you are my sweetie

The elevator door opened, and she led Tian Yisheng out.

"Yanzi seldom mentions her, and I only know that she was six months pregnant when her lover died, and... it wasn't Yanzi and her child."

That word made Tian Yisheng suddenly silent, remembering that she also gave birth to a daughter who had nothing to do with Lu Manzi.

Lu Manzi didn't speak any more, and let go of Tian Yisheng's hand to open the door and enter the room.

Tian Yisheng looked at her back that had become distant again, bit his lower lip, hurriedly chased after her, and took Lu Manzi's hand fawningly.

"Actually, I'm married..."

"I've said it before," Lu Manzi interrupted her, took a deep look at Tian Yisheng, and quickly looked away, "Don't bring up the past."

Tian Yisheng opened his lips, but still stubbornly said: "I just want to tell you that I had reasons for breaking up with you."

Lu Manzi lowered her eyes, and after being silent for a while, she said in a low voice, "So you chose to leave me who just got into a car accident..."

Tian Yisheng grasped her hand tightly, and said with red eyes: "At that time, you had a car accident and your spine was injured. If I hadn't separated from you, you wouldn't have received treatment..."

Lu Man stared at her hard, her eyes were dark, she was hiding a thousand words, but she only said one sentence: "I really don't want to hear about the past."

She broke away from Tian Yisheng's hand: "I'm going to take a shower."

Tian Yisheng looked at her back as she walked away alone, feeling very blocked in his heart.

Lu Manzi didn't want to mention the past, nor did she want to listen to Tian Yisheng's explanation. In other words, she couldn't forgive her.

Even if she still loves herself in her heart, those knots in her past can't be untied either.

Tian Yisheng sat on the sofa in a daze, thinking of her agreed marriage with Lin Wenjing, thinking of her daughter, mother... suddenly lost confidence in her future relationship with Lu Manzi.

Lu Manzi still loves her, but she no longer accepts her wholeheartedly like in the past, just like when she was in bed, she never let herself into her.

As for herself, with countless shackles and pressure behind her, does she still have the courage and determination to withstand the pressure from all directions, and then open Lu Manzi's heart again?

She... didn't.

Looking around the spacious living room of the apartment, she slowly clenched her fingers. This is not a university dormitory where everyone lives the same, but a high-end apartment where every inch of land is expensive.

The distance between her and Lu Manzi is so real.

☆, attention

Lu Manzi said he was going to take a shower, but within 10 minutes he came out again smelling of cigarettes, still in the same clothes, and sat down next to Tian Yisheng.

"Don't mention the past, just live in the present, can't you?" She asked.

Tian Yisheng said: "Are you...you will never forgive me?"

Lu Manzi denied and shook his head: "I just can't let go."

Tian Yisheng was stunned, and looked up at her: "Is it for me too? Because I can't let go, that's why I'm with me now."

Lu Manzi looked directly into Tian Yisheng's eyes, leaned over, and almost kissed Tian Yisheng's lips.

"No, for you, it's because I still love..."

"Can……"

"If you want to talk about the past, then you have to talk about the future." Lu Manzi interrupted her, pulled away, and stared at a certain point on the coffee table, "If you can't give it, don't mention it."

Tian Yisheng stopped talking.

After taking turns taking showers, they actually went to the supermarket together.

Although Lu Manzi's home was empty, there was no shortage of daily necessities. When Tian Yisheng went to the supermarket, he didn't know what to buy for her.

In that empty home, what is most lacking are decorations.

However, Lu Manzi was extremely purposeful, and took Tian Yisheng straight to household items, and bought pajamas, slippers, bath towels, and toiletries for Tian Yisheng.

Just getting ready to live together.

In the end, he even bought Tian Yisheng's favorite yogurt, and it was packed in a whole box. qún: [-]

Tian Yisheng quickly stopped her and said, "I have to go home tomorrow, don't buy too much."

Lu Manzi paused, put the yogurt back, and said indifferently, "Yes, you only come on weekends."

Tian Yisheng couldn't answer, so he changed the subject and said, "What do you want for lunch? I'll make it for you."

Lu Manzi thought for a while, then said, "Noodles."

Tian Yisheng remembered what happened that day, and his face became hot: "Why do you want to eat noodles at noon..."

Lu Manzi picked up a handful of dried noodles and asked with a serious face, "Why not?"

Tian Yisheng: "...Okay, what kind of noodles to eat."

Lu Manzi said calmly with no expression on his face, "As long as you feed me down, I can do anything."

No matter how you hear this, it is wrong.

Next to them was a young couple who were picking things out. They probably heard Lu Manzi's words and turned to look at them.

Tian Yisheng's face was very hot, he turned his head away, trying his best to pretend to be serious about choosing and eating noodles.

However, Lu Manzi followed up and asked, "Strange, why did your face turn red all of a sudden?"

Tian Yisheng couldn't help pinching her waist, and said angrily, "Did you do it on purpose!"

Lu Manzi grabbed her hand and held it, with a faint smile on his lips: "What is it on purpose?"

"Talking like that on purpose!"

"Is it something like the following?"

Tian Yisheng was ashamed and angry: "Stop talking, others have heard it!"

Lu Manzi hooked her lips happily and grinned.

This was the first time she showed a relaxed smile in front of Tian Yisheng.

Tian Yisheng's heart swelled, and he clasped her fingers unconsciously, and laughed together.

When the two passed the deli area, they saw sauerkraut listed on the shelf.

Tian Yisheng said casually: "Don't you want to eat sauerkraut noodles? Let's buy it and make it at noon?"

Lu Manzi continued walking without looking at it: "No, the ones in the supermarket are not good."

Tian Yisheng: "Then I'll bring it for you from home next time."

Lu Manzi still didn't like it very much and said, "I want to eat what you made..."

When the two lived together in college, Lu Manzi bought a small kimchi jar for convenience and saving money, and made it himself, but Lu Manzi still remembered it.

"Then we have to buy a kimchi jar," she said.

Lu Manzi: "Okay, buy it."

Tian Yisheng said: "I still have to go to the vegetable market to buy radishes, pickled and dried sauerkraut leaves, fresh peppers..."

Lu Manzi took her by the hand and went to line up for the checkout: "Well, buy them all."

Tian Yisheng hesitated and said: "But the vegetable market is very chaotic, there are many people, and the ground is also dirty..."

Lu Manzi, who is so glamorous now, is not suitable for going to such a place.

Lu Manzi said: "I know, I went with you before."

In the past, the two of them did often go grocery shopping together, but that was five years ago. I don't know if Lu Manzi can still get used to it now.

Tian Yisheng felt uneasy, but in the end Lu Manzi really wore an expensive brown suit and black high-heeled shoes, and together with Tian Yisheng squeezed through the messy and wet vegetable market.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when I bought all the things and went back.

After making the noodles and eating the kimchi jar, it's time for Tian Yisheng to work part-time in a bar.

She put the jar in the locker under the countertop, washed her hands and went out, only to find Lu Manzi asleep on the sofa.

Tian Yisheng went to the bedroom lightly and took out the thin quilt. As soon as it was covered, Lu Manzi opened his eyes.

He stared at Tian Yisheng vigilantly, and after seeing who it was, he softened his eyes and asked hoarsely, "It's over?"

Tian Yisheng squatted on the edge of the sofa: "Well, it's all done. You sleep a little longer, I'm going to work."

Lu Manzi's expression froze, and a second later, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, and said calmly, "Yes."

Tian Yisheng thought she was asleep again, so he picked up the bag and closed the door gently.

As soon as she left, the whole room instantly returned to the oppressive silence. Lu Manzi lay down for a while, lifted the quilt and sat up, lit a cigarette, and after she finished smoking one, she stood up expressionlessly and walked into the kitchen.

The kitchen was tidied up by Tian Yisheng, but the traces of her presence were still clearly imprinted.

Wet cutting boards, kitchen gloves with dripping water, a whole set of kitchen knives out of order, and a side shelf full of ingredients and seasonings.

The depression in Lu Manzi's heart suddenly subsided, she scanned around, then bent down to open the cabinets one by one, found the pickle jar that had just been put in, took it out, and put it on the shelf.

But for the shelf with exquisite grids, the jar is really too big, and it can't be put in it at all.

Lu Manzi frowned in annoyance, put the jar on the dining table, and called the secretary with a cold face, asking her to arrange for a carpenter to come over within an hour to dismantle the shelf.

So, when the sun was setting in the evening, Lu Manzi stuffed the kimchi jar in the middle of the beige shelf contentedly.

On the huge shelf, an old mud-colored printed altar stands out and grabs people's attention.

Tian Yisheng rushed to the bar by bus and went to work normally.

In the middle of the night, Mo Yuchen actually appeared in the bar, found Tian Yisheng, raised his eyebrows in surprise and said: "You really work here part-time, Manzi is willing to let you stay up so late."

Tian Yisheng said: "This is my own job..."

Mo Yuchen said with a matter-of-fact look: "What about work? As long as you go back and get divorced, and then follow us Manzi, I guarantee that you will have nothing to worry about for the rest of your life."

Tian Yisheng smiled awkwardly, she never thought of being taken care of by Lu Manzi.

Mo Yuchen stared at her: "Why, are you still so arrogant and unwilling?"

"No arrogance." Tian Yisheng didn't want to say clearly about her relationship with Lu Manzi, so he could only make excuses about work, and then left.

Mo Yuchen didn't get to the bottom of it, but took the manager and the staff and gave him instructions, saying that Tian Yisheng was his baby sister, and told everyone to treat her well and not bully others.

He meant well, but Tian Yisheng always felt weird being treated respectfully by the people in the bar like that, and he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart.

I couldn't help thinking of resigning. Anyway, I worked in the bar for two full weeks, and I was really too tired to ride home every night.

Thinking of this, before the bar closed that day, she told the manager about her resignation. Unexpectedly, the manager looked embarrassed and asked her to tell the boss, Mr. Mo, by herself.

Tian Yisheng couldn't laugh or cry: "I don't have Mr. Mo's contact information, and he is so busy, how can he manage me as a small employee?"

The manager still waved his hand and insisted that Tian Yisheng go talk to Mo Yuchen by himself, but later changed his words and said that if Tian Yisheng really wanted to rest recently, he would not come here for a few days and come back at any time in the future.

This matter was settled for the time being, Tian Yisheng did not intend to go back to the bar, and the manager promised that the salary would be settled within a week.

She packed up the things in the bar locker and left alone.

The entrance is the asphalt road, usually at this time, there is not a single car outside, but tonight, for the first time ever, a dazzling red car parked.

Tian Yisheng took a casual look, and was surprised to see Lu Manzi.

She was wearing a white shirt with a black lace bow tied around the neckline, which looked a bit like a gentle woman, with her arms hanging on the car window and a cigarette between her fingertips.

"Why are you here?" Tian Yisheng walked over in surprise and joy.

To pick her up?

Lu Manzi put out his cigarette and pointed to the co-pilot: "Come up, I'll take you back."

Tian Yisheng couldn't help but said: "Why are you sending me off? Aren't you going to work tomorrow Monday?"

Lu Manzi only said forcefully, "Get in the car."

Tian Yisheng opened the car door and went in, and asked, "Did you sleep for too long in the afternoon and can't fall asleep now?"

Lu Manzi hummed and started the engine.

"Your home address." She asked after driving out of the street.

Tian Yisheng told her that he ignored the problems of the mother and children at home, and asked Lu Manzi if he had a good dinner when he had nothing to say.

Lu Manzi asked back, "Are you hungry?"

"I didn't... In the middle of the night when there are not many people in the bar, you can go to the back kitchen to eat unused fruit."

"Yeah." Lu Manzi responded, and asked again, "Lin Si said he came to look for you, did he say anything to you?"

Tian Yisheng said: "I didn't say anything special, I just said hello."

She didn't pay attention to those things about nurturing and so on.

Lu Manzi seemed a little disbelieving: "Really?"

Tian Yisheng said: "Really, what can he say to me? I don't know him very well."

Lu Manzi nodded: "Don't get too familiar with him."

Staring at Tian Yisheng at the end, he added in a hoarse voice, "I'm the only one who knows me well."

Tian Yisheng's heartbeat tightened, and he couldn't help asking: "But don't you despise me? There's a big gap between me and you..."

The red light ahead, the car stopped.

Lu Manzi turned his head and looked over seriously.

Tian Yisheng exchanged glances with her, then moved away nervously.

Facing such a cold and glamorous Lu Manzi, how could she not feel inferior.

Lu Manzi sighed softly, leaned over, pinched Tian Yisheng's chin, and kissed Tian Yisheng on the lips.

"How come, I love you..."

☆, choose

Just like Sanyan sent Tian Yisheng back home, she only sent Lu Manzi to the intersection outside the community.

The emotion of reluctance will always be magnified and expanded in the moments before separation.

Tian Yisheng dawdled in the car for a few seconds before finally unfastening his seat belt and getting out of the car.

"I'm going back first, be careful on the road." She stood by the roadside, ready to watch Lu Manzi leave.

Lu Manzi said, "You go first."

Tian Yisheng: "Turn around first, I'll help you watch the road."

Lu Manzi stared at Tian Yisheng with a smile on the side of the co-pilot and the car window, raised his chin, and parted his red lips: "Come on, come here."

"What are you doing?" Tian Yisheng answered, and walked over obediently, and stopped outside the driver's window.

"Come a little more." Lu Manzi beckoned.

Tian Yisheng bent down and approached, but Lu Manzi suddenly grabbed the back of his neck and bit his red lips hard.

"If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave today." She pressed against Tian Yisheng's lips, breathing hot.

After all, it was on the side of the street, even if there was no one in the early morning, Tian Yisheng was still ashamed and scared, and hurriedly pulled away with a blushing face.

Lu Manzi chuckled, "Go back and rest early."

Tian Yisheng blushed obediently and nodded obediently: "Well, you should go back quickly and drive carefully."

She turned around and left first, and looked back when she turned the corner. Lu Manzi's car was still parked. She waved her hand to signal Lu Manzi to go back quickly.

Lu Manzi raised his arm to show that he knew.

Tian Yisheng returned home and sent a message to Lu Manzi, asking if she had turned around.

Lu Manzi didn't return, he was probably driving, Tian Yisheng felt relieved, drank some water, and prepared to wash up and go to sleep.

Just looking for a change of clothes, there was a knock on the door of the house.

Tian Yisheng's heart skipped a beat, could it be Lu Manzi who came?

She subconsciously looked at the door of her mother's room with a guilty conscience.

Back then when she came out with Lu Manzi, her parents knew about it, and they even kicked Lu Manzi out in public... It was also because of the two of them that her father was overwhelmed and sent to the hospital for an examination. It turned out that he was in the middle stage of leukemia.

After that, she came out firmly against the pressure of her parents, was kicked out of the ward by her seriously ill father, and was accused of being unworthy by her mother crying... But in the end, a sudden car accident forced her to give up on Lu Manzi .

There were continuous knocks on the door, and Tian Yisheng's heartbeat became tighter and tighter. She hadn't thought about being found out by her mother, and she was with Lu Manzi again.

He even subconsciously avoided thinking about this question, at least he didn't plan to let his mother know before he was ready.

The peephole in the room was broken, so she couldn't see the outside clearly, so she could only open the door cautiously.

But the person outside the door was not Lu Manzi, but Peisha—a person Tian Yisheng never expected.

"Can I go in and sit down?" She stood at the door with a smile on her face, but her eyes were rather unfriendly.

"Everyone in the family is asleep. If you have anything to do, just say so." Tian Yisheng didn't intend to let her in.

Peisha raised her eyebrows and raised her voice slightly: "Are you sure you want me to talk to you about those things here?"

Especially the words "those things" are emphasized.

Threats hide.

Tian Yisheng took a step outside: "Then let's go outside and talk."

Peisha stopped her and said forcefully, "No, I want to talk at your house."

Tian Yisheng was furious: "What on earth do you want to do? Do you really want to tell my family about me and Aman?"

"Shengsheng, what are you doing?" Zhou Wan was woken up, and opened the door with a sleepy face, "Who are you talking to?"

Peisha smiled brightly, and said to Zhou Wanlang, "Hello, Auntie, I am Tian Yisheng's friend."

Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment, then smiled kindly, and hurriedly approached: "Is it the friend who asked us to stay with Shengsheng this week?"

Peisha glanced at Tian Yisheng and said with a smile, "Yes, Auntie."

Zhou Wan said enthusiastically, "Come in, what are you doing standing at the door? Are you hungry? Would you like me to make you something to eat?"

"No need, she will leave soon." Tian Yisheng stopped his mother, "Mom, go to sleep and leave us alone."

After finishing speaking, she hurriedly took Peisha to the bedroom, closed the door, turned around and asked Peisha in a low voice, "What exactly do you want?"

Peisha scanned the small bedroom, and finally sat down on the computer chair.

"Since you are so afraid that your family will find out about you and Lao Lu, why are you still with her now?" Peisha said straight to the point, "You are very happy to trap Lao Lu like this?"

Tian Yisheng said: "I didn't trap her, and I don't need you to care about my relationship with her."

Peisha sneered: "If it wasn't for Lao Lu, do you think I would be so free to take care of you? I just want to tell you that I know everything about you. I know where your husband works and where your daughter is in kindergarten. I know how much your mother opposes homosexuality. Tian Yisheng, if you can't give Lao Lu a future, then separate from her, or I will make your affairs public."

Tian Yisheng looked directly into Peisha's unkind eyes: "How do you know I can't give it?"

Pesha: "Okay, can you get a divorce now? Can you go out now and tell your mother that you are with a woman?"

Tian Yisheng stared at him at first: "I'll talk about it later, it's just that these things can't be rushed..."

"No, Tian Yisheng, you don't dare at all." Peisha exposed her with one word, "I can see the cowardice in your eyes. You are inferior, you are poor, you are timid and lack courage, even if you are given three years , you dare not make it public."

Tian Yisheng couldn't refute it, she really lacked courage, she had too many worries that she couldn't give up, so she avoided everything about the future.

Lu Manzi said that she doesn't care about the past or the future, as long as she only needs the present, it just liberates Tian Yisheng's most entangled and cowardly place.

Not having to choose between disappointing Lu Manzi or leaving behind her mother and daughter is what she wants, at least for now.

She is just so selfish and not aboveboard.

"One week, Tian Yisheng." Peisha stood up, "One week later, you can either divorce and stay with the old road, or break up early if you are sensible. Don't be so ambiguous and disgusting. Otherwise, I will directly disclose your Things, let everyone around you know how you cheated in marriage!"

After she finished speaking, she opened the door and left without stopping for a moment.

The door was slammed shut with a bang, Tian Yisheng stood there in a daze for a while, and finally sat powerlessly on the side of the bed.

Lu Manzi, mother and daughter, had to choose the same words.

She...can't choose.

But how can you have both the fish and the bear's paw?

Peisha walked out of the community, and saw Lu Manzi's car familiarly at the intersection.

He hasn't left yet!

She was startled, and hurried back to hide.

"Peisha!" Lu Manzi called out to stop her.

Peisha stopped, took a deep breath, smiled brightly, and greeted with a nonchalant face: "Old Lu, are you here too?"

With a slightly cold expression, Lu Manzi pointed to the co-pilot and asked her to get in the car.

Peisha hurriedly sat in nervously.

Lu Manzi started the engine, reversed and drove out.

"Why have you been following us?" She stared at the front of the windshield and asked without any emotional ups and downs.

Pei Sha stuck out her tongue, and whispered guiltyly: "So you discovered it..."

For the past few days, Sanyan has not allowed her to go to Lu Manzi, and she couldn't sit still for a long time. When she came out tonight, she found that Lu Manzi and Tian Yisheng were getting closer.

Lu Manzi said: "So, why?"

Pei Sha muttered in a low voice: "Why, it's not because of you. That Tian Yisheng is not worthy of you at all. Look at her submissive appearance, she will only let you down. It has been in the past, and it will be in the future. For your own good, you You should break up with her sooner!"

Lu Manzi showed no expression, her tone was calm but firm: "But I love her, and I only love her."

Peisha's eyelashes trembled violently, and the circles of her eyes turned red after rubbing her eyes. She turned her head and stared out of the window, biting her lip and not speaking for a long time.

Lu Manzi said: "Go back to your country, don't follow me."

Peisha is a foreigner.

"I've taken care of you for so many years, why do you just refuse to be soft-hearted to me once?" Peisha lowered her eyelashes and said hoarsely, "Even if it's out of guilt and favor, you should give me a chance, but you never did. Obviously, I love you much more than Tian Yisheng..."

Lu Manzi sighed, "I'm sorry."

Peisha turned her head away, refusing to accept her apology.

For Lu Manzi, she is willing to do anything, and she is also willing to do nothing.

She has a hot heart, a lonely love, she is full of eyes, and she only pretends that Lu Manzi is alone.

But for those four years of companionship abroad, in the end, I got only one sentence——I'm sorry.

How ridiculous.

Lu Manzi stopped talking, drove quietly, and took Peisha back to the hotel she rented.

As she approached her destination, Peisha finally spoke again: "I called my aunt yesterday, and she said she would be back next week, looking for you."

Lu Manzi frowned slightly.

Peisha added: "I didn't tell my aunt about you and her."

Lu Manzi said, "I know you won't."

Peisha murmured in a low voice, "You know I won't hurt you, but you hurt me everywhere."

Lu Manzi lowered her eyelids, and still only said: "Sorry."

Peisha didn't respond, and she didn't say the last word until the wine cart stopped at the entrance of the hotel and she opened the door to get out of the car: "Old Lu, no matter what, I still love you, and I will always wait for you."

Lu Manzi just turned around and drove away without responding.

Peisha watched her leave the rear of the car, endured the tears all the way, and finally fell down.

The author has something to say: After writing this, I really want to know, what do you think of Tiantian?

Another: Friday, May NO.11 will enter V, and three chapters will be updated at that time, I hope there will be people who will continue to support it at that time~ Let me have one (づ￣3￣)づ

☆、Into V three-in-one

Tian Yisheng didn't sleep all night, and just after seven o'clock in the morning, he sent a text message to Lin Wenjing: "I want a divorce."

A few minutes later, Lin Wenjing called back directly.

"Have you thought it through?" His tone was very calm. After all these years of marriage, Tian Yisheng had never seen him blushing.

Tian Yisheng hummed hard: "Think clearly."

Lin Wenjing said helplessly: "Actually, I had a premonition, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, within a month, you will be divorced directly... Have you thought about what to do with the child? How do you explain to Manman, her father? Mom wants to separate?"

Tian Yisheng said: "Let's get divorced first, but don't say anything about it, we still live as before."

This will not affect Manman, at least not for the time being.

Lin Wenjing said: "Okay, I can divorce after marriage, but there is a condition, I have to agree in advance. If the day comes when you want to separate from me completely, the child must belong to me, and you can only have three months." See her once, and don't let Manman know that you abandoned this family for a woman."

Tian Yisheng frowned and said: "Manman is also my child, she should choose who she wants to follow, and you can't let me only see her four times a year."

Lin Wenjing said calmly: "I don't mean anything else, and I don't mean to discriminate against you. It's just that the social situation is like this. You divorced me because of a woman, and then let Manman follow you and a woman. How do you let her face her?" To those questions and ridicule in the society? She is still a child who does not understand anything, and should not grow up in a highly criticized environment."

Tian Yisheng was speechless.

Regardless of the reason for divorce, the children will be the most innocent victims.What's more, her situation is indeed the most criticized.

Lin Wenjing added: "If possible, I still hope that you can continue to maintain such a marriage relationship with me. I will not interfere in any of your affairs, and I will help you hide it from your mother. When Manman grows up, we will Divorce and separation is actually the best choice.”

After Tian Yisheng was silent for a long time, he still insisted: "No matter what, let's dissolve the marriage first."

Lin Wenjing sighed, and said, "Wait for another month, when you have thought about everything clearly, we will talk about this matter again."

Tian Yisheng said: "I can't wait for a month, a week... this weekend, you come back, let's have a good talk."

Lin Wenjing said: "Does it have to be so hasty? This is not only your business, but also Manman's life's business."

Tian Yisheng's heart ached, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "At least the marriage must be divorced first."

As for the disclosure and separation, it can be delayed for another year, or even longer.

If she didn't tell Lin Wenjing, no one would know about their divorce.

Lin Wenjing said helplessly, "Okay, I'll be back this week."

After hanging up the phone, Tian Yisheng didn't feel relieved. Thinking of her four-year-old daughter made her heart ache.

The sound of pots and bowls jingling gradually came from the living room. It was the mother who was preparing breakfast, and Manman was going to the kindergarten soon.

Tian Yisheng washed his face with cold water, pulled himself together and opened the door to go out.

"Why do you get up so early?" Zhou Wan asked unexpectedly.

Tian Yisheng said casually, "I can't sleep..."

She went to see Manman in her mother's room.

The little guy was probably woken up once by Zhou Wan, and he lay crookedly outside the quilt, sleeping soundly with his messy hair on his head.

Tian Yisheng picked her up, patted her on the back and said, "Get up, little slob."

Manman moved her head, huddled in Tian Yisheng's arms, hugged her neck, and softly called: "Mummy, good morning."

Looking at Manman's innocent and immature face, Tian Yisheng's eyes suddenly turned red, he hugged Manman tightly, and whispered guiltily: "Mommy, I'm sorry."

Manman opened her eyes, and looked at Tian Yisheng ignorantly: "Mommy wants to apologize for something?"

Tian Yisheng kissed Manman's cheek, did not explain, and carried the child to wash her.

Manman was immediately distracted, and obediently cooperated with washing, changing clothes, and eating breakfast.

Zhou Wan picked up her small schoolbag, ready to take her out.

Unexpectedly, Manman suddenly rushed over at this moment, hugged Tian Yisheng's thigh, raised her face and said, "Manman forgives Mommy, Mommy must be happy."

Even though Manman was still young, she was sensitive to Tian Yisheng's depressed mood.

Tian Yisheng almost couldn't hold back his tears.

Hugging Manman tightly in her arms, she waited for a few seconds before she said to Zhou Wan: "Mom, I will send Manman to kindergarten today."

Zhou Wan frowned and said, "You came back so late last night, how long did you sleep, hurry up and go to bed again. If you want to accompany the child, you can pick her up from school in the afternoon."

Tian Yisheng shook his head, insisted on taking the schoolbag from Zhou Wan, and led Manman to school.

Zhou Wan stared at her back and frowned.

After sending off Manman, on the way home, Tian Yisheng received a call from the company who had previously applied for an assistant, asking her to go for an interview this afternoon.

The interview notice relieved Tian Yisheng's annoyance a little. She took a screenshot of the notification text message, hesitated for half a minute, and still summoned up her courage to send it to Lu Manzi.

Although she asked Lu Manzi last night if she had any news about going home, she still hasn't replied.

Then edit the message: "Interview for new job, don't know..."

Before she finished editing her message, Lu Manzi replied with two words: "Very good."

Tian Yisheng silently deleted the words just typed, and asked her what time did she get home last night.

Lu Manzi still had two words: "It's very late."

Tian Yisheng knocked out a row: "How late is it?"

After finishing writing, I felt that this question was too silly and long-winded, so I deleted it after thinking about it, and decided to ask her dryly if she had breakfast.

But Lu Manzi added another sentence at this time: "I didn't reply to you before because I was afraid that you would disturb you."

Tian Yisheng's hanging heart suddenly relaxed, and all the depression melted away. The corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, and he typed and wrote: "Actually, I didn't sleep all night last night."

Lu Manzi: Why?

Tian Yisheng bit his lips nervously: "Because I decided to divorce."

After a three-second pause, she clicked send.

One second, two seconds... finally replied.

Lu Manzi: "Stop talking."

The energy in Tian Yisheng's heart suddenly loosened, and he lowered his eyelashes sadly.

At this moment, the phone vibrated again, Lu Manzi: "Otherwise I will come to you in the middle of the night tonight."

The loose force was pulled out again, and Tian Yisheng laughed out loud while holding the phone.

The two chatted a little more relaxedly. Tian Yisheng heard that Lu Manzi had arrived at the company, and was afraid of disturbing her work, so he said that we would talk at night.

Lu Manzi returned.

Tian Yisheng put away his mobile phone, staring at the bright sunshine outside the window, he was in a good mood, couldn't help laughing all the time, turned over the chat records, looked at them repeatedly, and didn't put away his mobile phone until he got off the bus.

When she got home, Zhou Wan was sitting on the sofa in a daze, when she saw Tian Yisheng, she said with a serious expression: "Shengsheng, come here."

Tian Yisheng restrained his emotions: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Wan pulled her to sit down, and asked in a low voice: "Tell me honestly, is the person who came back with you last night really your friend? Did you fall ill again and go messing around with women?"

Tian Yisheng frowned and replied, "Mom, homosexuality is not a disease."

Zhou Wan's complexion changed, and she said angrily, "You really went to fool around with women again, didn't you?"

Tian Yisheng looked at his mother's sudden change of expression, and after a few seconds of silence, he still lied and said: "I didn't, that one was really my colleague last night."

Zhou Wan has already begun to doubt her, and doesn't believe this set of rhetoric at all.

"It's no wonder you're not in the right shape these days, and you often don't come back all night, Shengsheng, tell me honestly, what are you doing outside these nights?"

Tian Yisheng said: "I work part-time in a bar, so it's late..."

"Then you won't return all night!" Zhou Wan stood up excitedly, her eyes were red with anger, "Tian Yisheng, you are already married, why don't you change your disgusting problem?"

Tian Yisheng didn't want to quarrel with his mother, so he buried his head in silence.

Zhou Wan had finished scolding angrily, and sat down next to Tian Yisheng again, holding her hand and crying.

"Shengsheng, you have a husband and children now, can't we live a good life? What good can you do with women, huh?" Zhou Wan said earnestly, "Look at all the people around you, who is not married and has children? , everyone lives like this, how can you be different from others? Do you want to be poked in the spine for the rest of your life by others, saying that you are a pervert?"

Tian Yisheng withdrew his hand, stood up and said, "I can't care what others say, but I'm not a pervert, and for a while, I'm really working part-time in a bar. Mom, I have an interview in the afternoon, so I'm going to bed first. "

Zhou Wan held her back: "Interview, what interview? Why are you going out again?"

Tian Yisheng directly dug out the text message of the interview notice and handed it to Zhou Wan: "Assistant interview."

Zhou Wan read the text message carefully, and she was sure it was a serious job. She looked guilty and said, "Shengsheng, don't be angry with Mom, I'm doing it for your own good. Look at how happy we are now, with a happy family?"

But she wasn't having a good time.

It's not good at all, it's just that she keeps those hidden pains in her heart, and no one knows, or pretends not to know.

In the past few years, when she was tossing and turning at night and crying bitterly, it was not that Zhou Wan hadn't noticed her, but those heart-piercing pains for her, in Zhou Wan's eyes, were nothing but little things that could be healed at dawn. mood.

After all, your own pain can only be hurt by yourself. Even if you have cried and expressed heartbreakingly, others still cannot understand one-thousandth of it.

It's like what Zhou Wan has been thinking in the past few years - Tian Yisheng is just with a