romantic love

I didn't give Lu Xuyan an answer immediately, I told him that I need to think about it.

He nodded and didn't try to persuade me any more, he just urged me to hurry up because there were only three days left.

I took Sangsang out of the conference room. My Angel didn't say a word the whole time. He stood silently behind me like a mermaid princess who lost her speech. When she returned to the room, she immediately changed into another sweet person. Cling sweetly to me.

I caught the little princess who jumped up, and lay down on the bed following his movements. He lay down on me and kissed the base of my neck fiercely.

"Hiss - just lightly." I didn't want to push him, but just rubbed his hair.

He raised his head and looked down at me with a pair of black eyes as deep as ink: "You want to go, don't you?"

I was slightly taken aback, and after a while, I nodded slowly.

"I knew you wanted to go." He bent down and hugged me tightly, "I also knew you would definitely come back, right?"

He didn't ask me why, he just acted like a baby and asked me for a promise.

"I will come back." I promised him with a guilty conscience, "After I come back this time, I will buy you a hundred beautiful little skirts and make up for the old ones."

He smiled happily: "Then when you come back, I will tell you a secret."

He successfully whetted my appetite, and I threatened and lured me in every possible way, but he still refused to reveal the slightest bit.

I finally gave up helplessly and sighed: "Promise me, stay on the boat and wait, okay?"

It's not that I don't believe in his ability, but when I think of bringing him into, or bringing him back to the Blue Palace, a strong sense of anxiety tears me. I don't want to see him get hurt, or see his hands stained. Blood, and I don't want him to be forced to recall any bad memories.

Unexpectedly, he nodded readily.

I was very surprised: "Why are you so obedient?"

He touched my face: "That person just now was right, this time, only you can do it."

I am noncommittal.

"Whether I go or not will not change the result." He whispered, "Anyway, when you need me, I will definitely come out to protect you."

"Don't take any more risks." I quickly blocked his mouth, "According to what Lu Xuyan said, my mission is not dangerous. Don't worry, wait obediently on the boat for me to go back."

He was silent.

I turned my head away from facing him directly.

I'm lying.

In fact, I am not as confident as it appears on the surface. From the very beginning, I was not prepared to act honestly according to Lu Xuyan's plan. I don't think my mission is really safe. On the contrary, I think this This operation is like a black hole, full of darkness, danger and unknown.

I absolutely do not agree with Lu Xuyan's methods. Lan Gong uses false memories to make females love, but he uses false memories to make them hate. One treats them as wombs, and the other treats them as guns. There is nothing in essence Substantial difference, yet because of this, I can't choose to stay out of it.

From the moment I met Lu Xuyan for the first time, I could feel the enthusiasm in his eyes—a kind of morbid enthusiasm for achieving the goal by any means.He never told me all his plans, and this time it's the same, I'm sure he's hiding something from me, he keeps saying that this mission is mine, but he developed the chip when my life was in doubt, I Believe me, even if I have no way to escape from the wild rose, or even die inside, he will never give up on this operation. Correspondingly, his actions can only become crazier.

I don't trust him, I don't trust anyone in the conference room, I haven't forgotten the ubiquitous camera holes, they still appear frequently in my nightmares, torture me to sleep, but now it is not the pursuit At this time, Lu Xuyan is eager to implement his unknown plan, and this action three days later will be his last effort.

Even if I know this is a game, I have to step in. First, I worry that people other than me performing this task will cause more harm to those females. Second, I have to always be on guard against that guy wearing a clown mask going crazy. I have to stop him, and a strange premonition keeps telling me: If I don't stop him, I will regret it for the rest of my life.

This strange feeling that lingers in my heart all the time makes me lie extremely unsteady, as if there are thousands of insects and ants gnawing at my back. I jumped up from the bed and ran to the deck to enjoy the sea breeze.

This is not a good sign.

I kept persuading myself to calm down, at least nothing happened so far, but my heart was still beating faster and faster, almost jumping out of my throat. Suddenly, someone patted me on the shoulder, and I suddenly woke up. I found myself in a cold sweat.

The person who took the picture of me was Lu Xuyan. He was holding a glass of lemonade, leaning on the railing and drinking while laughing at me: "Why do you scare yourself like this? Post-traumatic stress disorder?"

I shook my head and said perfunctorily, "I just remembered the nightmare I had last night."

Lu Xuyan didn't care, and didn't delve into it: "Your sweetheart told me that you are willing to cooperate with our actions."

I turned my head and saw Sangsang standing behind Lu Xuyan, a little surprised.

My Angel has always recognized life. To be precise, he hardly pays attention to anyone, even in a narrow conference room. as air.

But he and Lu Xuyan would talk behind my back.

I felt awkward, but I couldn't admit that it was jealousy, so I simply pulled Sangsang back and accused her: "How can you talk to weird people?"

He looked at me quietly and seriously, and then gently licked my lips.

I lost my temper all of a sudden, and shook hands with Lu Xuyan: "It's a pleasant cooperation."

Lu Xuyan was obviously not surprised by my reply: "If it's convenient, let's discuss further plans later."

"I have a question." I waved my hand, "How do you want to use those females to prove that Langong is conducting human experiments?"

"This is another important point I need to make." He nodded. "What we have to do is not only to 'steal' those females out, but also to find out the file information of those orphans."

"Files? Are you sure the Blue Palace will have something like this?"

"If it wasn't for profit, maybe there wouldn't be." He smiled mockingly, "But behind this 'bioengineering' is a huge chain of interests. Where does each 'commodity' come from? Where did the sale go, how much cost was invested, and how much profit was shared by each organization, there must be an account book. I believe that the Blue Palace has at least hidden data for the past year. If I guess correctly, it should still be paper. "

"Computers are a double-edged sword." I shrugged.

"That's right, otherwise Julia would have obtained those data a long time ago." Lu Xuyan agreed, "The place where these files are stored should not be too far from the female gathering place, they are all located in the center of the Blue Palace, we don't need to store them all To transport them away, only a part of them is needed, and it is enough to let them be registered with the list of orphans in our hands, and I will make arrangements for the follow-up confirmation and exposure."

"You tell me this, do you want me to be in charge of searching that area?"

"Savvy is good." He said and opened the map on the terminal, "Go out from the monitoring room of the Hongta—that is, where the supercomputer is located—and walk along the north-south corridor, there is a flyover directly leading to the center of the Blue Palace. This is also the fastest way to reach the innermost part of the Blue Palace."

I glanced at the intricate drawings and felt a little dizzy: "The overpass you mentioned doesn't seem to be on the map." The end of the aisle is clearly a dead end.

"This is the advantage of insiders." He smiled smugly, and nodded his nose, "Only the senior management of the Red Tower and the Blue Palace know about this overpass."

I was taken aback, this out-of-shape guy was once a senior executive of the Blue Palace.

"Of course, convenience doesn't mean ease." He changed the subject, "This road is more closely patrolled and guarded than other entrances and exits. I will arrange for Julia to go with you. On the one hand, she can assist you in code input. On the one hand, she is most familiar with the patrol and monitoring of the Blue Palace, with her here, I believe you can escape from these smoothly."

"I thought you'd let her sit in the rear."

"No one will sit in the rear, I told you, this is the last fight." Lu Xuyan moved closer to me, and lowered his voice, "What's more, among us, you are more willing to trust her, aren't you? "

After Lu Xuyan left, I still think about the words he left before he left.

I doubt he knows anything about the failure of our last plan, about our seemingly weird team.

I suspect that he knows that there are other people's eyes in our team. I asked him whether this Schrödinger's ghost will hinder this operation, but he just blinked his left eye and told me everything is master.

I'm worried.

The oncoming sea breeze was both urgent and fishy, ​​and it blew on my face like a knife cut. I wanted to pull Sangsang back to the room, but he was not happy, so he hugged me and sat on the deck, refusing to move any more.

"Want to blow some air?" I asked him.

He nodded and took my hands to braid his own hair.

The silky silver hair slipped from the palm of my hand, and my fingertips felt itchy in my heart. I pursed my lips and asked after a while, "Did you and Lu Xuyan know each other before?"

Sangsang didn't mean to hide anything, and nodded generously.

"How did you know each other?" I asked, after thinking about it, I felt that something was wrong, "Is it convenient to talk about it?"

His movements paused: "He used to work in the Blue Palace."

"Have you met in the Blue Palace?"

"En." Sangsang's voice was very soft, he was very close to me, and the breath he exhaled was as gentle as spun yarn, "At that time, I knew him."

"You know him?" I sensed the subtext in the sentence, "Doesn't he know you?"

"He doesn't remember me." He sighed. "I've changed a lot. I used to—hair wasn't white."

I shuddered inexplicably, faintly feeling that there was an indescribable pain hidden in his understatement, which seemed to be a field that I could not fully participate in and was not humane.

He sensed my thoughts, held my wrist, and stroked the blue blood vessels with his thumb along the opening of my wrist: "It's okay, it won't hurt anymore."

He was clearly comforting me, but I felt even more worried, and unconsciously clinged closer to him, trying to pass my body temperature over: "How do you know him?"

"He's very strange." Sangsang hugged me, but his eyes drifted a little, and the clouds that gathered and dispersed in the dark eyes reflected in the sky, "He knew that I didn't feel it, but asked me if I was cold, and he still told me Promise to get me out of there one day."

I squeezed my fist hard: "Then how could he forget you? He lied to you?"

He shook his head: "I heard that he was transferred to another place soon, and after a while, he became a fugitive, and I never saw him again."

"Then you...you treat him," I hesitated, and asked vaguely, "how do you feel about him?"

Sangsang froze for a moment, then smiled, he pressed me on his bent knees, then leaned down and kissed my lips.

The sweetness like nectar quickly made me forget the little unhappiness that came up not long ago. I cursed myself, what time is it, and I still want to eat old vinegar.

He pressed me, clasped my shoulders harder and harder, I suspected that my shoulders were scratched by him, but the cloud-like touch between my lips and teeth made me so happy, every time my Angel kissed me like this, I would I can't help but feel fluttering, and even the soles of my feet will float into the sky like a hydrogen balloon.

"Don't worry." After the kiss, he looked at me seriously, "Don't doubt anyone, I will take care of everything behind you, no one can really hurt you."

I nodded.

He paused, and then said: "Promise me, if you are still as uncomfortable as before, just stop, if you call my name, I will take you away, even if there is only one code that is not finished, don't worry about it. "

I couldn't laugh or cry: "You think playing online games, stop as soon as you say, our lives are tied to it, even if you can move me in and out casually, I can't promise you."

He frowned, the expression on his face changed, he suddenly stopped hugging me, and ran to a corner to vent his anger.

I couldn't bear it all of a sudden, so I hurried over to coax him: "What's the matter? Are you angry?"

He doesn't speak.

Sometimes it's like a child.

I thought it was a little funny, so I stretched out my hand to pull him, but I was pulled down by him, and I fell on him, causing my limbs to hurt faintly.

"I love you so much." He said suddenly, "Seeing you like that a few days ago, I feel so bad for you."

My heart was hot and the corners of my eyes were sore from what he said in plain language, and I quickly patted his head: "Isn't it all right now..."

"I have something to do." He continued to screw with me.

I thought about it and changed my way to coax him: "Do you still remember the second thing you promised me in Wild Rose?"

He nodded.

"I said, I want to change something." I rubbed my chin on his shoulder, "If this operation is successful, I will take a step forward. If not, I will at least find a way to stop Lu Xuyan from letting go." He's crazy. Since you can't make the best change, let's change the worst result, this is my wish, and I hope you will be happy about it, okay?"

He was silent, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak in the end.

I hesitated for a moment, and reached out to unbutton his clothes, which I had buttoned him one by one with my own hands a few hours ago.

His pupils shrank, and he grabbed my waist.

"You grant me one wish, and I grant yours one wish." I smiled a little embarrassedly, and then straddled him, "You only made two wishes, so the first one counts twice, okay? good?"

He took a deep look at me, grabbed my collar and pulled me down, I staggered forward, he hugged my waist, and pulled my trousers and bottoms to my knees bend.

The unexpected coolness made the hairs on my body stand on end, my ears turned red, and I begged him in a low voice: "Over there... over there, block it."

He half-supported and half-embraced me into the shadow of the wall. I took off his clothes with trembling hands. The body hidden under the shirt was slender but full of strength. His pale skin was lined by light pink cloth, like some kind of Delicacy flows like a fatal attraction.

He seemed dissatisfied with my unfamiliar teasing, he only let me untie halfway and then stopped my movement. His bones were extremely soft, and he easily pulled out an arm from the half-open front of his clothes, and then pulled the one that came out. The sleeves are brought to my lips.

"Bite." The suddenly lowered voice was slightly hoarse, and it suddenly stirred a heavy string in my heart. I subconsciously bit his cuff tightly. The next second, a slightly cold finger squeezed in behind me.

"——!" I couldn't make a sound, and was forced to raise my hips slightly to meet the further expansion.

At this moment, I have completely lost my confidence. I just feel so ashamed in broad daylight. I only hope that An Qi under me can be satisfied soon, but he is more anxious than me, and rushes into my room without much preparation. Body, I was swollen and hurt, and I almost shed tears for a while.

My Sangsang doesn’t seem to know what it means to be distressed anymore, he knocked me out of breath, and shouted my name in my ear while bumping, at this moment, there was a little tiredness in his voice His nasal voice, soft and sweet, made my whole body go limp. I don’t know if it was on purpose, but he kept calling me “Brother Meng”, and I wanted to correct him, but just clenching my sleeves was enough all the energy.

I don't know how long it has passed, and I don't really remember how many times I asked myself to vent. I only know that An Qi behind me shows no sign of giving up. He rubbed my waist, half begging and half threatening: "Brother Meng... You move more, you are so comfortable inside...I like it so much..."

My face was red and my ears were flushed, my chest was burning and flustered. Gradually, it was difficult to focus my eyes, and my mind was gradually fading. I suspected that I would be fainted out of hope.

In a trance, I saw the sun full of boats and seas, and the endless blue sea surface, but it seemed like an end everywhere, and I suddenly remembered that this momentary happiness was nothing but a carnival on the way to the end.

My heart seemed to be filled with something, sweet and sour, and sour and bitter. I bumped along with the hull, and suddenly I missed the big, stable and firm bed at home.

I miss home.