my girlfriend is dead

"Xiaoying, I told you a long time ago that the two of them don't need to worry at all. I'm right!" Seeing the two people's love and affection, Ziyun smiled and patted Xiao Ying's shoulder. Can handle their own affairs.

"Yeah! So I'm really an idiot for worrying about them!" Looking at the hands of the two clasped fingers, Xiao Ying rolled her eyes at the two of them, feeling annoyed the way.

"Xiaoying," Li Yingxue called out, but she could only look at the back of the other party as she walked further and further away, and sighed helplessly.

Seeing Xiao Ying who left angrily, Ziyun shrugged at the two of them, and then quickly chased after them.

Li Yingxue smiled, and tightened Qian Mingyu's hand.

After the outbreak period ended, there was nothing abnormal about Qian Mingyu's behavior, but Xiao Ying was always a little upset when she saw her.

In this regard, Qian Mingyu naturally had nothing to say, but happily accepted all the dissatisfaction of the other party.

And all of this, although Li Yingxue was a little worried, she was powerless. In the end, she had no choice but to pretend not to see it. After all, everything Xiao Ying did was worried about her!

"You asked us to come out, do you have something important to say?" Qian Mingyu looked at the girl who asked them out early in the morning, and rubbed the center of her brows helplessly.

They have been sitting here for a long time, and there is no sign of the other party speaking.

"I..." Mo Ran looked a little embarrassed, "Are you two lovers?" After hesitating for a while, she finally made up her mind and asked what she wanted to ask.

"Yes, we are lovers." Without the slightest hesitation, Qian Mingyu gave the other party a definite answer.

Li Yingxue pursed her lips and looked at the people around her with a smile in her eyes.

"So it's true," Mo Ran said unconsciously. Although she had doubts before, she was still a little surprised to hear the other party admit it.

"That's all you have to ask," Qian Mingyu raised his eyebrows.

"No, actually I asked you out today, I just want to find courage in you."

"I like Xiaoyi, not the kind of liking between friends, but the kind of liking between lovers, but she doesn't know about it."

"When I saw the way you get along, I wondered whether the two of you could be lovers."

"It is precisely because of such doubts that I took the liberty to ask you out today."

"Because I never had the courage to express my heart, because I was very afraid that something irreversible would happen, and I was very afraid of seeing disgust in her eyes."

"But..." Mo Ran clasped his hands on the table.

The two of them could see that her hands had lost their color due to exertion.

"This feeling, this desire to like her, is suppressed in my heart because of fear."

"It's really uncomfortable. Every time I think about it, my chest will swell and hurt," Mo Ran tightly grasped the clothes on his chest, tears rolling down his face uncontrollably.

"I really like her very much. When I realized my heart, I fell in love with her hopelessly."

"Before she was not by my side, I missed her like crazy, but now that I'm back, I find that I can't control myself more and more. I want to hug her, even kiss her."

"I'm afraid that if I stay by her side any longer, the feelings I've hidden for so long will be discovered by her. I don't even dare to think about that scene."

"Such feelings are indeed easy to confuse you, and it is also easy to scare people, because it is difficult to be accepted by others."

"Actually, at the beginning, I was just as scared, restless, and even evasive as you," Qian Mingyu twitched his lips.

"But, to avoid this kind of thing, if there is the first time, there will be a second time, and even a third time, and a fourth time."

"Then one day, you find out that someone has done something you've never dared to do before."

"And when you want to save it, you realize that there is no room for it."

"But speaking of it, these words are not suitable for me, because in this relationship, I am the one who has been avoiding."

"Xue is much braver than me," Qian Mingyu looked at the girl beside him tenderly.

"I can fully understand the feeling of liking someone, especially if we like it, it's normal to feel scared."

"Because I am afraid that I will be hated by the other party, I am afraid that in the end, I will not even be able to be friends, and I am afraid that I will lose the only qualification that can be with each other."

"So I have been suppressing my feelings, but the more I suppress, the more hopeless I will be," Li Yingxue said empathetically.

"Then what should I do?" Mo Ran looked a little uneasy.

"It's meaningless to like someone if you don't convey it to the other person, and..." Li Yingxue clenched Qian Mingyu's hand.

"If you don't even dare to try, how will you know you have no chance."

"The most important thing is that while you are still hesitating here, someone may have already done what you want to do but are afraid to do it."

"Could it be, do you hope that you don't even have the chance to fight for it? Or are you willing to let her go to others like this?" Seeing the change in Mo Ran's expression, Li Yingxue gave her another dose of medicine.

"Of course I'm not reconciled," Mo Ran said excitedly, slapping the table to his feet.

"The person who knows her best is me. I don't feel at ease handing her over to others. It doesn't matter if I say I am selfish or arrogant, but I like her mood and I will never lose to anyone."

"Thank you for giving me the courage and the urge to express this feeling."

"Xiaoxue, thank you. You are right. No matter what the ending is, I really shouldn't be so pessimistic without expressing my heart to her. At least, I don't want to leave regrets for myself."

"So, I decided to go to her to express my feelings, please wish me good luck," Mo Ran hurriedly took out her mobile phone after finishing speaking.

"Yu, are you worried?" Li Yingxue looked at Qian Mingyu's frowning eyebrows and asked.

"Well," Qian Mingyu was not at all optimistic when he saw Mo Ran's obviously brisk footsteps when he left.

Because she knows very well that not everyone can accept such feelings.

It can even be said that Xiaoyi is the only support in Mo Ran's heart. Once this support collapses, will this girl become like her.

Qian Mingyu didn't know what kind of mood he was in at this time, and he was not qualified to be the next successor.

If her ability can be triggered by this incident, it means that the other party will inevitably become the next successor.

She should have been happy about this, because it would mean that on the day the contract came, she would have a chance to be freed.

However, when she thought of the possibility of failure in Mo Ran's confession, she couldn't be happy at all.

This is not to say that she has such deep feelings for Mo Ran, but because people who have already touched the light will make her feel desperate if they are infected by darkness again.

They are different, and she doesn't want them to be the same. They who also yearn for the light, and they who have been favored by the light, cannot withstand the despair of being exposed to the darkness again.

They are different, and they must not be the same, because only in this way can she tell herself that she has been redeemed.

However, if Mo Ran becomes like her, it will make her feel that it is impossible for them to be truly redeemed, and their final outcome will still be abandoned by the light.

Although their situations are completely different, she doesn't want to see her future shadow in each other, even though her worry is unreasonable.

"Yu, I'm by your side, I won't go there, I will always be by your side," Li Yingxue hugged Qian Mingyu into her arms, stroking her back, and said softly.

Although she didn't know what the other person was afraid of, she was keenly aware that this person's fear and fear were related to her.

"What's the matter, what's the matter, what is the situation now, why do we have to sit so far away," because they were too far apart, and they couldn't hear what those two people were saying at all, which made Xiao Ying extremely anxious.

They were originally with Xiaoyi before, but after Xiaoyi received a call from Mo Ran, they also followed.

After coming over, they realized that Qian Mingyu and Li Yingxue were also here. Afterwards, Li Yingxue called her and Ziyun over, and then she could only stare at that side, as if she didn't know what was going on. .

"Shut up, be quiet," Qian Mingyu said, looking solemnly at the two people in the distance.

"So what's the situation now?" Xiao Ying tugged on Li Yingxue's sleeve, hoping that the other party could give her an answer.

"That's right." Seeing Xiao Ying scratching her head, Li Yingxue shook her head amusedly. She also knew the doubts and curiosity of the two of them, and she didn't hide it, so she told what she had talked with Mo Ran before.

"Is that so?" Xiao Ying squinted her eyes, looked at the two people in the distance, did not say another word, and looked there quietly, waiting for the final outcome of this matter.