you are my sweetie
Chapter 32 Stress
I am ready for everything, as long as you accompany me slowly.
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After nightfall, Lu Manzi came to pick Tian Yisheng up for dinner.
Because of Sanyan's words, Tian Yisheng was a little confused. She knew what Sanyan meant and asked her to understand Zhuang Qingwan more. After all, she was Lu Manzi's mother, and it was not a big deal for her to be wronged occasionally.
But she was just... very blocked.
Lu Manzi probably didn't finish his work, so he kept replying to messages and answering calls while eating.
Tian Yisheng ate more absent-mindedly, and his mind couldn't stop thinking about the gap between her and Lu Manzi.
Now Lu Manzi still loves her, so they can still be together, but what about in the future?
When they are in the seven-year itch, when each other's strengths are covered up by time, and their shortcomings are exposed, can they continue to go on?
The living environment is destined to have different visions and values between her and Lu Manzi. These things may not be exposed in a short time, but what about a few years later?
What would she do if she came out of the closet, lost her child, hurt her mother, and she and Lu Manzi became more and more distant and cold?
All kinds of thoughts swirled in Tian Yisheng's mind like a wave. She was not in the mood to eat, and Lu Manzi was busy with business, so the table was full of dishes, and she didn't move a few times in the end.
After the two left the restaurant, Lu Manzi took her hand and walked into the woods by the river.
Tian Yisheng asked in a daze, "Do you want to take a walk?"
Lu Manzi didn't answer.
At nine or ten o'clock in the evening, the night is thick, the traffic passes by the river bridge, the street lamps cast a soft light, which is blocked by the shade of the trees, and falls dimly.
There are few people in the forest, and the river rushes under the stone railing, distorting the reflection of the city lights.
Lu Manzi pressed Tian Yisheng against the railing, leaned down, and asked her softly, "Are you angry with me?"
Tian Yisheng shook his head, but couldn't summon up the strength to say that he was fine, so he hugged Lu Manzi's waist and buried his face in her chest.
Lu Manzi rubbed her chin against her ear, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Those things that weighed on Tian Yisheng's heart were too many and too heavy. She was full of worries, but she didn't know how to speak at all.
Lu Manzi pressed his cheek against Tian Yisheng's forehead, and suddenly said in a low voice, "Sorry."
Tian Yisheng muffled: "What are you apologizing for?"
Lu Manzi said: "I didn't accompany you well today, and I won't in the future."
Tian Yisheng hugged her waist tightly: "It's not because of this..."
Lu Manzi said, "After that, I won't take you to see my mother, she has a bad temper."
Tian Yisheng still shook his head: "It's not because of your mother..."
Lu Manzi: "What's the matter?"
Tian Yisheng said: "I don't know what to say... I'm just... a little upset."
Lu Manzi stroked Tian Yisheng's soft hair, and said in a low voice, "Did I make you feel pressured?"
With a firm tone, Tian Yisheng was also silent.
Lu Manzi was silent for a long time, and then said in a deep voice: "I took you to see my mother and my friends, just to tell you not to be stressed, because I have already taken care of everything."
Tian Yisheng was stunned.
Lu Manzi lowered his head and pressed it against Tian Yisheng's cheek.
"My mother won't object to me, and my friends can accept us...I still have a stable job and can support us for the rest of my life. Tiantian, you don't have to worry about anything, you just need to..." She paused, "Slow Get ready slowly and come back to me."
Tian Yisheng tightened his arms, his eyes were sore, and he just started crying like that.
All the grievances and pain that surged in my heart seemed to find an outlet to rush out in that sentence.
Lu Manzi raised her face and kissed the tears on her cheek.
"Don't be stressed, Tiantian." She pressed Tian Yisheng's forehead, "I won't force you to come out, I don't care if your mother approves of me, I only care about you."
"But don't you feel wronged? This kind of love is the same as my underground love...and I haven't separated from Lin Wenjing yet..."
"Hush." Lu Manzi interrupted her, "You can handle your family affairs by yourself. I don't interfere, and I don't want to hear about it. All I know is that you are divorced, you love me, and you will be with me."
Tian Yisheng looked at her with tears in his eyes: "Do you really not care at all?"
Lu Manzi lightly clasped the back of Tian Yisheng's head, pressed her into his arms, and lowered his eyes and said, "Compared to those, I have things I'm more afraid of."
Tian Yisheng said: "What are you afraid of?"
Lu Manzi: "I'm afraid you're under pressure... I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it, so give up on me."
Tian Yisheng grasped the clothes around her waist, did not refute this sentence, but asked her: "Aren't you worried about our future? There is such a big gap between me and you, one day, you will despise me. I am poor, I have no experience, I am still cowardly, I am not worthy of you at all..."
"But I've already fallen in love with you." Lu Manzi said, "As early as nine years ago, the moment you stepped into the dormitory at the beginning of the freshman year. Before we separated, every day for the four years of university, I loved you more and more every day. After separation, the five years abroad, distance and time, still make me love you even more in my thoughts. Tiantian, you are the other half to me, and I can’t live without it, the other half of my soul.”
They met each other when they were freshmen, fell in love at the age of 19, fell in love for three years and missed each other for five years.
Time has not diluted that feeling, and the years have not changed that original intention.
That love, that person, was soaked in the flesh and blood.
Even if she was full of flaws, she still couldn't cut off the feelings that had taken root and entangled like dodders during the nine years.
As Sanyan said, compared to Peisha, Tian Yisheng was just lucky, and appeared beside Lu Manzi at the most suitable time.
Young and undisturbed, unprepared; a blank freshman who is full of yearning and enthusiasm for college life when he first enters school.At that time, Lu Manzi's heart was wide open, and Tian Yisheng appeared, lived in, and took root.
From then on, that position will always be hers.
unfair.
For Peisha, it was a cruel unfairness, and for Tian Yisheng, it was the luckiest unfairness in this life.
"So, don't be stressed, just stay with me slowly, okay?"
Tian Yisheng nodded vigorously: "Okay."
Lu Manzi lowered his head and kissed Tian Yisheng's earlobe: "Tiantian, I really love you."
Tian Yisheng choked up and replied: "I love you too."
She raised her face again, looked at Lu Manzi's delicately made-up face, and asked with a sob: "Go back tonight and let me remove your makeup, okay?"
Lu Manzi didn't respond.
Tian Yisheng held her face and kept asking: "Are you okay? Aman, are you okay?"
Lu Manzi closed her eyes, as if she had made up her mind in a difficult situation: "Okay."
The two of them blew the wind by the river for a while, walked along the river for half an hour, and then slowly returned to the hotel.
Lu Manzi asked Tian Yisheng to take a bath first, and then remove her makeup after coming out.
Tian Yisheng agreed.
When she entered the bathroom, Lu Manzi immediately took out her mobile phone, dug out the address book, and dialed Sanyan's number...
After Tian Yisheng came out of the wash, he saw Lu Manzi sitting by the bed, looking down at the phone. As soon as she approached, she turned off the screen and put it on the side cabinet.
"Did you bring a makeup remover?" Tian Yisheng was not in a hurry to blow off his wet hair.
Lu Manzi said: "No, you go and dry your hair first."
"It's okay, I'll do my hair later." Tian Yisheng didn't care, and got up to look through the suitcase.
She has cleansing oil, but it's a common and cheap one. I don't know if it can remove Lu Manzi's heavy makeup.
Lu Manzi watched her move, a little helpless: "Do you really want to see my face after removing makeup?"
Tian Yisheng put down the makeup remover, sat next to Lu Manzi, imitated her movements, pinched Lu Manzi's chin, and made her face him.
"I just want to tell you with actions, I really don't mind, your most authentic look."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelids: "It's really ugly."
Tian Yisheng poured out cleansing oil: "You're ugly, I'm poor, and I'm a good match."
Lu Manzi laughed softly, her complexion finally relaxed, but when Tian Yisheng pasted the soaked cotton pad, she tensed up again in an instant.
It seems to be true, especially caring about her face wrapped in makeup.
Tian Yisheng leaned over and kissed Lu Manzi's lips comfortingly: "Aman, I really love you too, so don't pay too much attention to your appearance."
Lu Manzi hummed, but her eyes were half-downcast all the time, still caring about her appearance.
Tian Yisheng cruelly began to remove her most delicate eye makeup...From the corners of the eyes, to the eyebrows, to the color-enhancing foundation...Everything was carefully wiped off by Tian Yisheng.
After erasing the cover, her unretouched, haggard face was finally revealed.
Before and after makeup, two faces, this sentence is very sadly verified.
Not only the bad skin condition, but Lu Manzi's whole complexion was particularly weak, like a terminally ill patient who was still suffering from a serious illness, without any blood color, and no icy aura.
Only haggard left.
Tian Yisheng's eyes turned red, and he cried for nothing again.
"Aman, tell me the truth, are you still sick?" She cried and asked, "Don't make excuses for me, tell me the truth, are you sick?"
Lu Manzi lowered her eyes and said, "It's just insomnia..."
Tian Yisheng didn't believe it at all.
Lu Manzi added: "Very serious insomnia... If I don't take medicine, I won't be able to fall asleep at all."
Tian Yisheng recalled the last few times he slept with her, as if he was the one who fell asleep first, and he was completely unaware of Lu Manzi's insomnia.
A sense of guilt suddenly surged, and the circles of her eyes became even more red.
Lu Manzi held her face and coaxed her softly, "Don't cry again, or I'll think you're crying because of me."
Tian Yisheng threw himself into her arms: "Sorry, I haven't noticed your insomnia at all after so long."
Lu Manzi hugged her back: "It's okay."
Tian Yisheng cried guiltily for a while, and suddenly realized: "You just have insomnia, why didn't you tell me earlier? When I asked you last night, you still refused to say anything."
Lu Manzi said: "You promised me last night that I will tell you next week."
Tian Yisheng sharply said: "So you said insomnia, but you ended up dealing with me?"
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☆, fireworks
Without saying a word, Lu Manzi pulled Tian Yisheng into his arms.
"Don't hug me." Tian Yisheng pushed her, "Is it that difficult to tell me the truth?"
Lu Manzi stared at her, turned his head and whispered aggrievedly: "I have told a lot of truth tonight..."
Confession by the river, and makeup removal after returning...
Thinking about it this way, it seems to be the case... Tian Yisheng's eyes were shaken, Lu Manzi hugged her close to her, and said softly: "You clearly promised to be good before, what you say is nothing, bad..."
That bad word hit Tian Yisheng's ear like an electric current, and half of his brain went numb.
She couldn't change her soft temper, so she finally gave in and said, "Then I'll ask you next week, and if you fool me again at that time, I'll kill you."
Lu Manzi smiled and kissed her neck: "How do you kill me, huh?"
Tian Yisheng gnawed on her shoulder bone: "Kill you to death!"
Lu Manzi hugged her and pressed her down, followed her side neck and kissed her red lips all the way, kissed her twice lightly, and asked her: "Do you want it? I'll give it to you."
Tian Yisheng put his arms around her neck: "I feel comfortable, how about you?"
Lu Manzi bit her lips and said vaguely, "I don't care..."
She slid her fingers directly between Tian Yisheng's legs, and pressed through her panties.
I don't know if it was the reason why it didn't work out last night, but Tian Yisheng became very emotional tonight, and soon got Lu Manzi's hands wet.
The seamless kiss with Lu Manzi made her breathless, her face soon turned red, her pupils were moist, reflecting the tiny lights.
Lu Manzi kissed her eyelids, pushed Tian Yisheng's legs with his knees, and the hot and humid kiss moved down inch by inch, passed through the lower abdomen, and kissed the muddy place...
Tian Yisheng shivered sensitively, opened his mouth, panting and screaming...
Lu Manzi gave her mouth once, and let her go with his fingers again. Tian Yisheng was so passionate, and when he was excited, his whole body was pink, he curled up in Lu Manzi's arms, and kept calling her name.
Lu Manzi kissed her forehead and side face over and over again, and brushed her side waist with wet fingers, causing another tremor.
"Why are you getting more and more sensitive?" Lu Manzi asked her, Tian Yisheng turned his head in shame and did not answer, Lu Manzi lifted her chin again, and kissed her deeply.
Tian Yisheng unconsciously grabbed Lu Manzi's collar, even his eyelashes were wet.
"No more..." She was out of breath halfway through the kiss, struggling to avoid Lu Manzi, hugging her waist and hiding in her arms.
Lu Manzi caressed her back and said with a smile, "Is it so fast tonight?"
Tian Yisheng shook his head and still refused to answer. She had poured out a lot of water, and she was ashamed to death.
It wasn't such a strong feeling before, and she didn't know what happened tonight.
Perhaps it was because of the mutual understanding, Lu Manzi's gentle caressing added psychological satisfaction to her physical feeling, that's why she felt so fierce like a tide.
Lu Manzi didn't force her either, and the two hugged each other quietly.
Tian Yisheng waited for himself to recover, then pulled the button of Lu Manzi's jacket, and asked her in a low voice: "Would you like to try it too, I will kiss you slowly..."
"No." Lu Manzi took Tian Yisheng's hand and kissed her again, "I'm already very satisfied if I can kiss you and hug you."
The bosom is no longer empty, the head of the bed is no longer lonely, when you reach out your hand, you can touch the warm body of the one you love, and then wantonly kiss and fight... This is already the greatest satisfaction for her .
When falling asleep at night, Tian Yisheng paid special attention to Lu Manzi's sleep, and she didn't shy away from taking the medicine in front of Tian Yisheng.
The medicine was packed in a pure white box without a name or label. Tian Yisheng didn't recognize it, and Lu Manzi only said that it was a medicine prescribed by a private hospital to help sleep and regulate endocrine.
Thinking not to push too hard, Tian Yisheng didn't ask the bottom line.
Tian Yisheng had to go back with the company people the next day, and Lu Manzi had something to do, so he could only take time to have lunch with her.
Lu Manzi offered to send Tian Yisheng to the airport, but she refused.
It is also very convenient to take the company's car to the airport, so there is no need to bother Lu Manzi.
The private kitchen that the two ate together at noon was a small courtyard with a particularly elegant and quiet environment.Antique, wood carving windows, open the paper window, outside is the garden with lake with crisp and tender lotus, a delicate pavilion and winding bridge corridor stand on the lake, as beautiful as an ancient painting.
Tian Yisheng specially ordered chicken soup, and supervised Lu Manzi to eat more.
Between meals, Tian Yisheng occasionally glanced out the window, and unexpectedly saw a woman in a smoky blue cheongsam.
She was walking leisurely and leisurely along the bridge corridor.
Being far away, Tian Yisheng couldn't see the details clearly, but the woman's gentle and elegant temperament still couldn't be stopped.Like pearls and jade soaked in the wind and dust of the years, the beauty emanating from the inside out is like a dark fragrance that cannot be concealed, even if it is just a back view, it can make people fall in love with it.
Quiet scenery, ancient people, vivid paintings.
After a few steps, she probably found a place with a satisfactory view. She stood still, took out a long, thin cigarette from her bag, and lit it quietly.
She always stood sideways so that Tian Yisheng could not see her face.
"That person..." Lu Manzi suddenly said, "It's the woman my father likes."
Tian Yisheng was surprised: "That old woman who is nearly 60 years old?"
But the back of this woman looks at most 40 years old!
Lu Manzi also stared at her figure, and said softly: "She is too temperamental, so it conceals the weakness of her age."
Tian Yisheng thought of Zhuang Qingwan who didn't look old at all, and said, "Is she also well maintained?"
Lu Manzi shook his head: "The wrinkles on her face and neck are quite obvious... That's why my mother can't figure out that my father's soul was taken away by a postmenopausal woman."
Tian Yisheng looked at the woman's figure again in shock, and sighed after a while: "If you think about it carefully, then she should be very powerful..."
Lu Manzi propped up his chin, and also stared at the slender figure: "Yes, a real vixen is so smart that he can understand the hearts of men."
"Huh?" Tian Yisheng was surprised that Lu Manzi would say such a thing.
Lu Manzi explained: "This is my mother's comment."
The man stood on the bridge corridor and smoked two cigarettes, then disappeared into the painting along another section of the wooden bridge.
After dinner, Lu Manzi sent Tian Yisheng back to the hotel, and the two separated for the time being, each busy.
There are not many things in Tian Yisheng's company. Fu Cheng only gives her simple tasks, which is to deal with his Yingyingyanyan who is a bit troublesome, and they are indispensable for pestering and unreasonable roles. Sometimes she will be scolded for no reason, which makes Tian Yisheng I can't laugh or cry.
She is not busy at work, but she spends more time with the children, Manman seems very happy because of this, and even eats more meals than usual.
Tian Yisheng stayed with the child in the evening, chatted with Lu Manzi in his spare time, and occasionally had dinner with Lin Yue, chatting, life suddenly became easier, he was in a happy mood, and even his complexion improved a lot.
It was the weekend again, and Tian Yisheng was not on a business trip. Lu Manzi said that she would come back at noon on Saturday, so Tian Yisheng went out early in the morning, bought vegetables and went to the apartment to prepare.
While she was cooking the soup, marinating the steamed fish, and washing the vegetables, Lu Manzi came back.
The water is boiling in the kitchen, and there is a sound of rinsing. There is a thin gurgling sound from the boiling soup pot, mixed with the gentle roar of the range hood, which is the most realistic sound of fireworks.
Tian Yisheng shook his drenched hands in the sink, and wiped the remaining drops of water on the apron as he walked out.
"Are you back?" She walked out, and brought a large bouquet of fiery red roses to her face. The fragrance was so fragrant that it made Tian Yisheng's complexion even whiter.
She widened her eyes in surprise: "Why are you buying flowers..."
Lu Manzi hooked Tian Yisheng's waist with the other hand, and kissed her on the lips: "I want to make you happy."
Very straightforward answer.
Tian Yisheng took the flowers, a big bouquet, slightly heavy.
"Do you like it?" Lu Manzi put down the bag casually, wrapped around Tian Yisheng's waist, and stuck to her back.
"I like it, but didn't you say that flowers always wither? After they wither, it will be a pity to throw them away..."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelashes and said, "Then do you want to plant it with me? In this way, it will bloom again when it withers, and it will bloom again and again, year after year, until it dies..."
"Huh?" Tian Yisheng glanced at the empty and large balcony, "Do you want to plant flowers here?"
"Not here, another place." Lu Manzi tightened her arms, her voice was deep, "Only our place."
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Tian Yisheng paused, and asked in a low voice, "Where are you going? Are you moving?"
There's only their place, so she needs to move there together?
Lu Manzi said: "I've spotted a place and plan to build a house there, and then plant flowers, fruit trees, and vegetable gardens around it..."
Tian Yisheng slowly clenched Lu Manzi's hand around her waist.
That's... what they said when they were together before and imagined the future.
Find a quiet place and build your own hut with vegetable fields, fruit trees, flowers and each other.
She still remembered those lies when she was young.
"When the matter at my house is finished, you and I will go and have a look at that place..." Lu Manzi rested her chin on her shoulder, "I plan to spend five years slowly repairing our house."
Tian Yisheng lowered his eyes and understood what Lu Manzi meant.
She gave her five years to prepare for coming out.
"Can you?" she asked softly.
"Well, good." Tian Yisheng agreed.
It would be good if Lu Manzi asked her for a time limit, lest... she would always hesitate and hesitate.
Lu Manzi kissed the side of her face, tightened his arms: "I love you."
Tian Yisheng turned around and hugged her: "I love you too."
After the two of them had dinner, they went out for a stroll together. Tian Yisheng bought a weighing scale to monitor Lu Manzi's weight, and officially raised her body.
Lu Manzi was leaving early the next morning, and Tian Yisheng planned to stay with her at night, but unexpectedly, in the afternoon, her mother called suddenly, and she was very determined to go home.
No matter how Tian Yisheng used the reason of gathering with colleagues, he couldn't handle it, so the mother and daughter quarreled directly on the phone.
Lu Manzi heard it from afar, and approached slowly, took Tian Yisheng's hand, shook her head lightly, and signaled her to stop making noise and go home obediently.
On the contrary, Tian Yisheng felt even more guilty towards Lu Manzi. On the other side of the phone, Zhou Wan was still asking her why she didn't go home on weekends. Tian Yisheng was a little annoyed by what she heard, so he responded, "I'll be back, hang up first."
She put away her phone and hooked Lu Manzi's finger: "Sorry, I can't accompany you tonight."
Lu Manzi shook his head: "You have been with me..."
Tian Yisheng felt stuffy and uncomfortable, he felt sorry for Lu Manzi, but also couldn't care less about the family affairs... With her mother's attitude towards her, I'm afraid she was already suspicious of her.
In the future, it will only be more difficult to deal with.
Lu Manzi hugged Tian Yisheng's back, leaned on Tian Yisheng's slender body relaxedly, and looked down at the garden downstairs, the tall buildings outside the fence, the traffic and pedestrians...
"Tiantian, I'm not in a hurry, so you don't have to be in a hurry." She said softly, "Coax Auntie well, don't let her make things difficult for you now..."
Tian Yisheng felt even more bored, she couldn't take care of both sides perfectly, there would always be one who would be ignored.
"Aman, what did you do in front of your mother to stop her from opposing us?"
Sanyan told Tian Yisheng that it was because Zhuang Qingwan loved Lu Manzi, but Lu Manzi had just had a car accident, and when Zhuang Qingwan threatened her to break up, Tian Yisheng still remembered clearly that she could use Lu Manzi's life as a Threat chips.
Lu Manzi shook his head: "I didn't do anything..."
Tian Yisheng hummed unhappily: "You won't tell me the truth..."
Lu Manzi smiled helplessly, and rubbed her chin against Tian Yisheng's shoulder: "Really, if I have to say it, I'm probably more stubborn than her. She keeps asking me...to forget you, but I don't want to."
Tian Yisheng's heart trembled, behind the words of being more stubborn than Zhuang Qingwan, it represented countless quarrels and struggles.
Lu Manzi closed her eyes: "Fortunately, you didn't choose to forget me."
Tian Yisheng's eyelashes trembled, and his eye circles gradually became wet.
It's true that she hasn't forgotten Lu Manzi, she just...has begun to let go.
If Lu Manzi doesn't come back to look for her, then she will remain the same as before, with her children, Lin Wenjing, and mother, and spend her whole life like this.
She belongs to the majority who can live without love.
She too, was really not worthy of Lu Manzi's deep love.
Fortunately, she should have said it.
With a sore heart, Tian Yisheng hooked the back of Lu Manzi's neck and kissed her forcefully.
How lucky she is to be deeply loved by Lu Manzi.
After eating, Lu Manzi drove Tian Yisheng back.
Parked two stops away from the community, separated, and then Tian Yisheng took a bus back by himself.
As soon as she got on the bus, Zhou Wan called again to ask where Tian Yisheng was.
Tian Yisheng reported the location patiently. On the way back to the community, she began to adjust her expression. Now she really needs to coax her mother well, otherwise she may not be able to go out every weekend in the future.
But after thinking about it, I feel that coaxing like this is actually meaningless at all.
Anyway, she was going to come out sooner or later, so why not let her mother be so suspicious, just let her prepare mentally.
But this idea was shaken when she heard Manman's soft mommy.
She can have a big fight with her mother right now, and then come out vigorously, but Manman can't... She is only five years old.
Tian Yisheng squatted down and caught Manman who was running over.
"Mommy, Manman cleaned up the toys by herself today." She raised her face, eagerly waiting for a compliment.
Tian Yisheng kissed her cheek, and coaxed softly: "We Manman are the most obedient, we are Mommy's caring baby."
Manman laughed happily, and pulled Tian Yisheng to see what she had packed.
Tian Yisheng played with her for a while, and when Manman went to watch cartoons, Zhou Wan beckoned her aside.
"Give me the phone number of the colleague you had dinner with today." Zhou Wan said, "If anything happens in the future, I'll be in touch."
Tian Yisheng said: "How can I just give out their phone number?"
Zhou Wan said: "It doesn't matter, I don't do anything, I just save it for emergency."
Tian Yisheng was afraid that she would betray him, so he called secretly to ask if there was a dinner party today, but her mother looked like she would not let it go easily, she had no choice but to think about it, so she gave her Sanyan's phone number.
Turning around, she hurriedly sent a WeChat message to San Yan, briefly explaining the situation, and if Zhou Wan really called, she would help her lie.
Sanyan returned a good one.
Two days later, Sanyan really sent Tian Yisheng a message, saying that her mother had called to ask her whereabouts.
Tian Yisheng's heart is a little cold. Her own mother, she still knows about seven or eight points. Now she is calling a colleague. In a few weekends, she will probably call the company directly.
Just in case, Tian Yisheng had the cheek to go to Fu Cheng and ask him if he could tell the company's front desk. Whenever someone calls and asks about her, he can't explain everything clearly.
Fu Cheng readily agreed.
This matter just turned the page.
The weekend is here again.
This week, Lu Manzi promised to tell the truth about the last time of her illness.
Although she agreed, Tian Yisheng reckoned that Lu Manzi might not tell the truth easily, otherwise she would not have tried her best to procrastinate until now.
It's just that Lu Manzi didn't come back at all this week.
She sent a message explaining that her father took advantage of the time when Zhuang Qingwan was sending Lu Manzi to the airport, and called people from the Civil Affairs Bureau to secretly register the marriage.
Zhuang Qingwan was furious when she found out, and immediately rushed back to the old house with Lu Manzi to settle the score.
This matter will last for a few more days, anyway, Lu Manzi can't come back today, so she asked Tian Yisheng not to come here for the time being.
When he saw the news, Tian Yisheng had already bought half of the dishes, and now he had no choice but to put the selected items back to their original place silently.
It was still early, and she would definitely be suspected by her mother again when she went back, so she simply asked Lin Yue to come out to eat and watch a movie. It just so happened that she came out this time as an excuse to have dinner with Lin Yue.
The two made an appointment to meet at the mall, only Lin Yue came out, and Shi Zheng, who followed closely before, did not come this time.
Tian Yisheng was a little surprised: "Why didn't Shi Zheng come? Are you working overtime?"
Lin Yue pulled her face, nodded and said, "I'm on a business trip."
Tian Yisheng took her arm: "What's the matter, did you quarrel?"
Lin Yue said with a weary look: "A few days ago we went to see the house. There are two bedrooms and one living room. The down payment is 30, and the monthly payment is [-]. His family also agreed to give him a down payment, and then he will repay the mortgage by himself, but he But he changed his mind and said he wouldn’t buy it.”
Tian Yisheng said: "Why?"
Lin Yue's eyes were a little red: "He said that his down payment and monthly payment were too expensive, and the family gave 30, so he had no other money. He didn't want to dig out his parents' savings. He either didn't buy the house, or he bought it in the Outside the main city, in the districts and counties near the gas station where he works, house prices are half cheaper."
Tian Yisheng said: "You can buy it outside the main city, what about your work?"
Lin Yue said angrily: "He said that my job is not stable anyway, I'm just a salesman, and I can just find someone after I quit."
Tian Yisheng was speechless: "How can he say that, even if your job is unstable, your salary is higher than his."
Lin Yue sneered: "So what if the salary is high, my family is poor, I'm just a father who only knows how to farm, and I can't afford half of the down payment."
Tian Yisheng said: "But you will help him repay the mortgage, and didn't you also repay his car loan before?"
Lin Yuehong turned her head with red eyes: "He can't remember my good things at all, he knows how I order him at home... It is true that men change their hearts when they have money. He has no money, so he changed to a stable one. My job has now become like this..."
Tian Yisheng suggested: "You guys should talk about everything and talk about this matter, after all these years of relationship..."
Lin Yue sighed: "Yeah, after so many years of relationship, how can I be willing to break up like this now..."
Tian Yisheng squeezed her hand, comfortingly said: "Be happy, I'll treat you to something delicious."
Lin Yue forced a smile and asked, "How are you and Mr. Lu doing?"
Tian Yisheng didn't hide anything from her, and told everything about her and Lu Manzi, including the five-year deadline Lu Manzi gave her.
"But I think I might come out within five years. When my mother doubted me and couldn't hide it, I just came out."
Lin Yue said: "Don't be in a hurry to come out of the closet. People's hearts are hard to tell. She may still miss you in the first two years. After two years? Who knows what will happen in the future. Just look at me and Shi Zheng, If he hadn't changed his job, I would never have thought that he would change his face one day."
The author has something to say: It was supposed to be updated yesterday, but after I wrote half of it, I went downstairs to buy something, but I suffered from dementia and forgot to bring the key TT^TT, I locked myself out, and then I was wearing pajamas , standing on the street for more than ten minutes, it was difficult to get a taxi to go to my uncle's house to get a spare key, my mentality exploded
☆, obsession
Tian Yisheng shook his head: "She won't..."
Lin Yue said: "I said what if. Besides, how do you know what other people are thinking? Not to mention lovers, even couples who share the same bed every day, each hides a face behind their backs. "
Tian Yisheng still shook his head: "I believe her. In the five years abroad, she was so hard, she never gave up on me, and even came out to her mother..."
Thinking of these, Tian Yisheng felt distressed: "You also know how ruthless Aman's mother is. Aman must have had a lot of quarrels and suffered a lot of grievances to persuade her mother to accept us."
Lin Yue sighed in agreement: "President Lu's mother is indeed a ruthless character."
The two of them were silent for a while, and when they entered the dining place, Lin Yue suddenly patted the table and said, "When Boss Lu quarrels with his mother, will her mother tell you about your marriage and childbirth?" , so that Mr. Lu can give up his mind?"
Tian Yisheng paused.
Lin Yue said excitedly: "Look, Boss Lu's mother has always wanted you to break up, right? When Boss Lu was arguing with her mother abroad, her mother is very likely to talk about your marriage! Anyway, God Emperor Gaoyuan, even if she said that you fell in love with a man and slept with a man, Mr. Lu couldn't verify it, and you did have a child and got married, right?"
Tian Yisheng said: "But it shouldn't be. Aman only found out about my having a child after receiving a phone call from Lin Wenjing unexpectedly... If she had known earlier..."
so what?
Will he not come to her, or will he question her about her marriage on the first day they meet again?
Tian Yisheng suddenly found that she couldn't make assumptions, because she didn't understand the current Lu Manzi who was high above, unpredictable, and taciturn.
If it wasn't for the three annoyances...
Three dislikes... If she always showed up when she needed it the most, without her words, she and Lu Manzi would definitely not be what they are now.
But if Lu Manzi and Sanyan already knew about it, why didn't they tell her directly?
When Lu Manzi first received that call, she had such a big reaction...
"Will I not bother you if I knew it earlier?" Lin Yue didn't know that Tian Yisheng's heart was overwhelmed, and she was still guessing, "I don't think so. Didn't you say that Boss Lu loves you very much, maybe she is not reconciled , I used all kinds of power to force you to divorce, and then kept you in captivity..."
Tian Yisheng's face was ugly,
……
After nightfall, Lu Manzi came to pick Tian Yisheng up for dinner.
Because of Sanyan's words, Tian Yisheng was a little confused. She knew what Sanyan meant and asked her to understand Zhuang Qingwan more. After all, she was Lu Manzi's mother, and it was not a big deal for her to be wronged occasionally.
But she was just... very blocked.
Lu Manzi probably didn't finish his work, so he kept replying to messages and answering calls while eating.
Tian Yisheng ate more absent-mindedly, and his mind couldn't stop thinking about the gap between her and Lu Manzi.
Now Lu Manzi still loves her, so they can still be together, but what about in the future?
When they are in the seven-year itch, when each other's strengths are covered up by time, and their shortcomings are exposed, can they continue to go on?
The living environment is destined to have different visions and values between her and Lu Manzi. These things may not be exposed in a short time, but what about a few years later?
What would she do if she came out of the closet, lost her child, hurt her mother, and she and Lu Manzi became more and more distant and cold?
All kinds of thoughts swirled in Tian Yisheng's mind like a wave. She was not in the mood to eat, and Lu Manzi was busy with business, so the table was full of dishes, and she didn't move a few times in the end.
After the two left the restaurant, Lu Manzi took her hand and walked into the woods by the river.
Tian Yisheng asked in a daze, "Do you want to take a walk?"
Lu Manzi didn't answer.
At nine or ten o'clock in the evening, the night is thick, the traffic passes by the river bridge, the street lamps cast a soft light, which is blocked by the shade of the trees, and falls dimly.
There are few people in the forest, and the river rushes under the stone railing, distorting the reflection of the city lights.
Lu Manzi pressed Tian Yisheng against the railing, leaned down, and asked her softly, "Are you angry with me?"
Tian Yisheng shook his head, but couldn't summon up the strength to say that he was fine, so he hugged Lu Manzi's waist and buried his face in her chest.
Lu Manzi rubbed her chin against her ear, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Those things that weighed on Tian Yisheng's heart were too many and too heavy. She was full of worries, but she didn't know how to speak at all.
Lu Manzi pressed his cheek against Tian Yisheng's forehead, and suddenly said in a low voice, "Sorry."
Tian Yisheng muffled: "What are you apologizing for?"
Lu Manzi said: "I didn't accompany you well today, and I won't in the future."
Tian Yisheng hugged her waist tightly: "It's not because of this..."
Lu Manzi said, "After that, I won't take you to see my mother, she has a bad temper."
Tian Yisheng still shook his head: "It's not because of your mother..."
Lu Manzi: "What's the matter?"
Tian Yisheng said: "I don't know what to say... I'm just... a little upset."
Lu Manzi stroked Tian Yisheng's soft hair, and said in a low voice, "Did I make you feel pressured?"
With a firm tone, Tian Yisheng was also silent.
Lu Manzi was silent for a long time, and then said in a deep voice: "I took you to see my mother and my friends, just to tell you not to be stressed, because I have already taken care of everything."
Tian Yisheng was stunned.
Lu Manzi lowered his head and pressed it against Tian Yisheng's cheek.
"My mother won't object to me, and my friends can accept us...I still have a stable job and can support us for the rest of my life. Tiantian, you don't have to worry about anything, you just need to..." She paused, "Slow Get ready slowly and come back to me."
Tian Yisheng tightened his arms, his eyes were sore, and he just started crying like that.
All the grievances and pain that surged in my heart seemed to find an outlet to rush out in that sentence.
Lu Manzi raised her face and kissed the tears on her cheek.
"Don't be stressed, Tiantian." She pressed Tian Yisheng's forehead, "I won't force you to come out, I don't care if your mother approves of me, I only care about you."
"But don't you feel wronged? This kind of love is the same as my underground love...and I haven't separated from Lin Wenjing yet..."
"Hush." Lu Manzi interrupted her, "You can handle your family affairs by yourself. I don't interfere, and I don't want to hear about it. All I know is that you are divorced, you love me, and you will be with me."
Tian Yisheng looked at her with tears in his eyes: "Do you really not care at all?"
Lu Manzi lightly clasped the back of Tian Yisheng's head, pressed her into his arms, and lowered his eyes and said, "Compared to those, I have things I'm more afraid of."
Tian Yisheng said: "What are you afraid of?"
Lu Manzi: "I'm afraid you're under pressure... I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it, so give up on me."
Tian Yisheng grasped the clothes around her waist, did not refute this sentence, but asked her: "Aren't you worried about our future? There is such a big gap between me and you, one day, you will despise me. I am poor, I have no experience, I am still cowardly, I am not worthy of you at all..."
"But I've already fallen in love with you." Lu Manzi said, "As early as nine years ago, the moment you stepped into the dormitory at the beginning of the freshman year. Before we separated, every day for the four years of university, I loved you more and more every day. After separation, the five years abroad, distance and time, still make me love you even more in my thoughts. Tiantian, you are the other half to me, and I can’t live without it, the other half of my soul.”
They met each other when they were freshmen, fell in love at the age of 19, fell in love for three years and missed each other for five years.
Time has not diluted that feeling, and the years have not changed that original intention.
That love, that person, was soaked in the flesh and blood.
Even if she was full of flaws, she still couldn't cut off the feelings that had taken root and entangled like dodders during the nine years.
As Sanyan said, compared to Peisha, Tian Yisheng was just lucky, and appeared beside Lu Manzi at the most suitable time.
Young and undisturbed, unprepared; a blank freshman who is full of yearning and enthusiasm for college life when he first enters school.At that time, Lu Manzi's heart was wide open, and Tian Yisheng appeared, lived in, and took root.
From then on, that position will always be hers.
unfair.
For Peisha, it was a cruel unfairness, and for Tian Yisheng, it was the luckiest unfairness in this life.
"So, don't be stressed, just stay with me slowly, okay?"
Tian Yisheng nodded vigorously: "Okay."
Lu Manzi lowered his head and kissed Tian Yisheng's earlobe: "Tiantian, I really love you."
Tian Yisheng choked up and replied: "I love you too."
She raised her face again, looked at Lu Manzi's delicately made-up face, and asked with a sob: "Go back tonight and let me remove your makeup, okay?"
Lu Manzi didn't respond.
Tian Yisheng held her face and kept asking: "Are you okay? Aman, are you okay?"
Lu Manzi closed her eyes, as if she had made up her mind in a difficult situation: "Okay."
The two of them blew the wind by the river for a while, walked along the river for half an hour, and then slowly returned to the hotel.
Lu Manzi asked Tian Yisheng to take a bath first, and then remove her makeup after coming out.
Tian Yisheng agreed.
When she entered the bathroom, Lu Manzi immediately took out her mobile phone, dug out the address book, and dialed Sanyan's number...
After Tian Yisheng came out of the wash, he saw Lu Manzi sitting by the bed, looking down at the phone. As soon as she approached, she turned off the screen and put it on the side cabinet.
"Did you bring a makeup remover?" Tian Yisheng was not in a hurry to blow off his wet hair.
Lu Manzi said: "No, you go and dry your hair first."
"It's okay, I'll do my hair later." Tian Yisheng didn't care, and got up to look through the suitcase.
She has cleansing oil, but it's a common and cheap one. I don't know if it can remove Lu Manzi's heavy makeup.
Lu Manzi watched her move, a little helpless: "Do you really want to see my face after removing makeup?"
Tian Yisheng put down the makeup remover, sat next to Lu Manzi, imitated her movements, pinched Lu Manzi's chin, and made her face him.
"I just want to tell you with actions, I really don't mind, your most authentic look."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelids: "It's really ugly."
Tian Yisheng poured out cleansing oil: "You're ugly, I'm poor, and I'm a good match."
Lu Manzi laughed softly, her complexion finally relaxed, but when Tian Yisheng pasted the soaked cotton pad, she tensed up again in an instant.
It seems to be true, especially caring about her face wrapped in makeup.
Tian Yisheng leaned over and kissed Lu Manzi's lips comfortingly: "Aman, I really love you too, so don't pay too much attention to your appearance."
Lu Manzi hummed, but her eyes were half-downcast all the time, still caring about her appearance.
Tian Yisheng cruelly began to remove her most delicate eye makeup...From the corners of the eyes, to the eyebrows, to the color-enhancing foundation...Everything was carefully wiped off by Tian Yisheng.
After erasing the cover, her unretouched, haggard face was finally revealed.
Before and after makeup, two faces, this sentence is very sadly verified.
Not only the bad skin condition, but Lu Manzi's whole complexion was particularly weak, like a terminally ill patient who was still suffering from a serious illness, without any blood color, and no icy aura.
Only haggard left.
Tian Yisheng's eyes turned red, and he cried for nothing again.
"Aman, tell me the truth, are you still sick?" She cried and asked, "Don't make excuses for me, tell me the truth, are you sick?"
Lu Manzi lowered her eyes and said, "It's just insomnia..."
Tian Yisheng didn't believe it at all.
Lu Manzi added: "Very serious insomnia... If I don't take medicine, I won't be able to fall asleep at all."
Tian Yisheng recalled the last few times he slept with her, as if he was the one who fell asleep first, and he was completely unaware of Lu Manzi's insomnia.
A sense of guilt suddenly surged, and the circles of her eyes became even more red.
Lu Manzi held her face and coaxed her softly, "Don't cry again, or I'll think you're crying because of me."
Tian Yisheng threw himself into her arms: "Sorry, I haven't noticed your insomnia at all after so long."
Lu Manzi hugged her back: "It's okay."
Tian Yisheng cried guiltily for a while, and suddenly realized: "You just have insomnia, why didn't you tell me earlier? When I asked you last night, you still refused to say anything."
Lu Manzi said: "You promised me last night that I will tell you next week."
Tian Yisheng sharply said: "So you said insomnia, but you ended up dealing with me?"
..
☆, fireworks
Without saying a word, Lu Manzi pulled Tian Yisheng into his arms.
"Don't hug me." Tian Yisheng pushed her, "Is it that difficult to tell me the truth?"
Lu Manzi stared at her, turned his head and whispered aggrievedly: "I have told a lot of truth tonight..."
Confession by the river, and makeup removal after returning...
Thinking about it this way, it seems to be the case... Tian Yisheng's eyes were shaken, Lu Manzi hugged her close to her, and said softly: "You clearly promised to be good before, what you say is nothing, bad..."
That bad word hit Tian Yisheng's ear like an electric current, and half of his brain went numb.
She couldn't change her soft temper, so she finally gave in and said, "Then I'll ask you next week, and if you fool me again at that time, I'll kill you."
Lu Manzi smiled and kissed her neck: "How do you kill me, huh?"
Tian Yisheng gnawed on her shoulder bone: "Kill you to death!"
Lu Manzi hugged her and pressed her down, followed her side neck and kissed her red lips all the way, kissed her twice lightly, and asked her: "Do you want it? I'll give it to you."
Tian Yisheng put his arms around her neck: "I feel comfortable, how about you?"
Lu Manzi bit her lips and said vaguely, "I don't care..."
She slid her fingers directly between Tian Yisheng's legs, and pressed through her panties.
I don't know if it was the reason why it didn't work out last night, but Tian Yisheng became very emotional tonight, and soon got Lu Manzi's hands wet.
The seamless kiss with Lu Manzi made her breathless, her face soon turned red, her pupils were moist, reflecting the tiny lights.
Lu Manzi kissed her eyelids, pushed Tian Yisheng's legs with his knees, and the hot and humid kiss moved down inch by inch, passed through the lower abdomen, and kissed the muddy place...
Tian Yisheng shivered sensitively, opened his mouth, panting and screaming...
Lu Manzi gave her mouth once, and let her go with his fingers again. Tian Yisheng was so passionate, and when he was excited, his whole body was pink, he curled up in Lu Manzi's arms, and kept calling her name.
Lu Manzi kissed her forehead and side face over and over again, and brushed her side waist with wet fingers, causing another tremor.
"Why are you getting more and more sensitive?" Lu Manzi asked her, Tian Yisheng turned his head in shame and did not answer, Lu Manzi lifted her chin again, and kissed her deeply.
Tian Yisheng unconsciously grabbed Lu Manzi's collar, even his eyelashes were wet.
"No more..." She was out of breath halfway through the kiss, struggling to avoid Lu Manzi, hugging her waist and hiding in her arms.
Lu Manzi caressed her back and said with a smile, "Is it so fast tonight?"
Tian Yisheng shook his head and still refused to answer. She had poured out a lot of water, and she was ashamed to death.
It wasn't such a strong feeling before, and she didn't know what happened tonight.
Perhaps it was because of the mutual understanding, Lu Manzi's gentle caressing added psychological satisfaction to her physical feeling, that's why she felt so fierce like a tide.
Lu Manzi didn't force her either, and the two hugged each other quietly.
Tian Yisheng waited for himself to recover, then pulled the button of Lu Manzi's jacket, and asked her in a low voice: "Would you like to try it too, I will kiss you slowly..."
"No." Lu Manzi took Tian Yisheng's hand and kissed her again, "I'm already very satisfied if I can kiss you and hug you."
The bosom is no longer empty, the head of the bed is no longer lonely, when you reach out your hand, you can touch the warm body of the one you love, and then wantonly kiss and fight... This is already the greatest satisfaction for her .
When falling asleep at night, Tian Yisheng paid special attention to Lu Manzi's sleep, and she didn't shy away from taking the medicine in front of Tian Yisheng.
The medicine was packed in a pure white box without a name or label. Tian Yisheng didn't recognize it, and Lu Manzi only said that it was a medicine prescribed by a private hospital to help sleep and regulate endocrine.
Thinking not to push too hard, Tian Yisheng didn't ask the bottom line.
Tian Yisheng had to go back with the company people the next day, and Lu Manzi had something to do, so he could only take time to have lunch with her.
Lu Manzi offered to send Tian Yisheng to the airport, but she refused.
It is also very convenient to take the company's car to the airport, so there is no need to bother Lu Manzi.
The private kitchen that the two ate together at noon was a small courtyard with a particularly elegant and quiet environment.Antique, wood carving windows, open the paper window, outside is the garden with lake with crisp and tender lotus, a delicate pavilion and winding bridge corridor stand on the lake, as beautiful as an ancient painting.
Tian Yisheng specially ordered chicken soup, and supervised Lu Manzi to eat more.
Between meals, Tian Yisheng occasionally glanced out the window, and unexpectedly saw a woman in a smoky blue cheongsam.
She was walking leisurely and leisurely along the bridge corridor.
Being far away, Tian Yisheng couldn't see the details clearly, but the woman's gentle and elegant temperament still couldn't be stopped.Like pearls and jade soaked in the wind and dust of the years, the beauty emanating from the inside out is like a dark fragrance that cannot be concealed, even if it is just a back view, it can make people fall in love with it.
Quiet scenery, ancient people, vivid paintings.
After a few steps, she probably found a place with a satisfactory view. She stood still, took out a long, thin cigarette from her bag, and lit it quietly.
She always stood sideways so that Tian Yisheng could not see her face.
"That person..." Lu Manzi suddenly said, "It's the woman my father likes."
Tian Yisheng was surprised: "That old woman who is nearly 60 years old?"
But the back of this woman looks at most 40 years old!
Lu Manzi also stared at her figure, and said softly: "She is too temperamental, so it conceals the weakness of her age."
Tian Yisheng thought of Zhuang Qingwan who didn't look old at all, and said, "Is she also well maintained?"
Lu Manzi shook his head: "The wrinkles on her face and neck are quite obvious... That's why my mother can't figure out that my father's soul was taken away by a postmenopausal woman."
Tian Yisheng looked at the woman's figure again in shock, and sighed after a while: "If you think about it carefully, then she should be very powerful..."
Lu Manzi propped up his chin, and also stared at the slender figure: "Yes, a real vixen is so smart that he can understand the hearts of men."
"Huh?" Tian Yisheng was surprised that Lu Manzi would say such a thing.
Lu Manzi explained: "This is my mother's comment."
The man stood on the bridge corridor and smoked two cigarettes, then disappeared into the painting along another section of the wooden bridge.
After dinner, Lu Manzi sent Tian Yisheng back to the hotel, and the two separated for the time being, each busy.
There are not many things in Tian Yisheng's company. Fu Cheng only gives her simple tasks, which is to deal with his Yingyingyanyan who is a bit troublesome, and they are indispensable for pestering and unreasonable roles. Sometimes she will be scolded for no reason, which makes Tian Yisheng I can't laugh or cry.
She is not busy at work, but she spends more time with the children, Manman seems very happy because of this, and even eats more meals than usual.
Tian Yisheng stayed with the child in the evening, chatted with Lu Manzi in his spare time, and occasionally had dinner with Lin Yue, chatting, life suddenly became easier, he was in a happy mood, and even his complexion improved a lot.
It was the weekend again, and Tian Yisheng was not on a business trip. Lu Manzi said that she would come back at noon on Saturday, so Tian Yisheng went out early in the morning, bought vegetables and went to the apartment to prepare.
While she was cooking the soup, marinating the steamed fish, and washing the vegetables, Lu Manzi came back.
The water is boiling in the kitchen, and there is a sound of rinsing. There is a thin gurgling sound from the boiling soup pot, mixed with the gentle roar of the range hood, which is the most realistic sound of fireworks.
Tian Yisheng shook his drenched hands in the sink, and wiped the remaining drops of water on the apron as he walked out.
"Are you back?" She walked out, and brought a large bouquet of fiery red roses to her face. The fragrance was so fragrant that it made Tian Yisheng's complexion even whiter.
She widened her eyes in surprise: "Why are you buying flowers..."
Lu Manzi hooked Tian Yisheng's waist with the other hand, and kissed her on the lips: "I want to make you happy."
Very straightforward answer.
Tian Yisheng took the flowers, a big bouquet, slightly heavy.
"Do you like it?" Lu Manzi put down the bag casually, wrapped around Tian Yisheng's waist, and stuck to her back.
"I like it, but didn't you say that flowers always wither? After they wither, it will be a pity to throw them away..."
Lu Manzi lowered his eyelashes and said, "Then do you want to plant it with me? In this way, it will bloom again when it withers, and it will bloom again and again, year after year, until it dies..."
"Huh?" Tian Yisheng glanced at the empty and large balcony, "Do you want to plant flowers here?"
"Not here, another place." Lu Manzi tightened her arms, her voice was deep, "Only our place."
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Tian Yisheng paused, and asked in a low voice, "Where are you going? Are you moving?"
There's only their place, so she needs to move there together?
Lu Manzi said: "I've spotted a place and plan to build a house there, and then plant flowers, fruit trees, and vegetable gardens around it..."
Tian Yisheng slowly clenched Lu Manzi's hand around her waist.
That's... what they said when they were together before and imagined the future.
Find a quiet place and build your own hut with vegetable fields, fruit trees, flowers and each other.
She still remembered those lies when she was young.
"When the matter at my house is finished, you and I will go and have a look at that place..." Lu Manzi rested her chin on her shoulder, "I plan to spend five years slowly repairing our house."
Tian Yisheng lowered his eyes and understood what Lu Manzi meant.
She gave her five years to prepare for coming out.
"Can you?" she asked softly.
"Well, good." Tian Yisheng agreed.
It would be good if Lu Manzi asked her for a time limit, lest... she would always hesitate and hesitate.
Lu Manzi kissed the side of her face, tightened his arms: "I love you."
Tian Yisheng turned around and hugged her: "I love you too."
After the two of them had dinner, they went out for a stroll together. Tian Yisheng bought a weighing scale to monitor Lu Manzi's weight, and officially raised her body.
Lu Manzi was leaving early the next morning, and Tian Yisheng planned to stay with her at night, but unexpectedly, in the afternoon, her mother called suddenly, and she was very determined to go home.
No matter how Tian Yisheng used the reason of gathering with colleagues, he couldn't handle it, so the mother and daughter quarreled directly on the phone.
Lu Manzi heard it from afar, and approached slowly, took Tian Yisheng's hand, shook her head lightly, and signaled her to stop making noise and go home obediently.
On the contrary, Tian Yisheng felt even more guilty towards Lu Manzi. On the other side of the phone, Zhou Wan was still asking her why she didn't go home on weekends. Tian Yisheng was a little annoyed by what she heard, so he responded, "I'll be back, hang up first."
She put away her phone and hooked Lu Manzi's finger: "Sorry, I can't accompany you tonight."
Lu Manzi shook his head: "You have been with me..."
Tian Yisheng felt stuffy and uncomfortable, he felt sorry for Lu Manzi, but also couldn't care less about the family affairs... With her mother's attitude towards her, I'm afraid she was already suspicious of her.
In the future, it will only be more difficult to deal with.
Lu Manzi hugged Tian Yisheng's back, leaned on Tian Yisheng's slender body relaxedly, and looked down at the garden downstairs, the tall buildings outside the fence, the traffic and pedestrians...
"Tiantian, I'm not in a hurry, so you don't have to be in a hurry." She said softly, "Coax Auntie well, don't let her make things difficult for you now..."
Tian Yisheng felt even more bored, she couldn't take care of both sides perfectly, there would always be one who would be ignored.
"Aman, what did you do in front of your mother to stop her from opposing us?"
Sanyan told Tian Yisheng that it was because Zhuang Qingwan loved Lu Manzi, but Lu Manzi had just had a car accident, and when Zhuang Qingwan threatened her to break up, Tian Yisheng still remembered clearly that she could use Lu Manzi's life as a Threat chips.
Lu Manzi shook his head: "I didn't do anything..."
Tian Yisheng hummed unhappily: "You won't tell me the truth..."
Lu Manzi smiled helplessly, and rubbed her chin against Tian Yisheng's shoulder: "Really, if I have to say it, I'm probably more stubborn than her. She keeps asking me...to forget you, but I don't want to."
Tian Yisheng's heart trembled, behind the words of being more stubborn than Zhuang Qingwan, it represented countless quarrels and struggles.
Lu Manzi closed her eyes: "Fortunately, you didn't choose to forget me."
Tian Yisheng's eyelashes trembled, and his eye circles gradually became wet.
It's true that she hasn't forgotten Lu Manzi, she just...has begun to let go.
If Lu Manzi doesn't come back to look for her, then she will remain the same as before, with her children, Lin Wenjing, and mother, and spend her whole life like this.
She belongs to the majority who can live without love.
She too, was really not worthy of Lu Manzi's deep love.
Fortunately, she should have said it.
With a sore heart, Tian Yisheng hooked the back of Lu Manzi's neck and kissed her forcefully.
How lucky she is to be deeply loved by Lu Manzi.
After eating, Lu Manzi drove Tian Yisheng back.
Parked two stops away from the community, separated, and then Tian Yisheng took a bus back by himself.
As soon as she got on the bus, Zhou Wan called again to ask where Tian Yisheng was.
Tian Yisheng reported the location patiently. On the way back to the community, she began to adjust her expression. Now she really needs to coax her mother well, otherwise she may not be able to go out every weekend in the future.
But after thinking about it, I feel that coaxing like this is actually meaningless at all.
Anyway, she was going to come out sooner or later, so why not let her mother be so suspicious, just let her prepare mentally.
But this idea was shaken when she heard Manman's soft mommy.
She can have a big fight with her mother right now, and then come out vigorously, but Manman can't... She is only five years old.
Tian Yisheng squatted down and caught Manman who was running over.
"Mommy, Manman cleaned up the toys by herself today." She raised her face, eagerly waiting for a compliment.
Tian Yisheng kissed her cheek, and coaxed softly: "We Manman are the most obedient, we are Mommy's caring baby."
Manman laughed happily, and pulled Tian Yisheng to see what she had packed.
Tian Yisheng played with her for a while, and when Manman went to watch cartoons, Zhou Wan beckoned her aside.
"Give me the phone number of the colleague you had dinner with today." Zhou Wan said, "If anything happens in the future, I'll be in touch."
Tian Yisheng said: "How can I just give out their phone number?"
Zhou Wan said: "It doesn't matter, I don't do anything, I just save it for emergency."
Tian Yisheng was afraid that she would betray him, so he called secretly to ask if there was a dinner party today, but her mother looked like she would not let it go easily, she had no choice but to think about it, so she gave her Sanyan's phone number.
Turning around, she hurriedly sent a WeChat message to San Yan, briefly explaining the situation, and if Zhou Wan really called, she would help her lie.
Sanyan returned a good one.
Two days later, Sanyan really sent Tian Yisheng a message, saying that her mother had called to ask her whereabouts.
Tian Yisheng's heart is a little cold. Her own mother, she still knows about seven or eight points. Now she is calling a colleague. In a few weekends, she will probably call the company directly.
Just in case, Tian Yisheng had the cheek to go to Fu Cheng and ask him if he could tell the company's front desk. Whenever someone calls and asks about her, he can't explain everything clearly.
Fu Cheng readily agreed.
This matter just turned the page.
The weekend is here again.
This week, Lu Manzi promised to tell the truth about the last time of her illness.
Although she agreed, Tian Yisheng reckoned that Lu Manzi might not tell the truth easily, otherwise she would not have tried her best to procrastinate until now.
It's just that Lu Manzi didn't come back at all this week.
She sent a message explaining that her father took advantage of the time when Zhuang Qingwan was sending Lu Manzi to the airport, and called people from the Civil Affairs Bureau to secretly register the marriage.
Zhuang Qingwan was furious when she found out, and immediately rushed back to the old house with Lu Manzi to settle the score.
This matter will last for a few more days, anyway, Lu Manzi can't come back today, so she asked Tian Yisheng not to come here for the time being.
When he saw the news, Tian Yisheng had already bought half of the dishes, and now he had no choice but to put the selected items back to their original place silently.
It was still early, and she would definitely be suspected by her mother again when she went back, so she simply asked Lin Yue to come out to eat and watch a movie. It just so happened that she came out this time as an excuse to have dinner with Lin Yue.
The two made an appointment to meet at the mall, only Lin Yue came out, and Shi Zheng, who followed closely before, did not come this time.
Tian Yisheng was a little surprised: "Why didn't Shi Zheng come? Are you working overtime?"
Lin Yue pulled her face, nodded and said, "I'm on a business trip."
Tian Yisheng took her arm: "What's the matter, did you quarrel?"
Lin Yue said with a weary look: "A few days ago we went to see the house. There are two bedrooms and one living room. The down payment is 30, and the monthly payment is [-]. His family also agreed to give him a down payment, and then he will repay the mortgage by himself, but he But he changed his mind and said he wouldn’t buy it.”
Tian Yisheng said: "Why?"
Lin Yue's eyes were a little red: "He said that his down payment and monthly payment were too expensive, and the family gave 30, so he had no other money. He didn't want to dig out his parents' savings. He either didn't buy the house, or he bought it in the Outside the main city, in the districts and counties near the gas station where he works, house prices are half cheaper."
Tian Yisheng said: "You can buy it outside the main city, what about your work?"
Lin Yue said angrily: "He said that my job is not stable anyway, I'm just a salesman, and I can just find someone after I quit."
Tian Yisheng was speechless: "How can he say that, even if your job is unstable, your salary is higher than his."
Lin Yue sneered: "So what if the salary is high, my family is poor, I'm just a father who only knows how to farm, and I can't afford half of the down payment."
Tian Yisheng said: "But you will help him repay the mortgage, and didn't you also repay his car loan before?"
Lin Yuehong turned her head with red eyes: "He can't remember my good things at all, he knows how I order him at home... It is true that men change their hearts when they have money. He has no money, so he changed to a stable one. My job has now become like this..."
Tian Yisheng suggested: "You guys should talk about everything and talk about this matter, after all these years of relationship..."
Lin Yue sighed: "Yeah, after so many years of relationship, how can I be willing to break up like this now..."
Tian Yisheng squeezed her hand, comfortingly said: "Be happy, I'll treat you to something delicious."
Lin Yue forced a smile and asked, "How are you and Mr. Lu doing?"
Tian Yisheng didn't hide anything from her, and told everything about her and Lu Manzi, including the five-year deadline Lu Manzi gave her.
"But I think I might come out within five years. When my mother doubted me and couldn't hide it, I just came out."
Lin Yue said: "Don't be in a hurry to come out of the closet. People's hearts are hard to tell. She may still miss you in the first two years. After two years? Who knows what will happen in the future. Just look at me and Shi Zheng, If he hadn't changed his job, I would never have thought that he would change his face one day."
The author has something to say: It was supposed to be updated yesterday, but after I wrote half of it, I went downstairs to buy something, but I suffered from dementia and forgot to bring the key TT^TT, I locked myself out, and then I was wearing pajamas , standing on the street for more than ten minutes, it was difficult to get a taxi to go to my uncle's house to get a spare key, my mentality exploded
☆, obsession
Tian Yisheng shook his head: "She won't..."
Lin Yue said: "I said what if. Besides, how do you know what other people are thinking? Not to mention lovers, even couples who share the same bed every day, each hides a face behind their backs. "
Tian Yisheng still shook his head: "I believe her. In the five years abroad, she was so hard, she never gave up on me, and even came out to her mother..."
Thinking of these, Tian Yisheng felt distressed: "You also know how ruthless Aman's mother is. Aman must have had a lot of quarrels and suffered a lot of grievances to persuade her mother to accept us."
Lin Yue sighed in agreement: "President Lu's mother is indeed a ruthless character."
The two of them were silent for a while, and when they entered the dining place, Lin Yue suddenly patted the table and said, "When Boss Lu quarrels with his mother, will her mother tell you about your marriage and childbirth?" , so that Mr. Lu can give up his mind?"
Tian Yisheng paused.
Lin Yue said excitedly: "Look, Boss Lu's mother has always wanted you to break up, right? When Boss Lu was arguing with her mother abroad, her mother is very likely to talk about your marriage! Anyway, God Emperor Gaoyuan, even if she said that you fell in love with a man and slept with a man, Mr. Lu couldn't verify it, and you did have a child and got married, right?"
Tian Yisheng said: "But it shouldn't be. Aman only found out about my having a child after receiving a phone call from Lin Wenjing unexpectedly... If she had known earlier..."
so what?
Will he not come to her, or will he question her about her marriage on the first day they meet again?
Tian Yisheng suddenly found that she couldn't make assumptions, because she didn't understand the current Lu Manzi who was high above, unpredictable, and taciturn.
If it wasn't for the three annoyances...
Three dislikes... If she always showed up when she needed it the most, without her words, she and Lu Manzi would definitely not be what they are now.
But if Lu Manzi and Sanyan already knew about it, why didn't they tell her directly?
When Lu Manzi first received that call, she had such a big reaction...
"Will I not bother you if I knew it earlier?" Lin Yue didn't know that Tian Yisheng's heart was overwhelmed, and she was still guessing, "I don't think so. Didn't you say that Boss Lu loves you very much, maybe she is not reconciled , I used all kinds of power to force you to divorce, and then kept you in captivity..."
Tian Yisheng's face was ugly,
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