my girlfriend is dead

"Xiaoxue, what are you doing? Why are you in a daze! Let's go eat!" The person who came grabbed Li Yingxue's shoulder and said with some doubts.

"Xiaoying, you're here," Li Yingxue looked at her with a dazed expression.

"Well, Xiaoxue, are you okay! Why do you feel weird today, what happened?" the visitor asked worriedly.Worry was also written on his face.

"Ah, no, no!" After being reminded, a trace of panic flashed across Li Yingxue's face.

"Xiaoxue?" The doubts in the visitor's eyes became even more serious.

"Ah! Xiao, Xiaoying, I suddenly remembered that I still have things to do, so I won't be having lunch with you today, I'm sorry! Xiaoying," Li Yingxue finished speaking, and grabbed the table without waiting for anyone to speak. After picking up the bento, he rushed out of the classroom.

"Small……"!The person who came opened her mouth, but she still didn't shout out, but her eyes were full of worry.

"Where did she go?" Li Yingxue rushed out of the classroom, searching aimlessly. For some reason, that cold and beautiful person touched a soft place in her heart.

Qian Mingyu, who walked out of the classroom, avoided everyone, found a secluded place, lay on the green grass, looked at the blue sky, and exhaled foul breath.

Feeling the temperature of the sun shining on her body, for a moment, she would think, if all this is a dream, how wonderful it would be!

It's a pity that the facts are always powerless. She is still the Qian Mingyu who lives in the dark without any light. She opened her hand to the sun and clenched it suddenly, as if she wanted to grab something.

ha!Qian Mingyu!Qian Mingyu, how naive are you!The hand clenched into a fist slipped feebly, she knew better than anyone else that the sun could no longer belong to her.

She is Ming, the messenger of the night, and the pronoun of death. Her hands are covered with blood, and she bears so many sins on her body. What qualifications does she have to pursue the sun.

A smiling face flashed in front of his eyes, Qian Mingyu closed his eyes in pain, his hands clenched into fists were trembling slightly.

That smiling face made her feel like she was bathed in the warm sunshine, and she couldn't help but want to get closer and protect that smiling face. Even if she fell into darkness, she still longed for the sunshine from the bottom of her heart.

But, but... She knows, she can't, she doesn't have that right now, that smiling face is so bright and warm, those eyes are so clear and bright.

And she!She who has fallen into darkness, what qualifications does she have to get close to her!That kind of warmth will make her sink, make her forget herself and her position, and let her know how dirty she is, and her existence will only tarnish her!

She didn't want to cast a shadow on that smiling face, let alone those clear eyes filled with disgust.

During this period of time, she has experienced a lot and met all kinds of people, but she has never met such a pure person, she even thought about it more than once.

If after losing a loved one, the person I met was her, would she have a different mentality now.

Will she let go of her hatred and won't take up this job, knowing all this, it is impossible to happen, she still can't control herself not to think so.

Qian Mingyu, Qian Mingyu!After the fantasy, you dare to face the reality. The girl curled up in pain, with bright red blood oozing from her clenched hands.

At this moment, she was like a helpless child, so lonely and so vulnerable.

"Student Qian Mingyu, what's wrong with you," the voice came from far to near, with anxiety and panic.

Qian Mingyu raised his head in confusion, and raised his hand, as if he wanted to grab something, but he slipped down powerlessly as if he remembered something.

"Student Qian Mingyu, you are injured." Seeing the bright red blood in her raised palm, tears flickered in Li Yingxue's eyes.

Seeing the tears in Li Yingxue's eyes, Qian Mingyu seemed to wake up suddenly, his somewhat confused eyes were instantly covered with frost, and he said calmly. "I'm fine."

"It's bleeding, how can it be okay, you wait for me here, I'll be right back," Li Yingxue ran away in a panic, regardless of Qian Mingyu's reaction.

Qian Mingyu looked at Li Yingxue's running back in a daze, and after a while, she sighed helplessly, went to sit under the cherry blossom tree, and closed her eyes.

"Qian, classmate Qian Mingyu, I, I'm back," Li Yingxue said intermittently while standing in front of her.

Qian Mingyu looked at the person in front of him who was panting heavily, and when he saw the medicine box in her hand, there was a touch of distress in his eyes, which made people think it was an illusion.

"I said, I'm fine," Qian Mingyu looked at her and said coldly.

Li Yingxue didn't seem to hear it, didn't seem to feel the icy aura on her body that resisted people thousands of miles away, squatting in front of her, ignoring the other party's resistance, and pressed her wrist.

He took out the medical alcohol and carefully cleaned her blood and sterilized her, so carefully and gently, as if he was treating a treasure.

Looking at the girl in front of him, Qian Mingyu's ice-cold eyes glowed with warmth, but in the next second it was replaced by pain, and finally returned to ice-coldness.

"Okay," Li Yingxue raised her head and said softly after an unknown period of time passed.Looking at those deep blue eyes, for some reason, a blush crept up the girl's face.

She lowered her head in a panic, and silently packed up the medicine. Li Yingxue didn't know what was wrong with her.

Just now seeing Qian Mingyu lying on the ground in such pain, she felt that her heart was about to stop beating. Seeing her injured, she felt very uncomfortable, and a feeling of heartache lingered in her atrium.

She would rather that the injured person is herself, and she would rather suffer instead of her than see her in pain.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, was she sick?Thinking of this, Li Yingxue frowned.

"Thank you," Qian Mingyu spit out a few words lightly looking at the distance.

"Well, ah! No, you're welcome, actually I didn't do anything," Li Yingxue raised her head and smiled.

Qian Mingyu turned to look at her, but said nothing.

Li Yingxue looked at her slightly frowning brows, feeling a little unbearable, she wanted to reach out her hand to smooth those frowning brows, she thought so, so she did just that.

Seeing Li Yingxue's extended hand, Qian Mingyu didn't react at all, because she was shocked by the other party's actions.

Just when Li Yingxue's finger was about to touch Qian Mingyu's brow, Li Yingxue suddenly woke up, as if frightened, she quickly withdrew her finger.

Looking at those icy blue eyes, he was at a loss for a moment, lowered his head, clasped his hands tightly, and stammered. "I, I..., I'm sorry!"

"It's nothing," Qian Mingyu said lightly.A trace of loss flashed across the cold blue eyes, and even she herself didn't know what she was missing.

Hearing Qian Mingyu's words, and hearing that faint, emotionless voice, Li Yingxue miraculously calmed down.

"Are you hungry!" She took her lunch box, opened it and put it beside her, "If you don't mind, let's eat some together!"

Qian Mingyu looked at the other party's eyes full of expectation, and couldn't vomit the rejection when he reached the point of his mouth, so he picked up an egg roll and put it in his mouth.

Looking at the person staring at him nervously, he said calmly. "delicious."

"Hey, that's great," Li Yingxue jumped up like a child, and then sat down blushing as if remembering something.

No one saw, looking at the girl sitting opposite her, the corners of Qian Mingyu's mouth slightly raised, even she herself didn't notice it.

Maybe she was still feeling embarrassed about what she did just now, Li Yingxue ate her lunch with her head down, without saying a word, just spent the time that only belonged to the two of them.

"Well, classmate Qian Mingyu, class is about to start, I'll go and return the medicine box to the school doctor, I'll see you in the classroom later," Li Yingxue ran away after finishing speaking.

Qian Mingyu stood up and followed closely for two steps, but stopped again, looked at the bright sunshine above his head, and looked at the back of Li Yingxue leaving, and said in a low voice.

"You are the sunshine that I want to pursue, but also the warmth that I am afraid to avoid. I have no right to be close to such a beautiful you."

The breeze blew by, the cherry blossoms danced along with it, and the silver hair fluttering in the wind, this beautiful picture seemed a bit bleak at this moment, making people unbearable to look at it.

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