romantic love

I looked at the two Guardian-03s, and I was a little glad that I destroyed their packaging in advance, but my brain was down and I couldn't respond to Sangsang's questions for a while.

He stared at me fixedly, then took the injection to his nose and smelled it, showing a displeased expression, and then unhurriedly repeated the question just now: "What is this? It smells so bad."

"It cures... rhinitis." I hesitated, and felt that my answer was stupid, "No, it cures headaches."

"Do you have a headache?" Sangsang seemed a little nervous, and suddenly approached me, covering my forehead with her cold palm, rubbing it carefully, "Is it serious? A headache will kill you."

I:"……"

I suddenly realized that I had told a very bad lie. Regardless of whether the headache would kill me or not, it just meant that the two medicines I bought had to be used on me, and Angel in front of me had actively "helped me" take them apart. Lost the last layer of packaging on the syringe.

"Sangsang, wait a minute." I quickly stopped him and tried to take the item back from his hand, "That's not how it is used!"

He stopped his movements, looked up at me with dark eyes, and asked coldly, "Are you lying to me?"

I was shocked, my brain was shattered, and I lost the ability to think, but my bones were still hard - I have no obligation to report to my wife what I bought, after all, it is actually related to my life.

Just when I was about to bear it to the end in the face of violent suppression, Little Anqi suddenly softened. She put the injection back on the table and retracted it into the sofa. At the same time, she retracted her foot on the low table. Her snow-white ankle was slightly red and swollen. , and his feet like ice jade were turned white from the cold compress not long ago.

"You guys like to use cosmetics." He whispered, I don't know if it was on purpose, his voice was soft and soft, like talking to himself, and just enough for me to hear, "You still think I'm ugly .”

I opened my mouth wide: "What?"

He pointed to his "gills" aggrievedly.

I stared, I didn't know what to say, the conscience of heaven and earth, this shockingly beautiful Angel is worried every day that I think he is ugly!

"Baby, this is not plastic surgery." I argued indiscriminately, "This is a vaccine. I bought it because I was afraid that you would get sick. I didn't want to tell you just now because I was worried that you were afraid of injections. I wanted to secretly give you an injection while you were sleeping." , it will be fine."

Sangsang seemed to be moved by my words, rolled her black eyes, and then took the injection back smoothly: "I'm not afraid of injections, it just hurts for a while, it's not scary at all."

"Will it hurt?" Doesn't it mean that there is no pain?

Sangsang shook her head: "I don't know if it hurts, but I can't breathe, then I get hot, and then I get cold after the heat." After speaking, he bent down, hugged my waist, and put his head on my lap : "It's very uncomfortable, Brother Meng, is it okay not to get an injection? I won't get sick."

The most correct way at this time is undoubtedly to agree to him decisively, comfort him, put him to bed, play two beautiful lullabies for him, and then inject these two inhibitors in his dream, but Sangsang’s description made him My heart tightened. Obviously, even though he didn’t feel pain, he couldn’t avoid the adverse reactions brought by GD3. This reminded me of the first time I injected my brother with inhibitors. The sensitive and delicate Angie suffocated and convulsed because of allergies , incontinence, the beautiful face was flushed red, and the ugly body was covered with rashes and filth. This terrible picture almost made my father faint, but he had to hold his body and carry the huge giant baby around. inquiry.

I don't want my Sansang to suffer the same pain, and Julia also said that the inhibitors have caused irreparable damage to his body.

So I gently patted his head, and replied seriously: "Okay, I won't use it for you."

Sangsang smiled happily, rubbed my waist and got up and continued to apply ice. Her soft hair brushed against the hem of my jacket, making me itchy. I quickly shrank back and went to the side to get a blanket Cover his lap in case he catches a cold.

He pressed my hand that draped him, pulled my wrist and pulled me to his knee, hugged me from behind, rested his chin on my shoulder, and gently opened and closed his cool lips next to my ear , said something softly, the soft breath brushed my ears, making my ears warm, so that I couldn't hear anything clearly.

"What did you say?" Subconsciously I didn't want to spoil the quiet and beautiful atmosphere, so I lowered my voice and asked him.

Sangsang hugged my arm tightly and looked down at me from bottom to top. I don’t know if it’s because of the inversion of the picture. Staring at me, as if he wanted to see into the depths of my soul, I heard him repeat what he said just now: "I said, I escaped a catastrophe."

"Yeah, I escaped a catastrophe, and I don't need an injection." I habitually raised my hand to touch his head, and halfway he grabbed and kissed his fingers. I struggled, but it seemed to stimulate his animal nature again , was held by the wrist and bit the neck fiercely, leaving a bright red mark.

After dinner, I coaxed Sangsang to bed, and I changed my clothes and went out.

Lin Lu asked me to meet at the Aldrich Asylum. It wasn't that I wanted to see him, but he said in the communication that he would give me a review of my mental wave value, which also made people have no reason to refuse.

Instead of taking a taxi, I walked to the shelter on foot. Lin Lu was already waiting in the office, and when he saw me, he smiled and waved to me.

I didn't bother to care about him, reached out and asked him for a tester.

He pouted, turned on the light screen, and I pressed my hand on it, and the number displayed this time was "339".

Lin Lu whistled: "Did it drop a lot? Why, is it because of the nourishment of love?"

The fairly good test results made me feel hopeful in life. According to this trend, it may not take me a month to bring my brother home.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Lin Lu continued on his own: "Indeed, love and sex are good ways to relieve mental stress, but the development of things is different from what I imagined, Meng Liang, you wouldn't Are you really dating that monster?"

I remained silent, this time it wasn’t that I didn’t want to talk to him, but that I really didn’t know how to answer. Sangsang was my wife in name, and she was more like my younger brother except for the kiss without meaning. The brother's feelings for him in his heart have slightly crossed the line, to what extent it is unknown.

He is too pure and ignorant, even if I wanted to, I would not dare to label this relationship as love, so I shook my head at Lin Lu: "It's not love."

But he looked me up and down as if he didn't hear me. The scanning eyes made me feel a little uncomfortable, so I stood up to say goodbye to him.

"Your neck." He pointed to my neck, "Is it made by that beast?"

I frowned.

"It's about to come into heat." Lin Lu told me in a positive tone, "Within a week."

"Are you sure?" I suddenly had a headache. God knows how determined I was to throw those two inhibitors into the trash can. Even so, I didn't figure out how to deal with Sangsang's destructive estrus Regardless of whether the sexual relationship with Angie, whose current relationship has not yet been determined, is in line with my personal moral standards, whether I can survive the claws of the beast itself is an unknown question. The scene where Sangsang attacked Hawkins is still alive today. Appeared in my nightmare, I don't think I have such a healthy and strong body as the rich man, and a sudden blow of the same strength may decapitate me.

"Maybe within three days." Lin Lu's expression was a little gloating.

"Can I go out and take shelter at that time?" I asked him helplessly.

"That's impossible." Lin Lu spread his hands ruthlessly, "If you do this, there will be two endings, one is that it can't help but run out and have sex with passers-by, and the other is that it exhausts its energy and dies in front of you. At home, it depends on how weak the locks are in your home - don't even think about looking for agency custody, females with legal spouses are not allowed to suppress estrus, if you try, you will face the problem of being sued in court, You know, my employer has been watching you."

"...I see." It is never a wise move to treat this annoying white coat as a life-saving straw, "Let's go first, and come back for a review next week."

"Hey, don't worry." He blocked the door with a smile, "You have to come if you want to come next week, right? Call the teacher, and I will give you a trick."

I didn't want to pay attention to him, but he opened the bookshelf beside him, took out a paper bag from it and handed it to me: "You will need it."

I didn't answer, but asked him first: "What is this?"

"You went to the hardware store today, didn't you?" He squinted his eyes and looked at me. "With the inhibitor, you are still so cautious, probably because you lack something in it?"

My forehead was hot, on the one hand, I was angry because Hawkins watched me, on the other hand, I was full of curiosity about the contents in the bag: "Why did you help me?"

"Because the plot requires it." Lin Lu folded his arms and leaned on the bookcase, "Just kidding, I just don't want my stingy employer to go well, you know, most of the people who work for him have the same weaknesses as you and are pinched by him In hand."

I took the paper bag suspiciously, opened it and took a look, only to see... a pair of handcuffs inside.

Sexy handcuffs.

"You're kidding me." I glared at him fiercely, a little bit wanting to smash the thing in my hand on his head - I always like to target the forehead when I hit someone.

"Don't be impulsive!" Lin Lu waved his hands quickly, "The two bottles under the bag are anti-allergic medicine."

I was taken aback, shook the paper bag, and indeed heard the sound of the pills colliding.

"I have a lot of acquaintances in the Blue Palace, so it's not difficult to get the antisensitivity medicine it usually uses." He was a little proud, "If you are worried, you can also have it analyzed by your powerful little girlfriend. Lie to you."

"Julia is not my girlfriend." I corrected him with a frown, but I did have such a thought in my mind.

"Oh, don't be so serious, there is no interest at all, you should bow to me and say thank you now, right, Meng Liang."

I glanced at the bag in my hand, and then at Lin Lu, who was doing nothing. "If the medicine is real, then thank you——no matter what your purpose is for helping me, thank you very much."

He burst out laughing: "Old-fashioned kid." After speaking, he made way for the door and gestured to me to see off the guest.

I clenched the bag in my hand tightly, and only after I went out did I realize that the palm of my hand was covered with a thin layer of sweat, perhaps because of nervousness, perhaps because of relief.

It was past twelve o'clock when I got home that night. After I came out of the Aldridge shelter, I abducted to the hardware store, dragged Julia out of the bed and did a full analysis of the medicine, and then I took two bottles of antibiotics with peace of mind. Allergy medicine home.

As soon as I opened the door, I heard the sound of thin breathing. I walked in lightly, and found that Sangsang did not go back to the bedroom to sleep as I ordered before leaving, but fell asleep on the sofa with the quilt I covered him On the road, he snored softly, like a sleeping animal, curled up obediently on the soft cushion.

The curtains were opened at some point, and the moonlight reflected that silver hair as bright and clean as frost, and even the skin was as white and smooth as glittering powder. If you look carefully, you will find the corners of his eyes The cheeks behind the ears are rarely bright red, especially the slightly fluttering gills, which open and close gently like light pink petals.

This very tempting scene made my heart move. I couldn't resist reaching out to touch the base of his ear, but I was shrank by the high temperature.

This is not normal.

You don’t need to think about the reason, Lin Lu just told me a few hours ago that Sangsang’s estrus will come within a week, and a rise in body temperature is an important precursor to the beginning of estrus, which is as cold as ice when he is usually Compared with her body temperature, the current blazing heat is undoubtedly a manifestation of estrus.I groped down behind his ears, and sure enough, the smooth skin felt slippery to the touch, and a lot of sweat was already dripping out, but he was still tightly wrapped in the quilt I put on him before I left, obediently Waiting for my return at the door of the house made me feel extremely soft and guilty - I have already picked up the two injections that were thrown into the trash can, and they will be used on him soon.

I'm going to hurt him!After working in Red and White Rose for so many years, I clearly know that long-term injection of inhibitors will not only cause physical harm to females, but also cause them to develop incurable mental illnesses due to long-term suppressed desires, let alone me Sangsang is still a fragile and sensitive Angel, and a small allergen can make him feel uncomfortable for a long time.

But I have to do this again. I don't think I am an excellent, special, and unique husband, and I dare not say that I am better than Sangsang's previous spouses. I make an exception, at least during the month we first met, I don’t think I have the qualifications and ability to be that special existence in his life, maybe I can do it in a few years or decades, but It is obviously too hasty to draw such a conclusion today.

"I'm sorry." I sighed a long time, if I was just alone, I don't mind risking my life to spend a rut with him, but my brother needs me, he is like a huge Like a baby, lying in the shelter, just learned to call my brother, if something happens to me, even if I survive, it will be burned as a large piece of garbage, "Sangsang, I'm sorry..."

The curtains were still wide open, and the liquid droplets on the tip of the thin needles shone like cold metal under the moonlight. In fact, this was just a tube of colorless and odorless liquid, but it looked a bit like a poisonous snake to me. The venom on the groove teeth is full of deadly guilt.Holding this "poison" in one hand, I endured the discomfort and reached out to pull the quilt in Sangsang's arms, ready to inject the tube of liquid into his body.

Because I was worried about waking him up, I moved very gently and carefully at the beginning, but his hand was too tight, so I had to increase my strength. At the same time, I was always worried that he might wake up because of my rough behavior. Thankfully What's more, he kept his eyes closed and breathed steadily, as if he was trapped in a dark and sweet dream, and the pulling of the bedding was just a subconscious action.

After a short period of sawing, I lost my patience, and the hand holding the syringe was sore and trembling. I was worried that if this continued, I would shake my decision again, so I was cruel and broke the tightly held syringes one by one. The fingers of the cloth, the pale fingertips were slightly red from exertion, sweat was already dripping in the tightly clenched palms, I only felt my heart sinking, so I subconsciously held his hand and interlocked with his fingers, but the right hand was cruel Stretching towards his left arm straightened by me, the sharp needle points directly at the light-colored blood vessels under the skin.

I tried my best to keep my breathing steady, and secretly prayed that only one time would be enough to eliminate future troubles. After all, the feeling of sticking a needle into Sangsang’s arm was a hundred times worse than sticking it into myself. The moment before I put the needle into his body, I felt Close your eyes and say silently: I beg God to let my Angel go through this trial safely, for which I am willing to pay any price.

Determined not to hesitate any longer, I opened my eyes, intending to focus on the task at hand, when suddenly, a cold hand grabbed my wrist.

I raised my head suddenly, and was facing a pair of black eyes, the pupils were so clear, it didn't look like I had just woken up, I was horrified, the syringe in my hand couldn't be held firmly, and fell straight on the ground. on the ground.

The moment my reason returned, I noticed that Sangsang's face didn't have any blush like estrus at all, and his skin was still as cold as snow jade. What I saw before, the symptoms of estrus were all disguises!It is not difficult to imagine that all this is actually a test for me by Angie, he is doubting me!Doubt my hesitating prevarication during the day, and also doubt my last promise to him.

It turned out that his suspicions were correct.

Angie in front of me has turned into a familiar yet unfamiliar animal—he is not the Angie I know, but I have seen his state. When he attacked Hawkins, when he gave me the finger When branding.

The scars on my fingers have not faded to this day.

The fear of being awakened again made me tremble and back away, but he pressed me firmly on the sofa with one hand. He suppressed me with one hand, and picked up the injection on the ground with the other hand.

"GD3." Sangsang didn't look at the tube of liquid, proficiently said its name, "Still not escaped."

I suddenly realized that it was not himself who he said "escaped a catastrophe" during the day.

but me.