[Houyi] How to fall in love with the sun

I am the first phoenix in the world, and I am also a nine-tailed phoenix.There is infinite energy in my body, I can emit light and heat, and I can bring light to the entire chaotic land.I've been proud of it until the advent of humans.

Although I was still young at that time, I clearly remember that day when Nüwa sat by the river, mixed the soil with the river water, and poured out a lump of mud.She beckoned to me in the sky, and asked me to sit beside her: "Does Fenghe feel that there is something empty on the ground?"

I looked at the mountains and rivers in the distance, the trees and flowers around me, as well as the birds and butterflies in the sky, and I didn't feel anything was missing.Nuwa touched my head lovingly, and he asked me: "Fenghe, do you feel lonely?"

Am I lonely?I am a feather clan, but I am a unique phoenix. Because of my fiery body, I have to fly around every day to give the earth sunshine.I want to be beautiful with peacocks, I want to swim and play with fish, I want to swing with macaques in the mountains, I want... someone can talk to me.

but I do not have.They all envy my nobility and pride, but they don't know that I also look forward to the time of laughter.I squeezed the mud sullenly: "I...I don't want to be alone all the time."

Nuwa took my hand and made a small figure out of mud: "Let him stay with you from now on, okay?"

I thought to myself that Empress Nuwa would use these things to play with children to scare me, but who would have thought that the villain would come alive in his hands.It grew up slowly, and it was about our height. He grew black hair, bright eyes, slender limbs, and yellow skin.It smiled at me and reached out to hug me.

I was surprised to see the clay figurine in front of me. It squatted down and sprinkled the mud into the sky with Nvwa. Thousands of mud spots landed on the ground to become adults. They grew rapidly, hugged each other, and jumped hand in hand.Nu Wa looked at the land kindly: "They will live here forever and dominate this land. They are called...human beings."

Since then, my life has become more interesting. Every day in the sky, I watch human beings plowing the fields, harvesting food, building houses, and building walls. They sing and dance, and my heart beats together.

But the good times didn't last long.That day when I was on the top of Qiwu Mountain and was about to fly to the west, Emperor Fuxi suddenly appeared.He said, "Fenghe, do you like humans?"

Of course I like them, they are cute and energetic, they are brave and confident, they yearn for life, they are in awe of nature, they are even more interesting than gods.

"Then what if...for them, take away your tail?"

Fuxi's voice seemed to come from outside the chaos, like a bolt from the blue.I looked at him in disbelief: "Why did you take my tail away?"

"Your energy is too hot, they can't stand such a hot sun, there can't be ten suns in the sky, only...one."

Obviously I have just come out of loneliness, but I am going to another death!I know what will happen to me without a tail, I will no longer be a phoenix, I will no longer have thoughts and memories, because a phoenix without a tail is not a god, and it can’t even be a human being, just a star without a sun The sun that circles the earth without night!I looked at Fuxi in pain, and I begged him to forgive me. I also have thoughts and feelings, and I also want to live a normal and happy life!

But Fuxi said to me: "The meaning of God is to give. The more you give, the more you will get. You must restrain your edge for this land."

"But because human beings can't stand ten suns, are they going to hurt me?" I looked up at Fuxi, wanting to get an answer, "After so many years, birds and beasts can stand it, but only human beings can't stand it?" ?”

He touched the top of my head and sighed: "You are still young, when you become an adult, the heat you emit will be ten times as much as it is now. At that time, not only human beings can't bear it, but the trees on the ground will die , the river will dry up."

I still ended up losing my tail.Fortunately, Fuxi did not directly destroy them, but temporarily sealed them for 3 years. He said that I will understand in the future, what is lost must be gained, good and bad will depend on each other, and if you lose important things, you will get more precious things. experience.

The power of the seal was icy cold, and it was a pain that penetrated deep into the spinal cord. I endured the pain and still had to fly to the sky to give the earth warmth.Human beings all smiled when they saw me, but I was indignant: I gave you warmth, who can give me warmth?So I began to hate Fuxi, human beings, and those who abandoned me to hell.One day, I will let them taste the pain of bone erosion!

For 3 years, anger and pain have reached the extreme, I learned to endure and cover up, when the seal was released, I thought I was free, but Fuxi still did not intend to let me go, he said there would be such a person, take With bow and arrow, my tails disappear one by one.

I am free from anger, I have endured this pain for 3 years, and I will never allow anyone to take away my freedom again!

I found that person, I left him the poison, and watched him eat it happily, my heart jumped with excitement!Who said gods can't kill people?I let him die indirectly, leaving him with an almost impossible way to survive, so it doesn't count as me killing him myself!

He is an idiot. When he went to cut firewood at night, he met Jiao Jiao, and he was still fascinated by Jiao Jiao's illusion. I really don't know how such a person can fight against me?Seeing his pitiful appearance, I decided to let him play for a while, and then rescued him.When I was fighting with Jiao Jiao, he would hide and peek at the side, he was very timid, he didn't even know how to use the Xuanyuan bow, how could he shoot the sun?It took a long time to realize it, and shot Jiao to death with an arrow, making the first sun-shooting arrow.

After he shot off my first tail, I planned to use my tricks, pretending that I had really been poisoned by the love grass, and tricked him into giving up shooting the sun.I deliberately fainted at the door of his house, waiting for him to take me in, he was not happy at first, but he really took care of me for three days.Three days later he went looking for the second arrow, and I followed him secretly, pretending to fall into the swamp, but this fool actually risked himself falling to save me!I suddenly felt a little warm in my heart, a bit like the feeling of the first little person hugged by Nuwa.

I advised him to throw away the Xuanyuan Bow, so as to save him from sinking deeper and deeper, but he was so stubborn that he refused to throw it away no matter what, and then we both fell down together.In the illusion created by the chisel teeth, I pretended that I could not use magic power, but when I saw that he was almost raped by the monster, I still couldn't bear it, so I rescued him, and kissed him to dispel the illusion. After all, even the saliva of the nine-tailed phoenix, which is invulnerable to all poisons, has the effect of detoxifying.Seeing how he jumped anxiously after being kissed, I found it very interesting.

I asked that chisel tooth to use me as bait, and threatened him to hand over the strategy of shooting the sun. He has no bow in his hand, let alone an arrow, a mortal with no strength to restrain a chicken, I see what he can do!Unexpectedly, he actually agreed, and the moment he threw the book over, he summoned Xuanyuan Bow!After killing Chisel Tooth, I got angry seeing his excited appearance, and I didn't talk to him anymore, so I went back to Mount Qiwu.

He shot the second arrow very quickly. I don't know why, but I was very angry in my heart.His unhesitating attitude towards Sa-ri made me feel betrayed.I was also very surprised by my situation. I obviously planned to deceive him from the beginning, and I knew he shot and killed me a long time ago. Why do I feel unwilling?

I never went to look for him again, and observed him secretly for several days. The problem I encountered this time seemed to be a bit tricky. He was actually possessed by an infant spirit.If he didn't help, he might really explode and die.When I was about to go down to earth to help him, I suddenly remembered... If he died, wouldn't that be the result I wanted?Why should I go out of my way to help him?But after hesitating for a long time, I was still shaken when I thought of the guy's stern face and pretending to be calm.

I took his hand and said I would take him away, but he was reluctant.I really don't understand, shooting the sun is so important, more important than his own life?In the end, the baby spirits were still about to come out. Actually, there were a hundred ways to deal with them, and it didn't take a blink of an eye, but I chose the most dangerous one.Because I want to see if he will give up shooting the sun because of his distress.

But when I saw him sad and painful, I didn't feel the pleasure of revenge.I actually wanted to hug him, I wanted to tell him I was fine, so he wouldn't be so sad.This is the first time I feel regretful, deceiving people's feelings is really a way of killing one thousand and self-defeating eight hundred, I can't control myself not to invest in it.

That rabbit saved me, he was very happy, he knew that I was the sun, and he knew that I liked him because of my heart, but he didn't regret it at all.I'm sure he's [-]% in love with me.But when I kissed him, what was that feeling in my chest about to explode?

I was in a mess.After one time, I couldn't help but want to kiss him. The urge to be devoted and full, the joy of being cared and cared for, is something I have never felt in my life.I want to pat myself awake, but I have to admit, I'm addicted to this feeling.

Before leaving, he asked me: "Are you going to die?" I believe he loves me, as long as he loves me, he won't do anything to hurt me again, right?So I replied to him: "I will not obey the destiny, I only obey your destiny."

But he shot the arrow anyway.This time, besides being angry, I actually felt sad.Doesn't he love me?Doesn't he like me so much that he doesn't care about anything?Why are you still hurting me?I was so angry that I didn't go to him for a few days, but he actually came to my door.

Seeing me with Dafeng, the jealous look made me forget to be angry.I teased him with a smile, but he said he was going to kill Dafeng.Then what?Will you kill me again with a sword made of strong winds?

I finally couldn't bear the anger in my heart anymore, and I asked him, "Do you want to kill me like this too?"

He left, but I got drunk alone.No matter how much I drank, I couldn't get my throbbing heart drunk. I knew I couldn't help myself, and I fell in love with him, even more than him.

So when he was injured by the strong wind, I still couldn't help saving him.Seeing the wounds on his body, God knows how much I want to kill Dafeng!Seeing his look of wanting to settle down with me, I really wanted to hug him tightly and kiss him.But I can't, we are rivals, he is the one who wants to put me to death, and I... do the same to him.

I went to see him secretly at night, but he found out. He said, "Fenghe, I won't shoot the sun anymore, okay?" But I wanted to say to him: Take whatever you want, since you Has taken my heart, I don't care about the rest.

Just when I thought we could always get tired of being together like this, he turned poisonous.The terrible markings all over the body remind me how many terrible things I have done to him and how sorry I am to him.Seeing him lying weak on the bed, I really hated myself, just like Nuwa said, human beings are so cute, how could you have the heart to hurt him?

He finally woke up, and my lie was exposed.When he questioned me with red eyes, I couldn't even say a word.Because that despicable and shameless Feng He he said is really me!As a person who has lied to him countless times, what right do I have to love him?

He has become the decisive Houyi again, but I am a downcast Fenghe who thinks about flying every day.I turned into a little boy and stayed by his side, as long as I could look at him, even if he hated me, it was worth it.He showed me a smile that I missed for a long time, which made me almost forget my identity, and I asked him: "If there is a person who has done a lot of wrong things, and now he knows that he is wrong, can he be forgiven? "

But he gave me a back view: "We will never go back."

It was like a farewell, he was saying goodbye to me in the past, but I... stayed in the past forever.