[Xingren] Years Love Letter

Yukimura came out of the recording studio very late.

He was a little sorry for letting the composer stay up all night with him unintentionally.

"I'm sorry for you," he said.

The composer who was familiar with Li Hai shrugged his shoulders indifferently, saying that this time is just the time when the inspiration bursts out. Look at Yukimura, don’t you also sing the best at this time?

The recording of the song is basically over, and only one title song needs to be re-recorded due to the re-arrangement. It will be over in two days.In addition to ballads, the entire mini album also includes a folk song and a jazz song, fully respecting the tastes of the market and Yukimura's own preferences.

Except for external composers, the main song is the work written by Yukimura himself.

The lyrics written during the hospitalization clearly accumulated a lot of emotions, but the words still tend to heal.So at the first glance, some warm words and sentences, the hidden strength in despair are also well expressed.

Well written lyrics.Yukimura is very satisfied and definitely wants to publish the lyrics.

As for the tune...

When he gave the lyrics to Yagyu, Yagyu half-truthfully complained that it was not easy to compose according to Yukimura's standards.

That's no way, it's the most convenient way to find you, isn't it?Yukimura smiled.

He said that I don't have a hard standard, and I don't have to use it for this event.

Liu Sheng hesitated after reading the lyrics twice, and said that I have a song here that feels quite appropriate.

but?Yukimura tilted his head slightly, saying that since your tone is this way, there must be a turning point, right?

but.

Yagyu licked his lips, and said that this was a song Nioh made before, and it was not finished, so it could be regarded as a half-finished piece.

So can't it be used?

It's not that it can't be used... just listen to it first.

A professional composer and a companion who gets along day and night, Yagyu's sensitivity to Yukimura's taste is still above the standard.The so-called fit with the lyrics is indeed a good match, but the song is indeed the melody of the unfinished version.

Yukimura listened to it several times and really liked it.

To complete the song, you need to find Nioh, right?

he asks.

Liu Sheng thought about it and said I should give him a call.Maybe he forgot that there is still a song in my place.

That's right, since he also starts to compose, isn't the company planning to prepare a composition room for him?

While dialing the phone, Yagyu said that before Nioh just wrote lyrics, and occasionally tried to compose music, the company gave positive reactions, but he himself was not particularly positive.

Renwang's call was answered by the agent following him, and it took another ten minutes to call back, and the background sound was quite noisy.And Niwang's tone sounded a little cold.He said, Bi Lushi, you should look at it and complete it. Wouldn’t it be good to count it as a joint composer? I don’t have any memory in my mind now which song you are talking about.

After hanging up the phone, Yukimura tentatively asked, is Nioh not doing well recently?

What do you think?

Liu Sheng twirled his pen and replied that he was not in a good mood.

That's too bad.

Yukimura thought, having missed so much time with his companions, now he can't even grasp their basic state.

As the captain, is this a dereliction of duty?

There is no problem with the completed piece by Yagyu, and the arrangement is also very smooth.The freshman in the composition department who was pushed out of the market at the beginning is now also a certified "creative idol representative".

It's just that Yukimura is still a little dissatisfied.

Something you wanted to emphasize, but didn't show?

I don't understand when you say that.

Liu Sheng pushed his glasses.

I don't know too well, probably very intentional.

Yukimura said.

He thinks that those inexplicable emotions expressed in the song are more obvious when listening to the unfinished version of the song.If you talk to King Ni, you may be able to find a clue.

It's just that during Nioh's time... can I find someone when I go back to the dormitory now?

He called his agent.

"Nioh? He's in the company."

"In the company? Doesn't he have activities in Kanagawa during the day?"

"After the event, I asked him if he wanted to go back to the dormitory, and he said he would go back to the company after practicing a few more times."

Yukimura sounded a little annoyed.

He simply went upstairs and found that the lights in the practice room were indeed on.

In the second week of his solo debut, the results of the two ballad programs that have been broadcast are very good. In the top five positions, it is also expected to get one before saying goodbye to the stage.

No one in the company has ever thought about such a thing as an airborne person. After all, Nioh's position in the team is not vocal, and now the better-known rapper is Kirihara, so he appeared in a radio station and an online live program during the singing period. It's all about the responsibility of dance.

That being the case, we must work harder on stage performances.

Yukimura has known Nioh for five or six years, from the trainee period to the debut together.

He probably knew that Nioh was a character who would not show weakness.

Already standing at that height, he would not want to come down anyway.

Then you can only practice.

But during the day, Nioh just finished the promotion of the crew, and in two or three hours, he will go to the dressing room and prepare for the early morning music broadcast...

Does he not need sleep?

Yukimura frowned slightly and pushed open the door of the practice room. The first thing he saw was a small half mirror covered in mist.

"King Ren?"

No one answered.

Yukimura walked in and turned his head to see a figure sitting against the wall behind the door.

The hat of the loose sweater was draped over his head, and his legs were curled up against the corner, looking as if he was asleep.

How could it be possible to fall asleep?

Someone is mentally sensitive, and cannot fall asleep steadily when there is a little light or a sound, which makes him always lack of sleep and has to catch up on sleep in the nanny car.

and so……

Yukimura walked over quickly, and raised his hand to cover the back of Nioh's exposed neck.

The ends of my hair were damp with sweat and very cold.It's hot to the touch.

"Are you running a fever?"

"...Puff."

10

Probably could be a fever.

Nioh thought.

He felt cold, uncontrollable cold.

But it might just be the coldness caused by sweating too much during dance practice. The temperature at night in April is not too high.As for dizziness and the like, the relationship between lack of sleep?Stomach pain is also an old problem.

There will be back pain and so on after practicing for a long time.

"I'll just rest for a while," he said.

"So you're going to sit like this until you go to work?" Yukimura asked.

His voice was a little cold.

Nioh could probably sense that Yukimura was angry.

Of course he knew why he was angry.

But in the face of this situation, he didn't panic at all.

"Of course I'll change clothes later. Isn't there a rest room next to it? You can sleep."

"Then why are you sitting here now?"

"I've run out of strength." He bent his mouth at Yukimura, but he looked pitiful.

"It's useless to act like a baby." Yukimura patted Nio's neck angrily, but the force was very light.The cold sweat and scalding body temperature under his palm made him unable to find someone to settle accounts now.

People who are sick are unreasonable, let alone people who are usually not very reasonable.

Nioh curled his lips and complained who was being coquettish, but his hand automatically grabbed Yukimura's sleeve.

He really felt cold, but the temperature on Yukimura's body was warm.

"release."

"you are so cruel."

"Sweat all over my body." Yukimura paused for a while after speaking, "Go and change clothes."

"No strength."

"..."

Nioh shook when he stood up, the low blood sugar made his eyes go black for a few seconds.He had obviously rested for a long time, but he was still sweating non-stop.That's why it's cold.he thought so.

The manager following Nioh appeared at the door of the practice room when Nioh walked into the locker room, carrying a bag of medicine, and when he saw Yukimura, he showed a surprised expression: "Xukimura-kun, didn't you go back to the dormitory to rest?"

"Well, I'm here to find King Ni."

"Oh, that's it." The manager put down the bag, endured it for a while, and said, "Then you can persuade him to go back and rest when you have time. You can't always sleep in the practice room."

"Is he always sleeping in the practice room all this time?"

"Not really, the work schedule is too full." The agent shook his head, "But occasionally there is some rest time, he said he doesn't want to go back to the dormitory, he wants to find a place where he can stay alone. He always prefers to come to the company practice room."

Yukimura was silent for a while after listening.

"I'll talk to him." He looked at his watch, "It's late, why don't you go back and rest first?"

The manager shook his head and pointed to the bag next to him, "If I say it, there is no way to make King Ren take medicine obediently. Excuse me? Are you taking King Ren back to the dormitory?"

"How long is the next trip?"

"I have to go to the dressing room at four o'clock. The recording time of the song program has been brought forward from this year."

"...That's it." Yukimura nodded, "Then we won't go back to the dormitory, let's just stay in the lounge next to it. What about you?"

"There is also a place to rest in the office. I'll lie down for a while. I'll call him at 03:30."

11

There is a shower room in the dressing room. Nioh thought for a while with his feverish brain, but he still couldn't bear the feeling of being sweaty all over his body.

Fortunately, hot water is available.

The hot water made him drowsy, but the longer he stayed up late and the lack of rest time, the more sleepy he became, the more he had a headache, to the point where he had to wake up.From the back of the eyes all the way to the back of the neck, even the lower back began to ache, not knowing whether it was real or psychological.

Allowing the hot water to hit his body, Nio gasped for breath with his hands on the wall.

He vaguely heard the voices of Yukimura and his manager outside.

Don't want to take medicine.

Just lie down for a while.

As a result, I was not more awake after taking a bath.

Nioh lazily put on his clothes, and lazily pulled a clean towel to wipe his hair.

The mobile phone placed by the side of the cabinet lighted up, and Nioh hesitated for a while looking at the name of Mai displayed on it.

His not sober mind told him that it would be dangerous to continue like this, but he felt that nothing happened at all, when did he have to think twice about contacting his friends?

Since there are no restrictions on the use of mobile phones, then it doesn't matter.

But before he walked out of the locker room, he deleted a few messages from their evening chat.

And after hesitating, he still added a note to Mai.

"One of my previous classmates from a different class"

Yukimura was waiting for him outside, carrying a bag of medicine in his hand, including capsules and granules, the boxes were stacked to the brim.

King Ren frowned, saying that it was about to expire after eating too much.

Instead, I feel that these are not enough.Yukimura came over and raised his hand to tap him on the forehead.

In theory, this is not an easy move, after all, Nioh is two centimeters taller than Yukimura.

However, Nioh is not willing to straighten his back when he is not in front of the camera. Taking into account the height of the hunchback, this action becomes smoother.

Don't tell me you took a cold shower?

hot.

That's more or less.

After Yukimura finished speaking, he glanced at Nioh: "You seem to be in a much better mood?"

He didn't remember Nioh having a cleanliness habit.

King Ni didn't answer.

He made a puff and said, didn't you have something to do with me?

I'm here to supervise your rest.

lie.Yagyu called me and said that you are not particularly satisfied.Just yesterday.Will the problem be solved today?

After finishing speaking, Nioh glanced at Yukimura, and licked his lips with a smile: "Didn't you just tell your manager that you want to talk to me? Let's go together, there are just over two hours left. Enough."

"Don't you need to sleep?"

"I'm not sleepy. Instead, I'm more worried about you."

"Me? I've been going to bed early and getting up early for half a year. Staying up late every now and then is no worse than you." Yukimura said, "Besides, I don't have work tomorrow, so I can sleep until night."

"That's fine."

What's up?

Yukimura looked at Nioh, but didn't see much from Nioh's expression.

Did he really stay away from these members for too long, he wondered?

Or is it that such a busy time makes the members grow up too fast?

"Why on earth don't you want to go back to the dormitory to rest? You know that your body has reached its limit." Yukimura said.

He didn't take this straightforward style before, and he didn't need to, but he felt that it was the best way now.

King Ni was taken aback by his straightforwardness.

"Go to the song practice room next to it." He pursed his lips, and then laughed, "I can still hold on, so I won't just go to the limit like this. As for why you don't want to go back to the dormitory to rest...you just take it as I am selfish."

"King Masaru."

"It's terrible, to be called by your full name like that." Nioh said and opened the door of the practice room, his tone was so high that his words were not convincing at all, "But Yukimura, there is no need to ask, you actually know it. Yagyu Said, there is something in that unfinished song that attracted you. I didn’t realize it at first, but he sent me the song later. So what attracted you in that song at first, Yagyu didn’t let you after it was completed Satisfied, isn’t that the answer to this question?”

12

That's probably right.

Yukimura, who was really sitting in the song practice room, thought suddenly.

Nioh was typing on the keyboard beside him.

The agreed conversation was blocked, but it became a logical choice to go straight to work.

During the trainee period, there was a unified music theory class and piano class, and Nioh's grades have always been good or bad.

Among all his courses, his best grades were acting, followed by dance and physical education, then music theory, piano and musical instruments, and finally vocal music.It is also because of this that the planning department persuaded Nioh several times to turn to acting trainees, and it was Nioh himself who said that he prefers to debut as an idol.

Obviously, he doesn't seem to like group life that much.

It's true that I don't really like the appearance of group life.

loneliness.

Yukimura finally figured out what he liked, the tune was obviously cheerful, but it made him feel something in the tune for no reason.

It's loneliness.

But it is not the loneliness of self-pity and self-sorrow, but the loneliness of leisurely enjoyment.

This is not contradictory to his lyrics, but it is contradictory to his mood when he wrote the lyrics, and the loneliness itself.

So the sparks from the collision of contradictions and contradictions made the lyrics and music very suitable.

"I almost know the form you want," Nioh said.

He had just been forced by Yukimura to drink a whole bowl of granules and took antipyretics and anti-inflammatory drugs, so his expression was calm, but it just set off a sense of seriousness: "I'm not familiar with the specific arrangement, but I put Write out your ideas and some things, and you bring them to Billus, he will try to adjust the tune and arrangement, and you just choose the version you are most satisfied with.”

"Choose me?"

"Yes." King Ni licked his lips and said with a smile, "It is our greatest wish to satisfy you, Captain."

There is no psychological burden on Nioh to say such disgusting words.

And Yukimura knew it was the truth.

Otherwise, there is no need for Yagyu to convey his little regret about the finished song to Nioh, and there is no need for Nioh to think about the direction of song revision during the busiest time of the comeback period.

Since he was discharged from the hospital, he has been able to feel a certain degree of "accommodation" from the members all the time.

This makes him uncomfortable at times.

This is unexplainable, the pressure brought about by excessive concern.

That's why what Nioh said, occasionally I don't want to go back to the dormitory, such emotions...

He does understand.

But a certain person has reached the point where he can't care about it, even if he hides in the company's practice room to avoid nagging, it's useless.

"How much do you weigh now?"

"Pfft, why are you asking this?"

"Just ask."

"65 kilograms?"

"Don't use an uncertain tone."

"But I'm not as thin as I look." King Ni wrinkled his nose, "Bunta is also the type who weighs more than he looks, we are all the same."

"Oh, are you proud of being a dancer?" Yukimura didn't bother to calculate such complicated things as body fat percentage or fat ratio, "There should be no way now... Hey, Nioh, since you said you can hold on, you haven't reached your limit yet , then I’ll just believe what you said. At least there should be no problems during the return period. After the return period, even if you have important work, you should go to the hospital for an examination first.”

"... Puff?"

"You just sat in the corner of the practice room because of a stomachache, right? It's not just a cold or a fever. It's hard to be hospitalized, and it's even more difficult to be sick." Yukimura said, "No one knows that pain better than me. .I don't want you to suffer from that."

King Ren was stunned.

"what……"

He was speechless for a few seconds at Yukimura's rare "sweet talk".

And Yukimura has already said on his own: "I really believe in you, compared to other members."

"...piyo"

"A lot of times you really don't need me to worry about it, especially at work." Yukimura glanced at the piano next to him, "Maybe one day you will become an independent music producer?"

"Why did you say this suddenly?"

"I just feel that when I'm not around, each of you can be alone."

"Tell yourself like a feudal patriarch who doesn't want to let go." Niwang snorted, "What are you worried about? We will always be a team."

The author has something to say: I don’t know if it’s necessary, but let’s talk about the bad taste settings in advance: Nioh 181.5, Yukimura 179.5

One very strange thing is that the direction of civilization and the main plot of this article have been determined and the timeline has been written out, but it is still not easier to write ORZ

In short, I will try to write more on weekends. I really want to write the extra ORZ of this article.

And I want to open up the ABO of Jiren... Hurry up and finish this article!The middle part is coming!It is estimated to be about [-] words!

I remembered the misery of every time I estimated the number of words...