my girlfriend is dead

Three days had passed since Xiaoyi learned about Qian Mingyu's situation, but she couldn't remember anything related to that person.

It's just that when I recalled everything Xiaoyi said, when I read that person's name, tears overflowed my eyes uncontrollably, and I was so distressed that I suffocated, I...why did I forget you, you are such an important person, Why do I forget everything about you.

Are you blaming me for forgetting you by leaving me and no longer appearing in front of me?What should I do to remember everything related to you, why can't I even remember your appearance, why?We will become like this.

Didn't you say you would never leave me?Didn't you say you love me?So, why do you leave me, even if I lose everything related to you, why don't you want to stay by my side, let me remember everything again!

Do you... really love me as much as they say?Are the so-called oaths really just empty words!Or...you will leave just because...you...don't love me anymore.

If this is the case, why don't you tell me, at least let me know the truth!At least...let me know that you...don't love me anymore!

But why?You left without saying anything, are you afraid that after finally getting rid of me, you will pester you again? But even so, I hope you can tell me clearly.

Tell me you don't love me anymore, tell me we've broken up, tell me there's no more between us, what the hell are you leaving without saying anything?Asshole, asshole.

Why?Even if you leave like this, I'm still so sad!I obviously don't remember anything, but as long as I say your name, my heart hurts like I'm about to die. Why?Tears welled up in her eyes and fell onto the lit phone screen.

You bastard, you are a bastard, why don't you want to tell me all this clearly, but... But even if this is the case, even if I don't remember you, I still love you!My heart tells me that it still loves you!

Tears blurred her eyes, gradually, even that person's face could not be seen clearly, the chest was empty, yes, because... her heart... was gone!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you became like this because of me, I'm sorry, I made you so sad, I'm sorry, did I really do something wrong?Xue, don't cry, looking at the tearful girl in the window, Qian Mingyu bit her lips tightly, the red blood slipped down the corner of her mouth, fell to the ground, and shattered, as if her heart had already shattered into pieces. Countless pieces.

"Do you regret it? For her, you even risked your soul and broke the rules, just to save her life, for her to stop being sad, for her to start a new life and meet a new love, you decided to seal her and you All the relevant memories, and even the consciousness of watching her snuggle in someone else's arms."

"But now, even your love for her has been questioned, you...do you really not regret it?" the voice opened, although it was still as cold as before, but its tone was more Hesitant and puzzled.

"Regret, what qualifications do I have to say regret, she will become what she is now, all because of me, she will be so sad, so painful, all caused by me, what qualifications do I have to say regret."

"I'm the one who's sorry for her. I clearly said that I would always be by her side. I obviously wanted to protect her desperately. But in the end, I was the one who hurt her the most."

"You're right. I should regret it. If I didn't appear, she would have a normal love and find someone who will accompany her to the end of life. Unlike me, she can't do anything for her. She That's right, I'm really a bastard! A person who... got her love but never cherished it. "

Xue, I am not good enough for you, I am the one who hurt you, and I am the one who cast a shadow over your bright smile, so don’t cry anymore, don’t feel sad because of me, my existence like this is not worth it at all You do this.

I... want to get it back, my memory, I want to remember, I don’t want to be abandoned like this, my memory belongs to me, no one can take it away, Yu, I must think of you, After washing her face with cold water, the girl who looked fragile just now had been replaced by firmness.

"Xiaoying, I want to know everything about Yu, I... want to know why she left me, I know you know, so, please, tell me, I don't want to be so vague, I I don't want to be given up by her so inexplicably, I want to know if she doesn't love me anymore," Li Yingxue looked at her friend with a fragile and stubborn expression, and her voice trembled slightly.

"Xiaoxue," Xiao Ying glanced at Ziyun who was sitting beside her and was called over by her just now, sighed slightly, and said solemnly. "I don't know how to tell you about this, but before I say these things, there is one thing I must tell you."

Xiao Ying took a deep breath and said seriously. "Xiaoxue, you can doubt everything, but you can't doubt that guy's feelings for you. If even you deny this feeling, then...that guy is really pitiful."

"Xiaoxue, Qian Mingyu...she loves you. The reason why she left you is because she loves you. You didn't realize this before, so we can pretend that none of this happened, but now , since you already know, then I think, at least, you should be given a chance to choose," Ziyun's tone sounded a bit heavy.

"Xiaoxue, in fact, Qian Mingyu...is not a normal human being, and it can even be said that she...is not a human being," Xiao Ying took over Ziyun's words and began to narrate.

Afterwards, the two of them told each other what happened. For them, what Qian Mingyu had done for Li Yingxue was really too heavy. If one person were to tell it, They were afraid that they would be affected, so they couldn't tell the whole story. After all, what Li Yingxue needs now is facts without any emotional bias.

"It's all... because of me! It turns out that the truth is that I still doubt your love for me, Yu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Li Yingxue covered her face, her deep words spilled out between her fingers.

After listening to the two people's narration, that person's voice, face and smile gradually became clear in my mind, her tenderness, her temperature, her smile, and her love gradually became clear in my heart.

yes!How could I doubt your love for me, I actually...doubt you, I...know it, I know it!

"Xiaoxue, I have no objection to you looking for her, because I know you well, and I hope you can bring that guy back, because, she who loves you so much, and you who love her so much, only when you are together can you be happy , but..." Biting her lip, Xiao Ying said helplessly.

"Xiaoxue, since you already know her identity, you should know that if she tries to hide from you, you... can't find her."

"I'm going back first," Li Yingxue didn't say much, she said with a stiff expression, and stood up numbly, "Don't follow me, I want to walk alone."

"Xiaoxue..." The two looked at her, but neither followed her.

"Qian Mingyu, I know you are here. You may not like what we did today, but I think what Xiaoyun said is right. Xiaoxue has the right to choose. She has the right to know your identity. She has the right to choose whether to We all understand the right to be with you and your concerns, but at least, give her a chance and... give you a chance," Xiao Ying said into the air.

"Maybe this time is a chance! If that girl still likes you and doesn't mind your identity being with you, you won't have to suffer so much, will you?" The voice started, as if bewitching her.

"I am a dead person, I have no birth, old age, sickness and death. Time has lost the meaning of existence in my body. I can endure this endless time, only relying on the warmth she gave me, but how do you want me to bear it?" Let her face me like this, I am a monster!" The girl's cold voice was full of despair.

Yu, I remember now, did you leave me because of your identity?But, I don't mind!I don't mind what will happen to you. If you really want to talk about it, shouldn't I be the one who should worry about this matter?Why are you worried instead!

I love you!I can accept you like this!But, can you accept me like this?I will grow old with time, if you can accept me like this, why don't you even give me the chance to choose.

Yu, Xiaoying is right, if you want to hide, I won't be able to find you, so, now you, are you also hiding in the dark and watching me secretly!This... is really unfair!Yu, I miss you so much, let's... go back to the past, shall we?

This time, let me work hard for you!No, it should be said that I worked hard for myself!Because, I want to see you, I want to tell you my choice personally, Yu, don't try to get rid of me, no matter where you go, I will pester you again, since I can't find you by normal methods, then , just let me be self-willed for once, whoever told me, you have to avoid me!

"It's not worth it to do this!" Qian Mingyu said distressedly, seeing the girl who was hugging her, with tears rolling in her eyes.

"Who said it's not worth it, idiot, you deserve all the good things, I love you, don't try to get rid of me, in this life, I believe in you, even if I die, this love will not disappear, Yu, I love you," the last words melted between the lips and teeth of the two.

Tears fell down the cheeks, this kiss was bitter and sweet.