my girlfriend is dead
Chapter 5 Monologue
"Miss!" The old man seemed hesitant to speak.
"Fu Bo, I won't eat dinner anymore, I want to rest, you don't have to worry about me," Qian Mingyu said while walking upstairs.
"Okay, Miss, I understand, you should go to bed early," the old man was worried, but he couldn't ask. He wasn't worried that Qian Mingyu's skipping dinner would affect his health.
Because Qian Mingyu's appetite is very small, he has been used to Qian Mingyu's eating habits for so long.
Because every time Qian Mingyu eats, she only eats a little bit, which always gives people a feeling that she doesn't need to eat.
But he could clearly feel that when Qian Mingyu left the school, something was not right.
Thinking of the scene he saw just now, the blood dripping from the girl's slender fingers dazzled his eyes.
Although worried, he can't ask anything, this is Qian Mingyu's rule, no one is allowed to enter her room, and he can't ask anything about her, this is the only requirement for the other party to keep him by her side.
Therefore, unless she is willing to say it herself, he has no right to ask at all.
Looking back at the dining table, the old man waved his hand and motioned to the other people standing beside him to clean it up. Qian Mingyu's mood was not right, and he was not in the mood to eat supper again.
Qian Mingyu, who entered the room, threw herself on the big bed in the room, turned over, looked at the blood-stained bandage on her hand, and seemed to see that person's smile again.
Closing her eyes, she took off the bandages on her hands. Looking at her hands without any scars, the girl's cold blue eyes flashed with sorrow. She is no longer a human being, and this is the best proof.
If it weren't for the blood-stained bandages next to it, it would be hard to believe that her hands were injured. Perhaps the only thing she is thankful for is that her blood is still red!
And that proves the fact that she was once a human, ha!Human, Qian Mingyu!Qian Mingyu, you are no longer a human being, you are a god of death from hell, please correct your identity!
Human beings are greedy creatures, haven't you seen them thoroughly enough?Time and environment will change a person's heart.
Desire and greed are the nature of human beings, and avoidance and accusation are the common nature of human beings.
She couldn't forget everything she had experienced, the way those people looked at her, the accusations made by those people, and the way those people treated her like a devil and avoided her.
I can't forget the fire, the reluctant eyes of my parents when they looked at me, the screams echoing in my ears, and the distorted face of that person.
All of this reminded her all the time how terrible human desires are.
She, Qian Mingyu, was already doomed from the moment she took revenge. In her future life, she could only go on alone, and pay for her sins in an endless life.
Now she is an emotionless creature!However, that smile kept replaying in her mind, disturbing her mind.
Why!Sighing helplessly, she rubbed her temples. It had been a long time since she had been so distressed. Qian Mingyu walked to the window and looked at the sky scattered with a few stars, with a look of silence on her face.
She couldn't help but admit that the girl with a sunny smile was the warmth she wanted to touch, but that kind of warmth was already something she was not qualified to touch.
Although she knows this fact better than anyone else, she still hopes to see that smile every day, the person who warms her heart.
Ever since her relatives passed away, her heart was like a piece of solid ice, from which no sunlight could flow in, but that person broke the layer of solid ice so easily, allowing sunlight to flood into her heart, allowing her to The heart that was wrapped in layers felt the long-lost warmth.
Unfortunately, no one knows her sadness, her pain, her tears, her heartache, and her strength.
Just because she is a disaster star, she is an ominous person hiding in the darkness.
Even though she is very clear about this fact, she still longs for that pure and untainted heart, more than anyone else, that innocent and bright smile.
Even though he knew that all of this was just his extravagant wish, his heart still yearned uncontrollably.
Therefore, the only thing she can do now is to freeze her heart again.
The moonlight outside the window shone on the girl, looking at the cold and pure moon outside the window, she pursed her lips.
In the past, the person called Qian Yu had already ended her life in that fire, but now she is "Ming", Qian Mingyu, a human being who is not a human being, a living being hidden in the darkness sinner.
The girl's icy blue eyes were full of words, ruthless, lonely, helpless, unwilling, cold, and even a trace of despair.
These are not the eyes that a young girl would have. Even an old man who has experienced a lifetime of hardships will not have them. But now, they appear on a mere girl, which makes people feel distressed besides being distressed.
"Xiaoxue, are you really okay?" Xiao Ying asked with some concern.Li Yingxue's situation today is not right, she is really not at ease.
"Well, I'm fine, Xiaoying don't worry about me, go back quickly! Uncle, Auntie should worry, I'm really fine," Li Yingxue's smile was filled with words, don't worry about me, I'm very happy good.
"Well, if my brother didn't come back suddenly, I would stay with you," Xiao Ying said with some distress.
"Okay, Xiaoying, I'm really fine. Brother Teng finally came back, so you should go back quickly! Uncle Chen, please send Xiaoying back," Li Yingxue said to the man standing beside her.
"Okay, ma'am," the man replied.
"Xiaoxue, I'm leaving, see you tomorrow," Xiao Ying waved to her.
"Well, see you tomorrow, Uncle Chen, be careful on the road," Li Yingxue said.
"I see, miss," the man replied.
Looking at the car going away, the smile on Li Yingxue's face finally disappeared. I'm sorry, Xiaoying, for making you worry, but I really care!Clutching her chest, the girl said softly.
"Miss, it's windy outside, go back," an old man came out of the house.
"Grandpa Chen, why are you out here? Your health isn't good yet," Li Yingxue said with some dissatisfaction.
"Miss, don't worry, I'm fine, but it's too bad to be disobedient! I'm getting old and my body is not strong. Over the years, I have caused you a lot of trouble," the old man's tone was a little helpless and self-blame.
"Grandpa Chen, what are you talking about? What trouble did you cause? It's been Xiaoxue who has been bothering you all this time." Li Yingxue pouted while hugging the old man's arm.
"Haha, okay, grandpa didn't cause trouble." Seeing the girl pursed her lips, the old man smiled and patted her on the head with a kind smile on his face.
"Of course!" Li Yingxue said with a smile.
"Miss, it's getting late, it's time for you to rest," the old man said after entering the house.
"Well, I'm going to rest, Grandpa Chen should also go to rest early!" Good night, Grandpa Chen," Li Yingxue said with a smile.
"Good night, have a good rest," the old man replied with a smile. Looking at the girl who walked upstairs, the smile on the old man's face disappeared, and was replaced by worry. Li Yingxue was brought up by him. Naturally, she could see that she had something on her mind.
This child is just too sensible, no matter what the matter is, he always wants to solve it alone, and doesn't want to bother others.
It has always been so simple and simple, he has never seen her look so distressed!It seems that something really happened this time!It's a good thing!Still a bad thing!
Haha, rubbing his temples, looking upstairs, the old man chuckled, this child, it seems that this time has come!Worry!In trouble, find what you want!There was both relief and worry in the old man's tone.
After washing up, Li Yingxue was lying on the bed, but she couldn't fall asleep. What always appeared in her mind was that cold and beautiful face.
"As expected, I really care!" Li Yingxue walked to the window with her hands on her chest.
why!You are obviously a very gentle person, why do you avoid me so obviously.
Although I don't know why you did that, but I want to be close to you and become friends with you.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, what are you doing now?
Thinking of the sadness in those icy blue eyes, Li Yingxue felt her heart ache, and tightly clutched the clothes on her chest, as if this could relieve her pain.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, I don’t want you to go forward alone. I want to reach out and smooth your brows. I want your beautiful eyes to be no longer cold and sad. I want your mouth to curve beautifully. radians.
I think, I want, I want to protect classmate Qian Mingyu, even if I don't have a broad chest, I still want to protect you.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, I want to be by your side, I want to make you happy, I want to let you know this feeling, I want to convey this feeling to you well.
Looking at the cold moon outside the window, the girl's eyes are full of firmness and expectation, and I want to convey to you, my true heart.
"Fu Bo, I won't eat dinner anymore, I want to rest, you don't have to worry about me," Qian Mingyu said while walking upstairs.
"Okay, Miss, I understand, you should go to bed early," the old man was worried, but he couldn't ask. He wasn't worried that Qian Mingyu's skipping dinner would affect his health.
Because Qian Mingyu's appetite is very small, he has been used to Qian Mingyu's eating habits for so long.
Because every time Qian Mingyu eats, she only eats a little bit, which always gives people a feeling that she doesn't need to eat.
But he could clearly feel that when Qian Mingyu left the school, something was not right.
Thinking of the scene he saw just now, the blood dripping from the girl's slender fingers dazzled his eyes.
Although worried, he can't ask anything, this is Qian Mingyu's rule, no one is allowed to enter her room, and he can't ask anything about her, this is the only requirement for the other party to keep him by her side.
Therefore, unless she is willing to say it herself, he has no right to ask at all.
Looking back at the dining table, the old man waved his hand and motioned to the other people standing beside him to clean it up. Qian Mingyu's mood was not right, and he was not in the mood to eat supper again.
Qian Mingyu, who entered the room, threw herself on the big bed in the room, turned over, looked at the blood-stained bandage on her hand, and seemed to see that person's smile again.
Closing her eyes, she took off the bandages on her hands. Looking at her hands without any scars, the girl's cold blue eyes flashed with sorrow. She is no longer a human being, and this is the best proof.
If it weren't for the blood-stained bandages next to it, it would be hard to believe that her hands were injured. Perhaps the only thing she is thankful for is that her blood is still red!
And that proves the fact that she was once a human, ha!Human, Qian Mingyu!Qian Mingyu, you are no longer a human being, you are a god of death from hell, please correct your identity!
Human beings are greedy creatures, haven't you seen them thoroughly enough?Time and environment will change a person's heart.
Desire and greed are the nature of human beings, and avoidance and accusation are the common nature of human beings.
She couldn't forget everything she had experienced, the way those people looked at her, the accusations made by those people, and the way those people treated her like a devil and avoided her.
I can't forget the fire, the reluctant eyes of my parents when they looked at me, the screams echoing in my ears, and the distorted face of that person.
All of this reminded her all the time how terrible human desires are.
She, Qian Mingyu, was already doomed from the moment she took revenge. In her future life, she could only go on alone, and pay for her sins in an endless life.
Now she is an emotionless creature!However, that smile kept replaying in her mind, disturbing her mind.
Why!Sighing helplessly, she rubbed her temples. It had been a long time since she had been so distressed. Qian Mingyu walked to the window and looked at the sky scattered with a few stars, with a look of silence on her face.
She couldn't help but admit that the girl with a sunny smile was the warmth she wanted to touch, but that kind of warmth was already something she was not qualified to touch.
Although she knows this fact better than anyone else, she still hopes to see that smile every day, the person who warms her heart.
Ever since her relatives passed away, her heart was like a piece of solid ice, from which no sunlight could flow in, but that person broke the layer of solid ice so easily, allowing sunlight to flood into her heart, allowing her to The heart that was wrapped in layers felt the long-lost warmth.
Unfortunately, no one knows her sadness, her pain, her tears, her heartache, and her strength.
Just because she is a disaster star, she is an ominous person hiding in the darkness.
Even though she is very clear about this fact, she still longs for that pure and untainted heart, more than anyone else, that innocent and bright smile.
Even though he knew that all of this was just his extravagant wish, his heart still yearned uncontrollably.
Therefore, the only thing she can do now is to freeze her heart again.
The moonlight outside the window shone on the girl, looking at the cold and pure moon outside the window, she pursed her lips.
In the past, the person called Qian Yu had already ended her life in that fire, but now she is "Ming", Qian Mingyu, a human being who is not a human being, a living being hidden in the darkness sinner.
The girl's icy blue eyes were full of words, ruthless, lonely, helpless, unwilling, cold, and even a trace of despair.
These are not the eyes that a young girl would have. Even an old man who has experienced a lifetime of hardships will not have them. But now, they appear on a mere girl, which makes people feel distressed besides being distressed.
"Xiaoxue, are you really okay?" Xiao Ying asked with some concern.Li Yingxue's situation today is not right, she is really not at ease.
"Well, I'm fine, Xiaoying don't worry about me, go back quickly! Uncle, Auntie should worry, I'm really fine," Li Yingxue's smile was filled with words, don't worry about me, I'm very happy good.
"Well, if my brother didn't come back suddenly, I would stay with you," Xiao Ying said with some distress.
"Okay, Xiaoying, I'm really fine. Brother Teng finally came back, so you should go back quickly! Uncle Chen, please send Xiaoying back," Li Yingxue said to the man standing beside her.
"Okay, ma'am," the man replied.
"Xiaoxue, I'm leaving, see you tomorrow," Xiao Ying waved to her.
"Well, see you tomorrow, Uncle Chen, be careful on the road," Li Yingxue said.
"I see, miss," the man replied.
Looking at the car going away, the smile on Li Yingxue's face finally disappeared. I'm sorry, Xiaoying, for making you worry, but I really care!Clutching her chest, the girl said softly.
"Miss, it's windy outside, go back," an old man came out of the house.
"Grandpa Chen, why are you out here? Your health isn't good yet," Li Yingxue said with some dissatisfaction.
"Miss, don't worry, I'm fine, but it's too bad to be disobedient! I'm getting old and my body is not strong. Over the years, I have caused you a lot of trouble," the old man's tone was a little helpless and self-blame.
"Grandpa Chen, what are you talking about? What trouble did you cause? It's been Xiaoxue who has been bothering you all this time." Li Yingxue pouted while hugging the old man's arm.
"Haha, okay, grandpa didn't cause trouble." Seeing the girl pursed her lips, the old man smiled and patted her on the head with a kind smile on his face.
"Of course!" Li Yingxue said with a smile.
"Miss, it's getting late, it's time for you to rest," the old man said after entering the house.
"Well, I'm going to rest, Grandpa Chen should also go to rest early!" Good night, Grandpa Chen," Li Yingxue said with a smile.
"Good night, have a good rest," the old man replied with a smile. Looking at the girl who walked upstairs, the smile on the old man's face disappeared, and was replaced by worry. Li Yingxue was brought up by him. Naturally, she could see that she had something on her mind.
This child is just too sensible, no matter what the matter is, he always wants to solve it alone, and doesn't want to bother others.
It has always been so simple and simple, he has never seen her look so distressed!It seems that something really happened this time!It's a good thing!Still a bad thing!
Haha, rubbing his temples, looking upstairs, the old man chuckled, this child, it seems that this time has come!Worry!In trouble, find what you want!There was both relief and worry in the old man's tone.
After washing up, Li Yingxue was lying on the bed, but she couldn't fall asleep. What always appeared in her mind was that cold and beautiful face.
"As expected, I really care!" Li Yingxue walked to the window with her hands on her chest.
why!You are obviously a very gentle person, why do you avoid me so obviously.
Although I don't know why you did that, but I want to be close to you and become friends with you.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, what are you doing now?
Thinking of the sadness in those icy blue eyes, Li Yingxue felt her heart ache, and tightly clutched the clothes on her chest, as if this could relieve her pain.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, I don’t want you to go forward alone. I want to reach out and smooth your brows. I want your beautiful eyes to be no longer cold and sad. I want your mouth to curve beautifully. radians.
I think, I want, I want to protect classmate Qian Mingyu, even if I don't have a broad chest, I still want to protect you.
Classmate Qian Mingyu, I want to be by your side, I want to make you happy, I want to let you know this feeling, I want to convey this feeling to you well.
Looking at the cold moon outside the window, the girl's eyes are full of firmness and expectation, and I want to convey to you, my true heart.
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