When the protagonist of an abused novel penetrates into a sweet essay

Zhan Nan saw Hao Le staring at him with a cute expression on his face, Zhan Nan couldn't help itching, so he moved closer and held Hao Le's hand.

Hao Le flinched reflexively, his eyes widened even further.

Zhan Nan laughed: "What's the matter?"

"We..." Hao Le felt his throat suffocate, and repeated a sentence on the tip of his tongue several times but couldn't say it.For some reason, he was subconsciously afraid to say no, just like he had never wanted to disobey Zhan Nan for a long time.

Zhan Nan lowered his voice, his voice was tingling and numb, and said, "I don't want to?"

Zhan Nan has never forced Hao Le like this before, Hao Le's heart tightened, his eyes turned red quickly, Zhan Nan sighed: "Forget it before, but this time you are going abroad, won't you still be willing to let me Let's touch? We have to be apart for so long, don't you give me something to think about?"

Zhan Nan said whimsically: "Let's record more videos, so that I can still watch them when I miss you."

Hao Le's right hand tightly grabbed the wrist of his left hand. He wanted to say something to refuse, and he was even angry in his heart, but he was always reluctant to say harsh words, as if something terrible would happen after he said it.

Hao Le swallowed his saliva, and before he could think about how to respond, someone said under the steps: "Don't you see that he is unwilling?"

Hao Le was stunned for a moment, and Zhan Nan was also taken aback. The two turned their heads to look, and saw Zhong Quan standing there with one hand in his pocket and carrying his schoolbag at the bottom of the steps.

Hao Le felt relieved, as if he had grasped a life-saving straw, he hurriedly said, "It's you, you, what's the matter with you?"

"Something." Zhong Quan followed his words, "Can I come in and sit down?"

"Of course." Hao Le hurriedly nodded in agreement, then looked at Zhan Nan again, "Let's talk about it another day, shall we? Okay?"

Zhan Nan's expression became displeased, but he didn't dare to make too many mistakes on the Zhen family's territory, so he could only say: "Then I'll go first."

He glanced at Zhong Quan, and when the two passed by, Zhan Nan lowered his voice and said fiercely: "Be careful, you boy."

After Zhan Nan left, Hao Le realized that there was a layer of cold sweat on his back.He leaned against the door frame behind him in a collapsed state, feeling as if he had experienced a fierce battle.

Zhong Quan frowned: "Are you okay?"

Hao Le pursed his lips and shook his head with a gloomy expression.

Hao Le invited Zhong Quan in, and Housekeeper Zhen brought coffee and snacks, leaving space for the two of them.

Butler Zhen always sees the beginning and the end, he seems to be able to hide at any time, when you need him, he will naturally appear.

Hao Le sat on the sofa and wandered away for a while, Zhong Quan didn't bother him, just ate a snack for a while, and turned on the TV to watch it - as if this was his home.

Hao Le was drawn back by the "Zhen family" mentioned in the financial news. He looked up and saw the face of his grandfather in the picture. The old man was being pushed by a middle-aged man in a wheelchair.

"Is that your second uncle?" Zhong Quan asked.

Hao Le hummed: "It's a child adopted by grandpa, thanks to having him all these years."

Zhong Quan groaned, and ate another chocolate biscuit: "If you have anything to say, you can tell me. It's not good to hold it in your heart."

Zhong Quan was so straightforward every time, and he never seemed to beat around the bush. Hao Lezheng was upset, but he felt that the matter was not a big deal when he interrupted him like this.

He rubbed his forehead and said, "Grandpa intends to let me go abroad."

Zhong Quan chewed the biscuit and turned to look at him.

The sound of the TV was like the background sound of starting a chat topic, and Zhong Quanan’s quiet appearance as a listener made Hao Le feel relieved, and he couldn’t help but said: “I don’t really want to go, but considering Grandpa’s physical condition ...I don't want to disappoint the old man."

"You are a filial child." Zhong Quan nodded understandingly.

Hao Le smiled wryly: "This is not filial piety, this is worthless. I can't always make decisions for myself, I always think about others, and never consider myself. To put it nicely, this is sensible and right It’s ugly, but it’s just lack of opinion.”

Zhong Quan disagreed: "You are too kind and gentle, so you can't bear to hurt others, and you don't want to let others down."

"That's because I'm afraid that others will hate me." Hao Le said, "I know who I am."

Zhong Quan ate up all the chocolate, licked the corner of his mouth, looked at the boy and said, "Then what are you worrying about now?"

"I don't want to disappoint my grandpa, but I also don't want my parents to feel lonely." Hao Le said, "This is what happens when you don't have your own opinions. I don't want to let anyone down. The one who suffers in the end is myself."

"Everyone is the same." Zhong Quan said, "Your family is very kind, so you are the same. You will think about each other, so the choice becomes difficult. Some people give up these things easily, because they don't worth."

Hao Le was stunned: "How can the family give up?"

"If you can give up, things will be easy." Zhong Quan took a sip of coffee, his mouth was full of sweetness, and now the coffee tasted much bitterer, "My family is not worth embarrassing me, after all, they want to How to get rid of me."

"What?" Hao Le was taken aback, then suddenly remembered, "The car accident before..."

"My mother and my eldest brother found someone to do it." Zhong Quan shrugged, "She is my stepmother, and my eldest brother is my half-brother. Simply put, it is a very common family property inheritance dispute."

"Your eldest brother is your half-brother... brother?" Hao Le was a little confused about the relationship here.

Seeing Hao Le's blank look, Zhong Quan thought it was a bit cute, and explained: "My stepmother is my father's lover outside and has been with him for many years."

No need to say too much, Hao Le can understand.

He frowned, feeling a bit unacceptable: "Why is this..."

"After my biological mother passed away, my father married that woman. After waiting for most of her life, she finally entered the Zhong family's door." Zhong Quan said, "Her wishes have come true, and the only obstacle is me."

Hao Le wanted to comfort Zhong Quan, but he didn't know what to say. His face turned red when he was anxious, and his eyes were also red. He looked very cute.

Zhong Quan didn't seem to need to be comforted, instead he comforted Hao Le and said, "Look, a harmonious family is hard to come by, and it's a sign of happiness that you have such embarrassment, isn't it a sweet burden? This is No one else can envy you."

Hao Le said helplessly: "You don't need to comfort me with your... family affairs."

Zhong Quan smiled: "I'm just telling the truth. I didn't want to tell you this before, because I thought it was good for you to be as simple as this, but since you are going abroad...you still have to prepare for some things."

"Prepare?"

"Some people and things are not that simple." Zhong Quan frowned, still not wanting to say too much to Hao Le, he hesitated and said, "Anyway, you just know it yourself."

Hao Le nodded with a vague understanding.

Zhong Quan casually asked: "Did Zhan Nan... persecute you just now?"

Hao Le felt embarrassed. It would always be embarrassing for outsiders to see this kind of thing.

Hao Le stammered - speechless, Zhong Quan had a storm in his eyes: "He often treats you like this?"

"It's not true." Hao Le said hurriedly, "He seldom pushes me, and he didn't do that before... Maybe it's because I'm going abroad that he..."

"That's not a reason." Zhong Quan's mouth curled into a stiff line, and it took him a while to calm down and said, "Will you agree to him? Before going abroad?"

"I..." Hao Le didn't want to mention this matter in front of Zhong Quan. He felt that Zhong Quan had crossed the line a bit. He stood up and said, "May I go find you some snacks? Well, thank you for helping me today."

"Hao Le." Zhong Quan stood up and blocked Hao Le's footsteps, "If you don't want to, you should say it out loud."

Hao Le's heart tightened.

Zhong Quan comforted him: "Don't be afraid of rejecting others." Zhong Quan paused, "Especially rejecting Zhan Nan."

Surprise flashed in Hao Le's eyes: "How do you know..." He looked at Zhong Quan suspiciously, "How do you know that I can't refuse him? I'm always afraid..."

Hao Le sat back on the sofa again, holding his head in a daze: "I probably like him too much, and I'm afraid I'll lose him."

"Is there any need to like someone who will be lost so easily?" Zhong Quan clenched his fists, "If it was me, I wouldn't..."

Hao Le looked up.

Zhong Quan paused, and said again: "If it's your willingness, I won't stop you. But as long as you are a little bit reluctant, don't agree."

Hao Le lowered his head sadly, his eyelashes trembling.

He knew what Zhong Quan said was right, but for some reason, there was still a small, weak voice in his heart saying: This is a process that lovers must go through, and it's normal.It's not easy for Zhan Nan to endure for so long for you.This is enough to show how much he loves you, what else are you afraid of?It's normal to be nervous the first time.

As if somewhere in his heart had already made an excuse for him, Hao Le's hands trembled slightly, and he felt that his mind was going to explode.

"Sometimes you feel that what you want to say and what you want to do are so difficult." Zhong Quan said suddenly, "It seems that there is something else blocking you, where you want to go, who you want to meet, will be blocked. Invisible separation, and you can't tell why. In the end, you will find a bunch of excuses for yourself, convincing yourself that the world is like this, and your choice is not wrong."

Hao Le stared at the floor and clenched his fists tightly. He found that what Zhong Quan said could always easily get his approval.

Zhong Quan sighed: "This is your own path, you have to walk it yourself."

Hao Le was shocked, he felt like someone had told him this sentence...

In a dream?Or an ad that you accidentally saw while passing by somewhere?

Zhong Quan's cell phone rang suddenly, Zhong Quan looked down at the screen, his face darkened.

He frowned and made a decision in just a few seconds.

Zhong Quan said: "First of all, I don't want to meddle in your thoughts and choices, but I don't think you can be deceived or concealed."

Hao Le looked up strangely: "What do you mean?"

Zhong Quan handed the phone to Hao Le, Hao Le took it over and took a look, his mind was struck by lightning.

Just now, Zhan Nan said goodbye to him, and Zhan Nan, who wanted to leave something to think about, was hugging a little boy on the side of the street at this time... The guy looked a little familiar.

The two actually kissed in the street brazenly.

drop--

A mechanical sound rang in Hao Le's mind, and then quickly disappeared.