When the protagonist of an abused novel penetrates into a sweet essay

Hao Le also knew that it would be difficult for his mother and father to accept his coming out of the closet, or why he never mentioned it?

Hao Le patted his mother's hand, took the rag in her hand to wipe the window sill, and said, "It's not bad. Being a living assistant for someone is tiring, but the salary is high."

"Life assistant?" Mother Bai heard this for the first time, and asked in surprise, "What is that? A nanny?"

Hao Le thought for a while, then laughed aloud: "Maybe it's about the same."

Mother Bai frowned immediately, and looked at her son's back for a long time: "Lele, if you encounter any difficulties at work, you have to tell us, at worst, let's go home and go to work, we don't have to stay here. You In the factory where Dad used to stay..."

After wiping the window sill, Hao Le washed the rag: "His factory is short of manpower and accountants, I know."

Hao Le said with a smile: "He has said it many times. He said it so bluntly. He can talk about everything to the lack of an accountant. I thought I couldn't understand what he meant."

Mother Bai also laughed: "He's just like that, you know he's stupid and can't speak..."

Hao Le interrupted his mother: "I'm pretty good here, like a nanny or something, so I just said that I don't do any physical work. Actually, it's about..."

Hao Le put down the rag, after thinking about it, he sat down and said to his mother, "I will cancel the engagement with Zhan Nan in a week."

"Really?!" Bai Mama's eyes widened, and she became excited, "Are you sure? What did the Zhan family say?"

"It was Zhan Nan who proposed it himself, and I agreed," Hao Le said, "but I don't know what's going on in his head. He just wanted to hinder me when I was looking for a job. The current job is...a friend introduced me , although the major is not right, but for now, I can only do this first, after the marriage contract is cancelled, I will try to find a new job."

Mother Bai reacted, and stood up abruptly: "Is this okay? He still stops you from looking for a job? Who does he think he is?!"

Mother Bai blushed with anger: "You used to be good with him, so I won't say anything. You choose who and what way. Mom respects you, but since you have nothing to do with him, I won't talk to him." You're being polite! Let me tell you, Lele, if your dad finds out about this, he will definitely seek justice from the Zhan family!"

Hao Le was a little surprised, he said in surprise: "I thought you didn't care..."

"Why don't you care?" Bai's mother frowned, "You are an adult, I have to respect your choice, your father is the same, he said he didn't want to care, but he worried about you more than anyone else in his heart, you silly boy... ..."

When Bai's mother talked about this, she felt very sad, and her eyes were red: "When you were young, when did we let you suffer? When you were young, the little fat man in the next yard bullied you for being short, saying that you looked like a girl, how could you still be wronged?" Remember? When you ran back crying, your father blocked the little fat man in the alley without saying anything."

When Hao Le thought of this, he couldn't help being happy: "I remember, Dad asked him to apologize to me, and said that he was a little fat man, and his stomach would reach the sky in the future, and he would be taken to fly, and the little fat man I was so scared that I cried."

Mother Bai said: "When we were young, we tried our best to protect you, but you are good. When you grow up, you go to find grievances by yourself. This is your choice. How can we as parents interfere? Do you really think your father is because of your sexuality?" Did he ignore you? He was afraid that you would get hurt, and he didn't know what to say, you two are fools."

With a sore nose, Hao Le raised his hand and rubbed his eyes.

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

"Okay, I don't want your apology, it's not that rare." Bai's mother pinched the tip of Hao Le's nose, "As long as you have a good time, your father and I will be satisfied."

Hao Le nodded: "Don't worry, Mom, I won't be like this in the future, I won't be like this again. You are right, I was raised by you and I have never suffered any grievances since I was a child. Why should I find grievances myself when I grow up?" Accept it. It's not worth it!"

Mama Bai was happy: "Yes, it's not worth it."

The mother and son chatted for a long time in the warm little room, and they both untied each other's knots. Hao Le was moved: It turned out that sometimes what he thought was not everything.What you see with your own eyes may not be true, and what you hear with your own ears may not be true.

He always thought that his parents didn't accept his sexual orientation, and his father was alienated from him because of this. He felt disappointed, but he chose to be considerate, but he didn't know that he had misunderstood.

Maybe all of this is false, but all the memories of being with his parents are true, and the warmth and touch in his heart at this moment are also true. He touched his heart, and suddenly understood Zhong Quan's words—— Your feelings are of my own will, and have nothing to do with anything else.

Ding-dong-

Someone rang the doorbell, and Mama Bai rubbed Hao Le's eyes: "Okay, your child loves to cry since he was a child, please clean up so that no one will see the joke."

Hao Le hurriedly went to the bathroom, and when he came out, he realized that it was Zhong Quan who found him.

"It turns out that Lele works in Mr. Zhong's company." Bai's mother poured tea for Zhong Quan, "It's also fate. When you were sent to the hospital, there were no beds left. Fortunately, Lele can move another bed." Come out. You are lucky that you are not seriously injured."

"It stands to reason that it is a single ward, you can refuse me to live in it," Zhong Quan took the tea with both hands, and said politely, "But you didn't do this, I am very grateful for that."

Mother Bai waved her hand: "it's all Lele's decision, that child has a kind heart."

Hao Le was a little embarrassed, scratched his face and said, "Why are you here?"

"He is your leader. If you come to see you, you should be grateful to Dade, this child." Madam Bai hammered Hao Le's arm, and then smiled, "Mr. Zhong, our family is very happy, but sometimes we welcome people He may be a little clumsy physically, which is exactly the same as his father, but he can learn everything very quickly, so he won't cause you any trouble."

Zhong Quan nodded and looked at Hao Le again: "You left without asking for leave, I'm worried about you, come and have a look."

"Didn't ask for leave? Are you absent from work?" Mama Bai stared at Hao Le.

Hao Le was helpless, and pushed his mother's shoulders into the small bedroom: "You can rest first, Zhong Quan and I...I have something to talk to our leader."

"Did you hear me talking well?" Bai's mother lowered her voice, "Also, you have to eat well. I have to go back early tomorrow morning. I'll make breakfast for you, and you can get up and eat by yourself."

"Understood." Hao Le hugged his mother, "Be careful when you go back, and remember to bring your mobile phone next time."

Zhong Quan had been waiting at the door, and only after Hao Le came out did he say, "Let's go for a walk?"

Hao Le touched the keys and mobile phone and went out.

The two went downstairs along the narrow corridor. Opposite the old apartment was a small park. In the evening, there were grandpas and aunts dancing in the square, and several grandpas formed a "band". Quite stylish.

Hao Le walked around the park slowly with Zhong Quan, and there were little girls running at night wearing complete equipment, passing them by with a snort, the wind carried the fragrance of wild flowers, everything here was full of real breath of life.

"I reflected on it later." Zhong Quan said, "My words were not appropriate, and I didn't think much about it at the time... I took it for granted, and I apologize to you."