from serious sexual frigidity in disguise. Her body lacks desire and response. It will continue for several months after she is completely off the drug.
Therefore, Tian Yisheng must be wronged for this convenient matter.
Tian Yisheng blushed and shook his head: "No, it doesn't matter."
Dahlia smiled and nodded: "It's really great that you can understand this. Another thing is that patients with depression will suddenly feel depressed, sometimes because of a small thing, but more often, it's nothing at all. The reason is that the moment you open your eyes in the morning, the depressed mood follows you like a shadow, and this bad mood is the most serious in the morning. So you should pay more attention, accompany, guide and bring her into contact with her at ordinary times. Nature and society. The last suggestion is to let her find meaning in life, which is very important for her to live with hope."
Tian Yisheng wrote down one by one.
They chatted a lot, unknowingly, for more than an hour, Tian Yisheng was afraid that Lu Manzi would not be able to find her when he woke up, so he hurriedly ended the conversation.
When they returned to the small red-roofed room, it was still quiet inside, and Tian Yisheng went upstairs lightly.I thought Lu Manzi was still sleeping, but there was no one on the bed, only the quilt was messily wrapped at the end of the bed.
Tian Yisheng's heart skipped a beat, he hurriedly opened the door and entered the room, his eyes searched, and finally found Lu Manzi in front of the closet with a blank back.
She stood on the open wardrobe, motionless.
"Aman?" As soon as Tian Yisheng said, she immediately turned her head to look at Tian Yisheng's figure in her eyes, and then curled her lips into a distressed and haggard smile.
"What's wrong with you?" Tian Yisheng hurried over and held her hand, "I'm here, don't worry."
Lu Manzi clasped Tian Yisheng's hand tightly, then turned to continue staring at the closet, which was full of Tian Yisheng's things.
"Well, it's not a dream." She said.
Tian Yisheng's eyes were sore, he hugged Lu Manzi's waist, and pressed his body tightly: "I will not leave you, even if I want to go home in the future, I will take you back with me."
Lu Manzi rubbed his lips against Tian Yisheng's cheek: "Yes."
After the two hugged for a while, they went to the chicken coop and the vegetable field to pick up the ingredients for dinner. This place is no different than in China. The types of vegetables and seasonings are relatively simple, and there are only a few tricks to eat. Can't find materials.
Tian Yisheng was worried about this matter, and received a large package the next day, which was sent from a nearby city; it was full of common dry ingredients and spices in China, and even a heavy casserole.
"Did it come from Sanyan?" Tian Yisheng was the first to think of her.
Lu Manzi took out the Chinese red lacquer casserole: "No, it's my mother."
Tian Yisheng was taken aback.
"Do you still mind?" Lu Manzi leaned over and asked, "What happened in the past."
Tian Yisheng lowered his eyelids: "Sometimes..."
She is not a saint and would not mind the cruel separation in the past. If it were not for Zhuang Qingwan, she and Lu Manzi would not be in the current situation.
"I used to be very concerned about it. I felt that even if I died, I couldn't forgive her." Lu Manzi squatted next to the express box, looked at the full things inside, and after a long silence, she said softly, "But she is still me in the end." mom……"
Tian Yisheng smiled and said: "Forget it, let's not mention the past, and live our future well."
"Yeah." Lu Manzi leaned over to kiss her, "The future is more important than the past."
Tian Yisheng put his arms around her shoulders and asked, "Then why did you always tell me that you don't care about the future?"
Lu Manzi didn't answer.
Tian Yisheng hooked her finger: "Is it because of fear? Afraid of me, I can't give you a future..."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelids, still silent.
"Are you also afraid now?" Tian Yisheng continued, "That's why I always feel that I will leave and disappear..."
Lu Manzi looked up at her and said, "To me, you are the real existence. In the future... I don't know."
Who can guarantee what will happen tomorrow?
Only now is it firmly in your hands.
Not only now, but in the future, Lu Manzi still doesn't believe in the future.
Tian Yisheng took her hand and covered his face: "Then you remember, every minute and every second now, I belong to you, and always will be."
Lu Manzi pursed her lips and chuckled, "Well, mine."
**
Tian Yisheng sometimes makes overseas phone calls to Manman, in front of Lu Manzi.
She knew that Lu Manzi was actually very concerned about Manman's existence, but if she carried Lu Manzi behind her back to talk to her family, Lu Manzi would be even more disturbed. Instead of doing that, it's better to be frank.
Manman's recovery is excellent, and although the bone marrow match is only 80.00%, she has never had a serious rejection reaction.The god of luck is firmly on Tian Yisheng's side this time, so that she can accompany Lu Manzi to recuperate with peace of mind.
The pace of life in the mountains is slow and leisurely, isolated from the city, and less connected to the Internet. After getting used to it, not only life is simple, but people are also simple.
With too much free time, two months later, Tian Yisheng began to learn fashion design from Lu Manzi.It was also here that she realized that Lu Manzi created her previous favorite women's clothing brand.
The most beautiful dress in the closet was designed by her for Tian Yisheng, so every detail of the dress directly hit Tian Yisheng's taste.
After getting started, Tian Yisheng's first few sets of design works surprised Lu Manzi and San Yan a little, and praised Tian Yisheng for his aura.
Tian Yisheng is humble on the surface, but he is still somewhat happy in his heart, as if he has finally found his career direction after living for nearly 26 years, he is happy and full of motivation.
Lu Manzi said that when she recovered from her illness, she would partner with Tian Yisheng to set up a private clothing studio, draw drawings and make clothes every day, and she could slowly teach Tian Yisheng what she didn't understand.
One-on-one kind.
With such a plan, the future is full of bright hope and meaning.
Not only Lu Manzi, but even Tian Yisheng felt refreshed and worked harder in cooking. He was eager to go out to pick eggplants and add vegetables to make cold salad.
Lu Manzi and Sanyan stayed at home, staring at the pig's feet soup stewed in the pot.
After several months of companionship, Lu Manzi's condition has improved a lot, and she no longer has the symptom of being restless without seeing Tian Yisheng for a moment. After watching Tian Yisheng go away, she looked at the blueprints again.
Sanyan also took a glance at the side, and told the truth in private: "Xiao Tiantian does have aura, but her professionalism is still far behind."
Lu Manzi glanced at her and ignored her.
San Yan propped up his chin, and said slowly: "Forget it, anyway, with you here, no matter how low-level the drawings are, Mr. Lu can turn the tide."
Lu Manzi didn't answer her words, and carefully put away all the drawings.
San Yan said again: "You are doing well now, when are you planning to go back to China? Xiao Tiantian hasn't seen her daughter for three months..."
Lu Manzi finally spoke: "Fu Cheng will take care of domestic affairs."
Sanyan said: "That's what I said, but if you take the initiative to take Xiao Tiantian back, think about how grateful she is to you."
Lu Manzi frowned and thought for two seconds before saying, "Let's go back in two weeks."
The author has something to say: it's almost over, there are about three or four chapters left, so I have the audacity to ask for a new article - the old hag.This is a small sweet article in a funny style, if you are not sweet, you beat me~
☆, kiss
A week after Manman was discharged from the hospital, Lin Wenjing and Zhou Wan took her to move, on the one hand to avoid gossip in the community, and on the other hand, for Manman's review and study.
They moved to a community with an extremely good location, with the hospital at its back, the school on the left, and Central Park right outside.Fu Cheng found it himself.
After getting off the plane, Mo Yuchen was originally scheduled to pick him up, but he didn't expect to see Wen Xing when he got out of the airport.
San Yan's footsteps stopped suddenly, and he pressed Lu Manzi's shoulder and said, "Forget it, you guys go back, I won't go."
Lu Manzi nodded.
Through the fence of the exit, Wen Xing waved vigorously and shouted happily: "Yanzi!"
San Yan didn't lift his head, turned around and left.
"Yanzi." Tian Yisheng couldn't help but say, "Are you really not thinking about Wen Xing?"
Sanyan shook his head and walked away.
"Yue Yaohuan!" Seeing that she was about to leave, Wen Xing blushed anxiously and said angrily, "If you leave this time, I will never see you again in the future!"
Sanyan paused slightly, seeming to let out a long sigh.
However, there is still no turning back.
Clean and tidy, but also as hard as iron.
Tian Yisheng was a little puzzled, but even more regretful. He pulled Lu Manzi and asked in a low voice: "Did Yanzi never forget her ex-wife?"
Lu Manzi said, "Yes."
Tian Yisheng said: "But didn't her ex-wife break up with her and then marry another man? After all these years, she still refuses to let go?"
Lu Manzi's eyes drifted away: "Some things, it's not easy to let go, and it's even more difficult to start again after letting go."
Tian Yisheng was at a loss: "Then Yanzi didn't let go, or...can't start again?"
Lu Manzi shook his head: "I don't know."
Sanyan left just like that, Wen Xing was so angry that he cried in the airport.
The final result of the airport pick-up was Tian Yisheng's car.
Wen Xing got out of the car halfway, perhaps because he was too unwilling. Before leaving, he said to Lu Manzi angrily: "Please help me tell Yue Yaohuan that she is a scumbag. I curse her that she will never be able to get out of the order!"
She let go of the hurt that night in the past, without dignity or pride, and took the initiative to beg for peace with Sanyan, but Sanyan didn't even look at her.
Trampling her sincerity like this, how can people swallow their breath.
Lu Manzi responded lightly, and Tian Yisheng answered, "Why don't I give you Sanyan's new number, so you can contact her and talk about it yourself?"
Tian Yisheng still clearly remembered the lonely back of San Yan in the orchard that day, and she also hoped that San Yan would have someone by her side to accompany her.
Wen Xing said bitterly: "I don't want to contact her! I want to block her forever and never contact her!"
She wiped her tears and ran away without looking back.
The car was driven straight home.
Tian Yisheng took Lu Manzi to meet his mother first.
When Zhou Wan saw Lu Manzi, she didn't say anything, didn't say hello, and didn't tell him to get lost. She just sat on the sofa and neither greeted Lu Manzi nor Tian Yisheng.
The three of them sat in silence for a while. Seeing that it was almost time for Manman to leave school, Tian Yisheng got up and said, "Aman and I will pick up the child..."
Zhou Wan stood up excitedly, stared at Lu Manzi, her lips moved, but she didn't make a sound.
Tian Yisheng waited for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "Mom, let's go first."
"Don't tell Manman about your divorce from Wen Jing." Zhou Wan finally said the first sentence, "And don't let outsiders know, you like...women."
Tian Yisheng let out a sigh of relief, she knew that her mother agreed with her and Lu Manzi.
Although she asked Tian Yisheng and Lu Manzi to cover up, this is already a great improvement.
"Well, I see." Tian Yisheng responded with a smile, took Lu Manzi's hand, and walked out together.
Lu Manzi pursed her lips, nodded to Zhou Wan, and closed the door lightly.
Zhou Wan stared at their leaving back, sat back on the sofa, and sighed weakly.
There is one thing she didn't tell anyone.
Lu Manzi's mother, Zhuang Qingwan, came to see her some time ago, and let's not talk about the content of their conversation, Zhuang Qingwan was extremely generous and gave Zhou Wan three sets of houses in the school district.These three houses can guarantee that Manman will be admitted to the best schools from elementary school to high school.
The house they live in now is said to be rented by Fu Cheng for them, but in fact, it is a property written under Zhou Wan's name.
There are a total of three suites, worth tens of millions. Zhou Wan has never seen so much money in her entire life.
When she saw the real estate transfer contract, for a moment, what Zhou Wan thought was that Tian Yisheng was determined to come out anyway, and she would have to compromise sooner or later. She would not take the money for nothing.
1000 million, can keep Manman's life without worrying about food and clothing.
But now, after taking some money and looking at Lu Manzi again, she felt sick again.
Disgusted by Tian Yisheng's abnormal relationship with Lu Manzi, disgusted by herself, and charged that huge compromise fee.
She thought, the human heart is really dirty.
**
At the gate of the kindergarten, Tian Yisheng received Manman, whom he had not seen for a long time.
"Mommy!" She cheered, and rushed into Tian Yisheng's arms like a firecracker, "Mommy, Manman misses you so much!"
"Mommy misses you too." Tian Yisheng picked her up and found that her daughter was a little heavier than before. It was because the child was growing up, but she didn't stay with her all the time.
"Mummy is coming back?" Man Man grabbed Tian Yisheng's neck and asked cautiously with her mouth pouted.
Tian Yisheng kissed her, but didn't answer. She didn't want to talk about breaking up on the first day they met, but turned around and introduced Lu Manzi to her.
"Manman, she is Mommy's favorite aunt."
Manman looked up at Lu Manzi with her small face up, and smiled sweetly: "Hello, Auntie."
Lu Manzi nodded, and after thinking about it, he showed a gentle smile: "Hello, Siman."
Tian Yisheng was stunned, and looked at Lu Manzi in surprise.
She never told Lu Manzi about Manman's full name, Siman, which is straightforward and bold. She always felt embarrassed to say it, but she didn't expect that Lu Manzi knew it.
After thinking about it, she felt that this should be the case. Since Lu Manzi knew about her marriage and childbirth, it was natural for her to know the child's name.
"What would Manman want to eat tonight, will Mommy and Auntie take you there?" She asked coaxingly.
"Self-help!" Manman shouted, "Go and eat self-help!"
There will be a lot of lovely snacks, ice cream and various puddings in the buffet, which the children will love.
"Okay, let's go eat..."
Lu Manzi had never been in contact with a child before, and she didn't know how to coax or accompany her. She only knew how to pass her food and tissues, and she rarely smiled, so when she went to the bathroom, Manman secretly stuck to Tian Yisheng's ear, saying that she I don't like that cold big aunt.
Tian Yisheng hugged Manman, and asked softly: "But Mommy likes her very much, what should I do?"
Manman tilted her head and thought for a while, then sighed helplessly and said, "Then Manman will also like it..."
Tian Yisheng was amused
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