my girlfriend is dead

want to see you

It's so cute, seeing Li Yingxue's behavior like a frightened little animal, for some reason, such an idea came to Qian Mingyu's mind.

Before she could react, the corners of her mouth had already raised a slight arc, and even her ice-blue eyes seemed to be tainted with a little warmth.

But in the next second, her eyebrows furrowed imperceptibly, just because the person opposite looked a little strange.

"Are you okay?" When she came to her senses, she realized that at some point, she had already stood in front of the other party, and before she had time to think more, worried words had already blurted out.

"I..." Li Yingxue blinked, looking at the white and slender calf that suddenly came into her sight, she was a little dazed, after that, she seemed to remember something, and stood up abruptly.

"You're sick." Li Yingxue stood up, and Qian Mingyu saw the dense beads of sweat on the other's forehead.

"I, I'm fine." The other party's sudden approach made Li Yingxue very flustered, and a blush crept up her face again. The familiar heartbeat came again, and she stretched out her hands before she even had time to think.

She hoped that this person could be a little farther away from her. After stretching out her hands, the person was pushed out, but the expression on Li Yingxue's face also froze.

Seeing Qian Mingyu's stunned eyes, he blinked and quickly retracted his hands.

"Yes, I'm sorry," Li Yingxue bent down quickly, "I didn't do it on purpose, you have a good rest, I'll come see you tomorrow," after saying this in a panic, Li Yingxue grabbed her schoolbag and seemed to run away ran out.

Looking at the slightly embarrassed figure of the other party, and then looking down at the watermark on his clothes, Qian Mingyu's eyes became dark and deep.

And her expression is no longer the usual cold and expressionless, but rather elusive.

Ah, what a shame!Li Yingxue, who ran out, squatted on the ground and hugged herself tightly, with a look of frustration on her face.

She just...!Li Yingxue stared at her hands tightly, blinked her eyes, it smells so good, that person.

Why!Blinking her eyes vigorously, she seemed to have thought of something very rude just now.

Li Yingxue, wake up, what is going on in your head, it's really rude.

However, the smell of that person is really delicious. When this idea popped up again, Li Yingxue's brain froze instantly, and her mind went blank.

Because she found that, at some point, her hands were placed on the tip of her nose, and the blush that had finally dissipated climbed up her face again, and the scene of being finally suppressed by her came out of her mind again.

Crazy, crazy, she was really crazy, stretched out her hands, and patted her cheek vigorously, as if by doing so, she could pat out the impolite thoughts in her mind.

It's all because that guy is so beautiful, after all, everyone has a love for beauty!Li Yingxue bit her lower lip, and dumped the blame on someone who didn't know.

I don't know if she slapped her cheek too hard just now, her eyes are wet right now, like a lost animal.

Such a cute look, people can't help but want to go up to rub her face and touch the top of her head.

I don't know what's going on with her body. Thinking of her purpose of coming here today, annoyance and worry crept into the corners of her eyes again.

Today, she obviously came to see how that person's body was doing, but she didn't expect that in the end, she would be affected by her own emotions.

She didn't know how that person's condition was. Looking at the house behind her, Li Yingxue pursed her lips. That person's face seemed to have always been pale and bloodless.

It's because of my poor health!Thinking of that person's pale face, heartache once again filled her heart, she sniffed, took a deep look at the closed door, and then Li Yingxue turned and left.

However, she didn't know that when she turned to leave, there was a pair of eyes behind her, following her figure after she left the room.

And all her actions outside were also seen by that person. It wasn't until she could no longer see her back that the owner of the line of sight withdrew his gaze.

Sighing slightly, and somehow remembering something distressing, Qian Mingyu stretched out his hand and rubbed the space between his brows, before turning his gaze out of the window again.

Afterwards, as if thinking of something happy, her frowning brows gradually relaxed, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and the slight smile creeping up from the corners of her eyes all showed that she was in a pretty good mood at this time.

"Miss, should the flowers be placed in your room or in the hall?" Fu Lu approached Qian Mingyu with a bouquet in his hands, and said with a smile, he seemed in a pretty good mood.

Maybe it's because he feels that his own lady has slowly opened her heart to others and made friends!

Looking at the white bouquet held in the old man's hand, Qian Mingyu hesitated before reaching out her hand, but when her hand was about to touch the bouquet, she quickly retracted it as if she was frightened.

She closed her eyes, and the corners of her mouth curled up in a mocking arc. How could an existence like her deserve to be so beautiful to touch? She, who was wrapped in white light, and herself, who was rendered by the thick darkness, did not belong to the same world at all.

For an existence like her that has been eroded by darkness from the inside to the outside, it is no longer possible to render it in other colors.

And those who approach her will inevitably be pulled into that black nightmare by her.

"Miss, what's the matter with you, is it uncomfortable there?" Seeing Qian Mingyu's sudden expression, the old man said worriedly.

"I'm fine, so don't worry about it, as for the flowers...!" Qian Mingyu paused for a moment before opening his mouth. "You can deal with it yourself," Qian Mingyu said, and went upstairs.

Miss, looked at the back of the upstairs, and looked down at the bouquet in his arms. The old man sighed helplessly, and went to find a place to arrange flowers.

The next day, Li Yingxue kept her promise and came to visit Qian Mingyu who had taken sick leave and was still recuperating at home.

But this time, although she was still received very warmly by Fu Lu, she did not see Qian Mingyu.

In the next few days, Li Yingxue always came with hope, but left with disappointment.

After seeing that person from the first day, she never saw that person show up again.

Today, she stood at this place as usual, reached out and rang the doorbell.

As usual, she was welcomed in very warmly, but in the next second, she heard the apologetic voice of the old man ringing in her ears.

Although she already knew that this would be the result, disappointment and sadness still rushed to her like a tide, making her nose sore and almost shedding tears.

Thinking of what her friend said to her before, Li Yingxue sniffled, why?Why is she so attached to this person.

"Because I want to be friends with her, I want to convey my heart to her."

She still clearly remembered that when she said this, the subtle expression on her friend's face that she wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.

Is there something wrong with her words?She really wanted to be closer to that person, to be friends with that person, to meet that person.

Li Yingxue, who was immersed in her own thoughts, didn't know that every time she came here, although she didn't see the person she wanted to meet.

But that person has been watching her from a place she can't see, and that gaze has been on her until she left here.

And today is naturally no exception. Hearing the sound of the doorbell ringing, Qian Mingyu hid herself in the darkness, looking at the person sitting below, her eyes also turned with her movement.

In the past few days, Li Yingxue would appear here on time every day, holding the white bouquet she held when she came here for the first time.

For Qian Mingyu, she may never forget the girl with a bright smile holding a white bouquet in her hand.

The moment she stepped into the hall, it seemed as if the darkness of the entire world had been dispelled.

But in the past few days, she can always see the disappointed expression of the other party. Is it because of her?Qian Mingyu's eyes sank.

Did the smile on this person's face gradually fade because of her?Why do you want to get close to her so desperately? She has clearly avoided her so clearly.

Why do you do this for her, "Student Qian Mingyu, can we be friends?"

friend?Ha, tightening the collar of his clothes, Qian Mingyu took a few steps back, slid against the door and sat on the ground.

How long has it been, how long has she not felt this way, her chest is swollen with tightness, and the sound of her heart beating has become clearly audible.

Ever since she met Li Yingxue, she became a little strange. She clearly knew that she shouldn't get close to him, but she was still attracted by his smiling face like the rising sun.

He clearly knew that he shouldn't have any expectations of her, but he still hoped that he could stand at a distance where he could reach out and touch her.

Obviously she could reject her more simply, and even thank guests behind closed doors, but deep down in her heart, she was always looking forward to this moment.

Because of her, she wanted to meet this person. Why did she decide to go to school in the first place?

Burying her face between her hands, a weak moan escaped from her fingers. By the way, she made such a decision because she hoped that she could be like a normal person.

At least in the eyes of others, she hopes she can look like a normal person.

normal?Ha ha!A low self-deprecation overflowed from the corner of her mouth, standing in the world with such a posture, there is nothing normal about her.

"Grandpa Fu, it's getting late, I'll go back first," Li Yingxue stood up, glanced upstairs, and the smile on her face became a little forced.

"I've really troubled you these few days." Looking upstairs, the old man's expression also seemed quite helpless, and Qian Mingyu's evasive attitude was too obvious.

If he could still find an excuse for her that she didn't come out the first time, then in the next few days, even if he wanted to find an excuse, he would be too embarrassed to say it again.

"I'll drive you," the old man said, he was grateful and apologetic to this girl.

Every time this girl came, he hoped to see the scene where the two of them got along well, and he also very much hoped that his young lady could make friends, but... hey!

"Grandpa Fu, don't bother you, I'll come over next time," Li Yingxue said with a smile.

Regarding this, the old man did not force it, and sent the girl out, then turned and stepped into the hall, looked up at the quiet second floor, and suppressed the sigh that was about to overflow.

I didn't see her again today, Al, seeing the tears dripping from her palm, Li Yingxue blinked her eyes, and tightened the clothes around the neckline, it was so uncomfortable, why is it so uncomfortable.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Qian Mingyu hugged herself tightly, fragile and desperate words overflowed from her mouth, don't come close to me, please don't, come close to me.