my girlfriend is dead

Chapter 11 Escape

"You, do you like that child," Ling Zimo said, looking at the other side's profile.

Qian Mingyu turned his head abruptly, his cold eyes seemed to be emitting a trace of coldness and blackness.

Ling Zimo was startled, she had never seen such cold eyes, as if, the owner of these eyes, even her soul was chilling.

"You misunderstood," Qian Mingyu said, looking away, "We are just classmates, not what you think."

"If you don't like her, you won't know what I'm talking about, will you?" Now that the words have come to this point, Ling Zimo has no intention of stopping there.

Qian Mingyu pursed her lips and remained silent. Do you like Li Yingxue?Maybe, this inexplicable feeling, this throbbing that shouldn't be had, is the so-called liking?

However, this is not something she should have at all. As soon as her eyes become hot, it seems that something will roll down from them in the next second.

"I can see that the child cares about you very much, and you should also be able to feel what kind of feelings she has for you."

"Even if she didn't notice, she likes you. You should be very clear about this," Ling Zimo said.

"I know very well that it takes a lot of courage to accept such feelings."

"But if you don't even dare to face it, then once you miss it, it may be forever."

"While you are young, while you still have the courage to love, hold on to the happiness in your hands, put aside the prejudices of the world, put aside the eyes of others, and love bravely."

"Isn't this the exclusive right of young people? It is a kind of luck to meet someone you love, and the person you love also loves you, that is the greatest happiness in this world."

"You have such luck, and you have such happiness even more. Shouldn't you reach out and hold it firmly in your hands?"

"Happiness? That's not something I can have," Di Di's self-talk overflowed from her mouth, and the words uttered by the girl seemed to be tainted with a little bit of bitterness and sadness.

"Have you begun to deny it before experiencing it?" Ling Zimo looked a little angry.

Qian Mingyu looked up at her, grabbed the milk on the table and prepared to leave.

"That child desperately wanted to get close to you, and firmly grasped all the opportunities that could get close to you, and was not overwhelmed by these disappointments. Faced with her like this, do you still choose to escape?" Ling Zimo said , The aggressive words seem to make people have nowhere to escape.

"I can't give her what she wants, and...! She just wants to be friends with me."

"After all, how dare a person like me ask for that so-called happiness," Qian Mingyu twitched the corners of his mouth, and his originally ice-blue eyes were also cast a shadow.

"Haven't you thought you can't get happiness before you have worked hard for it? In this world, everyone has the qualifications to get happiness."

"The important thing is whether they have the consciousness to work hard for this happiness," Ling Zimo said seriously.

"You are right. In this world, everyone has the right and qualification to pursue happiness, but I am not included among these people."

"Because... I am an existence excluded from the world," Qian Mingyu also stepped out of the outpatient clinic at the same time he said these words.

Hey, looking at Qian Mingyu's leaving back, Ling Zimo's eyes were full of astonishment.

"You want to help them," a gentle voice rang in her ears, and the warm breath made her ears itch, and Ling Zimo couldn't help but let out a deep laugh.

"I wanted to give them a push, but now it seems that I messed it up!" Leaning into his familiar embrace, wrapped in that person's breath, Ling Zimo let out a shallow sigh.

"Are you still blaming yourself for that?" The woman put her chin on Ling Zimo's shoulder, and tightened her hands around her waist.

"That's not your fault. Don't blame yourself for the past. I will feel sorry for you like this."

"At the beginning, it was because of my repeated avoidance that caused you so much pain." Ling Zimo looked back at the woman's delicate face, and reached out to caress her cheek.

"Fool," the woman grabbed her hand, put it on her lips and kissed it, "it is because of what we have experienced that we cherish the present, the hard-won happiness even more."

"Besides, what you did was not all useless." The woman rubbed her cheek, "That girl in black can obviously feel that she has been avoiding something."

"What you said today can be said to have helped her recognize the reality, at least, she has to seriously think about what to do between her and that girl, so you have done enough. "

"That's right! I hope they can have a happy ending," Ling Zimo nestled into her arms with a soft smile on his face.

OK... the end?The woman closed her eyes and buried her face into Ling Zimo's neck and shoulders. It might be quite difficult for the two children!

After all, in the world of love, if one party deliberately avoids, even if the other person desperately wants to get closer, it will be futile.

Moreover, that child, thinking of what the other party said before leaving, the woman opened her eyes, and a complicated light flashed in her eyes.

What should be done to pull a person who insists on falling into the darkness into the sunlight.

In fact, she didn't want Ling Zimo to intervene in the affairs between the two children, because the aura around the girl in black made her feel very uneasy.

Although she comforted Ling Zimo that she had done a good enough job, she knew very well that Ling Zimo's intervention might not be a good thing for the child.

Ling Zimo helped her see clearly what she had been avoiding, and made her have to face the fact that was in front of her.

But this may be the cruelest thing for that child, and judging from their current situation, they may usher in the worst situation.

So, this time, Ling Zimo found the wrong person completely, because she found the person who had been choosing to avoid in this matter.

And Ling Zimo made this matter clear, and maybe the person who was escaping in the first place would escape more thoroughly.

In the world of love, there are always various reasons for the party who chooses to escape.

But the most important point is that I am afraid that the other party will not be able to accept such feelings, and that the other party will not have this kind of thinking towards me.

I'm afraid that the other party just regards me as a friend, especially if they exist like this, but once they speak, it will mean that the relationship between them may usher in a complete break.

Not everyone can bear such a price. Ling Zimo can understand what she said.

Perhaps in Ling Zimo's view, the reason why the girl chose to escape was because she didn't know what kind of feelings the other party had for her, so she chose to deliberately avoid the other party.

Because they were afraid of being hurt, they ran far away from the beginning, and such a distance from friends is naturally very suitable.

But Ling Zimo ignored a problem, because those two people were not even friends.

Did she still hurt each other?Looking at Li Yingxue's back looking around, the words Ling Zimo said just now seemed to be echoing in her ears.

She really sucks, seeing the white liquid on her hands slowly turning red in her eyes, Qian Mingyu pursed her lips tightly.

The stiff lines on her face made her look abnormally cold and indifferent at this moment.

They are clearly in the darkness, but yearn for light. They are in hell, but they want to touch heaven.

They are clearly burdened with sins, but yearn for redemption; they are obviously dead, but they yearn for warmth.

It is obvious that he is no longer normal, but he still wants to make himself normal.

From the moment her hands were stained with blood, she had already lost everything she should have as a normal human being, and the right to pursue these things.

"Xiaoying, haven't you arrived yet?" Li Yingxue took out her mobile phone and dialed her friend's number after walking around the agreed place a few times, but she didn't see her familiar figure.

"I was wondering just now, when will you be able to remember, and there is someone like me," Xiao Ying joked, biting the straw in the cup.

After following Qian Mingyu back, she got into a small shop opposite the small clinic and observed the situation opposite.

It's just that she has been hesitating here for a long time, but she still hasn't made up her mind.

"Xiaoying, what are you talking about, where are you now?" Li Yingxue's tone was slightly puzzled.

"Don't worry about where I am," Xiao Ying stirred the juice in front of her and cast her gaze out the window.

"Xiaoxue, I'm asking you a very serious question, and I hope you'll think it over before answering me."

"Xiaoying?" Li Yingxue was a little surprised. It might be the first time she heard such a serious tone from her friend. At this time, the girl seemed a little surprised. She froze for a moment before she said a good word.

"Xiaoxue, let me ask you, do you have to be friends with that guy? Even if she pushes her away again and again."

"Even if you are hurt again and again, even if you know there is little hope, do you still want to convey your heart to her?" Looking at the figure not far behind her friend, Xiao Ying tightly held the cup.

After listening to her friend's words, Li Yingxue's fingers holding the phone turned pale, and all the images from the first meeting with Qian Mingyu to the present flashed through her mind, and finally the image of the other party curled up and lying on the ground was frozen.

Tightening the clothes on her chest, Li Yingxue's voice trembled, "I want to convey my heart to her, no matter how many times she pushes me away, I want to get closer to her again, I want to get closer to her, Come closer."

"Well, since this is something you have already decided, then do it. If you get hurt and want to cry, my arms will always be open for you."

Hearing Li Yingxue's words, Xiao Ying frowned, a little helplessness flashed in her eyes, but as a friend, what she could do was not to oppose, but to support.

"Xiaoying, thank you," Li Yingxue sniffed.

"Do we still need to be so polite between us?" Xiao Ying curled her lips and smiled happily, "The opportunity is rare, so you should cherish it."

"Hey, Xiaoying, hello?" Looking at the phone that had already been hung up, Li Yingxue was a little dazed, but when she saw Qian Mingyu standing not far behind, she knew that Xiao Ying must have been here. And witnessed the previous scene with his own eyes.

Pursing her lips, Li Yingxue put away her phone and walked towards Qian Mingyu.

Seeing the girl walking over, Qian Mingyu put away all his thoughts, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and greeted her.

"Well, Xiaoying has some things that can't come." Li Yingxue scratched her cheeks, her eyes a little dodged, "So, in order to thank you for saving me, can I treat you to a meal?"

Her eyes no longer dodged, and Li Yingxue stared closely at the other person's eyes, but from her hands grasping the corners of her clothes, it could be seen that she was very nervous at this moment.

"Let's go," looking away, Qian Mingyu walked past her.

"Hey, wait for me," because Qian Mingyu agreed too decisively, Li Yingxue was stunned for a while before realizing it, and followed quickly.

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